Chapter 39: I Give No Fucks

•This is Mackenzie's outfit/look for the day.
•When you see the words "Trap Queen", play the song.

Mackenzie's POV

Ryan called Saturday morning asking if he could come over, of course I said no. I feel sometimes he takes my kindness for a weakness, I care about him I do. But I don't care if you love me or I love you, I will not be looking stupid out in these streets. You will not be having lunch with ya ex-girlfriend, thinking I'm not going to say anything. I listen to his stories, I say sorry if I do something out of order, but he continues to think he will mess with me. If he thinks I'm going to fight Lauren or any other bitch over him, he got this shit twisted, I don't fight over guys...they fight over me.

I told Ryan we could meet at a nearby café, at 6:30. It's not that I didn't want Ryan at my house, it's that I didn't want him getting the wrong idea about things. Climbing out of my car and locking the doors, I swiftly made my way to the door. I wore a fitted ribbed dress that stopped below the knees. I didn't get all dressed up for Ryan, I got dressed up to show Ryan that I could easily get someone else with the snap of the fingers without a problem. I don't need him, and I'm perfectly fine being by myself, or finding someone else to take his place. Walking into the café, I saw Ryan sitting in the corner, drinking his coffee. Without missing a beat, my six inch heels clicked the tile of the floor as I made my way over to him. Noticing me he went to stand, yet, I quickly sat down not giving him a chance.

"Uhh...hey." He said, in a low tone.

"Hey." I replied, looking at him blankly.

"You look really nice today..."

"Thanks." I tried my best but still responded dryly.

"You want anything to drink? I can buy you something."

"Nope, not thirsty. Did you need to tell me something?"

"Yeah....I wanted to tell you that I want to be with you. I broke off everything with Lauren, I'm not talking to her anymore." I nodded my head looking at him.

"Well....ok." I went to stand and leave.

"You want me to go back to the house with you?" He asked.

"Nope, I'm going out with Ejay. We're going to the hookah bar, some of his friends are going to be there." I stood from the chair, and looked down at him.

"Oh......any guys going to be there?"

"I'm about to go." Again I went to leave, yet he continued talking.

"You want me to call you later or something?"

"Nah, I'll call you when I'm ready." With that I left.

I didn't have anything further to say to him, I gave him a chance to say what he wanted. You would think I would feel slightly bad about him trying to talk to me, and me walking out but I don't. My mother has always told me to keep a guy on his toes, with Ryan I was too predictable. Since he thinks I'm going to always be waiting for him, or sitting in that damn house then he has another thing coming.
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After leaving Ryan, I made the 15-20 minutes drive to Ejay's house. With all this drama with Ryan and Ejay's boyfriend, we both decided we needed some fun. Parking my car in front of his house, I got out, locked the doors, then called him.

"You here?"

"Yeah." I hung up quickly when I heard the front door opening.

"Damn bitch, you lookin sexy as fuck. What made you straighten you hair?" He asked, running his fingers through it.

"I wanted to try something new, I haven't went out in a long time and wanted to dress up."

"Damn..you look good."

He let me in the house, I then was greeted by his parents while going to his room. Ejay's house was huge, of course it had to be with him having damn near ten siblings. Making it up the stairs and into his room, I sat on the edge of his bed.

"So....what happened with Ryan?" He asked while searching his closet for something to wear.

"Dude, he told me he's finished with her."

"That's it? Y'all didn't talk about anything else?"

"He tried talking more but truthfully, I wasn't feeling it at all. He's like 'you want me to come with you over your house' like fuck no nigga, we need space. At first I didn't see a problem with being with him all the time, but now I'm not feeling it that much."

"Yeah...I mean, I think y'all are going to be straight. You both just need some time apart."

"I agree, all we both need is some fun and free time."

"Yes!" He screamed, pulling a shirt over his head.

"I'm excited, I haven't went out in a long time and I wanna dance."

"Of course, but on top of that I want some action."

"Some action? You have a boyfriend you hoe."

"Ha..I'm not talking about sex, I'm talking about dancing, maybe some grinding." Rolling my eyes at him I stood.

"Ugh! Are we taking my car or your car?"

"We can take you car, I'm letting Eli drive mine." Eli was Ejay's younger brother.

"Ok, that's cool. Are you ready?"

