October 6, 2017

Its been some time since I have last spoken to Christina or Madisen. We have been slowly drifting apart.

I knew this would happen. People always leave me.

They have been dealing with some family drama. I know it shouldn't hurt , I know I shouldn't blame myself for our friendship falling apart, but I just can't help it.

I'm a lost cause. No one will ever love me like I know he did.

I'm just disgusting, fat, worthless...at least that's what she tells me.

Roxanne, my mom.

I can't take it anymore.

Goodbye.