I wake up stretching thinking last night was a dream but then I heard his voice.

"Good morning beautiful."

I smile and look over at yoongi sitting at my vanity. His shirt is off showing of his creamy muscular frame. His grey sweatpants loose around his waist. Showing the tiniest hint of his hip.

"I wrote a song about you."

"You did" I perk up sitting up in the bed with the sheet wrapped around my body.

"Yes"

He walks over pulling down his sweats leaving him completely naked. He crawls above me and kisses me.

"You're my muse"

He yanks the sheet hard leaving me exposed. Then hovers over me kissing me passionately as he slowly slips into me.

I moan out.

"Fuck baby I'm never gonna get tired of your moans"

He starts sucking on my breasts as he keeps thrusting deep inside me.

"Why does it feel so good with you." I breath out.

The feelings he's giving me are overwhelming.

"It's cause we are meant to be kitten"

He slows down his thrusts as he interlocks our hands. He pulls them both over my head as he slowly snaps his hips deep inside me.
This feeling is euphoric and I crave his touch, his kisses, his moans.

I'm quickly reaching my high.

"I'm close"

"Cum for me kitten"

I release on him moaning his name. I will never get tired of sex with him. I now know why people love sex if it's this good.

He pulls out and turns me over.
He pulls me up against his chest and wraps his hand around my neck as he bites my earlobe.

"Do you like the way I please you kitten?"

"Yes yoongi yes!"

"Do you like the way I fuck you?"

He slowly thrusts back into me again as he squeezes my throat just a little. Then he increases his pace.

His other hand reaches down and starts to rub my clit.

"Oh God baby, please"

"Enjoy it baby, i want to please you like this all the time and show you how love is supposed to be."

Did he say love?

I feel my high coming again.
He removes his hand from my neck and grabs my waist to stabilize me. He bucks his hips a couple more times and I cum bending over collapsing onto the pillow in front of me. I grip the pillow on the bed and he slaps my ass as my body shakes through my orgasm.

"Mmm baby, I love that ass."

He grabs my hips with both hands and starts thrusting hard and fast.

"I'm not done yet baby"

He's fucking me hard and fast. I grip the pillow tighter as he fucks me so good my eyes roll back in my head. Then he hits my spot again.

"Oh God there baby, please don't stop yoongi"

"My kitten likes it like this huh?"

"Yes baby please"

"Is it mine" He smacks my ass

"Yes yoongi it's yours"

He smacks my ass again thrusting harder. My high cumming fast. This time it feels different.

"Cum for me baby show me you're mine."

I cum but this time I'm squirting out.

"Omg yoongi I'm sorry. Fuck."

"Yes, baby, its ok. Fuuuuck."

He cums as soon as I squirted on him. We collapse on the bed as he allows me to finish milking him of all his cum.

He kisses my forhead and lays next to me drawing circles on my back.

"You ok sweety"

"Yes. I'm sorry I peed on you."

He chuckles

"No Baby you squirted, it's rare but it's ok. I loved it."

I roll over and he kisses me.

"I've never felt any of this with anyone before."

He smirks at me brushing the hair away from my face.

"I'm glad I'm your first. Hopefully I'll be your last."

I look away thinking to myself. Don't get to attached to him. Eventually he will loose interest and leave you too.

After a few moments I get up and pull off my bedsheets to wash them. Then walk into the shower and turn it on. Yoongi walks in after me and grabs the bar of soap from my hands as he starts washing me while kissing my neck and shoulders.

I love the way he caresses me, I wish I could have this kind of love and care forever. But I know in my heart it will never happen. I pull away and grab my robe stepping out of the shower.

"Are you ok kitten?" He asks me.

"Yeah I'm just going to cook us some food."

I walk over to the kitchen and pull out some fresh fruit. Eggs, and a steak. I cook the steak, then let it rest on the plate as I scramble some eggs and place it in the pan. While I'm letting the eggs cook, I start chopping strawberries, and melons. Then I place them on two separate plates. I grab a handful of grapes and add them to the plates popping a grape in my mouth.

I turn off the stove and place the eggs on the two plates.
I grab a knife slicing the steak in half and placing it on the plates. I add salt and pepper to the food then place them on the table. Just then yoongi walks out he's wearing a grey pair of sweats and a royal blue hoodie.

He sits down at the chair and looks at his plate.

"Thank you baby"

I nod as I pour both of us a cup of coffee and go to place them on the table. I walk passed him to sit down, but he grabs me and sits me on his lap.

"Yoongi I need to eat too"

He reaches over and grabs my plate bringing it close to us.

"I know you can eat on my lap"

I roll my eyes at him.
He rests one hand on my thigh as he feeds himself with the other.

"I'm so happy with you" he says rubbing my thigh.

I think of when I used to sit on Chan's lap in high school during lunch break. I turn choking back the tears. It will be a matter of time till yoongi is bored of me too.

"So what are you doing today yoongi?"

He chuckles

"Spending it with you"

"No really"

"I'm serious y/n. I don't have any plans but to spend it with you."

I don't know what to do. I'm used to being alone. Even when I was married I was always alone.

"Um I don't know yoongi, I'm used to being alone"

"Well we can be alone together."

I look at him weird

"You do whatever you would normally do alone and I'll just be here." He says putting a strawberry in my mouth.

I shrug my shoulders

"Ok"

I go into my room and get dressed while he washes the dishes.
Then I clean the house. He's helping me but not saying a word. It's awkwardly relaxing to just have him there but not saying a word.
We both make the bed together just looking across the bed at each other while fluffing the pillows and pulling the sheets.

Me and chen never cleaned the house together. It was only ever me.

After, yoongi sits on the couch and watches TV. I'm standing by the kitchen island watching TV too. But I'm keeping my distance.
After a bit I miss him, I miss his warmth and touch. So I walk over to the couch laying my head on his lap as my legs hang off the end of the couch He strokes my hair.

We're both watching a documentary about ancient Egypt. He looks down at me.

"Why didn't you have children?"

I sigh. Then pause a second.
"He never really discussed having kids. I guess he didn't want them"

"Do you want children?"

"Someday yes. I love children

"I want two" He says matter of factly

I look up at him. I've never heard a man talk so openly about kids. It makes me nervous hearing him talk about these things. I stand up and walk into the bedroom and sit on the bed.

Yoongi moments later walks into the room sitting next to me.

"What's wrong?"

"I can't do this with you yoongi"