"Yes I'm ready....but you didn't tell me I looked good or I look bad. I'm probably looking like a fucking clown."

"Ejay, you look sexy as fuck." Walking up to him, I slapped his ass.

"I don't think Ryan would like you doing that." He chuckled.

"Ha..I can do whatever I want, and tonight I'm single."

"Don't let that get to your head tonight."
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Around 8:30 we made it to the hookah bar, Ejay was kinda nervous because we were underage, only 17. Yet, he wouldn't stop talking about it the whole ride, I told him everything would be fine. We got out of my car and walked up to the line, the line wasn't very long but there still was a wait. I saw the bouncer at the door checking ID's, thinking fast, I lowered my dress to show more cleavage and twisted a little harder while walking up to the door.

"ID please.." He said in a deep voice, strengthening his hand out to me.

I searched threw my purse acting like I was looking for my ID. I looked up at him and shook my head.

"I'm sorry, I must of left it in my other purse."

"Then you have to get out of line." He tried talking to the people behind us, but I couldn't give up that fast.

"My boyfriend loves watching me get fucked by guys bigger than him. Do you think you could at least help us with that?"

I looked into the bouncers eyes intensely while I slide my hand slowly down Ejay's abs. Reaching his belt, I smoothly placed my hand on his crotch. Ejay looked down at me confused.

"I get off at 12:00, are you going to be here that late?"

My hand still holding Ejay's crotch, I could feel him getting harder under my touch. I could tell the bouncer was seriously getting turned on by this.

"Yeah...we'll be here."

"Ok...then go in."

I let go of Ejay and we swiftly walked into the hookah bar, I couldn't believe it actually worked. I laughed to myself thinking about him really wanting to fuck me while Ejay watched. That's like some serious kinky shit. When we were out of the bouncers site, Ejay grabbed my arm and turned me to him.

"How the fuck did you do that?"

"Sex rules the world, that's how. I'm surprised it worked that well."

"You were grabbing the fuck out of my dick." He whispered into my ear like someone would hear us, his hot breath running down my neck, with this loud music I'm surprised we could hear each other.

"Where are your friends?" I tried changing the subject the best I could.

"I don't know..."

He grabbed my hand and went to find his friends. With the music loud, wild dancing, and darkness with flashing lights, it would be easy for us to loss each other. We walked through a crowd of people, until we made it to the table. They were sitting in a booth with two hookah bowels and multiple hoses.

"Hey!" Ejay yelled over the music, he dropped my hand and slid into the booth.

"Hey!" Two of them replied back.

"Who is this thick chick?" One guy asked staring at me up and down.

"Everyone this is Mackenzie.."

"Hi." I replied awkwardly standing until Ejay pulled me down and I scooted into the booth. They all replied, but at different times.

"This is Nicki, Brett, Brittany, Aj, Sean, and Mike." He pointed to everyone as he said their names.

"Nice to have another girl." Nicki said, inhaling then exhaling the smoke.

"Ha..thanks." I didn't really know how to respond so I said whatever I could think of.

A waitress came over to our table, dressed in all black with a tray full of drinks, she swiftly placed the drinks in front of everyone. Ejay and I were the only ones without drinks, the waitress looked down at us and smiled.

"Do you guys know what flavor you want? We can mix them if you would like."

I love going to the hookah bar but never know what to order. I quickly looked over to Ejay, he looked at me then up at the waitress.

"We want the mint flavor with two different hoses."

"Ok, any drinks?"

"Yeah, I want a vodka mixed with cranberry juice." When he finished talking the waitress looked at me.

"I'll have a red bull." Ejay, his friends, and the waitress looked at me oddly.

"Ok, you gotta order a real drink, not no damn red bull." Brittany said taking a sip of her drink.

"I'm driving guys."

"Bitch, do you have a low tolerance?" Ejay asked.

"Not really, but I'm driving."

"Ok, then order something with low alcohol."

"Ugh, I want one Long Island Iced Tea with a glass of water."

"Ha..ok, I'll be back with that order." She walked away and disappeared.

"So...do you drink or Ejay just forced you to drink?" Mike asked, looking at me intensely.

"I don't really drink like that, it's very random when I do."

