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another filler sort of thing <3

Hana POV:

Once Minho returned from getting rid of the trash, we all sat down for dinner.
As they were all eating well, I didn't really have a choice but to eat properly with them.
If I didn't it would just make Seungmin and Jeongin more worried than they already were.

Today had to be the most I'd eaten in a day in a long time. I'd had breakfast thanks to Minho, and now I was having dinner. Don't mind them skipping lunch, it was made up for in dinner.

The food, all though it was take-out, seemed to fulfill everyone.
But me on the other hand, all I could think of was how badly I wanted to throw up.
 Not going to lie, the food was good, but I feel like I'm stuck in this permanent anxiety cycle that just won't go away. It made me sick to my stomach. It made me miserable.

Since the trash was already out, all I had to do was get the dishes done. For once, all the men in the house felt bad that I was going to do all the dishes by myself.

"Usually, I'd kill myself if it meant not doing the dishes, but just this one time, I can help.
I am making it clear, it's a one-time thing."
Said Seungmin.

"I volunteer too"
Said Minho

"Should I help?"
Jeongin asked

"No, not you Jeongin, you're fine. They'll do it."
I said, genuinely happy that I could just chill with Jeongin as the two did work.

Seungmin scoffed, but he still had a smirk on his face, so I knew it wasn't serious. They both walked to the kitchen, both putting gloves on. It's insane how many dishes get used when there's more than one person eating.

Seungmin POV:

We started on the dishes, and I must say there were a lot. But if it meant she was resting a little, I guess you could say it was worth it. It was a little quiet between us, I suppose none of us knew how to strike a conversation, which was a little weird, because I personally felt comfortable in his presence.

So, to kill this awkward silence, I spoke up, which sounded so much like small talk.

"How many times have you won a tournament?"
It seems to break his line of thought, he looked at me for a second, slow blinking and finally answering,

"Every time I've played. Except 2 times, where I had to compete while I was sick, but it was a great opportunity, I couldn't give it up just because I had a fever. But after losing those matches, I regretted not dropping out of it, because was it worth it? I've had many chances, letting a few go to take care of myself wasn't going to hurt."

"You sound so much like this one person I know, well until the part where you did understand that it wasn't worth it to risk your health."
I said rolling my eyes as he handed me a scrubbed plate that I rinsed under the water.

"Are we talking about someone we know? Chan perhaps?"

"No not Chan, all though he does do that, but at least he knows how to cope and handle it."

"No one else comes to mind though."

"Hana. It's Hana"
I said looking behind me, in a distance seeing Hana and Jeongin cuddling together watching some video on his phone, laughing. Looking at the scene before me, immediately a smile formed on my face, which I quickly hid. Don't blame me, they looked adorable like that.

"How so?"
He asked scrubbing another plate as I waited for him to hand it to me.

"It might sound a little stupid. She over-works herself, puts herself under pressure because according to her that's the only way she's going to work hard. And plus, her parents aren't the best, which is how it all started."

"How are you two friends with her?"

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flashback

It just happened- coincidently, we were in the same class, we knew she existed, but we- or anyone at all ever talked to her, or should i say, she never talked to anyone either.

Once, Jeongin fell asleep during break, and I had nothing else to do, so I just stayed in class with him. Until she came in, her face and eyes were completely red, and you could confidently say she'd been crying. And since she's all that anti-social thing, we didn't know anything about her, she was always that one quiet kid who got really good grades.

God her face was priceless when she saw me and we made eye contact, it took everything in me to not laugh because her shocked face was really something, she probably didn't expect anyone to be in class. I just tried to play it cool and waved at her. 

But I couldn't hide it that I was a bit worried, you know? I guess it was just me being curious and I wanted to know what was wrong, so I did, I walked up to her and talked. She didn't talk much at first, and then the bell rang and I left her alone, for the time being.

I obviously told Jeongin about this entire thing, and he said, we should just pretend there's nothing wrong with her and just sit with her during break. It made sense, and we sat with her in class every break, until that shell of hers broke and we got closer.

