9. insecurities

"What do you mean?" Yoongi asks me.

I lower my head trying to hold back tears.

"I can't be in this, whatever it is we are in. Cause eventually you will get bored of me just like Chan did, and I'm not trying to get my heart broken again."

Yoongi grabs my chin to look at me in the eye's

"First off chan is a fucking idiot to do what he did to you. Second I know how beautiful and precious you are, and I'd never hurt you. I only want to show you how beautiful you are. I know that I've only known you for a few weeks. But I know what I want, and I want you to be my girlfriend."

I look up at him with tears in my eyes. He wipes them away with his thumb.

"I never want you to cry tears of sadness ever again. Only tears of joy and pleasure. So time to change those tears baby"

He lays me on the bed and pulls off my pants leaving me in just my panties. He crawls between my legs and rubs my heat over my panties. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. He moves my panties aside and starts to slowly lick my folds. I moan out feeling my core getting wetter by his touch. He opens my legs wide as he pushes two fingers deep into me. My breath hitches and I look down at him. He smirks up at me Then pulls his slender fingers out again. Then he repeats his actions faster. He keeps doing this causing me to moan more.

"Yoongi please"

"Shhh baby just relax and enjoy it"

He hooks his fingers finding my gspot and he starts abusing my spot as he starts licking my clit.
I grab his hair as I'm moaning. He knows how to make me feel good. He's licking my clit so soft but fast. I push my hips up to get more, then he lightly sucks my clit and my nerves stand on end. He keeps doing this all while hitting my gspot with his veiny hands.

I feel my high approaching.

"Yoongi, im I'm gonna"

He moans on my clit and that's it. I cum releasing everything. The feelings so overwhelming I start to cry.
My legs shaking from the intense pleasure.
He licks me clean then scoots up to lays next to me kissing me passionately.

"I really care about you and one day i hope you make me your one and only. But for now I'll be here and I'll show you how you deserve to be treated."

He holds me in his arms and kisses me.

"You're beautiful Y/N"

I look deep in his chocolate brown eyes. I can see he's not lying to me, he's sincere.

"I'm scared yoongi. I'm scared to love anyone again."

"I know baby. I'm willing to wait."

I burry myself into his chest and I cry myself to sleep.
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YOONGI'S POV

I'm laying next to Y/N stroking her hair as she sleeps. I didn't realize how fast I fell for her. But I love her. I love her warm heart, her smile, her laugh, the way she moans my name, everything. I don't care how long it takes me, I want to prove to her she's worth everything in this world and I want to give that to her. That asshole fucked with her heart and doesn't deserve her. He never did.
But I'm gonna show her that someone can love her the way she wants to be loved.

Just then the doorbell rings.

I get up trying not to wake her.
I walk over to the door and open it. It's him.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I say

I see chan with this young girl standing behind him. She's chewing bubble gum and on her phone taking selfies. Definitely not as pretty as Y/N.
Chan laughs.

"I see she didn't waist any time replacing me. You're the restaurant guy right?"

I walk outside shutting the door behind me so I don't wake y/n.

"What the fuck did you say. You have no right to give a fuck about Y/N anymore. You got your whore, now leave and never come back."

The blood is boiling in my viens at the site of him. The hurt and damage he has caused Y/N. For what? a cheep piece of ass.

Just then I hear the door open, it's Y/N.

"What's going on here?"

"Your boy toy here won't let me grab my things." Chan says

She looks at me. I know to take a step back. She looks over at the young girl standing behind chan. I know she's looking at her trying to see what she has that made her marriage fail. This pisses me off more.

"Here, take your shit" she says to chan as she grabs a box from behind the door and hands it to him.

Chan stares at me.

"I'm glad someone's enjoying my leftovers" He says chuckling

"As a matter of fact I am. She's cum more times with me than she ever did with you"

She smacks my arm "yoongi"

Chan gets pissed and approaches me.

"You piece of shit. She was a boring piece of ass anyway. I never loved her."

I look at Y/N who starts to sob.
And that was it. I snapped. I grab Chan by his shirt and start wailing on him. Punching him over and over again with my fist while yelling shit at him.

"Fuck you, you never deserved her ass, you piece of shit, fuck you and your dumb bitch, you never knew how to treat her. She's my everything and you fucking broke her. Fuck you, now she'll never love me, cause you fucking broke her heart. FUCK YOU!"

I can't see anything but red. My fist are numb from hitting him so much. I can here Y/N yelling but it's faint. I have tunnel vision and my gaze is locked on chan. Finally she grabs me and I stop. Snapping back to reality. I turn to Y/N.

"Leave, just go home yoongi" she says disapointed

Thats all I heard. I look down and see chan in a bloody mess. His eye is black, his lip is busted, his nose is broke.

I turn and walk into my house slamming the door. He fucking deserved it, but not like that. I felt bad for loosing control.

Y/N POV

I'm sobbing crouched in front of my house when suddenly I hear yoongi cursing. I look up to see yoongi hitting chan in the face over and over.
I yell for him to stop but he's not stopping. So I walk over to him and grab his arm. He finally stops and looks up at me.

"Leave, just go home yoongi"

He walks to his house and slams the door.

Chans laying on the floor curled into a ball.

"Chan are you ok, do you need an ambulance?"

"No, get away from me. It's your fault. He's crazy."

I look up at the young girl. She's in shock. But she doesn't come to his aid, she doesn't check on him. She just stands there.
I help him up and he pushes me way.

"I hope you're happy now." He yells as he spits blood on the ground at my feet

He gets his box and the girl and drives off.

I sit on the floor. Shocked at what happened. Why was yoongi so mad. I replay in my head what he said.

you never deserved her ass, you piece of shit, you never knew how to treat her. She's my everything and you fucking broke her, now she'll never love me cause you fucking broke her heart.

I realize he was defending me. I get up and walk into my house grabbing my first aid kit, and running over to yoongi's house.
I knock on the door and he opens it.

"I'm so sorry Y/N. I'm sorry" He pleads

He's shaking and his hand is dripping blood. I push him inside his house and set him on the couch.

I rush to the kitchen and grab a bowl of ice and stick his hand in it. He winces at the pain but then looks at me.

"I'm so sorry he never deserved you. I don't deserve you."

"Shhh. Stop yoongi."

I pause looking at his hand. His knuckles are bloody and bruised. I look down at his hand

"Did you mean what you said?" I ask.

"Which part" He says

"All of it. The part where you said I'm your everything. The part where you said I'll never love you."

He looks down at his knuckles then looks back at me.

"You are my everything Y/N, but I feel he's broken your heart so much that you won't let me or anyone in."

I pull his hand out of the bowl then clean up the blood and wrap up his fist.

Then I go to his kitchen and try to make something to eat.

I find all the ingredients to make homemade jjajangmyeon.

I cook the food while he sits on the couch his head hung low. Feeling bad for fighting. I know it's the last thing he wanted to do.

Once I finish cooking, I make a bowl for him and me. I hand him a bowl and he looks at the bowl then me. Amazed at how well I can cook.

I sit next to him and turn on the TV. Then I curl up next to him and watch TV while we both eat.

"This is so good, thank you so much Y/N. I don't deserve you."

"Yoongi stop."

We are both siting silently eating and watching TV. Until we both finish eating. Then I grab the bowls and place them on the kitchen counter.

I walk back over to yoongi and grab his hand. "Come on yoongi, let's go to bed."

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