"Zzzzzzzz...... Zzzzzz" today also at 5am in the morning his bell buzzed and he groaned in annoyance. He got up from bed.

'All he wanted to do is come here again then why the fuck he left last night' in between his route he cursed Karan for his childish behaviour .

"You ...... What are you doing?" He asked in frustration after seeing her at his doorstep when she clearly said she left her job . He didn't liked that but he made his mind that her world doesn't belongs to him nd she should stay away from his darkness that will be better for both of them because her presence brings feelings, whatever they r but it makes him feel something which he hate.

"Again naked ..... Why r u naked ?" She said while shamelessly staring at his bare torso and he looked at her in astonishment . Wasn't she the one who felt he is disgusting.

"I was fucking around ..... Happy? " he said sarcastically and she gave disgusted look.

"What else u can do " she said to herself and he heard it . She made her way inside his home , pushing him away .

"I think u forgot. ......"

"Yeah yeah this is ur property ...... Blah " she swayed her arms in air , scrunched her nose  and rolled her eyes frantically. He kept gawking at her.

"What are you doing?" He folded his hands on his chest, rolled tongue inside his cheek and asked patiently. Damn he looked too sexy .

"Where is Karan ?" Ignoring his question she moved towards his bar cabinet.

"What u have to do with him ?" He came little forward.

"U can continue ur fucking till then I can offer him drink ...... He will be my company till I will wait .... Simple " she sitted on one of his chair in front of bar cabinet.

"Why u will wait?" He questioned and covered distance of two more steps .

"Did u forgot that I am ur driver ?" She asked sheepishly not meeting his eyes, looking here and there , trying to be casual.

"No .... I clearly remember u left job last night " .

"It's okay Mr Malhotra it happens with me ..... Sometimes I behaves irrationally forgetting about my brain ..... So don't worry u still have ur driver safe nd fine ..... Ready to drive u anywhere "  he gave dangerous glare at her sheepish smile.

"So how did u realise that brain does exists in ur skull ?" He occupied seat near her . She poured drink for her in glass nd he took bottle.

"Aaa..snzz....aaah......aingg ...... That jerk was cheater too ...... Aaah .....inmm" she cried without tears in her eyes and in a tone which exists only for her . Sound of her cries were coming from her nose instead of mouth then she drank whole glass in one go . He found her cute yet annoying.

"Who ?" He asked. He can't deny that for a second he thought about Swaroop ditched her nd he shouldn't feel that but he laughed on his thoughts in his mind .

Flashback ,

In cafe,

"Nandu don't worry ...... Apply for loan , take loan on ur house and till then u guys can adjust with Ishita Aunty's salary ...... And whatever money u have now keep them safe for uncle nd hospital emergency ....... Nd join ur training ...... U r born to fly nd not to be a driver of arrogant boss " Swaroop tried to help her when she msged Manik about her leaving .

" We can't take loan on home in fact we have to pay for loan for house " she said irrationally.

"Dumbo ..... U forgot about the amount company gave as retirement amount for ur father as he was permanent worker ..... So company directly shifted that money to bank nd now ur house is totally urs ...... How u can forget u were there when aunty signed those papers " he reminded her that her house is her. That time she was busy with Raman's hospital so she forgot.

"Listen yaar I don't know ...... I mean I loved her I really loved her ...... Because she was my peace even she loved me ....... In the beginning of our career nd relationship we were so happy but then after particular period due to lack of quality time in our relationship we started fighting , she was never satisfied with me no matter what I do , she used to complain but still she didn't leave me ..... And that day when I was emotionally low , I had fight with her then it happened in the weak moment ...... I cheated on her with u nd I was so guilty , even now I am guilty " Nandini heard this conversation and she knew she has heard this voice recently but where?, so she turned back to see the male lead of song . Off course she heard his voice almost half of the day . He was talking with someone may be his friend or sex partner.

"I know ...... You told me this on that day but why r u telling me now ?" She asked keeping her palm on his palm .

"Because I got to know that she is cheating on me" Nandini choked on her hot coffee after hearing him . He did received Manik's msg  some time back.

" I am not sure she practically cheated on me or not but she was thinking about that and I don't know what to do ...... How to accuse her or how to confess my deed ..... I am afraid, what if we broke up ?" That was it for Nandini how someone can be so pathetic .

" What the fuck dude ? ...... U r afraid of break up, where were you when u were fucking other girl and she practically finds someone better than u on bed and u guys loved each other ? ..... What kind of love is this where u can't find peace in each other's arms but can find it in someone's bed ? " This is Nandini, blunt and carefree when it comes to her morals and values . Without caring about others she directly jumped into conversation.

