Tonight I'm dreaming of Johnny.

Then I wake up.

I'm getting ready to school and I heard someone is knocking on my door.

It's mom.

"Lou baby, breakfast is ready!" Said mom.

Mom and Dad is the only persons who called me 'baby' when all keeps throwing rocks at me.

"We're having guests too darlin" said mom.

"It's mrs. Depp and Her son" said mom

"Morning Mrs. Depp, I shook her hands." She smiled.

"So, louisa, I heard from your mother that you were in the same school as my son, aye?" She ask me as she pull some chair and sit down.

"Your son?" I ask.

"Yes, he might showed up soon" said Mrs. Depp

I nodded and smile.

"So, mrs. Depp is going to the same school as me, dear" my mom told me.

"We're kind of popular that time" said mrs. Depp again.

Looks like they sort of a bestfriend.

"Well my son said that he don't know you, but you two are on the same class, now I'm confused." Said mrs. Depp again.

Suddenly a boy appear, I can't see his face clearly. He's wearing a leather jacket and boots.

"Morning.." He said to my mom.

I didn't look up cause I'm buttering my bread.

Then mrs. Depp said,

"This is my dear old friend, Isabella . That I told you this morning, dear"

"And this is her husband Mr. Jefferson" he nodded.

"Mr. J e f f e r s on ?!" Said the boy.

"Why is it darling?!" Said his mom

"No, mom." He sounds weird but I didn't look up.

"So, why you two didn't see each other, lou dear," said my mom.

"This is Louisa, she's a bit shy" said my mom, and he gave his hand

"And Louisa, this is Johnny," my mom said to me.

"Johnny?" I suddenly look up.

He look shocked and pull his hand back.

"What is it dear? " My mom ask me.

"No, no mom.. I just,.. Uh.. Having a stomachache." I lied.

"Sorry mrs. Depp, but I want to buy some medicine." I shook her hands.

Johnny laughs a bit.

"Johnny, it's rude to laugh." Said his mother

"I'm sorry mom, mam, sir" said johnny.

"I get it.. Maybe she just shy hahah" said my father

I heard johnny's mother said "how about you drive her to school john? Isn't it a good idea?" Said her again.

"no need to be bother, betty, louisa can walk by herself" said my mom.

"She's a girl and having a stomachache, let my son drive her." Said Mrs. Depp.

"Mom-" Johnny said.

"Go, John" said his Mom.

"There you are." Said johnny.

"Come on in" said him again.

"No," I said closing the door.

"Come, in." Said him again

He drive me til we far enough from the house and left me on the street.

"Go. Don't tell my mother. I have to wash my car now, because you were in it" he left the dust behind, Then he left.

The dust was all over my shirt

I walk to my school and everything seems weird now.

I open my locker and johnny did too. he gave me an angry look (again) and left.

the class wasn't really enjoyable today. People are laughing at how they saw me walking to school with the dust all over my shirt.

Stupid, huh?

I know.

All this is was stupid.

How I love johnny was stupid

How it turned out to be was stupid.

But now time to loosen up a bit.

Today is theatre time.

Just as always, I walked past the hall and everyone were mumbling

"What can she play on the theather"

"She's too ugly to be seen"

"Oh my eyes hurts"

The audition last for an hour and the result will be told this afternoon.

Finally, I ran downstairs to the attention board and everyone looks angry at me.

They're cursing me.

"What happen?" I wonder.

"Oh My God" I mumble.

I'm on the list. As the ugly girl. And the prince is Johnny. It's the remake of Beauty and the beast but the beast is a girl.

Johnny was there and he's like :

"I'm about to throw up"

"Ew"

"You have some kiss scene with her you know" said chuck.

"Ew"

"Ew"

"Ew" that's the only word that came from johnny's mouth.

After that, he shouts

"You can pair me to anyone, but not her, like seriously?" He pointed at me.

Everybody laughs.

I look down and headed to the hall, but I took the wrong way.

I'm headed to the dark hall.

After 30 minutes I can't get out.

I heard someone's following me

I can't breath

I have a phobia of dark places.

I hug my arm and close my eyes, walk straight forward hoping I might find the light.

But I took the wrong path and go into a dark room that used to be a class room.

I heard someone is following me (again)

I didn't open my eyes and I hit 'someone' in front of me and slowly open my eyes, he tried to chase me but I can't see his face.

My glasses were full of fog because I'm sweating and the guy still trying to catch me. I'm tripping on my own leg. And fall down, my nose were bleeding. I tried to run and the boy still there. Trying to chase me. He pushed me against the wall and shook me.

"Stop."

"It's johnny, moron!" Said him.

"Jo-hn-ny." I'm breathing heavily.

"What are you doing here moron? The teacher is looking for you" johnny shouting

"I can't- find- the- way- out" I said.

"I try to call you, but you run. Stupid." Said johnny.

"You wanna go or ill left you here?" He ask

"Go." I said.

I just want to hug him but still. It's a stupid idea.

I following him from the back and everyone is looking at me.

My shirt full of dust and I'm sweating

Everyone is making a disgust face and laughing at me.

Including John. He making some silly jokes about how he find me at the dark hall. How I'm afraid of the dark. I'm having a phobia.it's not funny at all.

I washed my face and change my clothes and walk back to the theatre room.

They explain the story and they said it will be showed one months from now.

After it I'm going to the detention room,.along with johnny.

He bring his guitar, and started to sing.

He sing like no one is listening.

He sing from his heart

He's smiling.

I don't know, but to see him like this, is just increasing the feeling I got for him.

And suddenly he stop.

And he stares at me.

Half smiling.

Then turn his face down.

"Don't stare at me like that moron" he said.

"Anyway, your smile is the ugliest smile I've ever seen."

I shook my head three times. And sighs.