Hey guys 1st of all I want to clear my point of regarding sanskar's behaviour...

1st of all he raised in a family where he notice his mother figures are so much busy with themselves that sanskar uttara laksh and adarsh never got any motherly love... they mostly sanskar cope up with it thinking this is only his normal life... so he never bother sujata or any other family member just engage himself in making money money and money... he knew his family members is there with him only for his money...

Next adarsh got married with parineeta who turn out to be another so called maheshwary... and he also sees nisha getting the same treatment like they once upon a time used to get... and everything was going as usual until he have to accept the marriage proposal that too laksh's girlfriend's sister... he never wanted to marry and bring another mrs maheshwary in his house... so he just called the girl so that she can refuge this marriage as he was bounded... but the girl means swara had no option to refuge and sanskar misinterpret it... and without any proper knowledge he concluded that the girl only coming to his life for his money... now some of you questioned why he couldn't consider her as wife... so 1st, he never wanted to marry and told the girl he would never be her husband... he was from 1st clear to her... but then also she came... he already concluded it she wants money... another money minded girl like parineeta maheshwary, sujata maheshwary, Annapurna maheshwary... so he just give what she wanted from his conclusion that is the atm card and give her that... after that he never got interested in atleast look at her... he just do his work like meeting and all, office home sleep... his regular routine... 2nd, he never knew what is love... love between parents, love between any relation around us... so he never knew it, now you questioned how come adarsh, laksh knows... every peoples mind heart is not same... some people grew in lovable atmosphere but still he have jealousy hatred cruelty in heart... some people grew up in hating atmosphere but still know how to shower love and spread it... some people's mind is so sensitive that he just get hurt in small reason, some are so strong that none can make him sad by insulting... so sanskar mind and heart blocked and he stood far away from love thing... but in my point of view this 2nd point is minor than the 1st one... cause why I will even look at the person who come to him for money...

Now the 2nd point is jealousy from nisha...

So everything was going smoothly until swara come... then also everything was ok for sanskar until he found out swara withdrew just 2000rs from her account where the two spending lakhs... now his mind got a point... so when he with disturbed mind goes to talk with swara then he not only notice her but also notice her love and care towards nisha... so for him its not like why she is not taking care of him but nisha... his point was why she is caring nisha... for him they didn't get love so why nisha is getting... and more over she is not even anyone for her... when her own mother is not paying attention then why she? So that's the question... he is not seeing swara as his mother or whatever mother figure... he is getting irritated with nisha just because she is getting motherly love... and for him maheshwary children should not get love... that's the normal thing for him... so now if you say he is mentally sick... may be he have some psychological problem... and its not so uncommon for sanskar's history...

3rd is suddenly claiming her as wife...

He claimed her after getting to know about her past history her nature... as soon as he got it he just runs to her to give comfort to her which he also don't know what it is... you call him double standard so he is... and when he sees swara caring nisha his question was she is his wife then why nisha is getting love... again the question was why nisha is getting when she is no where in relation with her... she can show it to him that can be judged cause she is his wife... but why nisha... he didn't understood love comes with heart not with mind... he is my husband I will love him only bhaar mein jaye janta... this can't be happen...

This is totally my opinion for my story... I don't know how much I could convey you... I really wanted to show this... if you interpreted something other... then may be its my failure... and here I am not judging swara... swara did nothing wrong... I just give sanskar's side defence...

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Swara and sanskar both lie down... swara lieing in the furthest corner of the bed away from sanskra... he looks at her back for sometime then slightly move to her...

Sanskar extends his hand to her but take it back and try to call her: ummm... swara...

Swara gets alert and looks at him slightly turning... waiting for him to say why he suddenly called her...

Sanskar softly says: woh... umm... from tomorrow I will drop you school and go office...

Swara close her eyes and takes a deep sigh then says: tomorrow is Sunday...

Saying this she again turned, sanskar was about to say something when she says: and don't have to worry... you continue with your work... and I always leave house after 9:40... and you at 9:00... so no need...

Sanskar thinks for sometime... he has two office to manage so start early in morning and work for late is his usual routine... 1 hour delay means he have to work one more hour at night... that's ok... he can spend some time with her knowing her more... she is different... from all the ladies in his life... she is...

"I will reschedule" he says looking at her back... swara didn't answer... may be she asleep...

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Sanskar was staring at his plate which containing the paneer sandwitch... he search for swara... but she is nowhere to be seen...

"bhai... eat no... this is so yummy" uttara says chewing the sandwich moaning... he looks at her then again looks for swara...

"bimla kaki where is swara?" sanskar asks looking at her... all the members stops eating and looks at him... 1st of all sanskar never say one word... and next he is searching swara...

"baba wo... she is in kitchen with nisha"

"oh" sanskar sighs and looks at his plate...

"what she is doing there?" ragini asks chewing...

"wo baby ji wanted pan cake... she is making that" bimla kaki informed and looks at parineeta who is scrolling her phone...

"pan cake..." ragini shrieks... sanskar close his eyes tightly being annoyed...

"swara two for me also" she shouts demanding...

