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WEDNESDAY - 11 DAYS
❀Rima❀
Walking into school, I saw everyone either reading the schools paper with a horrified expression or surrounding one of the many cherry blossom trees that were planted at the school. While I tried to hide the smirk from popping on to my lips I look around soaking in the clear nervousness and evident feeling of fear that radiated off of everyone in the front courtyard. Spotting the girl from yesterday, the one who was talking to Lisa, crying into her palms I walked over to her.
"Hello? Are you okay? What's going on around here with everyone?" I was trying my best to act as though as I was concerned.
When I was younger I took an acting class in hopes to convince those around me that I was normal like them. The feelings I lacked only showed more through my emotionless younger self as I wasn't as cheery and bubbly as the rest of the kids in my grade. I tapped into my acting ability as best as I could, trying to add some worry and confusion into the way I spoke.
"My friend... Lisa Anderson hung herself on the cherry blossom everyone is surrounding. She left a note saying how she was tired of not being understood, and how she couldn't take the guilt of being raped," she says hiccuping every three words while trying to explain
'Oh, I know. What you seem to fail at is you couldn't even tell her handwriting was forged. What a friend' I thought as she cried
I rubbed her back with a sympathetic look on my face.
"We were the best of friends! We were going to move out of this town and it just is her and I against the world, but I guess we weren't as close as I thought. I knew something was wrong, and when I asked all she did was push me away!" she said crying harder
"I'm so sorry for your loss," I said tears falling
And if you thought they were really you're wrong. Yesterday as I hung her on the tree I practiced my fake tears as I watched her struggle to breathe and plead for me to let her live. Of course, she pleads only lasted about a minute and were strained by the rope around her neck it was still a great sight.
The rage that had built up inside me the night before had turned to sick sweet amounts of pleasure. Relief of any stress that came between any obstacles of my precious soulmate and me. The thought of how pleasant it was to feel something for once after so many long years of endless emptiness.
'I hope you don't make the same mistake as your dear friend. I think if you knew it was me it would only be clear that I would do anything for Alex,'
"Please can I just be alone," she pleaded
Not bothering to give a true response I gave a pitiful nod her way and walked down the path until I overheard a conversation. After a few moments I spotted a girl with pink hair in a high ponytail who looked a bit lost.
'She looks familiar....'
"Hello! Are you new to the school? You do and don't look familiar so I wanted to ask," I say with a smile
"Hello! Yeah, I am new. My name is Tina Cole, I could actually really use some help," she says with a bow
"It's a pleasure to meet you. My name is Rima Inah," I say bowing my head to her in return.
"Ina...Inah... Rima...RIMA!" She yells happily hugging me
"Don't you remember me? We were in the same class from 1st to 5th we were like best friends!"
'Oh...Just go with it I guess..'
"Oh yeah! Of course, it's you! I knew you seemed familiar with how could I forget your beautiful self!" I say
'Maybe it's okay to have a real friend all through my missions? As long as she doesn't get in my way...hopefully'
"Ah! Thank you, Rima..." She says with a tiny blush
"So why did you move schools?" I asked
"We moved, because of my mom's boyfriend. We liked it here and missed it so we came back!" She smiles
"So what class are you in?" I asked
"I'm in 2 -3B! And you?!" She says exited
"Oh, I'm in 2-6B...just a couple of classes down though we can still see each other still though!" I say actually upset
"I could walk you to class you look lost," I say
"Yes please..." She said upset
As we were walking up the steps we catch up, and I thought everything was great....until...
"Don't look now but a really cute boy is coming this way," she says as she glances behind me
"Inah! Oh, it's so great to see you. I've been meaning to see you." Alex says happily
"Hello. You can call me Rima," I say with a smile
'Don't blush
Don't blush
Don't stutter! He's only the one you'll marry in your future' Ran through my head over and over
"You look... Great today. Oh, and you're a friend too... Let's find a way to hang out soon Rima," he says with a smile as heat rushes to my cheeks
'oh please please say my name once more. My name sounded so beautiful coming from him. I could die if he said it enough. My name my name my name. Alex, I love you. Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. That's all I need to hear next. My heart it aches'
'T-thank you, you look great too!" I say as I grab Teana-Chana hand
"We have to go, but talk to you again s-soon, !" I said as I quickly rushed us to the bathroom so I could splash my face with water
"So is he... something to you?" Tina asked
"N-no...not yet though," I say
"Well if he isn't and you like him you better say something to him or I might just steal him from under you," she says. I look up to make sure I heard her right and I see her look at her nails and inspect herself in the mirror. I hope she is lying or joking because I let my guard down on friends and I didn't want this to be my new experience from it.
I glare at her hard through the mirror although she doesn't take notice to it, and simply goes on, but then she turns mean...
"Plus I doubt he wants a girl who is an underclassman and has no thigh gap," she says as she is about to go in a stall
"There is a pretty big thigh gap when he is between my legs," I say and push her head into the toilet
'I wonder how long she can hold her breath...' I smirk as I hold her into the toilet water
She screams as she is taking in water and I just whistle
"That is such a waste of breathing Tina. Screaming is pointless~" I say in a sing-song voice as she suddenly stops moving
Smiling to my self I lock the stall and climb over the wall. I wish I could have had someone for everyone left me. I killed someone for saying something but it was my Alex. I couldn't let that happen. I couldn't let her insult me.
'Should buy me some time till I can dispose of her body...what a shame I thought we could be friends, AH well I have to fake panic later I guess when she goes 'missing' until she is announced 'dead'
Maybe I should take a break of killing?
But...No ill just throw her into a lake later today in a box that looks muddy. I argue in my head until I was stopped from my thoughts
"Nah!" A girl with short red hair and glasses says running up to me
"Sam Hess wants to talk to you, he says it was urgent and sent me to get you! He is in room G1," she says with a smile
'The basement?' I thought
"Can you show me to him?' I asked with a smile
"Ah yes follow me!" She says skipping down the halls as we took a turn I saw a made sure my little pocket knife was still in my pocket and positioned it better into my sleeve for I hadn't trusted whoever this Sam Hess was. I stared at the floor and continued to walk.
As she opened the door I saw a boy with long black hair held back in a sad excuse of a hairstyle known as a man bun. His eyes clouded over by the darkness but I could see they were a deep dark brown. His face was stern and waited as the young girl left with a smile and a close of the door. We were now alone.
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