The smell of vomit, drugs and booze filled the air. Feel So Close by Calvin Harris boomed from the incredibly loud speaker. Almost everyone was dancing or making out on the floor or couch. Some were talking with their friends and getting drunk. Marcus grinned when some red haired walked past him. "Damn, this is hot."

"The girl or the party?" Mattew asked but didn't even notice when Marcus went after the girl because he was staring at a group dancing.

"Mattew, you should go join them." Cole said as he looked around for anybody to hang with.

Mattew blinked as if coming out of a trance. He looked at his friend then said, "No way. You know no one here. I'll leave you when I know you won't try to walk home."

Cole smiled his thanks then continued walking to the kitchen. Mattew got them drinks and then moved back to the rowdy living room to watch what was happening. They caught sight of Marcus trying to flirt with the red haired and he seemed to be winging it.

"Think he is gonna get laid?" Cole asked as he took a gulp from his drink. The sudden burn at the back of his throat told him he was drinking something alcoholic.

"He packed the condoms from the car. He is certain he is gonna get some." Mattew laughed and Cole joined in.

"That's Marcus for you." Cole said as he scanned the crowd.

By the time Open Wide by Big Sean ft. Calvin Harris came on, Marcus had gotten his girl and was dancing with her. Mattew was practically dancing beside him, having finished his drink.

"I think you should go in." Cole said as he threw his cup on the floor and turned to his friend. He was feeling bad enough for stopping his fun.

He shook his head, "I am fine."

"Oh come on. If I were in your position I would have left since." He pressed.

"But then I am me. I can't just leave you." Cole was about to press further but Mattew hushed him by raising a hand up, "No, I will leave you only if you find someone to talk to you."

"I will find." Cole rolled his eyes, "It's a party."

"But you know no one here. If I leave you, you'll just be like the loner you used to be." Mattew said and Cole will be lying if that hadn't hurt at least a bit.

"Thanks Matty." He replied dryly. "Nice of you to remind me I was loner before you guys came around."

Matt sighed, "That's not what I meant."

"Sure. See, if you are not gonna go, I will just find somewhere else to hang." He quickly turned and walked off before Mattew could say anything.

And thank god Mattew didn't follow him because he had no idea what he would have done.

He made his way back into the kitchen to get more drinks but he had a problem getting it because the person in front of the fridge was none other than his crush, leaning on the fridge and talking to Dustin and some girl.

Cole looked around for something to do but there was nothing so he just relaxed on the counter with his back to them. He stole glances at him, not to stare at his unique beauty, but to see if he had gone so he could take a drink from the fridge.

From where he stood, he could hear what they were saying but he didn't have time to listen because he heard footsteps leaving the kitchen. Exhaling, he turned to get to the fridge but stopped in his steps then he saw Cloud grinning right in front of him.

Cole didn't know what to do. He could either babble on as an idiot or be quiet. Guess what he picked.

"Cloud! I didn't know your sexy ass will be here." Cole chose to babble.

Cloud rose a brow at him as he handed Cole a can of Soda. "Sexy ass?"

Quickly taking it from him, he took a big gulp then said, "I err meant just ass."

Cloud smiled, "Anyways, I didn't know you went to college parties?"

"I didn't know too. They just invited us."

"Chloe?" he asked coming to stand beside him.

"Yeah, that's her. We met at the beach."

"Pretty girl huh?"

He hummed. He mostly did that when the twins asked his opinion about a girl and it had stuck to him.

They were silent for a while when Chloe came in with some other girl. They headed for the fridge but Chloe seemed to pause when she saw them. That stupid smile he had seen her with the day before lit up on her face, "Cole?"

"Chloe?" he asked to be sure.

"Cole!" she exclaimed then ran to him, completely ignoring her friend and Cloud. "You came!"

"I did. How are you?"

"Good."

"Hey Chloe." Cloud said plainly as he took a drink from his soda. He wasn't even looking at her, just at the door the girl from before walked through.

"Cloud, hey." She said as if noticing him for the first time. Getting girls attention had never been hard. Why did he just have to be gay? "I see you are budding it up with Cole, you know him before?"

"Same school." He said dryly.

"Oh, how great. I am Dustin's sister." She told Cole.

He stared at her, "Dustin? As in, the Dustin? Football player Dustin?"

"You seem surprise." She rose a brow at him.

"I am. You are so nice and he is so..." Cole bit his tongue before he could insult the bully in front of his best friend.

"He is so what?" she asked with a flirty smile.

"Annoying." He tried for something simple.

Chloe smirked then looked at Cloud, "They just insulted your best friend. Gonna do anything about it?"

He rose a brow at her, "I have to agree with Cole. Your brother is annoying."

Expecting Chloe to feel bad about her brother being insulted, she laughed it off then said, "Cole, we should hang sometime. You are pretty cool."

"It will be my pleasure my lady." He added with a wink.

"Oh and flirty. I am sure my girls will love you." She winked back then strolled out of the kitchen.