I'm literally going to have one drink and be done. I'm more of a smoker than a drinker, and I don't smoke often so that says a lot. Plus, I already know how I am when I smoke, so I definitely will only have one drink. The waitress came with the bowel and the grape fruit on top, she placed the disposable mouth pieces in our hands. Then, she quickly walked away. Ejay and I placed the mouth pieces into the hoses. Ejay was the first between us to inhale, then exhale, the thick cloud came from his mouth.

"Take a big hit for me..." Ejay said watching me.

"Ha...don't worry, I will."

I inhaled and inhaled and inhaled, taking in as much as I could. At first I felt no effect but slowly it started, I felt my body and everything around me slow down in slow motion. I felt my body vibrating and my eyes rolling to the back of my head, I licked my lips enjoying the feeling.

"Dammmn, slow down Ken." Aj laughed.

"Her eyes rollin to the back of her head and shit." Sean chucked, they all looked at me laughing. As my high came down, I looked at Sean.

"Not anymore."

Before Sean could reply the waitress came back to the table with our drinks. She placed Ejay's drink in front of him, then my drinks in front of me. Sipping my Long Island, I could taste the tea, yet the alcohol was still strong. Maybe it wasn't that strong, but I could surly taste it.

"How it taste?" Brett asked.

"It tastes really good, I can definitely taste the alcohol but maybe I'm sensitive."

"You're hella sensitive if you can taste it in that shit. At this place they barely put anything in it."

Putting the hose to my lips, I inhaled as much as I could. Again I felt my body slowly relax and my body vibrating, for some reason smoking makes me hella horny. When I came back to my senses, I took a sip of my drink, and looked up at Mike who was staring back at me.

"What's up Mike?" I asked sensually. Usually I wouldn't flirt with anyone, especially with dating someone yet like I said before I'm single tonight.

"Nothin much, what's up wit you?" He asked licking his lips. Before I could even speak, Ejay interfered.

"She's completely off limits Mike, no touching shit."

"I'm not trying to touch anything she doesn't want me to touch." He said looking at me. I took two sips of my drink before replying.

"Oooowa...touché touché...hahaha."

"You done drunk the whole damn thing Ken, I thought you weren't going to drink it."

"It tasted better than I thought." I chucked.

•Two Hours Later•

Taking a big inhale, I felt my body relax again. My eyes slowly closed, and I bit my bottom lip. Opening my eyes I suddenly had the urge to dance. When 'Trap Queen' came on, everyone at the table started dancing.

"Can you twerk Ken?" Brittany asked, standing up and tweaking over her seat. Nicki quickly jumped up and started twerking.

"I know I can!" She screamed twerking to the beat.

With the hookah hose still in my hand, and placing it in my mouth, I bent at the hip and started twerking, slowly bouncing my ass.

"God dammmnn!" Ejay yelled, staring at me. Looking back at him, I blew the smoke out of my mouth.

"You want me to tweak for you?" I asked him smoking.

"Hell yeah."

Ejay scooted closer to the edge of the booth, then placed his arms at the top little shelf above the booth. His legs were wide open so I could move between them. Bending over in front of him, with my hands on my knees, I twerked to the beat of the music. First I was slightly hovering over him, then I sat on his lap bouncing on him with my hands still on my knees.

"Twerkin like a strippa! Twerkin like a strippa!" Brittany screamed slapping my ass cheek.

I continued twerking on Ejay, bouncing one cheek at a time. Sitting on his lap, I started slowly grinding on him, I could feel him getting hard. Looking back at him, I saw him smoking the hookah and watching my ass grind against his crotch. I stood back up, and started bouncing my ass again, making it jump up and down.

"Sit back down." Ejay said, grabbing my waist with one hand and sitting me back down on his lap.

"That's good?" I asked, looking at him and grinding against him.

"Y'all getting serious as fuck over there." Aj said watching us while all of his friends were eyeing us.

If I didn't drink that drink, and if I wasn't smoking, I would feel some type of way dancing like this. Yet drinking and smoking that fucking hookah makes me feel some type of way, and right now I want that feeling satisfied.

"Fuck yeah." He moaned, wrapping both of his hands around my waist.

"Ok! Y'all motherfucka's need to chill the fuck out!" Sean yelled, moving me off of Ejay's lap, and sitting me down.

"Hahaha..I'm sorry." I laughed, leaning over Ejay's lap, I took the hose to my lips and inhaled. I sat back up releasing the smoke from my mouth.

