I walk up to Nicks door and I can tell he's all red! But man, he looks very attractive! he asked me if I wanted to snack I told him I already ate which was a lie! I have been struggling with an eating disorder for a year almost I still haven't told Nick because I'm worried he's going to go and tell everyone! It's hard to tell him, even though we're best friends! We decide to play some Mario kart though I always win! He always tackles me which we both find hilarious! I can tell that he's very red! And I'm starting to become very red to! In my head, I wonder is Nick bisexual? He did tell me a while ago that he has a crush on someone. I wonder who we look at all the old pictures in our yearbooks and on our phones Nick feels like home to me he is the definition of comfort place where I can go to him about anything! I love him I'm planning on confessing to him on our trip. He asked me a very important question!" Char do you like anybody in particular" I stutter um um I say yeah, I like somebody! He gives me a smirk, can you tell me he says! Im not sure if they like me back, but all you need to know is that they have dirty blonde hair!

Nick

I think Charlie likes me and I like him to but it's gonna be hard to tell him how I actually feel looking at all the old pictures of me and him together reminds me that we have something really good a great past! Charlie feels like home he's so bright He's very hilarious to. I am planning on asking him to be my boyfriend on the trip. He has such a handsome smile and body! I believe Charlie is my lover! He's my lover, nobody can take my lover from anybody!

We checked the time, and Charlie says he hast to go home! I ask him if we can text when he's home!

DMS

NN HEY CHARLIE, I WANTED TO KNOW IF YOU'RE READY FOR OUR TRIP?

CS I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOUR FAMILY AND GO ON A TRIP WITH YOU MY BEST FRIEND

NN GREAT WE'RE GONNA BE LEAVING AT 8 AM SHARP

CS WHEN WILL THAT BE?

NN MAY 14

CS THAT'S IN TWO DAYS WOW

NN YEAH WE'RE GONNA BE HEADING THERE FOR 3 WEEKS

CS SHIT I'M ALREADY PACKED

NN I MISS YOU SO MUCH UNFORTUNATELY YOU HAD TO GO EARLY 😭!

CS WE'RE GONNA BE SEEN EACH OTHER IN TWO DAYS NICOLAS

NN 😂