While waiting for Giaro to come over I called the local Chinese food restaurant and ordered us both General Tso Chicken meals.

As I waited for Giaro to arrive, I thought of Ryan. Sometimes we get along while other times we can't help but argue. Every conversation we've ever had has resorted to us fighting. Though I get angry at him, I can't help but want him to ravage me...to feel him inside of me. I imagined him doing the things he said he would to me. Ryan's naked body hovering over me. I felt myself getting wet. I closed my eyes and bit my bottom lip thinking of him inside of me. I slid my hand in the front of my shorts, as I went to slip my hand in my panties.....I heard a banging on the side door. I knew it had to be Giaro, I rinsed my hands off and went to the laundry room door. Though it was still daylight, I couldn't help but be cautious in the house by myself. I unlocked my phone to call Giaro, yet he called me first.

"Open the damn door! Got me waiting outside." I hung up on him as I reached the side door.

"You didn't have to yell at me dammit."

Giaro swiftly walked into the house with his bag of clothes.

"Can you like greet me or something?" He asked with a grin on his face.

"Nope, I don't have time for that."

Giaro followed me into the house, once we reached the kitchen I turned to him.

"This the kitchen hoe."

"You are so disrespectful. So rude and sassy....lets go to your bedroom." Giaro said while closing the space between us.

"What about we wait for the food to come?"

"Ooooh...what are we eating?"

"Chinese food, we both are having General Tso Chickens."

"Now...I think I'm really in love with you." He stared in my eyes and I couldn't tell if he was serious or playing anymore.

I turned away from him moving into the dinning room.

"We can sit in here or we can sit in the living room and watch tv?"

"Doesn't matter to me."

Before I could sit at the dining room table, the doorbell rang. I grabbed the money I sat on the table earlier then walked over to the front door. Opening the door I was greeted by the delivery boy.

"Hi Miss, are you Ken?"

"Hi, yes I'm ken."

"Well, I have your order for 2 General Tso Chicken meals."

"Thank you." I said while he handed me the food.

"That'll be 23.50." I handed him the money and watched him count every bill and looked at the two quarters."

"Thanks for the tip."

"No problem." I went to close the door when he stopped me.

"Are you sure you can eat all that by yourself? I could always stop by after work." He winked at me.

"She's not by herself, so she'll do just fine."

"Oh, I'm sorry I didn't know."

"Nope, it's fine." Giaro closed the door in his face, and I locked the door.

"I told you, you got the hoes on lock." He took the food out of my hands, and walked into the kitchen.

"No I don't, stop saying that." I said as I walked into the kitchen.

"Every dude that has ever looked at you...in my presents, looks in those eyes and can't help but feel something."

"Every dude?"

"Every dude." He said looking at me then slowly shaking his head while turning away.

"We can eat in my room..if you want."

"Yeah, let's do that. Do you have anything to drink?" I nodded my head at him as I grabbed a 2 liter, 2 cups, and two water bottles.

"How much do you think we're going to drink?"

"A lot if you got that LOUD."

"Can you not? Like...you're trying too hard." I straight faced him. "When was the last time you smoked?"

"Like 2 months before Chris and I broke up?"

"That's a long ass time, I have to smoke at least one a week."

"You're a damn pothead...that's why."

"And I really don't care."

I made sure I held the drinks and cups securely before walking up the stairs.

"I feel like we're walking forever.." Giaro pouted behind me.

"Well, your ass can stay downstairs if it's too many stairs."

"See, I like girls like you. Act all tough, talking crazy to me, but when we get right into the bedroom. You're screaming my name and can't get enough..you become so vulnerable to the touch."

"Shut up GIARO."

"See, now you don't want to talk about it because you know it's true."

We reached my bedroom and began setting our things up on the floor.

"Move my white rug, I don't need that sauce on it."

"Ok old lady, give me a chance to move it." He moved the rug to the other side of the room.

"Shit, I forgot to get my bag. I don't want to walk down all those stairs and my weed is in it." Giaro pouted his pink lips out while staring at me.

"I'll go get it you lazy hoe, only because you're a guest in my house."

