PROLONG

3rd march 1963

Dear diary

The war has began  and my dad has told me to get ready pray tell how thy life  shall be taken or spared i loath war the blood shed the corpses rotting the stench burning thy nose and making thy stomach back up the currysoup my mother made she be crying  in thy chamber all night lest i go to comfort her i shall become weakend  and not fight i had no lover.

just courtsans showing thy gorgious bosoms and thy creamy skin warming my bed  i hate how they try to  entice me with there lousturous looks and try to make me weak i am a solder i shall not weaken and let there egos hit thy sky i only wish to  meet thy maiden with pureness of heart and look like a deer not one whom entices men for all thy shilling gold and jewel i wonder  if i will find her  or shall survive this war

For now i bid thy goodbye and i will write again if i survive

Hamid

3rd march

I have gotten news that i am to  join war as my cousin hamid has always been strong and pure of heart his strength of a lion thy feeling of  protecting those who weaker  it make thy heart puff up like a  cloud in thy sky he is aftaid and so am i we are Born to fight wars from days our mothers birth us thy sex determins what thy is going to do for  the maidens it is to be at home cook food and once they are ripe at the age of 15 they are wedded to men 18 and older to be good housewives and birth a ton of children i for one wish for a girl who fight thy rules and fills my life with ever lasting happiness and i will  let her educate and make her place in our world she will not be my servent or a tool for me to have off spring  she will be thy equal for now i shall go as thy warhorn has gone off  if i survive i will return and write more

Hakum

HAMID

Hakum
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5th march 1963

Dear Diary

Thy life was not spared  thy warmates all have passed including thy  cousin  thy sadness is like a dark  tunnel yet here i am filling my diary with thy words i think shall send me to the abyss called a mental instatuite for now all i say is nothing is what it seems  i was shot down by an enemy  i could feel the pain  until i felt thy breath stop but again i awoke  with blood on my face and no heart beating i could feel  a hunger so intense it was making me  mad with rage i had to find it thy  hunger making me see everyone and everything i ever knew as food .

Thy hunger making me feel less human and more as a  demon i cry for thy changes that became
things i did not believe existed  for now i hunger for brains  but i will not harm humans will Not take lives. i shall eat of those  already dead solders i shall eat those of my cousim his memory shall live on  through me i will bury all those who faught with honor with the true horn for thy war fallen i shall not become a monster i promise

For now i bid goodbye i know i will return this time as i cannot be killed but  i will try to end my curse i dont wish to be  a demon

Hamid (maybe i shall change thy name i am no longer him)

5th march 1963

I awoke to destruction to dead  people  i tried looking through it all to find my cousin  but alas i could not find him i awoke my body laying there i took it over  i had no heart beat i knew i was dead  but i had the abilities to take over bodies of the dead i had to preserve my body i knew it would decompose and become food for insects i had to keep myself looking fresh but how.

i will think of something
i do feel hunger but  what can i eat i try some blood it does not taste so bad i had tried to eat thy remains  but i felt the need to  reliese it again  i tried brains they tasted hevenly but now i knew this hunger was to be thy end of thy humanity i had to hide thy changes i had to make thy mother beleive i was dead and let my aunt know about hamid  i may never find thy beauty i always wanted to marry  and i cannot love her if i find her i will kill her  i cannot hurt others thats not who i am hopefully as centuries pass i may have a chance to find love  but for now  that is impossible

Hakum

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