Play So into you by Tamia

I wake up and look over to an empty bed. I get up and walk to the kitchen to make coffee and find my husband chan sleeping on the couch.

I nudge him awake

"Wake up Chanwoo time for work, why didn't you sleep in the bed with me?"

He stretches and looks up at me.

"I came home late and didn't want to wake you."

I roll my eyes scoffing at his words. I know that the real reason is he's found someone new but who is the question.

I make myself a cup of coffee and sip it while walking back to the bedroom to change.

I watch chan as he comes out of the shower and walks past me as I'm sitting at my vanity.
I notice a small hickey on his neck, and I try to choke back tears.
I stand up and walk out grabbing my purse and jacket, forgetting to even grab a lunch or say goodbye.

I walk to the car and open it throwing my jacket and purse in the passenger seat as I collapse on the steering wheel.

Tears streaming down my face.
Where did it all go wrong?

Just last year we were the happiest we've ever been. Laughing and joking with my husband. And now I hardly talk to him.

Everything changed months ago and it hasn't been the same. He recently got a promotion at his job. Now he has his own office as an executive at his company.

I look up in the rear view mirror trying to dry my tears and fix my makeup. Just then I see something from the corner of my eye. I look over and see yoongi standing outside his house staring at me.
Embarrassed by the thought of him seeing me like this, I start the car and drive off to work.

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I arrive at work and greet Liz at the door. Then head over to my bosses office for the daily briefing.

Once I'm in the office and sit, Hoseok speaks.

"Studios 1,3, and 6 are occupied today and the new producer is coming in today. Please make him feel welcome."

I walk back to my office and set the notes down. I Grab my clipboard ready to make my rounds.

I pass by Liz's desk.

"Hey liz" I force a smile, still upset over this morning. She can see right through me.

"What happened?" She asks me prying.

"Nothing really, just" I tilt my head high forcing back the flood of tears about to break from my eyes.

"I think I seen a hickey on chan today"

She grabs her mouth in shock.

"No way, that little shit! I can't believe him."

"It's fine. Please don't say anything to anyone."

Just then the elevator opens and out walks a familiar face that I never thought would enter my building.

"Min yoongi?"

"Y/N hi. You work here?"

"Of course I work here what are you doing here?"

"I'm the new producer."

Liz is watching us two exchanging words before she interrupts with a cough.

"Ehem. You two know each other"

"Yeah, he's my new neighbor"
I say still shocked that I'm staring at him pushing the thought that I just seen him naked the night before.

Liz extends a hand out for him to shake.

"Well welcome to our lovely studio. Y/N why don't you show yoongi to his new office."
She nudges me.

"Oh yeah right. Well, right this way."

I walk with him following slightly behind me. I can feel his eyes staring at me.
I decided to break up the awkward silence.

"We had all your things set up that you sent over. I hope it's too your liking"

"I'm liking everything so far"

I turn around to see him staring at my butt.
I turn back around rolling my eyes.

I finally get to his office and open the door for him.

He takes a look around the studio and then sits down in his chair.
He twirls in it a couple times before he scoots it over to the desk.

"You can change the key code whenever you want. And if you need me, my office is just next door." I say

He turns around and looks at me.

"Next door huh? So we're neighbors again."

I roll my eyes and turn on my heels to leave.

"Bye Y/N see you around."

I shut the door and stand on the other end breathing heavily. I don't know why I'm like this with him, but something about him gives me butterflies when I'm around him. That's only happened with my husband. And it's been awhile since I felt that feeling.

I walk back to my desk as I hear yoongi playing music from his studio.

I listen to the song.
It's Tamia so into you. Its an old song. I kinda chuckle thinking he must get inspired by older hip hop songs. Then I listen to lyrics. And I start to get to teary eyed. Remembering the last time I listened to this song is when me and chan were dating in high school.
We both we're so in love then. Nothing could come between us two. My relationship was never super sexual it was more soulmates. We both were bonded together like no other couple. And now I don't know who he is.

I wipe the tear from my face. As I get up to take lunch orders.

I walk over to his office and knock on the door.

"Come in"

"Hi I'm here to take your lunch order." I look down shyly.

He stands up and walks close to me. I start to back up against the door. He puts one hand against the door. I slowly look up to see him staring at me. He looks from my lips to my eyes. I'm try to catch my breath cause he's so close me I feel like I can't breath.

"What i want is not on the menu... yet"

I bite my lip.

He leans in closer so our lips are almost touching.

"You really shouldn't bite your lip around me unless you want me to take you right here."

I gulp swallowing the knot in my throat. My heart is beating so fast. And I feel like I'm going to pass out. Heat is flooding my cheeks.

He chuckles then backs away from me. I let out a sigh of relief as he walks back to his desk.

"Order me whatever you think i'll like"

I turn to walk out of the room. And catch my breath for a couple seconds. Then I walk to the next studios to take their orders before I walk back over to Liz's desk.

"So when were you going to tell me you knew our new producer?"

"Hey, I didn't know he was our new producer. I just met him yesterday and I invited him to have dinner and he was kind of rude."

"Well he can be rude to me, he's hot!"

I chuckled at her statement.

"So when you gonna have sex with him. Maybe he can give you an orgasm."

I scoff at her

"I'm not gonna have sex with him. I'm married."

"Why not, Chan's cheating on you. You might as well do it back."

I look down.

"Omg Y/N I'm sorry, I didn't mean. I mean-"

I cut her off.
"It's ok. I'm gonna go to my office. Call me when lunch gets here."

I close the door to office and start to cry. I feel like I failed in my marriage. Maybe I was not giving him what he needed or wanted. Maybe it was all my fault. I decide to text him.

WIFEY: I miss you 😘

HUBBY: .....

No response. I throw my phone down on my desk. Tomorrow is our 5th year anniversary and I don't know what will happen if he will even remember. I decided to forget about it all and get to work.

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Your husband is chanwoo from Ikon. He's older than you by a year.