I ran down the wooden stairs hoping Giaro wouldn't mess up anything in my room. I grabbed his bag, then realized he left his cellphone too. I tried my hardest to just get his things and go up stairs yet..I couldn't conquer my curiosity. I unlocked his screen, which wasn't very hard since he didn't have a code. Like the professional snooper I am, I went directly to his text messages. I knew he had a lot of friends but I knew his close friend was some guy named Brock. I clicked his name and slipped through his messages with a single swipe of the finger, then I saw something that surprised me.

No...Giaro isn't secretly gay but he likes someone, not just like as in wanna fuck but like as in wanna date. I read Giaro messages as he explained why he liked her, that he doesn't think she likes him. Then Brock asks is he going to fuck her, Giaro says he's stupid, and that's basically it. Not saying her name, what she looked like, nothing at all. Of course, me being noisy I want to ask but I can't just say "Hey! Looked through your messages, I'mma noisy ass bitch, I wanna know who this girl is you're talking about." That's wouldn't really work out well.

I walked back up the stairs to my bedroom to find Giaro on the floor, back to my bed and eating without me.

"You couldn't wait?" I asked as I sat next to him.

"You took too long, ain't nobody got time for that." I couldn't help rolling my eyes at him.

"What you wanna watch? I have Netflix."

"Let's watch some interracial porn...something for me, something for you."

"Are you serious right now?"

"Yes, if you're not going to show me your chocolate chip cookie, I might as well see someone else's."

"Omg, can you like not? I'll get my remote and phone for Chromecast."

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•Three Hours Later•

We sat on the floor watching what felt like the 5th movie. I liked hanging with Giaro but something was missing..we need to do more. Then I remembered the weed he said he had.

"Giaro."

"Yes?"

"I wanna smoke."

"Ok, but you wanna smoke in the house?"

"Yes, it's not like they'll find out...unless the house burns down or something."

"We won't burn the damn house down." Giaro crawled over to his bag and unzipped it. I looked at his butt, which was cute as fuck.

"Why don't you change into your pj's before we start?"

"I didn't bring any."

"Wha-What why?" What angle was he working from?

"I don't sleep in pajamas, unless it's a holiday or something."

"Then....what will you wear?"

"My boxers."

"Your boxers? How do you think that would look with you walking around in your boxers?"

"Who are you trying to hide me from? No ones coming home." He laughed at me.

Giaro quickly stood to his feet, then untied his shoes. Next he slowly unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. Though he unzipped his pants he didn't pull them down, he took off this shirt dropping it on the floor. I stared at his chiseled body, wondering if it tasted as good as it looked. I knew he knew I was watching him undress, yet he didn't mind. Giaro pulled down his jeans, they hit the floor with a loud thud. I looked from his chest down to his crotch..seeing a slight outline but I couldn't see much became of the looseness of his boxers.

"I got it ready before I came over."

"You got it ready?"

"Yeah, I got it ready. I didn't want you to have it all messy. So I did it carefully before I came over."

"You thought I would see it?"

"Dumby, you have to see it in order to smoke it right?"

"You're talking about the....OOH-Oh yeah that's fine that you did it already." He shook his head at me as he went to get the stuff out and put his clothes in.

For a moment I really was lost, I thought he was talking about something completely different. My hoeish thoughts are getting the best of me.

Giaro pulled the baggy of blunts out of his bag along with the lighter then sat next to me.

"You got an ashtray or something? I don't think you want stuff on your carpet."

"I don't have an ashtray, what do I get?" Who the hell would just have an ashtray laying around?

"Get a lil disposable bowl..something like that."

I left my room and went downstairs to find a disposable bowl. I looked in the top cabinets and didn't see anything, then went to the bottom cabinets. Looking in the bottom cabinet I finally found a stack of plastic bowls about the size of two small hands. Grabbing two of the bowls I made my way back up the stairs.

"I found these." I said while handing them to him.

"Sit that ass down so we can smoke."

Giaro had about 6 blunts in the baggy, he pulled out one handing it to me.

"You want me to light it or you want to light it yourself?" I haven't smoked in such a long time I knew I would just be lighting it but I didn't want to mess up. Even the simplest task of smoking.

"You can light it for me..I'mma posh girl."

"Girl, shut up."

I put the blunt to my lips while Giaro quickly put the lighter to the end of the blunt. I inhaled, inhaling as much as I could. Then taking it from my lips, holding the blunt between my fingers.

"Damn! Slow down." Giaro said as he watched me closely. I held it in as long as I could before blowing smoke into the air. I took another big hit holding it in as long as possible before blowing it into the air.