Sanskar looks at her clenching his jaw... he was about to get up when he sees swara coming with as usual nisha trailing behind her... sanskar looks at her hand deep brown coloured chocolate pancake on a plate... she slowly keep it on table and put nisha on chair... and sits beside her...

"you made chocolate pancake... you know I don't like it... bring normal pancake swara go..." ragini says frowning...

Swara looks at her and softly says: ragini... nisha loves it so I make limited for her...

"no... I want it... go now make... I am not eating this sandwich" ragini says stubbornly pushing her plate... all are looking at her drama... durgaprasad and ramprasad both sighed and was about to get up when they stops and looks at sanskar...

"then don't eat... stay hungry either go make it yourself or ask bimla kaki..." he says in loud voice and looks at swara angrily as she has already got up from her chair... swara looks at him and then ragini... her eyes are brimming with tears... none scold her for a single time from child hood... she gets up and runs to her room....

Parineeta: adarsh lets go... ma we are going for shoping and then lunch...

She looks at nisha: nisha baby... don't say you want to come... stay here with bimla kaki and be a good baby... bye sweety...

Nisha nodes happily and waves her chocolaty hand: bye mamma...

Parineeta goes out followed by adarsh... sujata and Annapurna also goes in... laksh looks at his room then at sanskar then goes to his room...

Swara sighs and feed nisha... nisha also feed her giggling... sanskar was eating silently then look at swara as all left without them...

Sanskar looks at swara then at nisha... nisha hopped in her lap from her chair giggling... sanskar looks at swara's plate then asks: don't you like paneer sandwich?

Swara and nisha both look at him... nisha ups her hands in joy: pancakes...

She claps... swara smiles at her... sanskar gets annoyed again... he looks at swara for answer but she has engrossed in nisha again... he clench his jaw and concentrate on his plate... he finish it and stands up to leave when swara looks at him and says: ra... ragini is not used to get scold... baba, ma, dadi never scold him...

"so? What should I do?" sanskar snaps... "sing about your brat sister to others..." he goes away from there...

Swara looks at him going and whispers: i... I was just saying...

At that time nishu pecks her cheek and feed her... swara looks at the paneer sandwich on her plate... she doesn't remember when she put it... she sighs and eat it...

Swara quickly make lunch and after feeding nisha and putting her in sleep goes to room at about 12:30... she sees the room is empty so she just takes out her copies and started to check them...

Then only she feels someone's presence and sees sanskar enter from balcony side in the room with laptop... sanskar tries to smile at her but swara quickly gets up and tries to collect her copies...

"where are you going?" swara looks at him listening his question...

"you work here... I will go to guest room..." she says and again turns to the copies...

"its ok... I have finished it..." he says and sits on bed keeping his laptop on table... swara thinks for a minute and sits on bed again...

Sanskar looks at her for second where she has engrossed in checking... he takes one copy and starts to see it... he was looking at one page for long... he has forgotten all his high school algebra so was trying to remember... he was about to disturb swara as he was not getting the math, When swara's phone rings... swara was engrossed in the copies so she attend it and put it on speaker...

"swara?"

"baba I am checking one copy... can I call you after 5 minutes..." she asks politely... still looking at copy...

"dare you cut the call swara... can't you take care of your little sister at all... I told you to look after ragini... and you make her cry today?" parvati's loud voice echo in the room...

"dadi..." swara whispers and about to off the speaker when sanskar snatch it from her...

"you knew ragini loves pancake... then why you didn't make it... you totally forgot we... my shekhar and janki brought you up with ragini without doing any difference... and this is your gratitude you showing..."

Swara looks at the phone and then at sanskar... who is inturn glaring her... swara looks at the phone again...

"I hope she is showing enough gratitude by donating her whole salary to you people... why don't you ask money from your ragini only... already she is sucking enough money of mine spending lakhs in month... and you people from my wife... so just ask it from your ragini only... she will spend one more lakh for you people..." sanskar says in loud voice gritting his teeth and cut the call... swara was looking at him with shocked face... then stands up: what have you done... how can you talk to them like that...

"I did that which you had to done long before... submit your bank details in your school and ask them to deposit there from next month..." sanskar says looking at her angrily...

"look" swara close her eyes and gulps her bubbling anger "I never bother you and never nagged you... so please I request you to do the same..." saying this she was about to go when sanskar holds her hand pulls her back...

"and I told you... we will try for this relationship... didn't you see how they were talking... what wrong I said... its your hard earned money and they are spending it with out giving you a single penny... if you had your money you didn't had to take mine..."

"oh so that's the reason... I am taking that two..."

"no that's not... you spend crore in month I won't say it... I am just saying that's yours... you want take care of them fine but not taking a single penny I think is not a wise thing... they are using you for money only..."

"just like your family" swara says harshly jerking his hands, couldn't control her anger any more.

Sanskar looks at her for sometime and slowly says: I am paying debt for rising me up... she never cared about me but cared about my marks, my business growing, send me abroad for study... and moreover she atleast nourished me for 10 months... so I am just paying it...

