Chapter 2;
Quotes and
Amusement Parks

  Taehyung couldn't sleep, no matter how hard he tried he just couldn't. He couldn't stop thinking about the smaller boy. His black hair, his beautiful lips, his milky skin. He adored the boy and has for years. So when Yoongi said they should date, he obviously said yes. Even though it was.. fake dating. Taehyung still wanted to be the older's boyfriend but he knew that wasn't going to happen. Yoongi was in love with Jimin, and as far as he knows, Jimin could accept and share the same feelings, leaving him alone with no one.

But no matter what, he was still happy Yoongi chose him. Even though it might have been for the fact that he was Jimin's bestfriend, so Yoongi could be closer to him and make him jealous faster. Taehyung sighed and turned over in his bed, all these negative thoughts in his head that he couldn't seem to get rid of. He looked over his shoulder, looking closely at the brown colored wood doors, his heartbeat increasing at the thought of the things inside.

No, Taehyung thought. You said you would stop after... that. Taehyung shuttered and flipped his head over, now looking out his window. He sighed and decided to close his eyes and at least try to sleep. But all those negative thoughts stopped him but he still kept his eyes shut. He sighed at the thought of Yoongi and finally relaxed before realizing that he shouldn't think of him. Because to Yoongi; he means nothing. He never will.

He's being used by the one he loves the most.

-

Yoongi sighed as he stood infront of Taehyung's apartment, waiting for the other to come out so they could go get breakfast before they go to the amusement. Yoongi was a very impatient man and kept knocking on his door, tapping his foot whilst doing so. Before he could knock again, the door swung open, revealing his sleepy looking, fake boyfriend. His hair was messy and he didn't have a shirt on, revealing more of his sun kissed skin, and his slim stomach. He couldn't help but find him cute.

"Oh, hello hyung," Taehyung perked up once he saw him and blushed. He looked like complete garbage in front of his crush. Yoongi nodded in response and walked in, instantly noticing how.. empty the place look. He heard Taehyung chuckle a bit.

"I'll be out in a little bit, just sit down." Taehyung walked off, leaving Yoongi alone on the couch. Yoongi looked around, noticing how Taehyung barely had any pictures hung up or even standing up on a bookshelf or coffee table. Yoongi couldn't help but wonder why. Taehyung seemed like a social person and loved taking pictures of hs friends, so why didn't he have any pictures? Yoongi also noticed the smallest thing sitting right on top of the neatly organized bookshelf; a ring. When Yoongi went to grab it after he got up, he heard feet rushing down the hallway and quickly pulled his hand away.

"Sorry I took so long, I couldn't find my shoes," Taehyung smiled sheepishly, earning a light chuckle from Yoongi.

"It's okay, I didn't wait that long. Now let's go eat before we go." Yoongi said, following an excited Taehyung out the door.

-

"Ah, Yoongi and Taehyung are here!" Hoseok screamed, earning the groups attention. Yoongi quickly grabbed Taehyung's hand and even though it was staged, Taehyung blushed. The group smiled at the two, happy to see the new couple.

"So, Taehyung," Namjoon started. "what's it like dating this old, grumpy grandpa?"

"Hey! I'm not a grandpa!" Yoongi exclaimed, making the group laugh. He sneered at them and gripped tighter onto Taehyung's hand, which seemed to be okay with the younger. Yoongi looked up at the younger and saw the faint blush on his cheeks and looked away, blushing at the thought of Jimin blushing because of him. There was something about Jimin that made Yoongi so addicted to him and the older still doesn't know what it is.

"Well then," the eldest, Seokjin, or jin, spoke up. "Let's go ride some roller coasters!" he cheered, walking off to a random roller coaster with the group following him like ducklings with their mom. Taehyung and Yoongi were at the back and Yoongi took this as his chance to finally let go of the youngers hand and walking beside Jimin. Jimin didn't really seem to mind, he even smiled at the older. He left Taehyung alone and Taehyung, for some reason, was fine with it.

-

Taehyung had a blast today, staying close to Yoongi and riding roller coasters and just being around the people he loves. It was pure bliss. Yoongi didn't even bother to give Taehyung a ride because Jimin offered to accompany them but Yoongi made an excuse saying that Taehyung was already riding with Namjoon and Jin. It hurt the boy, reminding himself that he should just get use to it. Luckily Namjoon and Jin did give him a ride home, too engrossed with each other's conversation to even ask questions, which Taehyung didn't mind.

Taehyung walked into his apartment, looking around and staring at the empty walls. He sighed and walked to his room, glancing at the brown colored wood as he kept changing. When he was finally in his pajamas, he turned around and stared at the colored wood, shivering slightly.

"Please stop! I'll stop doing it! Just please stop, you're hurting me!"

Taehyung slowly pulled his teary eyes away from the brown wood. As he got into bed, he could hear the same voice and the same phrase that has haunted him for years.

"You deserve it,"

-

what's your least favorite season?