"Damn that shit sexy." He said while biting his bottom lip.

I stared into Giaro's eyes as I could feel the high beginning to start. I bit my bottom lip while handing him the blunt. Laying the hand the blunt was in on his thigh. I felt my body warming up and the room seemed to become slightly blurry. I forgot that when I get high...I get super horny.

I watched Giaro inhale and exhale, I stared at his plump lips and imagined them kissing the inside of my thighs. It felt as if my lady part was vibrating.

"You want some more?" I nodded my head at him.

"Yes..Daddy Giaro." I said while laughing.

He handed the blunt back to me, I inhaled as much as I could.

"Ok, you don't need anymore." He tried to take it from me.

"Yes I do Daddy Giaro."

"Nah...you don't Kenzie." He took it from me.

I laid my hand back on his thigh gripping it tightly. He continued to smoke as if he was used to lying on the floor half naked smoking weed.

"Your ass...can't handle shit. I thought we could at least have two blunts before bed."

"You can have two still, I'm hungry." I said trying to stand, yet my foot slipped on the carpet and I hit my knee on the floor.

"Shit! Sit the hell down or something." He hissed.

"Haha..calm down G, I'm just trying to get the rest of my food." I crawled over to my box, sitting on my knees and eating.

I grabbed my food and sat back next to Giaro as he finished the blunt. Placing it in one of the bowls.I finished eating, then placed the food down and laid my hand back on his thigh. I moved my hand higher up is leg.

"Don't do that." He said while removing my hand.

"Why? You don't want me touching you?" I asked biting my lip and putting my hand back where it was.

"Come on..you're high. Let's just lay in bed..you're probably sleepy."

Giaro picked me up and placed me in the bed. He then cleaned the trash up and placed the bowls on one of my shafts. He turned off all the lights and laid next to me, placing the covers over us and wrapped his arms around me.

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I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes and my phone vibrating on the floor. I felt something heavy on top of me, wrapped around my stomach. I looked down and it was Giaro's arm..looking around, I looked at his face. He was sleeping peacefully, I wanted to move but I felt bad thinking about waking him. I tried moving from under his arm but he pulled me back into his warm body. I felt the remote between us and tried to grab it since it was irritating me. I grabbed it and realized it wasn't the remote.. it was his dick. It was hard as a rock and I could feel the veins in it, feeling it thumping in my hand. I went to quickly let go but Giaro smashed my hand between his waist and my back.

"Don't let go." He said in a raspy voice.

"Giaro..."

"Kenzie...just make it go away." He moved placing more space between us.

"Giaro..."

"Turn around Ken." I turned around to face him.

"Just make it go away...I don't feel like taking a cold shower." He moved on his back and placed my hand on his dick.

I set up from the bed and climbed on top of him.

"What are we if I do this?"

"You want it to be something more?" He asked while looking up at me, his arms under his head.

"Do you?"

"As much as I like you...which is a lot..I wouldn't be good for you. Right now, I'm not good in relationships and I don't want to make you sad."

"You're like the sweetest person." I bent down and kissed him on the cheek.

"We could be like FWB's."

"FWB's?" I slapped his chest.

"Friends with benefits dummy."

"Oh....anything to get me to fuck you? Right?" I jumped off of him. "Since you're talking like this...you can take a cold shower." He set up in bed.

"We can take a shower together." I got out of bed and went searching for clean underwear.

"You can take a shower up here and I'll take a shower downstairs." I went looking for something else to wear.

"We're staying in the house anyways, why are you looking for something else to wear?"

"I don't know."

"I brought some extra boxer briefs and a small white-t. I want you to wear it?"

"You want me to wear it?"

"Yes, that's the reason I brought some small boxer briefs and a small white-t. I can't fit that shit."

"Where did you get it from if it's too small? You had some other girls wearing it?" Giaro went searching in his bag.

"No..I wouldn't have you wearing some random bitch clothes. My grandma bought it for me, but it's too small." He handed me the shirt and briefs.

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After taking my shower I went upstairs to check on Giaro but I didn't find him upstairs. I grabbed my phone then went downstairs to find him. He was sitting at the table in just his underwear and socks.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm waiting for food."

"What do you mean you're waiting for food? I know you don't think my ass is about to cook you anything."

