Friday was a complete mess, Ejay and I were busy trying to get everything perfect. Now that he's helped me with all of this, he expects me to help him with random stuff to make up for all the 'work' he had to do. One of the most difficult tasks we had was what I was going to wear. I didn't really want anything super see through, yet Ejay forced me to buy a lace bra. It feels soft on my skin and a little sheer, yet not too sheer. Along with that, I'm wearing a black laced thong, with some black strappy heels that come up the leg. You wouldn't think, but this was extremely difficult, including having to do research on sex.

I'm not completely illiterate about the subject, I watch porn and stuff. It's just....I've never did anything before. That night Ejay had to go to work, but came back to my house around 8:00. After we finished setting up the back room, we sat at the dining room table.

"I'm so tired." Ejay said, laying his head on the table.

"And I'm nervous." As much as I tried, I couldn't help my bouncing leg.

"Just be calm." Ejay retorted, placing his hand on my knee.

"I'm trying, what if I don't do it right?"

"Ha...there's very few ways to mess up sucking dick."

"It's not just sucking dick Ejay, it's about everything. I don't wanna be lying stiff as a bored and shit."

"Look, the damn computer is right here, we can watch Superhead videos and see if you can do what she's doing."

He grabbed the computer and typed in 'Superhead's Porn', I mean that's not the girl's name but...that's what she's known for, at least it's memorable. I watched as he searched different porn sites to find the right video.

"Ok, watch this closely, then we'll figure out the rest."

Like Ejay said, I watched everything she did closely. It seemed like she was trying to suck the fucking soul out of his dick, I mean, I don't have a dick or anything but it really was something to watch. It seemed like only 5 minutes into the video and he was ready to cum. First I thought it was because he was sensitive or something, yet from what Ejay said, this dude has the stamina of a damn werewolf on crack.

"How the fuck is she doing that?!"

"She's had a lot of practice. All you need to do is practice." He said, pausing the video.

"I don't have time for practice, I just need to learn now." I shook my head thinking about it.

"You can practice now."

"Ejay, I don't care if you're gay. I'm not sucking your dick for practice."

"If you don't calm your ass down! I'm not saying suck my dick, you can practice on an object. Do you have a dildo?"

"No, I don't own a dildo."

"Damn, fuckin virgin ain't got shit. You don't have anything that's long or something?"

"Asshole, I have like some bubbles and the container is long with smooth edges."

"Then get that!"

I ran upstairs and grabbed the bottle of bubbles. I know it's going to be awkward as shit sucking this piece of plastic in front Ejay but...who cares. Running back downstairs, he was still sitting in his seat watching the video.

"Why are you still watching it? Your gay.."

"Just because I'm gay, doesn't mean I can't watch straight porn.." He said, rolling his eyes.

"Are you going to hold this for me? I mean...I don't want to choke myself out."

"To make it as real as possible, why don't I put it between my legs, like it's my dick." Ejay stood and, put the bubble container near his penis.

"Are you fucking serious you slut?"

"You don't have to do it. I'm just saying, it makes sence to do it, LIKE it's REAL." Taking a deep breath and rolling my eyes, I agreed.

"Ok, fucking whore." I mumbled while getting on my knees.

"See now, you ain't gotta call me names." I sat in front of him, and looked up.

"Whatever...what do I do?"

"Do what Superhead did in the video."

"Ugh!"

"Do exactly like the video Mackenzie, so look up at me."

"Ugh..ok." I said, shaking myself.

I put it into my mouth, and sucked on the very tip. Thinking back to the video, I licked the sides of it, then started sucking.

"Go as deep as you can go."

Nodding my head, I went as far as I could on. I felt it hit the back of my throat, causing me to gag. Hot tears ran down my face.

"Shit." I said, wiping my tears.

"Guys like it when you gag on it, so it doesn't matter."

Looking back at the video, I wrapped my hand around it, jerking it off and sucking, just like she did in the video.

"Shit! Ok stop..ha."

"What?"

"Nothing." Ejay dropped the bubbles to the floor, then sat down quickly.

"Was it good or what?"

"Yeah, it was straight." Ejay looked away.

"Dude like what the fuck? You're not telling me anything, I got on my damn knees and practiced, you gotta tell me something more!"

"You did really good Mackenzie!" He kept looking away and I could tell he was covering his lap.

"Did you get a fucking boner?!" I screamed.

"Shut the fuck up!"

"Are you fucking kidding me? Dude! You're gay!"

"I know I'm gay, I don't know what happened. At first it was just like whatever, then you gagged and.."

"Are you really even gay? Like, are you playing me? I'm really bout to slap the shit out of you right now."

"Yes I'm gay, I like boys. I don't know...you just did something for me right there."

"Ejay....what about the lingerie? Like, you had me try on a thousand different things, did you get turned on?"

At first I was really mad like, is this motherfucka playing me. Then...I could hear the sadness laced in his voice, and realized he was serious.

"Kenzie...can we not?" Ejay stood up and packed his things.

"Ejay seriously....like what's up?" I grabbed his arm before he could walk out of the door.

"Yes, I was turned on the whole time. Like, really turned on and I have feelings for you. I'm confused about a lot right now, I'll just talk to you later."

Ejay hurriedly ran out of the house, and jumped in his car. Watching him, I felt sad. Not because he saw me in lingerie or anything, but...because he's my friend. It's nothing wors then having a friend that likes you, and them not wanting you back. It's not that I wouldn't date Ejay but.....he's gay and I'm dating Ryan.