-- & ---: After the Subaru's surgery
--* & ---*: During the talk with Subaru's Grandmother at their house

Yume's POV
What did I do?

Why did I try to kill myself?

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I received a call from Subaru's cousin. That the order is lifted and I can go near Subaru again.

I was happy.

He was awake, and we can be together again.

"Hey, Yume!" Subaru called as I stand straight beside his bed.

"Hm?"

"Let's plan our wedding!" He said with a smile.

That was the second day of visit...

I nodded with a smile.

I sat on the couch while watching Subaru sleeping. It was silent.

The others were busy so it was just me and Subaru's mom.

"You really think my son loves you?" Mrs. Yūki asked.

"Ah...wh-what do you mean?" I asked back.

"You know what I mean." She answered, "So do you really think so?"

I took a deep breath and let it out, "Yes, I think--no, I know so." I replied.

"I won't let my son marry a girl who doesn't know where she come from." She said.

I looked at her, shocked.

"As far as I heard, you're not a Nijino. Well, you are one now, but not biologically. You don't know yourself on which family you are." Mrs. Yūki explained, "Are you a Hyakuya, Moroboshi or a Nijino? You don't even know you have siblings. How can I trust someone who doesn't know about his or her family history?"

"D-does it matter?"

"It matters to me, yes. The Moroboshi family, where your adopted or believed mother come from, they are originally on a low status." She replied, "The reason why they're on high status now because of your believed father, Mr. Nijino."

Status....

"Nijino family are known to be very prestigious. Your adopted father will never marry your adopted mother if his family found out that Hikaru inpregnated someone both in highschool and college days."

Status...

"They forbid those kind of sinners who didn't finish school but yet have a child. Your adopted father was just kind enough to still marry Hikaru's sister because he is deeply inlove with her."

Status...

"I knew all of this because I was suppose to be the replacement of Hikaru's sister as your adopted father's bride." She continued, "He told me everything since I was suppose to be his fianceè."

"I care less." I answered.

"Oh you should care more. A girl who was produced from an accident..." She stated again.

Accident....

"You're an accident. You don't deserve to marry someone from a high status." She continued.

Accident...

"Truthfully, children who are made from accident are never loved by their parents especially by their fathers, well, this is Japan after all." She added.

Never loved...

"Accident children are peasants. You're a lowlife." Mrs. Yūki went on.

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I remember it now.

I am too blinded with the love that my friends give, that I didn't notice that my family doesn't.

--*

I sat on the corner of my room reflecting everything Subaru's mom said.

An accident...

I held the scarf that my 'mother', foster mother gave me before she died.

"Lowlife..."

Silence.

"Accident..."

"Lowlife..."

"Unwanted..."

"Not loved..."

I continued mumbling them to myself.

Until, my mind darkens.

I wonder...if they would be fine without me.

I wonder, will Subaru find a new partner?

He deserves someone better.

Not me.

---*

"Yume!" A voice called.

Subaru?

"She'll be fine, all she needs is rest, lots of fluid and healthy eating." The doctor said.

I looked over to my side to see Subaru holding my hand. In the background, my uncle, no, my father, biological father, is talking to the doctor.

"...Psychiatrist or maybe ask her if she's doing okay..." One of the things I heard from the doctor.

"...back at highschool. I didn't realize it will return..." One of the things my uncle said.

"Yume, are you okay?" Subaru asked.

I nodded with a faint smile.

"I'm so glad! Luckily I called the ambulance right away." Aria said.

Is it okay for me to be happy?

"Yume-chan!" Someone called.

I looked over to the door to see Koharu, Laura, Mahiru and Ako.

"We heard what happened!" Laura said as she stands by my bed.

"Don't worry, it's just an accident. I wrapped the scarf around my neck too tight accidentally." I lied.

"You are one clumsy girl, Yume. Seriously, be more careful." Ako said, "I don't know what to do if I lose you." She added.

Ako suddenly turned red, "And what I meant by that, your life is too worth it for it to be wasted, so you should be more careful!" She said embarassed.

"Yume." Mahiru called, "Are you really okay?"

I feel my tears slowly brimming but I held it in.

"Yes." I lied with a smile.

I'm fine...

I'm okay...

I'm fine...

I'm okay...

I'm  fine...

I'm....

I'm just....

I'm just breaking inside

I felt someone hold my hand tighter. It's Subaru.

I looked at him and observed.

He kissed my hand and mutters, "Don't go. I love you too much. Too much, that if you die, I'll die along with you."

Love is the most dangerous thing.

If you love someone less, they'll be hurt and leave you afterwards.

If you love someone too much, they'll be doing crazy things just for you.

I smiled.

After a few days, I was discharged.

After a few days also, we went to Subaru's condo to get together.

Me, Koharu, Mahiru, Laura, Ako, Aria, M4, the old S4 and Kirara and Rei.

But, I was faking to be happy throughout.

(Play music above!)

Everyone soon left except for me. I stayed there. Why?

Maybe he knows who I am

"Shouldn't you go home too to your Grandma's house?" I asked.

"No. I want stay with you here." He answered as he sat next to me on the sofa.

"Your mom would be looking for you." I reasoned.

"I don't care." He said, "I want to be with you." He said, "She already left." He added.

I smiled sadly as I sigh. My heart beated fast.

I think about a hundred and you are 99.

"Yume..." He called as he held my hand, "Stay with me, don't leave me." He demanded.

I widened my eyes.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because...because I love you." He murmured, "Yume, you don't know how much I want you right now." He said.

Why? Why?

But there's no easy way

Cause everytime he raises his voice

I run away...

"I want you, Yume." He said, "So bad....right now."

Why?

"Yume, don't leave me please." He cried.

"I feel the same." I said with a blush with tears in my eyes.

Right now...

"I love you." He said as he kisses my hand.

One day,

Maybe she'll stay

I stood up slowly as he stands infront of me.

One day,

She'll look into his eyes

He slowly kisses my lips.

And instead of breaking, she'll call him

"Mine." I whispered as I kiss him back.

He grabbed me by the waist.

Force it to meet face to face

One day,

He'll look into her eyes

And say that,

"You're my only light." He whispered as breaks the kiss and kisses me again.

I kissed back.

"To my room." He whispered as he pushes me to his room and locks the door afterwards.

He kisses my neck as he pushes me gently to his bed.

I panted as I release soft moans.

He gives me love bites as he intertwines his hands to mine.

"Yume.. " He whispered, "Right now, please." He said while holding back.

"I'm all yours." I said with a gentle smile.

He unbuttons my blouse as he kisses my lips. I gripped his shirt tightly as my hands goes under the fabric.

He then proceeds to kissing my collar bone then my sternum as I moaned.

"Subaru..." I moaned his name.

"I'm all yours, you're all mine." He murmured against my skin as he takes off his shirt and proceeds to kissing me again.

What a lustful night...

I continued moaning and panting as my skin makes contact with his. I felt a hard poke on my lower region from his and knew he can't hold back much longer.

"Subaru..." I moaned.

He's MINE...

I'm HIS.

Done! So, this is one chapter that has a matured content too much.

I'll be extending the special chapters