"I knew your ass would start acting crazy..I ordered us some food from Coney Island. I got them to deliver the food."

"Oh, thanks Giaro." I said while kissing his cheek.

"Anyways! Someone called you when I got out of the shower, but I didn't answer it."

"When I found it, it was still on the floor...so you didn't even touch it."

"Nope, I didn't." I went to sit in a chair but he grabbed my waist and sat me on his lap.

I unlocked my phone and saw I had three missed calls from Ryan. I didn't feel like talking to him so I locked my phone back.

When the doorbell rang, Giaro quickly lifted me from his lap.

"Let me get my money." I said.

"You bought dinner, I got breakfast."

He went to the front door paying for the food, and came back placing it on the table.

"What did you get us?"

"We have the same thing. Pancakes, eggs, and bacon with a large hash browns on the side. So we can share."

As I helped him untie the bag, I heard someone bagging on the side door.

"I'll go get that." I said walking away.

"Nah, I got it. Just get the food ready woman."

"Open the damn door boy."

I took the boxes out of the bag checking the food, making sure it was what he ordered. As I was about to open the third box, I heard yelling coming from the laundry room. I went speed walking into the laundry room to see Ryan yelling at Giaro.

"Ryan, what are you doing?"

"What do you mean?! What are you doing?! Who the fuck is this?!" He yelled, pointing at Giaro.

"I'm just her friend...we're not even doing anything."

"I didn't ask you I asked her!"

"Ryan, I don't feel like this. Just stop please!"

"Ok, I'mma just go upstairs to your room. I'll leave y'all alone." Giaro walked past us into the kitchen. Causing Ryan to go in after him.

"You let this motherfucka in your bedroom?! But you wouldn't let me!"

"It's not like that."

"It must be like that."

"Mackenzie, I'mma just get my stuff and leave." Giaro stated.

"Giaro don't leave, just wait a second."

"Nah, he can just leave. I'm here now, he can go home." Giaro went up the stairs.

"Giaro! Just wait in my room!"

"No, he can leave."

"Ryan! Just stop."

"How you let him in the bedroom and wouldn't let me?"

"It's not like that Ryan."

"It looks like something to me, he opened the damn door in his draws...you walking around the house in his boxers and shit."

"Ok, but it's not like that. He's my friend. Why am I even explaining this to you?"

"You keep saying that's ya'll friends but y'all both walking around half dressed. Your hair everywhere looking all luxurious and shit and you saying ain't nothing happening?!"

"Nothing's happening! Nothing's happened!"

"You're probably just saying that. For all I know y'all probably fucked. You just have dudes lining up to get with you, don't you?"

"I didn't fuck him! Why does everyone think I've fucked someone?!" I didn't even feel like talking to him anymore, every time we talk something has to go wrong.

"Why are you here?"

"I'm here because you haven't answered my calls or texts, and you need to help me with my work."

"You're being extremely overprotective for someone who's single, and you need to stop that shit."

"I'm not doing anything."

"You're not doing anything?! You always act super fucking possessive and I'm not about to deal with someone like that anymore."

"I'm not possessive, I just care a lot."

"You are acting possessive! I've already been in a relationship like this and I will NOT deal with someone treating me any type of way I don't agree with!"

"Ok, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to act like that."

"Now...what do you need from me?"

"I need you to tell that guy to get out and get to helping me with this work."

"I'm not telling GIARO to leave, and I'm a little busy entertaining a guest."

"Well why don't you entertain both of us? I see you got breakfast...I'm kind of hungry."

"No Ryan, I'm busy with one person."

"Can you just ask Gina?"

"His name is GIARO not Gina. I'll ask him but you're irritating me."

I went walking up the stairs to my bedroom when I felt Ryan behind me.

"I'll come back down and tell you what he said. Just wait."

When I finally reached my room, I found Giaro sitting on the bed watching tv.

"Did you get your protective boyfriend to leave?"

"No, I haven't and he's not my boyfriend."

"I couldn't tell. He almost fucking attacked me. You know I couldn't do much...in my nakedness and all."

"You weren't naked though, you were in your draws."

"That's not the point, I don't want to be here while he's here. I think it'll be better if I leave." He stood from my bed going through his things.

"Giaro, I thought we were going to smoke and eat...hang out."