Tonight I felt carefree, I didn't care about anything, and definitely wasn't thinking about what people thought of me. All I wanted to do was have fun, and that's what I was doing. Knowing that Ejay's friends thought him and I were doing too much, I decided I would go on the dance floor and have some fun. Before going on the dance floor, I told the group I was leaving. They protested, yet I got my way.

Walking onto the dance floor, I wasted no time to start dancing. I shook and swayed my hips, then shook my booty without a care in the world. I didn't mind dancing by myself, I was having fun and the music was amazing.

When 'Throw Sum Mo' song came on, like everyone else I started twerking, I didn't have anyone behind me, yet I still enjoyed myself. That didn't last for long though, when I felt someone's hands around my waist, and their crotch move closer to my bum. At first, I felt awkward and worried thinking about who could be behind me. Yet, looking at the side of me I could slightly see his face and knew he was cute. Which motivated me even more to dance.

"Damn ma." He said trying his best to stand still. I knew I was dancing hard, shaking my salt shaker but...who cares?

"You like that?" I asked him, slowing down my pace but still bouncing my ass on him.

"Hell yeah." His voice was deep, and very masculine. I thought before grinding on him, standing up more and not bending over as much, I could easily feel his hard on. From what I could feel, I would definitely be a lucky girl if I continued dancing like this.

"You hard daddy?" I don't know what I was thinking but it was like I couldn't control myself, my body just wanted to be satisfied, and feeling his hard dick rub against me wasn't helping.

"Fuck yeah, maybe we should take this somewhere else."

He whispered in my ear as I stood up further still lightly grinding against him, I was turned the opposite way. I couldn't believe I was thinking about this, and if I was going to have a one night stand, I needed to at least know what he looked like. Turning to face him swiftly, I came face to face with him. It caused my heart to stop, I couldn't believe who I was dancing with.

"Mackenzie?!" He screamed, I'm sure surprised.

"Dominic?!" I screamed looking at him.

"I didn't know that was you, wow."

"I didn't know that was you either, I only saw half of your face."

"Huh?" He questioned, trying to hear me over the blasting music.

Without a second thought I grabbed his hand and pulled him behind me. I wanted to talk to him, and in the middle of the dance floor was not the place. Finding a quite corner, we both looked at each other.

"I didn't know you were dancing behind me, I only saw half of your face." I repeated back to him.

"Bro, I only saw half your face too. With your hair like this I really didn't even recognize you."

"Yeah...ha, I know."

"That shit just really blew my mind man, I was on a serious tip." He shook his head thinking about it.

"Me too, I was definitely on some freak shit."

"Hell yeah you were, sayin daddy and shit." I rolled my eyes at him.

I knew Dominic and we're friends, I was even friends with his girlfriend. Yet, I know how this nigga is. He's high and I'm high so he for sure would blame it on being high, if something were to happen, but nothing will ever happen between us.

"Are you here by yourself?" I knew he wasn't, and Chris was probably lurking around, but..I really wanted to stop talking about my failure at trying to thot around.

"Yeah, a few of us are."

"I know Derrick ass is here."

"Hell yeah Derrick here, you wanna see him?"

"Yeah."

Dominic grabbed my hand and lead me around the lounge, and the dance floor. I thought he knew exactly where Derrick was, but I guess he didn't because he had me following behind him to find dude. When we finally saw Derrick he was talking to some girl.

"Aye Derrick." Dominic said trying to get his attention.

"What's up man?" Derrick asked, bumping hands with Dominic.

"So you ain't goin to say nothin to me." I said, looking at Derrick. He looked over to me, then his eyes went wide.

"Shit I didn't even see you there." He went in for a hug, and I hugged him back.

"Who is this?" The girl asked staring at me.

"This Mackenzie, you know Chris ex-girlfriend." The girl looked me up and down, then rolled her eyes.

"Hmmm.." She mumbled before walking away.

"Ok, that bitch mad at me but I don't even know her ass." I said laughing.

"Yeah...I don't even know what's up wit her." Derrick said taking a sip of his drink.

"How long have you been here?" Dominic asked me.

"For a couple hours, we're thinking about going to eat after."

"Who you wit?" Derrick asked me.

"My friend Ejay and his friends." I replied nodding.

"That's coo." Dominic stated.

"Hmm...Ryan know about this?" Derrick asked me looking at me.

