"Mommy! Look what I made "I said . I remember how I was so excited to show her what I did but as a 6 year old I didn't expect what happened next . "Oh how pretty " do you like it mommy? I said "of course... NOT. Get out of my face you brat " but mom- She grabbed me by my hair and stared walking while yelling at me " YOU STUPID BRAT I SAID FOR YOU TO LEAVE BUT NO INSTEAD YOU STAY IN MY SIGHT . I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU AND IF I CATCH YOU OH HUNNY YOUR GOING TO BE YELLING." She threw me in the ground and stared beating me I tried to get up but she got a glass bottle and threw it at me I blacked out instantly

When I woke up I found glass all over .blood dripping from my head my lips all swollen My legs cut as well as my arms my face... my face was full of cuts and bruises. I laid back down as I didn't have energy as I laid back down on my tiny pieces of glass my wind began to wonder what would of happened if my mom loved me .
Would she brush my hair?
Would she buy my new clothes?
Would she love me?
Would she care for me?
Would she feed me?
Would she do anything for me?...
I don't think so . My mother before was loving and caring that was before my father cheated on her before she abused me She loved and cared for me now she doesn't. She uses me for money she sells me to men that force me to do stuff . Sometimes my father would call but my mother never answered She ignores me she only fully sees me when she needs money or when she needs a punching bag She was never fond of having children but when I came she was happy up until I was born .before my father gave his attention to her but when I was born that attention was given to me . She started drinking and when a lady asked her to care for her kids my mother did the most hurtful thing someone could do to a mother ... she My mother had drowned the lady's kids as she saw them in her eyes unworthy and that they didn't serve a purpose. My father tried to shield me from being drowned by my OWN mother and it worked but now that he's gone he's not here to help me . 

I looked out the window The sky was filled with clouds I could hear kids playing Moms yelling at them to not go to far The dads yelling at their sons to catch the ball The insects making sounds the birds singing. It's all I ever wanted . I just wanted a normal life but I have to learn how to adapt to my mother hurting me as that's my future right?..

*Angies chat*

Hi ! I hope you had an amazing day today Please Please if you see any mistakes or anything you think needs fixing or anything that you think I should add to make it better tell me please! I would be so grateful ❤️