"We can do that some other time, I don't want nor need to be in the middle of any kind of drama." He pulled a shirt over his head.

"Wait, what if y'all become friends? I could hang out with both of you guys."

"Look...every time I'm around you. Something goes wrong, someone tries to fight me or attack me. I don't have time for shit like that." Giaro pulled up his pants then worked on putting his shoes on.

"I thought we were friends though, that you were someone I could talk to."

"We were friends...before this asshole came over." He zipped up his bag and grabbed the bag of blunts.

"So that's it? We're not friends anymore and you don't care about me?"

"I-I ugh....do you want the blunts?" I could feel my eyes water and a slight pain in my chest. I looked down at the ground so he couldn't see. He threw the bag at me, it landing on my lap.

"You can keep the food I bought it for you. I'm taking my food, and I'll see you another time." Giaro closed the door behind him.

I couldn't help the tears that rolled down my cheeks after hearing the door close. I wasn't crying because he left, I was crying because everyone seems to push me away..my parents don't even want to deal with me.

I walked in the bathroom and cleaned my face before going downstairs. I found Ryan sitting at the table with his work out and my food still placed on the table. I picked up the box of food and put it in the refrigerator..I wasn't hungry anymore.

"I see your friend didn't want me to be here." Ryan said looking at me as I sat down.

"Yeah...well he's not much of a friend."

"What happened upstairs?"

"Nothing Ryan...let's just work on what we need to. I don't really feel like it today so let's do what we can."

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•Two & a Half Hours Later•

"Ok when you finish that up, that's it. We'll work on the rest another day." Ryan slowly worked on this last problem, gripping the pencils tightly.

I thought about Giaro, Vonté, and Chris. Maybe I'm a bad person or the guys I pick are just horrible, because with everyone of them something has went wrong. Chris cheated on me with what I thought was a friend, Vonté called me a hoe in front of the whole school then hit me a few times, and Giaro just left me.

Leaving me in the dust completely, having me think he was an actual friend but he probably just wanted to fuck. Like everyone else that has ever showed interest in me. Since fucking puberty, my ass getting bigger and me having tits, no one has liked me for me. No guy wanting to know me as a person, Me breaking up with Chris was probably for the best. Though he never forced me to have sex or anything, I knew in the back of my mind that's all he wanted from me.

"Ok, can you check that?" He slid the work over to me. Quickly checking it and looking at some notes to make sure, I nodded my head at him.

"Yeah, that's right." As Ryan packed up this things, he stopped and looked me in the eyes.

"Can I come over tomorrow?"

"Yeah, like at 12:00....or do you have school?"

"No, I don't. They suspended me too because I....was basically just there."

"Oh ok. Then...12:00 is fine."

"Do you want me stay with you?"

"Nah, my parents are coming home later."

"Then...why was Giaro over here?"

"Ryan, I have a headache. Can you get your things and leave?"

"Ok." He grabbed his things and went through the kitchen to the side door.

"I'll call you tonight."

"No, don't call me, text me, kik me, instant message me, tweet me, FaceTime me, Facebook me....nothing. I'll call or message you if I need you to come over or something." As I nudged him out of the door, I closed the door behind him. From the window I watched him walk to his truck and drive away.

I think I need to take a break from people...including Ryan. Of course, I have to help Ryan with that shit but we aren't talking about anything aside from work and more work. I found my way to my bed, crawled under the covers and laid on my back. I stared at the ceiling and could feel my cheeks become moist, wiping the tears away. I turned on my side and closed my eyes.

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•The Next Day•

I stood under the hot water as it burned my skin. At this moment I didn't really feel anything. Since yesterday, I've been feeling numb...and my parents never called me yesterday. When I called them and my brother they never answered. The close friends I thought I had are too busy to talk to me, and my best friend is too focused on her new boyfriend. Which of course, I knew nothing about.

Stepping out of the shower, I threw on the orange pajamas from the night before. I went back into the bathroom and stared at my reflection, looking at my slightly matted hair. I brushed it out and put it into a pineapple ponytail. I walked over to my draws and found some random socks to slip on. Grabbing my phone I went downstairs into the kitchen. I haven't ate since Giaro was here the other night, and I still don't have an appetite. I drank 3 cups of water before calling Ryan.

"Hello?"

"Hey Ryan, are you on your way?"

"Yeah, I'm at the back door."

