Diese MorMor FanFiktion wurde von dem Song "Love you more" von EMINEM inspiriert weswegen die Handlungen oft auf den Song Bezug nehmen. Eigentlich ist dies also eine Songfic.
Es lohnt also das Lied wenigstens einmal gehört zu haben.

[Intro]
Still love me? Take this
You ready? One, two, three!

[Chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's makin' me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
'Cause you love me, and I love you more

[Verse 1]
It's sick but who could ever predict, we'd be doin' the same shit
We say we do it for our baby but we don't
We do it for us, it's lust 'cause neither one
Of us trust each other, so we fuck 'til we bust
And we cuss each other out, we know what it's about, shout
'Til I throw you out the house, you throw me out the house
I throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth
Fist fight 'til we turn this mother out
Then apologize after, laughter, pain
It's insane, we're back in the same chapter again
And it's sad but it's true, when I'm layin' here with you
There ain't nothin' anyone could ever say or ever do 'cause

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
'Cause I hate you, do you hate me?
Good, 'cause you're so fuckin' beautiful when you're angry
It makes me wanna just take you and just throw you
On the bed and fuck you like I don't even know you
You fuck other people and I fuck other people
You're a slut, but I'm equal, I'm a mutt, we're both evil
In our ways but neither one of us would ever admit it
'Cause one us would have one up on the other so forget it

It's you and me, 'cause any chick can say that she screwin' me
But you gotta believe me to a degree 'cause true indeed
If you didn't, I wouldn't be hittin' — yeah, I would
'Cause the sex is too damn good, if I ran who would I run to
That would be this soft and warm?
So it's off and on, usually more off than on

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
I can never understand it, that's why I don't try
From junior high until we both die, it's silly
Oh, why must we try? Is it really so rough

Try to pull each other's legs, until the other begs
We're lyin' to ourselves, that's the beauty of it, yeah!
'Cause we truly love each other, that's why we always fightin'
All we do is shove each other every other fuckin' night
And it's clear it ain't gonna change, it's pent-up rage
We both had, we both feel like we've been upstaged
By someone else, we've both been someone else's
"Someone else," problem is neither one wants help
It's an addiction and it can't be fixed
Our family's mixed up, there's a baby sister in the mix
And it hurts 'cause the pieces to the puzzle don't fit

All the hoopla, all of the whoopty-woo
What you put me through, fuckin' whoopty-do

This time, 'cause this time, girl, I'm tellin' you what
You do it again, I'm fuckin' you up

[Bridge]
No matter what you say, or what you do
I'ma hunt you down 'til I find you
No matter where you run, I'll be right there
Right behind you, in your nightmares
So I brought you the flowers and the candy
All the times that you threw it back at me
Told me you hate me, you gon' hate me more
When you find out, you can't escape me, whore

[Chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's makin' me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
'Cause you love me, and I love you more

Quelle: genius.com, Copyright: Marshall Mathers & Louis Resto

Auch möchte ich an dieser Stelle nochmal erwähnen das Sebastian und James in dieser Geschichte keine gute, glückliche Beziehung führen sondern ein toxisches und ungesundes Verhältnis sich aber trotzdem auf ihre ganz eigene Art und Weise lieben.Nicht dass ihr euch jetzt falsche Illusionen macht...

Auch wird diese Geschichte ein wenig anders sein, vom Format her. Eigentlich wie ein Hybrid: Die Kapitel sind länger wie bei Kings of the Sea aber die Geschichte wird insgesamt kürzer ausfallen wie bei Balaclava. Zu diesem Zeitpunkt kann ich nicht genau sagen wie kurz, da ich mit dem Vorschreiben erst beim vierten Kapitel  bin. Ich denke aber es wird nicht länger als zehn, höchtens fünfzehn Kapitel, meiner Einschätzung nach.

Damit wünsche ich euch viel Spaß und Freude beim lesen.

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