End of  flashback
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"Woah, that's a lot. And you're so mean, you were really going to laugh at a crying person?"

"Okay, that's valid, but I didn't now she was going to be shocked to see us in class."

"Okay so now you're telling me you're mean and stupid. Of course she'd be surprised to see someone in class, during break of all times."

"I guess it makes sense. But I'm glad it was us who saw her like that, someone else would probably not care much and ignore her."

"Is she still like that?"

"Like what?"

"The over-working, pressure thing?"

"Oh yeah, and I have to say, if anything it's worse now. She could skip anything and everything if it meant she got more studying or work done. I cannot begin to count how many times she's turned us down because she was 'busy'."
I said, rinsing the last dish Minho handed me.

"No wonder why she's always gone so early in the morning and back so late every night."

"What do you mean?"
But his reaction made me realize how vague that question sounded, so I rephrased it saying,
"What I meant is, I get the 'gone early in the morning' part but not the coming back home late."

"Yeah, well she's normally by 10pm, at least this week it was always like that, and she always goes straight into her room. I can hear her door shut, after all it's just across my room."

"That information, I never knew. I thought it was a one-time thing that she came back late,
but I guess not."
I said sighing as I got rid of the gloves from my hand.

"You're welcome for the information, I guess?"

"You said, she goes straight into her room, does she come out?"

"Uh no, not really, as to what I know, she doesn't."

"So that means she doesn't eat dinner."

"You don't know that for sure, she could be eating out.

"A, she doesn't like eating out or eating out alone, and B, even if she did get invited to a dinner, she almost never goes, and she definitely didn't have anything like that at work, especially every day. We would know, she tells us how she turned down a dinner when she does."

"Then I should maybe add another thing, that she doesn't grab breakfast, because there wasn't much food in the fridge this whole week, so if she did eat anything for breakfast, I'd know."

"Not surprised, she doesn't eat breakfast. Says, it makes her heart beat weirdly faster and makes her feel sick."

"But she ate today? I made breakfast, and i offered her too."

"You made her brea-"

Just as I was going to ask, Hana and Jeongin came running in and asking,

"How long? I want to watch a movie-"
Hana said but Jeongin cut her off and said,
"Hey you're done with dishes what's taking so long"

"Coming, we just finished, give us a break."
Minho said.

"Go ahead, we'll be right back"
I said, eyeing Jeongin.

"Right right, but since you made us wait so much, you don't get to choose the movie"
Jeongin said, understanding my signal

We're watching Tune in for love" by the way, come quick
Hana said, before leaving but she had to stop, because Jeongin who was holding her pulled her back.

"How many times are going to make us watch that movie?"
Jeongin whined.

Minho POV:

"Minho have you watched it?"
She asked, ignoring Jeongin for moment.

"No, no i don't think so."
I replied, cautiously.

"Okay. then Tune in for love it is."
She said, clapping her hands.

"Did i say something wrong?"
I whispered to Seungmin, because Jeongin rolled his eyes at both Hana and me.

"He wanted you to say yes, just incase you'd make her change the movie then. She wouldn't either way, she loves that movie."

"She wouldn't either way, she loves that movie."

Cute- I mean, wow that's a cool dedication to a movie. 

"So yes, continue what you were saying?"

"I was just saying it was weird she ate the breakfast."

"Ah yes- maybe she didn't want to say no?"

"Knowing her, that's probably it."

"Is that good or bad?"

"She doesn't feel comfortable enough to tell you no, how could that be good?"

"Touché, I'm wounded."

"It wouldn't be fair to us if it was easy for you to be friends with her, effort is required, more with her. But i will tell you this, she's the best thing that's happened to us, all that effort? Worth it, she's a sweet person."

"I guess you're right. Now let's get back before they nag us both again."

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Also, if you haven't watched Tune in for love, what are you doing, go watch it right now.
(after you read hahahha)

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