I tie the bow tightly on the pretty black box before I get up from my desk to walk over to yoongi's studio. It's been 6 months since our wedding and it's been amazing. He's the perfect partner and friend. His depression has gotten so much better since the wedding. He knows he's not alone and anytime he needs to talk or needs me, I'm there for him. No matter when or where.

Last month he called having a panic attack over a deadline. He couldn't focus and started to get flustered, when he does that he can't think straight. He called crying. I let him talk it out and I told him he's got this. "Just breath baby."

I'm so excited to give him the surprise I got for him about 2 weeks ago.

Flashback

I'm sitting in the bathroom nervously tapping against the sink looking in the mirror. Today could be the start of a new life for me and yoongi. Just then my phone alarm goes off. I turn it off and slowly glance at the stick next to the sink. It shows 2 blue lines.

I grab it. Not believing what I'm seeing. As I hold it in my hands tears stream down my cheeks. We both have been trying since before the wedding once I stopped taking birth control. I went to the doctor thinking something might be wrong but he assured me that sometimes it takes awhile for the birth control to flush out of your system before you can get pregnant.

Shaking, I pick up the phone calling my doctor to make an appointment.

Present day

I knock and open yoongi's door.

"Hey baby, I have a gift for you!"

"Is it an anniversary i forgot? I didn't get a notification!"
He grabs for his phone looking at his calendar.

"No silly, this is just because I love you."

"Awe baby, now I feel bad I should have given you something. Now I feel bad."

"Oh yoongi but you have given me a gift already"

He looks up at me confused.

"Oh just open it goober"

I stand next to his chair. He faces me as I hand him the black box. He looks up at me and smiles before he pulls the yellow satin ribbons from the box. And opens it. Inside is a white cloth. He pulls it out of the box setting the box on the desk. He unrolls the cloth to reveal a white baby onsie. On the front its says
Daddys little muse

He looks up at me with glossy eyes.

"Is this for real?"

I nod smiling tears starting to fall from my eyes.

He grabs me clutching me tight his head in my belly. I stroke his hair.

"Are you happy baby?" I ask him

All he can do is nod.
When he finally pulls away he has tears in his bloodshot eyes. He has the biggest gummy smile.

He stands up picking me up in his arms spinning me around. excitedly I squeal as he spins me. Then he puts me down.

"I'm gonna be a fucking DAD!"

"Hey, watch your mouth appa"

He leans into my belly whispering. "Sorry baby bean"

He stands up cupping my face kissing me long and passionate. I feel butterflies in my stomach like I always do with him.

"Thank you for our baby. Thank you for the life I never knew I wanted, or could have. I went from not caring about life, to having the best life I could dream of. I love you" He says

"I love you too yoongi. I've never felt more loved than I am with you. Thank you"

He draws me into a kiss again then grabs my ass. Before releasing my lip with a snap.

"Maybe I can put another baby in there so our bean has company"

I laugh playfully hitting his arm.

"That's not how it works yoongi"

"Well It doesn't hurt to try"
He smirks at me and I roll my eyes.

As we both walk out of his office with him holding my hand. On our way to go home to our house I have with yoongi I think back to the life I have now verses the life I had 3 years ago before I met him. Before the love of my life moved in next door, before he worked at the studio, and think what if he never moved in. My life would be sad and lonely. I squeeze his hand tight. Overwhelmed with love I never thought I could have. I'm no longer
Loveless.

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