"v, are you okay?!"

"no one knows jungkook's address?"

"brother, am i going to die..?"

"the operation went well...but it could've been fatal."

"want to come to my condo?"

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There's only...

ONE BED?!

What am I thinking in this crisis?!

Jungkook opens the door, startling you as you just sit awkwardly on the floor.

"I'm done." He says, and walks to his drawer. "Change of clothes. These are mine, but.." He walks over to you with clothing.

You nod. "Thank you. then, i'm taking a shower now.." You leave and head inside the bathroom as you see his bathing things.

"Jungkook's shampoo....the soap he used! Jungkook's towel.....!" You squeal and almost pass out in the bathroom.

* Time Skip *

You walk out with Jungkook's big clothing on you. You fix the bun you did on your hair, and look at Jungkook. "I'm done."

...

"Ok.. I'm going to bed now." He says.

You laugh nervously. "Right!!! I'll sleep around here! You use your bed!" You point at everywhere on the floor.

"Of course I will." He responds.

"What?" You respond in confusion.

You pout. "Usually you say to a girl," You mimic a man's voice. "'No, I'll sleep here, you use my bed' or something like that."

"I'm just kidding, you can use my bed." He says as he puts his book away.

"W-well, but that makes me feel g-guilty.." You stutter.

"You started saying that.. what do you want?" He asks as he starts putting a blanket on the floor. "just go to bed. Good night." He walks to the light switch.

You run towards the big bed and jump on it as you go near the wall and hide yourself under the blankets.

He lays on the floor with a seemed to be sturdy pillow, and closed his eyes. You comfy yourself, and look at him.

"Hey." You call out.

"What?" He responds in a cold tone.

"Can you turn on a small light?" You ask.

"I can't sleep unless it's completely dark." He says.

"But I can't go to the bathroom like this.." You cringe.

"Seriously..." He gets up and turns on a light. "Is this good?"

"Yes.. Thank you.." You reply. "Good night."

He gets back into his uncomfortable position and you close your eyes, but then sigh. You stay silent for a few moments and look at the ceiling, then at him again.

...

"Hey." You call out again.

"What now?" He replies with his eyes closed.

"Jungkook, aren't you cold?" You ask.

"Of course I'm cold." He says.

"I'll go on the floor! This is your place." You start getting up.

"It's okay, just go to bed." He says quickly.

"But I feel guilty! I don't want you to be cold--" He cuts you off.

"Got it."

He raises himself up and turns around to look at you. "Will you be satisfied if I go there?"

You look at him helplessly as he starts getting on the bed.

"I'll g-go on the floor!" You start moving out, but he talks.

"It's okay, you'll finally be quiet when I do this." He gets on the bed, and puts his head on the pillow next to you. "Good night."

You look at him, and smile. You then throw yourself back down and stare at his back with excitement.

What am I hoping for.. when V is in serious condition..?

"Of course.. good night." You reply.

He's in the same bed with a girl, but he doesn't do anything.

I wonder if I just don't have enough appeal as a woman.

That's right, that's probably it.

You turn around and close your eyes.

...

"Are you disappointed?" He asks, suddenly, leaving your eyes wide open.

You look back towards him as he continues. "Since I'm not doing anything to you.. are you disappointed..?"

You reply with a smile. "I'm not disappointed.."

He looks at the ground. "I don't want to do what my mom wants.. If my mom comes to know that you stayed here tonight, and if anything happens to us, then.. I'll play into her hands. Then for the rest of my life, I'll be her puppet."

"I kind of understand.." You reply.

"That's why I didn't tell my family this address."

"Is that right?" You say.

"My mom is like that, right? If I give her my address, she'd make a spare key and come here every day. She would cook three meals and leave them for me. That'll ruin the whole point of living with myself." He says calmly.

"The point of living by yourself?" You repeat.

"I stay home forever, graduate college, then take over my dad's business. I wondered if it would be really okay being just like that. That's just living on the rails that my parents lay. If it's what I really want to do, it will be okay.. but..I still don't know yet. So to find what I really wanted, I wanted to live on my own.." He mumbles.

"I remember.. You were saying that... compared to life without any hardship, it's more fun to face the challenge. You realized it." You reply.

"Right." He says.

You smile to yourself. "So the reason you started living by yourself..is not because you wanted to avoid me.."

"Why do I have to go through hard time just for that..?" He asks. "Living by myself is not that easy. Up until now, at home I was spoiled, and I didn't realize.."

He pauses, but then continues.

"But... because of that, things like this happened. I've been caused troubles by you. But I was the one that caused you trouble today."

You laugh nervously and look at the ceiling with a reply. "I... can only do things like that. Since you're a genius, you can do anything, but.."
"I thought about it at the hospital today.. Human life is dependent upon a moment's decision..The little thing leads to inspiration and emotions.. Just like that, human life is so fragile."

You can feel his breaths getting slower from next to you.

"I was scared, too. Until now, I thought life was decided by fate.. and that humans can do nothing about it.." He sighs.

You continue to look at the ceiling and speak. "If it's you, you can make things happen. Giving inspiration to people, making them do things.. Just... putting yourself out there, and showing the world your potential.. You have lots of possibilities. In order to find your possibility, you started living by yourself, right?"

He replies. "No matter how many possibilities I have, if I don't know what I want to do, it's meaningless. It's been easy no matter what I did. In other words, I was bored. Once I got busy, the important thing for me and my interests became visible. Little by little, I started to realize what they are." Jungkook hears snoring and he releases a face of confusion.

Jungkook turns around and sees her there. Sleeping. He looks at her face, and mumbles.

"You are always... like this when it's time for something important.."

He continues to examine her face, and inches his body closer as he closes his eyes.

Time Skip
3rd Person POV

It was morning, and Jungkook opened his eyes while looking to the ceiling. The first thing he did was turn around to look at her, but y/n wasn't there. He looked at her side in confusion, and got up as he ruffled his hair. He then saw a note on the table.

'I'll go to V's hospital. I made you some coffee if you'd like.
P.S. We talked a lot last night, didn't we? Thank you.'

Jungkook poured the coffee into his cup and drank it as he looked at the note again.

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"Forever is forever...but sometimes, to get that.. you need to say goodbye."