Neve POV

"Rhea.........brought flowers from you.......you wrote the note........didn't you?" I ask confused as hell and then I hear him sigh.

"Yeah I wrote the note" he says "she told me she was going to see you so I asked her to pass the note to you but the flowers weren't me............I told her I didn't want her to help......I want nothing from her"

"She said you were a mess that you needed me....... was that a lie?" I ask tentatively

"No that's true........I miss you so much" he says softly "I want nothing more than for you to come back to me but only because I've earned the right to call you mine again, not because some one else got involved"

For a moment, I just let everything sink in. Rhea had been honest with me, he really hadn't known and I had pushed away the person who meant the most to me because I wouldn't listen.

At the same time I wasn't sure I wanted him to have me like this. I loved him, I wanted him in my life but I want things as they were I didn't want him having to care for me.

"Well I'm glad she did" I say "because now I know you were telling me the truth, I should have know you were, I should have listened and I'm sorry"

"Don't apologise baby your reaction was understandable" he says "so.....are......are we good?"

"I......I guess so" I smile softly "I've missed you too"

"You don't stop me when I call you baby" he says "does that mean I've got you back?"

"Not yet........but I like hearing it so I will never stop you calling me that"

"I want to come see you, will you let me do that?" He asks "I really need to hold you"

"I don't know if I'm ready for you to see me like this" I sigh "I can't stand on my own, I can't completely dress on my own. I've been vile to my mom. I'm not good"

"Maybe you're being vile because to her because you want some one else with you........me" he says "maybe you need me as much as I need you. I love you and wouldn't think twice about taking care of you, maybe it might help you improve"

"Let's not jump into anything" I smile "let's start with a visit and take it from there, when will you be home?" I ask

"I'm home now, I can come to you right now mi amor" he says excitedly

"Alright, given an hour or so to get sorted and then head over" I smile "I'll see you soon"

"Yes you will, I love you neve" he says softly

"I love you" I reply before ending the call

Damian POV

As the call ends I allow my head to fall back against the couch in relief as a lone tear falls down my cheek. The biggest smile takes over my face as I stare up at the ceiling.

"Hijo? What's with the tears? Did it not go well?" My dad asks sitting beside me

"She wants to see me dad" I smile "she's letting me go over today.....I actually think I'm going to get my girl back......she still loves me"

"That's amazing news hijo" he smiles "if you do get her back, make sure you never let her go again, I've never seen you as happy as you have been so she must be some one really special"

"She is dad...she is" I say "I swear if she come back to me I'm marrying her"

"Then I shall wait for the announcement" he chuckles "now go get yourself ready, you want to look your best if you are going to win her back..........I say this with love but you haven't showered since you got back and well.........you stink"

"Gee thanks dad" I say and he laughs as I throw cushion at him as he leaves.

Heading upstairs I go straight for a shower taking my time just like she asked me to. Then I pick out what I'm going to wear along with accessories like my dad says I want no I need to look my best not that I ever needed to impressed neve she loved me just as I am.

I'm treating today as the first day of the rest of my life. And it's a life I don't want to live without her by my side. I don't care if I have to spend the rest of my life caring for her, she's worth every second, my place is with her.

As I finish getting ready I hear my phone beep, I smile as I read the text from Neve saying she is ready and is looking forward to seeing me.

This was it, today is the day I get my girl back and I'm getting her back forever.