18: A little Anger and Regret

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Hana POV: 

As soon I felt myself waking up, I jerked upright, sitting on the bed, unravelling the blanket around me.

"Shit, what time is it?"
I grumbled 

 I reached out to my phone, 2pm. I still had a lot of time. I walk outside, in the hallway peeking in the living room cautiously because I was still a little embarrassed of what had happened at breakfast. But there's no one there.

Walking up to the table, there's a note in black ink.

"I'll be back late.
 If you actually care, you'll eat something."

Did I really upset him? Is that why he'll be home late?
I bet he dint want to talk to me, hence the note. I really fucked up, dint I?
The note is so passive-aggressive, but I know he's right.

 Well at least this way i don't have to reply to him, I'm way too embarrassed for that.

I brush my teeth again, take a short shower and since i was too tired to be thinking of anything, I came out quickly. I go back to the kitchen once I'm done, this time greeted by the cats.

"Hi babies, are you hungry?"
To which they just meow-ed to.

"I'm supposed to feed you guys only at 3 and 8. You'll have to wait, okay?"
I scratched each one of them behind the ear.

I heated up the food, which i forcefully ate. I owed him at least that much, I mean, I snapped at him. Maybe I shouldn't have moved with a roommate, I'm not fitting to do so. I wash the dishes and place them on the drying rack and open my phone to check if I have any messages.

Just a few posts and random spams from unknown numbers that no one cares about.
I open Instagram, my feed filled with Felix, Seungmin, Jeongin, Hyunjin and Minho. I felt sad, looking at the three's face. But as I swiped, the photos made me smile just a little.

@nottheactor.leeminho

@nottheactor.leeminho NEVER DRINKING WITH THEM

(you're all lucky i had fun)

 nottheactor.leeminho mentioned  hyunjin_hwang, sing.I.N.g and 3 others

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Comments:

hyunjin_hwang  DELETE THIS NOW????

        nottheactor.leeminho not after the trouble I had yesterday.
        seungmin_inthebuilding at least i look normal in all
        nottheactor.leeminho my hands are itching to post that one pic.
        seungmin_inthebuilding NO??
        nottheactor.leeminho  That's what i thought.

bokbok_lix  SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY?
       
       nottheactor.leeminho
better be sorry 
        bokbok_lix delete the pic because i am
        nottheactor.leeminho no it's adorable 

@sing.I.N.g

IGNORE PICS FROM @ nottheactor.leeminho HE'S SABOTAGING US

sing.I.N.g mentioned hyunjin_hwang, sing.I.N.g and 4 others

   nottheactor.leeminho THESE PICS ARE FROM WHEN YOU WERE ALL SOBER
   seungmin_inthebuilding yes, we care about our reputation
   nottheactor.leeminho i wish someone sober took pics of me
   hyunjin_hwang  @nottheactor.leeminho check seungmin's post right now

@seungmin_inthebuilding

seungmin_inthebuilding Kind of sober pics (not felix and jeongin though)

seungmin_inthebuilding mentioned hyunjin_hwang, sing.I.N.g and 3 others

nottheactor.leeminho Ah yes, proof of my misery and felix before he was drunk.

sing.I.N.g I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS???
     seungmin_inthebuilding We are????

bokbok_lix WHAT'S WITH THE FELIX and JEONGIN SLANDER??
     seungmin_inthebuilding you and jeongin dont get to speak
     nottheactor.leeminho For once, we all agree
     hyunjin_hwang ^^

@bokbok_lix

bokbok_lix POSTING MORNING PICS CUZ THEY'RE WAYYYY  BETTER
(by better i mean sober)

Pic and hair credit: @hyunjin_hwang

sing.I.N.g pink hair looks good on me
    hyunjin_hwang and who did it for you?
    sing.I.N.g  yes hyunjin hyung thank you for dyeing my hair pretty

hana_banana you three look like the powerpuff girls
     sing.I.N.g  more like power rangers
     hana_banana  no?
     bokbok_lix have you even watched power rangers hana?
     hana_banana have you even watched powerpuff girls felix?

I set my phone down and, with a quick glance at the clock, made sure to feed the cats before retreating back to my room. When I settled at my desk, I slipped on my glasses, flipped open my books, and powered up my laptop. As the screen brightened, I dove into finishing my draft. Hours melted away, and despite my efforts, I still wasn't sure how it had turned out. I tried to fix it as much as I possibly could because this dissertation held a chunk of my final grade.
 I took a break around 8 p.m. to feed the cats again. By the time I looked up, another two hours had slipped by, and I was still working. At 11, I finally closed my laptop, packed up my papers and books for tomorrow's lectures. 

I peek outside, it's quiet. He's not home. He said he'd be back. Late. 

It was already late.

Yet, Minho still hadn't come home.

As I packed up my papers and books for tomorrow's lectures, Minho's absence weighed heavily on me. What if he was rethinking living with me? I'd apologized, and he'd said he understood, but I couldn't shake the fear that he might have been trying to be polite rather than honest.
The silence of the apartment felt stifling, amplifying the doubts and anxiety swirling in my mind. The thought that I might have genuinely upset him deepened the guilt already settling in my stomach as I waited in the living room, or should i say, paced around in the living room.

Suddenly, the sound of footsteps outside the door cut through my spiraling thoughts.
 My heart raced, a jolt of both relief and dread washing over me as keypad beeped with each click. Each click seemed to echo my anxiety, and I braced myself for the confrontation I both longed for and dreaded.

But when he walked in, all that seem to melt away. He had come back.
 All the things that i was thinking, it was all wrong. The voice my head, it was playing with me.

Minho POV:

I was out because I wanted to give her some space, but at the same time I dint want to just stay home in my room, avoiding her. I wasn't the one who was wrong.
I don't think i left only because I thought i wanted to give her space, because honestly i was a little mad at her.

I went to the gym to blow off some steam—boxing was the only thing that really helped. Afterwards, I headed over to see Jisung, but since he was swamped with work, he let me hang out at their studio. Honestly, even being there reminded me of Hana.
Who works on a Sunday, anyway?

 I stayed until they were wrapping up, and since I'd walked over, Changbin offered me a ride home after we all had dinner together.

I sighed as I walked to the door of our house. A little hesitant to go inside, but it's Hana I'm talking about. She's probably in her room, working again. But, I wasn't going to interfere more than I have to again.

 I step into the foyer, getting rid of my shoes,

"Minho"
I hear a voice so feeble, so fragile, on the brink of falling apart.

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a/n: im such a menace leaving it on a cliffhanger. can't help it, gotta keep the suspense up

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