So it's the last day of school and I can't wait for this summer. Nick and I are gonna spend a lot of time together over the next 3weeks. He is my best friend and I care about him a lot and best friends since I was in grade one, and he was in grade two! He has dark dirty blonde, hair eyes like chocolate and looks like a golden retriever! This year I got invited to his trip with his family his mom and him and family it's our last day of English lecture and Nick whispers to me this is so boring. Do you want to get out of here? I reply yes this is killing me. We laugh and run out of the classroom until the last day until we hear the bell. At  1:45 the bell rings I look up at him, looking so cute and adorable in my head I'm like god I like him he's my best friend I can't lose him I can't lose another person in my life. I've already lost a few people all my life, I can't lose him I love him so much, but I don't know how to get the words out without stumbling or having too much anxiety God, I do like him! I wish you were gay in my head I think about other things like how it's the last day of school. I'm gonna be spending it with Nick for 3 weeks. We had our last rugby game and I took a a peek for a second and I turn really red because I looked at Nick with his shirt,"He asked you good Char" I screamed yeah doing great without stumbling on my words or turning red!