"i can't stop thinking about that areum girl"

"jungkook is joining a club?"

"i wanna join the tennis club!"

"dad, are you okay?"

"y/n l/n!!!! don't run away from the ball!!!!"

"aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!"
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Mrs. Jeon wiped your face off with a napkin. She also gave you an ice pack to help cleanse your wounds.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Mrs. Jeon looks at you with worry.

You nod.

"So stupid." You hear V say from the living room.

Mrs. Jeon rolls her eyes. "Anyway, are you sure you're going to be fine tomorrow? I don't suggest going to practice."

You smile. "Yes! I'll be fine, I got this. I can't miss a day~" You say cheerfully.

* Next Day *

"Are you sure you're okay, y/n?" J-Hope touches your cheek.
"Your face looks a bit swollen."

"Ouch... yeah.. It doesn't hurt as much as yesterday, though." You sigh.

"I heard the athletic team is really competitive this year with Jungkook." Jihyun says from across you at the cafeteria table.

You nod in agreement. "You're right. Coach went kind of hard on me."

"I heard the coach is hot~" Jihyun whistles.

"You're lucky he's near our age.." You roll your eyes.

"Are you sure you're gonna stay in the club? I mean...it can be really harsh." J-Hope looks at you with concern.

"Yeah..I'm staying for Jungkook. I'm not giving up on him!" You say cheerfully.

"Wow, you have dedicat--" J-Hope says, but Jin cuts him off.

"Hey y/n~~" He says in a singsongy voice.

You perk your head towards Jin, and he had a cake in the shape of a heart. He lowers the plate towards you.

"How come it's only for her?" Jihyun pouts.

"Hands off, you swine." He says in a joking manner.

Jihyun laughs at the joke and grabs a piece. Jin looks furious, but doesn't do anything about it.

Jin then speaks up. "You should quit the tennis group. You look cute in your little uniform, but I don't want you to get hurt."

"Since I joined, I want to try my best. My dad taught me it's not good to give up in the middle of something." You reply.

"Oh..that's right. You just reminded me. Your dad sent me to tell you a message. Come to his restaurant tonight, he wants to speak with you." Jin smiles.

"Do you know what he wants to say to me?" You ask.

"No idea. He just said he wanted to have a one on one talk with you directly." He said, making you really confused.

You finished eating and got through the day. Today at training was even harsher than before, Namjoon made you do tons of push-ups and sit-ups, while Jungkook and Areum got to practice regularly.

"No time for breaks, now do 100 sit-ups, I don't have all day!" Namjoon yelled.

You huffed and coughed. Suddenly a ball got thrown in front of you and stopped.

"Hey y/n, can you get that ball for me~?" Areum stood at the practice court.

You got up and grabbed the ball, walking up to her. "You're a freshman, how come you're not doing these warm-ups? You breathed in heavy air.

"Oh you didn't know? People that passed the try-outs yesterday get to practice on the field, even freshman." She stated.

"Oh. Is Jungkook there?" You looked behind her.

"Jungkook is even more special. He can come here whenever he likes, even when there is a tournament. He came here for that." She giggles.

Thoughts clouded your mind.
So he's not going to practice? What did I join for then?

"Also, a little bird told me you guys live in the same house. However you don't seem that close. Is that the kind of relationship you guys have?" She smirks and walks back to her place.

"Y/N! What are you doing slacking off?! Do two miles for punishment!" Namjoon said loudly.

You tensed up and groaned.

*** Time Skip After Tennis Club ***

You walked slowly into your dad's restaurant as you cringed in pain.

"Hey y/n!" Jin said happily to you.

"Jin, go back to work. We have a lot of dishes to you." Another waiter said.

"Right." Jin replied and went in the kitchen.

Your dad walked up to you, and looked at you up and down.

"Hey y/n, what happened?" He asks with concern.

"Nothing, just sore." You reply.

He walks into a room as you follow him and he and closes the door.

You wince in pain and he looks at you again.

"Are you okay?" He asks quietly.

You nod and sit down at a table with two chairs. You relieve yourself as you let your foot rest as you sit down. Your dad hands you a pot of soup and you get excited because it's...well, it's food.

"Looks yummy!" You lick your lips.

"Tastes amazing after working out~" You love the chicken flavor to it.

"You're not very good at ball games...are you?" He crosses his arms.

...

You stay silent.

"You always hated ball games. Why are you doing tennis? It's because of Jungkook, isn't it?" He watches you.

You laugh nervously. "Why are you being so serious all of a sudden~?"

"Listen, y/n. It's been almost a year since we've been living with the Jeons." His voice was serious, almost as serious as Jungkook's tone.

He continues. "I thought about many options...but relying on the Jeon family isn't good."

You tense up and drop the spoon as it falls in the plate.

"I know Mr. and Mrs. Jeon take very good care of you, and honestly.. I've thought about you and Jungkook being together in the future..possibly."

"....dad...." You mumble, but he keeps talking.

"However..After watching you guys for a long time, it doesn't seem like Jungkook's feeling is towards you at all.. Then it's not going to work.. With me again, we can go back to the two of us only, and we don't have to rely on the Jeons for everything. What do you think, y/n?"

You stare at your dad blankly.

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You walk outside on your way back to the Jeons house, thinking of what you should do. Tears start surrounding your eyes. You remember your dad's words.

"Of course, I want to consider your feelings too, but I found a good property nearby, so please consider my feelings too. For me, it's hard to see you heartbroken."

You walk slowly and alone as you watch the city's lights in the distance glow.

'But if I leave now, my contact with Jungkook...Will be gone for me.'

You stop walking and look up at the sky, and see a shooting star fly by.

"What are you dazing about?" A familiar voice says next to you.

You quickly blink the tears out, and look at the tall figure. "Jungkook."
"Are you going home now? Where have you been?"

He keeps walking ahead of you. "None of your business."

You follow next to him.

He stays silent for a moment, but then speaks up.

"What about you? You're late." He says, almost with concern.

"I was at my dad's restaurant." You reply.

"Your dad's restaurant?" He repeats.

"Yes."

He started walking slower, making you lose your pace as well. He then spoke up again. "I was wondering...if you went to see that guy."

"That guy?" You look at him with a confused expression.

"Nevermind." He said very quickly.

You sigh. "I was told...that my dad found a good property."

He stops walking, and turns around with a shocked expression. "What?"

You look at the ground and stop walking alongside him. "A new house.. He hasn't made a contract..yet.." You pause.

Jungkook darts his eyes to the side, he had an expression in his eyes, but you couldn't tell what he was feeling.

You continued. "See..my dad and I are at your house for almost a year, right? So my dad thought about stuff and that's why..." You laugh nervously.

"Are you leaving my house?" He asks.

You stay silent for a few seconds.

"If that happens..."
"Will you miss me?" You ask.

He looks at the ground, and then into your eyes. He then looks at the horizon without saying anything.

"Jungkook?" You say, getting his attention.

Jungkook stays silent, but looks at you with a cold stare, a stare he didn't have before.

"I can finally go back to my regular life." Jungkook says, and walks away.

You stand there, frozen. Your heart hurt and more tears were dwelling up your eyes.

I don't know..
I don't know..
I don't know how Jungkook feels.
What can I do?