"I never took you as the flirty type." Cloud said suddenly after a moment of silence as they watched the kitchen get full again.

"'Cause I am not. Had to go all flirty because Marcus always bring me to these things and it would be awkward just standing there when they flirt with you. It is like there's some kind of hormone that pulls girls to me." he sighed then downed the last drop of his soda. If it was just the other way around now that was something.

"Why would you want it the other way around?" Cloud asked, looking at him suspiciously.

He blinked then stared at his cup. Had he said that out loud? His eyes widened. OhMyGod! He had. Holy cow, what should he say? "What are you talking about?" he decide to play dumb.

"You were like 'if it was just the other way around-'" Cole cut him short. He knew what he said, no need to make it more real.

"Well, you see, girls are always attracted to me but I am never attracted to them." he paused. What did he just do...? Oh he just indirectly told Cloud he was gay...or asexual. Cole just prayed he was too stupid to understand...or chose the latter.

"So you are gay?" he asked with a straight face that had Cole's heart in his mouth. No No No No! He did not just ask that.

"What?" His voice came out weak and terribly low. Oh he was gonna die tomorrow. He should just ask Mattew to pull over at the cemetery so he could dig his own grave and die in it. His parents won't mind anyways.

"Are you gay Cole?"

"Nope." He told him then looked away quickly.

"You are lying." Cloud stared at him warily.

"Nope." He continued, swallowing when he sensed him move closer.

"I thought we were buddies?" His voice went from suspicious to seductive. Where in hell did they get this devil from?

"We are?" He responded shakily because Cloud was now in front of him, staring down at him with those seductive eyes of his. His arms trapped him by leaning them against the counter, blocking any escape route. Cole tried to breathe calmly, but it was not working out with those eyes staring at him. Remember when he said those eyes could turn him on, well guess what?

Cloud grinned at his effect on Cole. Why couldn't this happen with any other guy? Why Cloud? And why was no one even stopping them? The kitchen was freaking filled.

Cloud leaned down to nuzzle his neck and Cole's breath hitched when he began to nibble on his ear. This is a dream, he thought helplessly, as Cloud kissed him there then down his neck.

Cole tried to push him away but he felt extremely weak when Cloud began to suck on his soft spot making him release a low moan. God, he is gonna leave a hickey, he thought on bliss. But all good things come to an end, right?

Cloud pulled away then grinned cockily at him. "Thought you weren't gay?"

"I am not." He lied after a moment of getting his thoughts back together.

"Mnm?" he hummed then brushed his lip teasingly against his as he slid his legs between Cole's. "Then why does a straight guy have a hard on for a guy?"

"I guess I haven't been jerking off for a while."

"What? No Sid to satisfy yourself?"

Cole could smell the alcohol in his breath but that didn't turn him off in anyway. In fact, it got worse with Cloud pressing his own hard on against his thigh.

"Cloud, you are drunk. I am a dude. You date chicks. Love chicks. Have sex with them. Don't waste your time on-"

"Shh!" Cole shut up as Cloud stared at his lips and ran a thumb over it. "Can...I tell...you a secret?" he stared back up at him. Cole was too consumed in the beauty of those eyes to say no. He nodded and Cloud continued, "I am not straight either."

Cole's eyes widened, "You are gay too?"

He laughed drunkenly, "No. I go either ways."

"Bisexual?"

"Bingo." He shouted, pulling away from him making Cole immediately miss the warmth emitting from him. "So come on let's go upstairs and get this dealt with." He pointed at his boner. "I am in Dustin's room." He winked then walked off, drunkenly bumping into people as he got out.

Cole froze there. He was just given the chance to have sex with the guy he had a crush on for two years straight. Now the problem was, should he take it or not? He looked around the kitchen for any drink.

His whole escapade with Cloud had taken a toll on him and if he didn't find anything to drink he might just have some kind of heart attack. Getting a pack of Zup from the fridge, he took one out and downed the can without a pause. Now, he could think.

Moving to the living room, Cole almost threw up at the mess around. There were cups and cans on the floor, people making out on the couch and throwing up on the floor. He fought a gagging reflex as he lifted his arm to check the time. "You've got to be kidding me." The time was already 8:37. Jane was gonna be mad.

Knowing that Jane could throw a bitchy fit if what she said didn't go, Cole began his search for the twin. It took him about twenty minutes to find them in the crowd.

Mattew was drunk on the floor somewhere while Marcus as actually hitting it off with some girl in a spare room upstairs. Throughout he had been tempted to just forget everything and go find Cloud but that would be just wrong. First, he was drunk and that's taking advantage of someone. secondly, he was then admitting he was gay. And that, he does not want. He even had to look for some way to convince Mattew that he was not gay too.

He got them to the car and locked them up in the back seat and not before taking the keys from Mattew. Pulling out of driveway, Cole tried to keep his mind on the road because he had no idea if leaving Cloud was a good thing or bad?