"Ok." I said before hanging up and going to the back door to let him in.

I unlocked the door and led him into the house fully.

"Mackenzie? Can I have some water?"

"Uhh...yeah, there's some water bottles in the fridge." I walked into the dining room and sat down at the table waiting for him to sit.

"Hey, you didn't eat your food from yesterday?" Ryan asked as he walked into the dining room, sitting in the chair across from me.

"Ugh no...I wasn't hungry."

"Oh,ok then." Ryan went digging in his bag.

I stared at him moving and I felt slightly light headed, he looked as if he was moving in slow motion.

"Can you get your stuff out faster?"

"I'm sorry, ok." He quickly pulled out the packet, placing it on the table and flipping to the right page. "I was thinking we could try to do 20 pages today. You know..take a bigger chunk out of the work."

"Sure, whatever." I replied as I grabbed the packet. Ryan sat waiting for my next words.

"Ok, so we know that Ni is what?"

"Ni is...Nickel?"

"Yes that's right, and Rg is what?"

"Shit..that damn word is long. I think it's Roentgenium?"

"Yeah, that's right and..." For some reason I couldn't finish my sentence, my eyes wildly shot around the room like they had a mind of their own. I felt even more light headed than before.

"Mackenzie? Are you ok?" I blinded my eyes and the next thing I knew I couldn't open them, all I saw was blackness.

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I woke up to the a white ceiling, and I felt a soft material under me. I turned my head to the right and suddenly realized where I was. I was laying on my couch in the den and a furry blanket was laying over me. I moved in the sitting position and set up. I went to stand but couldn't....my body felt so weak.

"You up?"

"Yeah." I replied to Ryan in a raspy voice, he was standing in the kitchen making something.

"What happened?" I asked as he pushed me further into the couch and placed the blanket back over me.

"We were just talking and you stopped then you fucking just started falling from the chair. I grabbed you and tried to wake you. But when you didn't, I laid you on the couch. Right now, I'm making you some soup." He walked back into the kitchen.

"I'm not hungry."

"Well..you have to eat something, you can't just faint and expect me to let you walk around like nothing happened."

"I do expect for you to act like nothing happened, I don't want help and I don't need help. I just want you to stop." Ryan walked back into the den with a bowl of soup, a spoon, and a small plate under it.

"Then you get the unexpected, you have to eat something."

"I don't want anything."

"If I have to feed it to you, you're going to eat this damn soup." I crossed my arms and looked away from him, as weak as I was, he wasn't going to force me to eat.

"Look, I know you've been starving yourself since yesterday. If you want to talk, then let's talk."

"I don't have anything to talk about, so let's not."

"You do need someone to talk to and you have something to talk about. You think I wouldn't notice your bloodshot eyes and the puffiness around them."

"Whatever. You don't care, just like everyone else." Ryan sat next to me, resting the soup on his lap.

"If I didn't care, I would have let your ass hit the floor and I would have left the house after. Leaving you to wake to an empty house, but I didn't...I carried you on the couch and made you soup." I took the soup from him and placed it on my lap.

"Thank you, always grumpy." Ryan stood and walked back into the kitchen.

"Whatever." I said as I blew the soup on the spoon. He came back with a napkin and bottled water.

"Do you wanna talk about yesterday now?" He used the napkin to whip something from my cheek.

"No, I don't."

"I wanna talk about it...I heard the whole conversation." I'm not surprised he did, he's always in everything.

"Oh." I retorted.

"Yeah, look I'm different Mackenzie."

"I don't know how many times I've heard that line."

"No, I really am. Ok...I was being a possessive asshole, I'm sorry. But I really am different, the only reason I act that way is....because of some stuff and I'm not really like that."

"You probably do act like that, just like Vonté, and I don't need another him again."

"Don't compare me to someone like Vonté or Vonté for that matter. I couldn't on my worst day be compared to him." He was angry I said that, moving to the love seat across from me.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feeling. I'm just not....feeling good."

"If you don't want to talk about anything I won't force you, but know you can talk to me. I'm not Chris, Vonté, or Giaro and I won't just leave that easily."

"Are you serious?" I could feel my eyes getting moist but I wouldn't allow a tear to fall. I learned that with guys I move too fast. So now I really just want to be friends with Ryan, nothing inbetween.

"It's forreal this time..I'm here for you."