"And who the fuck u r to interfere ? ...... It's not always what is right nd what is wrong ..... Sometimes u do mistakes which u don't think of doing in ur worst nightmares too ...... This world looks very glamorous to u but u don't know how relation suffers ...... Everytime it's not possible for person to get intimate on screen nd not to lose control ..... Needs of body and heart are different ..... I don't know u will understand this or not but here in this field sex is the least important thing in relationship ...... I am not supporting cheating but it's not necessary that u will get peace nd satisfaction from same person ...... I will just suggest u r a driver nd be one, instead of interfering in others matters " he did sounded rude but whatever he said was truth , she don't need to interfere in anyone's life neither she needs to be judgemental . She don't know he is right or wrong at his part but she realised she don't need to give any flying fuck to others. 

"U know what go nd fuck urself when ur gf will leave you ..... Nd thanks for reminding me about my job and it's worth in my life " she stormed out of the cafe . She realised how dumb she was to think about him and leave her job , no matter how monstrous is Manik but he was right he didn't cheated .

"U know I feel good when I spend my time with you ..... So to see me smiling u should stay with me , all the time  , okay ?" Nandini looked at her side when a old couple passed by her . They looked as they were in late 60's and may be they were returning to the home from market , they were holding each other's hands and man looked very happy as he said these words to his wife. Nandini smiled at the beautiful view.

Her father must be wanting to spend his time with her mother but she can't gave all her time to him , she has responsibilities to fulfill , she can't leave her job. But what if her father is craving for her mother and what if these are his last days . The thought was so scary that she can't even imagine the scenario . However cruel the thought was it cannot be ignored , her father already went through heartattacks two times . He must be feeling lonely nd useless while sitting inside the house and doing nothing.

"Hey what was that ? ..... Now come lets go home " Swaroop came out of the cafe after paying their bill and found her lost . He kept his hand on her shoulder to bring her back to earth .

"I don't need to leave my job but my mother needs to leave her ..... And whatever u said earlier there is a fault I can't join academy now, not this year at least ...... So I will earn money this yr nd will think of training next yr ..... Now come , I have to go early ..... My monster boss needs to know he still have his driver " she said this and made her way towards car .

"And what about Manik?" He asked after sitting on driver seat of car .

"What about him ? ..... He didn't cheated he was enjoying ..... He is single, rich, handsome and he can do whatever he wants  ..... I should just concentrate on my life nd my job ...... I don't have right to interfere in his life " this time she was practically right and she can't be selfish , she have responsibility of her family and Manik didn't did anything bad with her job.

"I was asking about ur feelings for him " he asked and she stopped breathing for a second. He knew about her love for him , she told her friends seven years back but with the time they forgot this nd she remembered it only for sake of her heart .

"Seems like hating a person once u have loved it's not that difficult ...... In fact it's very easy when u realise that soul doesn't exists in the body whom u have loved " now he is speechless and she is emotionless.

"My brain was sleeping nd I behaved irrationally...... I think I shouldn't involved myself in ur life " she first laughed on herself then she said last line with sincerity even he felt that and it braught him back to his cold self . Otherwise he enjoyed her little tale , she didn't mentioned anything other than her conversation with actor on which he chuckled inside his mind .

"So why should I keep you on work ,again ?" He heard her story and asked this seriously.

"Because u need me " she said shrugging her shoulders.

"Practically no ..... I don't because I still have my driver who works for me in just 50k and apart from that he don't have sassy mouth like u ...... So why I should pay u double ?" He questioned her and indeed he was right , she couldn't deny that but also he was the one who offered it in first place.

"Because u insult me every other second so I assume I deserve that 50k more for ur not so generous indifference with me and how u can forget about ur weird timings of calling me over here " she taunted him and he rolled his eyes . He came closer to her and she took her face back in fear.

"Whatever I do is normal and it's basically duty of any personal driver to be at service anytime ..... And about ur insult u r saying as if u take it without any come back " he moved one more inch closer , her chest heaved up nd down ,vigorously due to his proximity and on top that he was bare chested. She don't have any answer. 

"So tell me why I should keep u as my driver ?" He pulled her chin up by his forefinger and her breath hitched seeing his lips one inch away from hers. Except his forefinger no part of his body was touching her but still she was getting high due to untouched intimacy.

"Why karan is not here ?" Out of nowhere she innocently asked this and he came out of her trance . He didn't know why he get pulled towards her like magnet , it's nothing like that he haven't seen anyone more beautiful than her then also her innocent face makes him hard . 

He increased distance between their bodies and she released her breath.  She is not scared of him , may be she can trust him with her dignity but again till now he has been monster and the fear of getting raped or molest can never be out of any girl's mind unless she knows the person in nd out .

"He too realised that he is dumb just like u to interfere in my life " maintaining proper distance he mocked her and she felt comfortable .

"Manik what u did with Nandini? ...... I heard she is not ur driver anymore " Karan asked when they were having dinner together in the late night . He heard this information from her friends Sahil nd Sandesh.

"Nothing she just saw me doing stuff with actress and then she got to know that actress was cheating on her boyfriend with me ..... So her head started paining and after that she left with her boyfriend nd also left her job ..... I have done nothing " he said casually while eating his food , for Karan Manik was concentrated on his food but also Manik did remembered how she closed her eyes blocking him and hugged her boyfriend but this memory lasted for a minute only.

