"Whoaaa."

The boys were beyond amazed by the rollercoaster that welcomed them into the park. It was big, wide and scary. Just how Cole liked it.

"Can we go on another one before this? It looks great, but I haven't been on a rollercoaster in a while so I don't think I might enjoy it-"

"Oh shut your whining, Mattew. Your anxiety is freaking me out." Dustin bumped his shoulders with him and Mattew scowled at him.

"Let's ignore him." Marcus cut Matt off before he could say anything else and continued, "He's always scared as long as it's not the Ferris wheel."

"Marcus," Mattew threatened but his brother only stuck his tongue out at him.

Cole ignored them all and openly held hands with Cloud who didn't seem all too bothered about it. Cole had made a promise to himself that he would tell Cloud everything and top it up with the I love you because if he hadn't done that, he would have told Cloud to cancel the date and the last thing he needed was an angry boyfriend.

They were stuck on a huge line but the good thing was that it was moving. Cole was squashed in with Cloud but he didn't mind since Cloud used that time to wrap an arm around his waist.

"This ride looks fucking scary, not to sound like a pussy though," Cloud said as he watched the car ride up the track and then cringed when the people in it broke a scream as they rode down with a speed that had Cole's heart hammering in his chest.

"Well, that's the point. If no one pisses their pants, they can walk around knowing there isn't anything they should be scared of." Cole looked up at him to wiggle his brow at Cloud who rolled his eyes at him.

"Hey Derick, this would be a good time to back out now." Dustin chuckled as he moved up in his line.

Cloud frowned at his friend but said nothing to him as he flipped him the bird.

Cole tried to follow up on their banter since Marcus got involved but gave up hopelessly when he saw the ride. A terrifying chill coursed through his body when they lead him, Cloud, Dustin and Marcus to their seats. Cole didn't care where Mattew was placed at the moment, it was when the car started to move that he thought this whole ride thing was a bad idea.

But it was already too late.

As the car moved up slowly, Cole glanced over at his boyfriend to see him gripping the safety guard tightly over his chest. He was breathing rapidly through his mouth and Cole had to bite back a laugh when he heard Dustin and Marcus suddenly praying.

When they were at the top, Cole held his breath at the sight before him. He had a very good view of the town for more than just a couple miles. There were trees clustered together, all off different colors. Apartment complex that looked more modern than Kim's apartment style. The highway. Dear lord, they were so high and the view was-

"Beautiful." Cloud managed to say before turning to Cole who looked up at him, "Just in case you turn out to be a pussy, I'll still love you."

Cole laughed, surprised he would make light of the situation and wanted to respond with 'ditto' when the car rode down.

Yep, he screamed. Bloody hell, he screamed.

And by the time they were done, Cole refused to enter anymore rides. His entire body shook with fright and he held himself tightly. Maybe Mattew was right. They should have gone on something smaller before this one.

But the good thing was that everyone was jumpy just as he was. Dustin was running his hand through his hair frantically and laughing stupidly to the nonsense Marcus was saying. Cloud just stood rock still as if he was trying to hide his reaction from them. Now, they were all waiting for Mattew to show up.

"That ride's crazy. I'm not doing that shit again," Marcus said, finally making sense.

"Tell me about it. My brain felt it was about to pop out of my head from my ears." Dustin groaned then grinned widely at Cloud who was now breathing though his mouth.

"I-I need a restroom."

Cole suddenly became alert and held Cloud who looked seconds from puking on that floor. He glanced at Marcus and Dustin and said, "Chill for Mattew. I'll find him a restroom."

"Sure." Dustin nodded, slowly growing concerned for his friend.

"Come on." Cole said then started to pull him to the nearest washroom. He helped him to a stall and rubbed his back as he threw up his breakfast.

Cole made a face at that but said nothing as he cleaned Cloud up then flushed the toilet. Cloud slowly sank down to the floor, exhaling rapidly and Cole let him cool down before smiling at him. "Should have listened to Mattew huh?"

"Hell. Now I'm here with my stomach knotted." He managed a chuckled and it slowly turned into a hearty laugh that made Cole smile. He loved when he laughed.

Rolling his eyes, Cole helped Cloud up as he said, "Now let's go wash your mouth so I can kiss you for not pissing yourself on the ride."

Cloud grinned wider as he stood up with his help and let Cole lead him to the sink. Cole waited as he washed his mouth and dried himself up with the tissue.