"Ryan don't need to know about nothin."

"Where y'all going after?" Dominic asked.

"You know ain't shit open this late but IHOP, so that's where we're going."

"True." Dominic agreed.

"So...Ryan know who Ejay is?"

"Nigga, if you wanna keep asking about Ryan maybe you should call his ass."

I can't understand why Derrick keep asking me about Ryan. Shit, he out of all people should know what's going on and I know he's seen Lauren hanging around.

"Ha..Derrick, Ken bouta slap yo ass." Dominic laughed.

"Whatever man."

"Y'all wanna meet them, they sitting over there." I said pointing in their direction.

"Yeah, I wanna meet this nigga." Derrick said, finishing the rest of his drink and placing the empty glass on the table.

"Whatever." I said before turning around.

I grabbed Derricks hand, leading him and Dominic into the direction of the table. I turned back to look at them, Derrick was looking down at my ass. I did a slight wiggle, wagging my bum causing him to look up in surprise. I wasn't going to do anything, but I did enjoy the attention they were giving me. Reaching the table, we all stopped in front of them causing Ejay and friends to look up at us.

"This is Derrick and Dominic, my old friends."

"Hey, I'm Ejay." Derrick and Dominic shook his hand.

Everyone said hi, I sat at the booth, pulling Derrick and Dominic to sit next to me. I grabbed my hose and started smoking again while everyone talked to each other. Again a bomb ass song came on and I had to jump up and dance.

"All I gotta do is put my mind to this shit!" I sang along, bending over and twerking. I still hung onto the hose, inhaling....exhaling, finally blowing out the thick cloud of smoke.

"Ayyyeeee!" Derrick said, jumping up and dancing.

"Y'all niggas turnt like a motherfucka." Brett laughed sipping his drink.

"When y'all leavin?" Dominic asked everyone else sitting at the table.

"Probably in a minute, if Mackenzie ass turn the fuck down." Ejay said, when the song was over I sat down.

"I'm sorry, I just haven't went out in a long time, I'm just having fun." I said smoking.

"We should go though, I'm hungry but I do wanna go out with Ken again." Brittany said, grabbing her purse.

"Y'all comin?" Aj asked Derrick and Dominic.

"Hell yeah. IHOP on Jefferson right?"

"Yeah." Mike replied, nodding his head.

"Ok, come on Ejay, we'll meet y'all there."

Grabbing my things, Ejay and I moved out of the booth and made our way to the door. Trying our best to not bump into anyone.
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We all sat at the table eating our food, I simply ordered pancakes, eggs, and bacon while everyone else ordered some damn pancakes with fruit and stuff. I wanted a full meal, not no damn fruit.

"So...how did you meet Derrick and Dominic?" Nicki asked drinking her juice.

"They're both my ex-boyfriends closest friends, and Derrick is Ryan's cousin." I replied eating my pancakes.

"Who's Ryan?" Mike asked.

"A close friend."

"A close friend?" Derrick asked looking confused.

"Yeah nigga, a close friend." Dominic laughed looked between us shaking his head.

"Nigga, I told yo ass stop fuckin wit her before she slap ya ass." Dominic stated looking at Derrick.

"Shut yo high ass up." Derrick spat back.

I continued talking to Nicki while everyone talked among themselves. Though I couldn't hear their conversation clearly, Derrick and Ejay were having an intense convo. I'll have to remember to ask Ejay about that later.
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"What the fuck were you and Derrick talking about so intensely?" I asked Ejay pulling in front of his house.

"Girl, I'm tired as fuck so....l'mma call you tomorrow and tell you what's up." Ejay said, unbuckling himself and getting out of the car. I rolled down the window to talk to him.

"You betta, because y'all was deep in conversation."

"I will....I'mma hit you up later though."

"Bye."

I waved, and watched as Ejay walked up to the front door. He unlocked the door, waved, then walked into the house. Driving back home, I thought about the night and realized how tired I was. After all of the dancing, drinking, and smoking...my body needed to soak in a bath.

Parking in the drive way, I grabbed my purse and phone getting out of the car. I know most girls are scared to come home late at night alone, but I wasn't, I would just scare myself thinking about all the negative things that could happen. Unlocking the side door, I went in. Turning off the alarm and everything, I wasted no time to run upstairs, strip and go to sleep.

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