"I know you might have fucked that actress in front of her " Karan said with disgusted look.

"I didn't even kissed " Manik defended himself .

"Is she that innocent?" This time Karan was shocked, Manik looked at him and nodded yes. That's why he hates innocent people  because they don't use their brain otherwise she wouldn't have left her job for someone else forgetting about her family.

"Then she don't deserve to be with you " he said in horrible tone .

"That's why she left ..... Now do favor nd u also leave from here " Manik said bluntly.

"Why ? ..... What's ur problem , Manik? ...... For god's sake we r brothers ...... Why we can't live like normal brothers ? ...... U don't need to insult me or push me away everytime ...... I am trying hard to make things okay but why can't u behave normally " this time he lashed out on Manik .

"This is not normal ...... U r clearly invading my space ...... U know what normal is ..... Living a lonely life from start of it even when I had family ..... Loneliness is my normal " this time Manik roared and little brother got scared . He knew Manik is no where wrong in this and he don't know how to console monster .

"Okay if that's what u want ..... Loneliness ..... Then I won't disturb u ever again " with this Karan got up from his chair and left the house without turning back . Manik sighed in relief.

"Ohh ..... I think he might have realised u r a monster " her voice braught him back from his last night conversation and he saw that stupid grin on her face . Nd now he clearly observed her again she was wearing a night dress , obviously she just came out of her bed it's 5 am in the morning . 

"Don't u have clothes ?" He asked raising his eyebrow and scanning her small figure . This night dress was different from yesterday's one , this was shorter and it had snow white barbie on it . 'Still she lives in barbie world ' he thought this and rolled his eyes in his mind.

"I know my night dress is cute but stop staring I am not giving it to you" she said strictly when he was observing her dress.

"Shut up " she closed her mouth when he glared her and then she pouted sadly . He took out his phone from his pocket and called Abhimanyu .

"What now ?" Without even looking at caller id , Abhimanyu groaned in his sleep.

"I hope u remember u still work for me " Manik's stern voice braught him back from his sleep and now he is totally attentive.

"Yes sir ..... Why u called?" He asked politely and Manik smirked at expected reaction.

"Immediately go to my personal designer and asked him to prepare one dress ,now " he said and Nandini raised her eyebrow at him which he ignored .

"Okay ..... What kind of dress , sir ?"

"Driver suit ...... For my new driver "

"For Nandini?"

"Yes that little minion" Nandini gave him angry look .

"Measurements?" Abhimanyu asked .

Manik looked at Nandini from top to bottom and she was confused why he is checking her then she also checked herself with him . Manik done with his work removed his eyes from her but that little girl was still in her world.

"So note down ..... 34 , umm 27 do one thing make it 28 nd 35 ..... Keep it 35 only butts are small " Nandini gawked at him with wide eyes , keeping her hands on her hips , waiting for him to cut the call.

"I want you here at 10 am ..... With uniform " he informed Abhimanyu.

"How u can be so shameless ? " She accused him when he disconnected the call.

"What ? " He gave her look .

"U were checking me out "

"There is nothing in u to check u romantically ..... I was taking measurements and u know that I have given exact details..... So stop giving importance to ur self and if you want to continue ur work u will have to wear driver's uniform it's my condition " once again he insulted her for her appearance and it did hurted her a little , no girl wants to hear such complements no matter how she looks . And hearing about driver's uniform she got pissed , she can't wear that in front of her family Nd it's not possible to hide it from their eyes.

"I won't " she said firmly .

"Sure ?"

"Very much"

"Okay then " saying so he moved out of the house and she stood there perplexed that how he agreed so easily? . She followed him and he smirked when she reacted as the way he expected .

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"Baby listen we can't meet today ..... Manik has given me a work " Abhimanyu said this to his girlfriend over a phone call ,when he was driving his car towards the Manik's designer.  In last two days Manik didn't bothered him as he was busy with Nandini , so Abhimanyu planned date for his gf thinking that Manik won't bothered him today also.

"Seriously ...... First u broke my sleep by calling me at 6 am ..... Then u broke my heart ..... I hate u " she whined over the call and he chuckled a bit .

"It's my work baby ..... Please understand " he said helplessly he also wants to spend time with her , they are new couple just two months old but still work is work .

"Yeah I do understand ...... And it's okay we can plan for a evening" she suggested .

"Sure but let me tell u in advance Manik is very unpredictable...... I am just warning you in advance " now she huffed in anger .

"Fuck ur Manik " she disconnected the call and again sleep on her bed . She knew she is getting more angry than necessary but when they started dating that time Abhimanyu was always free as Karan was Manik's PA . But when he became his p.a again then his attention got divided and also the things he have told her about Manik , they made her more angry on him .

'Okay I understand ur work ..... So call me when u can meet me ..... I am not angry I am just sleepy ..... Good night to me nd Good morning to u ❤️" smile spread over his features after reading her message . She is cranky but understanding too.

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............... Aish ❣️...............