Smiling at him, Cole said, "You look good as new. Now, let's go." He turned to leave but Cloud caught him before he could take another step and spun him around to kiss him deeply.

Gasping, Cloud slid his tongue into his mouth and Cole's former thoughts of pushing him away depleted like it was never there. Cloud pushed them into a stall before anyone could come in and interrupt then kissed him further, making Cole moan deeply in his mouth. Cole pulled away to breath but hung on to Cloud as he went to kiss his neck sucking on with the aim of leaving a hickey there.

Cole was glad to find out the one Mattew had left had gone and that made him feel a little bit at ease. Cole bit back a moan when someone entered the restroom and instead of Cloud to stop making him feel like Jell-O, he went further to raise his shirt up so he could suck on his nipple. Cole thought he could manage not moaning out loud, but the minute Cloud groped his boner, he knew he couldn't hide it any further.

"Oh my god, Cloud," He said between pants. "Don't do this to me here."

Immediately, Cloud pulled away from him and rose his hands up in surrender, but with a cocky smirk plastered on his lips. "Okay, I'll stop."

Cole didn't understand why he was so double minded today. First with the rollercoaster, then with Cloud. Fuck this, he wanted him and he was going to have him. He pushed off the wall angrily and met Cloud's lips with a hunger that surprised him. Cloud kissed him back with the same desperation, biting down on his lip before freeing him from the confides of his jeans.

Cloud stared at it, licking his lip and that seemed to turn Cole on further. He moaned when Cloud groped him then shrieked in shock when he turned him against the wall.

"How about I help you out a little?" Cloud whispered softly into his ear and Cole was surprised to feel that that sent a bolt of pleasure through him.

Cole only moaned in response as Cloud began to stroke him, kissing him and nipping on his hear as his other hand tweaked a nipple that was now hard against his fingers.

The orgasm Cole felt might not have been as amazing as the blow job he got from Cloud, but it was still able to make him feel butterflies in his stomach as he moaned out in ecstasy.

"That was good Cole." Cloud breathed into his ear, his hot deep voice, causing his stomach to knot up as the pleasure coursed through him again.

"Okay. Now please stop or I might beg you to take me right here." Cole managed between breaths and exhaled deeply when Cloud finally let him go.

Blushing deeply, he looked away the second Cloud smirked at him as he watched him pull up his jeans and said, "How about I take you back at my place instead? My dad and brother won't be home and I'll just drop Dustin home instead."

"Did you just ask me directly to have sex with you?" Cole chuckled, zipping up his jean and adjusting his shirt before turning to look back at his boyfriend.

Cloud scoffed, exiting the stalling and making Cole follow him when he said, "Want me to say it super indirectly? Wanna come over for Netflix and Chill?"

He winked at Cole and he blushed harder, glancing away from him at the mirror then adjusted his shirt. "What? Netflix and Chill looks like a better idea. I'm following you home for that."

Cloud shrugged as they both left the restroom together, "Whatever makes you go home with me is fine."

And the fun continued on. Surprisingly, no one entered anymore ride and just stuck with the carnival games. Cloud, against Cole's wishes, won him a large minion which Cole took at the end because Cloud dared to give it to a couple of girls who were eyes raping him. They took a couple photos in the photo booth and Cole smiled when he saw them.

Now the sun was setting which meant they had one more ride before calling it a day. Cloud's hand tightened on his and he looked up at him, "The Ferris wheel?"

"Of course." Cole smiled up at him and exhaled in delight when the cold breeze ruffled his black neatly cut hair nicely. Cloud looked amazing today in his red plaid shirt underneath his black leather jacket and worn with cut black jeans. It was like he dressed up for it and it only made Cole's heart melt.

However, it became stone cold when a particular person came in sight. He had all but forgotten about what he wanted to tell him until Mattew and the rest of them came up to him. Cole and Cloud hadn't seen them since their little quickie in the bathroom and they had pretended to be looking for them as they had fun in the carnival.

"We knew this would be where you both would be. Such lovers. He even won him a minion." Dustin rolled his eyes at them and Marcus smirked at him.

Cloud shrugged "We were out looking for you. We just happened to see you here." He scoffed and looked away from them, crossing his arms over his chest.

Dustin cursed, his eyes widening. "Did you just lie to me Derick? Oh my god, I'm going to fucking kill you." He said then pushed Cloud away from Cole before fighting to put him in a headlock.

