Lavelle (big Vell)
I was about to roll another blunt, this shit with my dad is killin a niggah vibe. Got me straight stressed out. But Trish ain't about to punk my ass. She always think she run something...... Oh yeah yeah fuck you too, maybe she does bu that's not the point. I've been sitting here thinking on how much I've been trippin I would even say I've been a bitch nigga.

I mean I just don't know how to feel. I always told that lil nig to keep his body to himself and its probably bothering me more that I cant do shit, because I k ow he a good man cuz I helped raise him. I know they love each other but they weren't pose to do this so early.

Yeah I know shot happens, bit this shit not pose to happen. But I can't so nothing but suck it up and make it better. My wife and kids mean more to me than a busted ego. In the streets it would be something different but this is home.

I wanted them boys to be better than me and Tre' but to be honest they are young but they already are. Shot I gotta make this right with my best friend. Damn I've been trippin lately. I just feel like a failure all the way around. I couldn't protect my girls from getting hurt let alone from getting pregnant. Maybe ima piece of shit father.

I remember my sperm donor told me on time, I wouldn't be shit and never amount to nothing and I would be a shitty ass father because I want shit to start with. So for all this to be going on. It brought it all back and I'm hurt. Because maybe, naw not maybe....gco (phone rings)

"Hello" (depressed voice)
"Aye bruh, get dressed serenity got hurt w....."
"Huh, wtf you mean she got hurt!!?"
"Nigga cool yoself bro. I'm as mad as you. We will talk when you get in teh car. I'll be there in five"

I didn't give him time to finish. I hung up with tears coming down my face I felt even more hurt because now I really wasn't protecting them...... My sperm donor was right

I ain't shit..........

Tre' Sr
Damn I hear it all in ym brothers voice. All this shit taken a toll. I'm so mad I click on codes into my laptop as I get off the freeway exit so that none of the stop lights stop me going to pick up Vell. I can hear he goin thru and I have. afeling it got something to do with his daddy words. I mean shit I heard them too but it ain't mean shit to me he wasn't my pops we only saw the nigga 3 times.

I think because it was the actual man that help create him made a bigger impact. When Vell met Trish that was a blessing in diguise. She showed him he was loved and worth something.

I can only imagine what going on in his head. I pull up to his house and he speed walks out but his face is red and his eyes are red and tears are falling. I haven't seen him cry often but this shit is killin him. But only he can face it and fix. I'm here to help him...gco

"Tre, he was right dawg. I tried to prove otherwise my whole life but its something I cnat run from. My pops was right all along"

Damn to hear him say it makes my fucking heart break. We thugs but we got hearts too. And she he bout to have my ass crying with him.

"Bro, fuxk him. He said that to try and break you. You are a great father and husband. Hell you married and INLOVE, you could still be a hoe, but you better man we raised 4 great kids together and got grands coming my nig and we gone raise them to be great too."
"I cant even protect them"
"Yes, you can and you have. Once we find out what's going on we find then asap. They fuck with ours they start war."

They fuck with the wrong ones...
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. Whatcha thinking. Oh yeah now Tre and Vell heated its getting serious. Y'all know the twins are crazy but their parents are crazier....

Let's find out what happens next shall we. Oh and sorry this chap was kinda long because I had to throw in some stuff big Vell been hiding. Don't judge everybody got demons, ijs.

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