"Jesus Christ, I'm now friends with Dustin and Derick," Marcus said as if in a daze, "Why didn't you become gay sooner?"

"I'm been gay my whole life doofus." Cole rolled his eyes and continued, "I just never came out. And even if I did, a couple of things would have happened differently."

Marcus shrugged, "Probably like dating my brother. I don't even know how you managed to talk to Derick without shitting your pants."

Cole almost choked on air by his first statement. 'Like dating his brother?' Why did he suddenly suggest that?

Mattew rolled his eyes at him then looked at Cole and said, "We are going on the Ferris wheel together."

Smacking him upside the head wasn't even the least of the things he wanted to do to him for even uttering such a thing. He should be happy he let him this close to him in the first place.

"No."

"I'm not going to do anything to you."

"Like that's going to change my mind." He snorted, glancing away from him to search for Cloud and Dustin who both seemed to have gone missing.

"Oh god. I've had it with you, Cole." He said angrily then suddenly pulled Cole into the line that was empty and soon enough, the cars that immediately started to move.

Staring at the ground in surprise, he finally saw Cloud and Dustin meet up with Marcus who pointed at his car and his heart skipped a beat at the disappointed look on Cloud's face. He immediately moved away from it to glare menacingly at Mattew who was rather intrigued about the sun setting than anything.

"I hope you're happy." Cole spat, staring angrily at Mattew.

"Slightly." He murmured. "I've always thought I'd see the sun set alone if I ever came here. Not that Marcus wouldn't want to join me but I just preferred to be alone if I ever came here. The thought helped me sleep at night."

"Then why am I here?"

"Because you were the first person I could imagine being here with. I'd bitch about it and you'll joke about it. You'll wrap your arms around me like you do when we used to sleep together. And then you'll kiss me like there's nothing wrong about it. I've pretty much been thinking about it since the day I kissed you to find out if you were gay."

He laughed lightly then turned to Cole who winced when he saw the tears in his eyes. He continued, "I was so happy when I found out you were gay. I was like, 'oh god yes.' And then the crush just kept growing even though you knew how to piss me off. But you knew how to get my heart racing especially at night when you'll wrap me in your arms as if I was yours.

"I wanted to hate you when you told me you liked Derick. I mean seriously? Derick? But I couldn't and then I would kiss you and you'd kiss me back." He laughed again, wiping those tears from his eyes, "My god, you were fucking toying with me. I didn't know if there was going to be some kind of secret dating thing going on while you were with Derick because trust me, I was all for it. Then the both of you became public, him kissing you right in front of me at the football game.

"I loved the fact that you were trying to not make me feel bad for picking him over me but then you stopped hanging out with us often and then suddenly hearing from my mum they were going to adopt you in the family..."

Cole stayed quiet as he listened to Mattew vent. He ran a hand through his brown hair and smiled at Cole, "I felt like I fucked up somewhere. I mean we were pals right? I know I shouldn't have kissed but I thought if I did, it would tell you just how badly I wanted you. Just how much I loved you."

"Mattew-"

"You don't have to tell me anything after." He sniffed then glanced back at the window, "I just wanted to have some part of my dream come true."

Cole wanted to slam his head through the glass, fall out of the car and die so at least his heart would be at rest. How could he have treated Mattew like this? It wasn't Mattew's fault that he had feelings for him. It was Cole's. It had been his fault from the very beginning.

"I'm sorry."

Mattew laughed loudly and he turned to Cole to clear up the confusion, "Sorry. I thought I heard you say 'I'm sorry.'"

He frowned at him, his forehead creasing in confusion. "Are joking with me?"

"I thought that was your job?"

Cole rolled his eyes and stood up. "No, I'm serious. I'm sorry for treating you badly. Maybe I'm just over exaggerating this. Sure, you kissed me. It wasn't like we had sex. I'll just tell him it's no big deal."

Mattew just smiled and said, "Thank you."

Those words somehow lifted up his spirit and he grinned at Mattew. He wanted to go over to him and hug the life out of him but Matty rose a hand to stop him. "Nope. Nah. Don't even come close. Stay on your side of the bench and I on mine. Come any closer and I might just pin you down and do stuffs I only watched on my laptop when Marcus' asleep. And trust me, then you'll have something to be worried about." Mattew threatened and Cole's eyes widened at his confession.

Well no one needed to tell him twice before he knew what Mattew was referring to there. So he nodded quietly and decided to talk small talks until the ride was over.