"I am doing same... after my parents they look after me gave shelter, give me education"

"no they didn't" sanskar says angrily looking at her... "you are teacher and though so dumb... you father was a major... mother was an army doctor... and being their only daughter you think you are penniless... government had given a huge amount every month for you bearing your school fees college fees hostel fees everything... they had given lakhs in his account after his death... this is rule..." (I am not sure if this is rule... but I think they certainly give a amount)

Swara looks at him with wide eyes... yes they definitely did... she never think about it...

"baba, bahurani lunch?" bimla kaki knocks the door...

Sanskar looks at her and says: you go we are coming...

Swara wipes her tears quickly which was falling with out her consent... sanskar looks at her and slowly says: lets go...

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After lunch...

Swara is still thinking something and looking at a paper for long time... sanskar looks at her from recliner...

"can I ask you something?" swara looks at him listening his voice...

"why you married me when you wanted a dream husband" sanskar asked her

Swara looks at him with wide eyes then says: it doesn't matter... leave it...

"not it matters... I concluded you married to me for money... I am sorry about that... I should have... leave it... please say now why you..."

Swara looks at him sighs: I never wanted to marry you...

"you never?" sanskar's tone become low...

"actually I was happy to get married but after you call I never wanted... but at the same time I didn't wanted to be burden on them anymore so I had to..." swara looks away from him... sanskar gets up and sits infront of her: I am sorry...

Swara wipes her tears: its ok...

"we can..." he was interrupted by nisha who came there rubbing her eyes dragging her doll behind her: badimamma...

Swara looks at her and gets up... sanskar gets annoyed seeing her again... why can't she just stay in her room or go to bimla kaki... nagging swara is necessary?

Swara picks her up and goes out from there which irritate him more... he was saying something right... he goes to his laptop to do pending work...

After some 2 hours he gets up and goes out of the room only to see a familiar figure there playing with nisha... kajal... he just realised aman said him if he can talk with swara... he comes down only to see swara coming with the brightest smile on her face...

"you are going tomorrow?" swara asks sitting beside her...

"han shona... aww shona she is soo cute" she says crushing nisha in her arms...

"kaju leave her you are crushing..." swara says looking at them... kajal pouts and leaves her... nisha runs to swara saving herself from this aunty...

Kajal looks at sanskar and her face become rigid... then looks at swara: shona... you come with me... we will live together whole life...

Swara who didn't notice sanskar, giggles: you know I am not that type of girl... and ek baat bata you came here to give some surprise to me... and you are leaving tomorrow... where is my surprise...

Kajal looks away... sanskar comes to them: swara...

Swara looks at him... sanskar sees kajal ad continue: my manager Aman wanted to talk to you...

Swara gets confused... at that time door bell rings... and with in two minutes bimla kaki escort aman to the drawing room...

Swara 1st time sees aman so didn't recognise... kajal gives a shot to sanskar... aman stood shocked...

Sanskar also looks at him thinking why he is here... aman rushed to kaja: you know how afraid I was... why you left that hotel... and your phone?

Kajal pushed: who are you... I don't know you at all...

Aman gets hurt: kajal...

Swara looks at nisha: baby go to room and paint the book I brought for you... go go...

Nisha goes away... swara goes to kajal: kaju... you know him?

Kajal at once says fuming in anger: no...

Aman literally fall on swara's feet: maam please tell her to talk to me... I misinterpret you...

Swara steps back: please just get up and say...

Aman gets up and said everything... swara looks at kajal who is looking at other side...

Aman looks at kajal cryingly: kajal I will leave the job... please don't do this...

Sanskar looks at him with... did he say he will leave his job... his? Sanskar maheshwary's? then who will give him job?

Swara elbowed kajal... kajal looks at her signalling what? ... swara shows her eyes... kajal rolls her eyes and looks at aman: you will really leave the job...

Aman looks at her then from corner of his eyes he sees sanskar standing there with clenched jaw looking at him... aman gulps and nodes slightly...

Kajal crosses her arms: ok send mail from mobile now...

Aman looks at her with wide eyes: kajal...

Swara smacks her...: its ok... she is doing prank...

"I am not" kajal protested... "do it"

"kaju stop it" swara warns pointing finger at her...

Kajal ignores... aman looks at sanskar then at kajal...

"do it"

"I will in home" aman says fearfully...

"kaju stop it no... see I approved him..." swara says hugging her sidewise...

" but I haven't approved him... leave him and come with me..." kajal says shrugging her hand looking at sanskar...

Sanskar cross his hands and looks at her guts... swara shook her head... kajal hugs her: I am going... just call me I will come with lawyer...

Swara slaps her forehead... and walks with her till the main door... kajal turns and looks at aman: dare you do anything other than office work for him...

Aman looks at her nodding vigorously and runs after her...

Sanskar was looking everything silently... that's what someone do in love... agree to leave prestigious job also... what if kajal force for some more time... aman would surely type resignation latter... that is for sure...

Swara looks at him but didn't say anything... sanskar was about to say something... parineeta enters creating sound of her high heels... sanskar close his eyes irritating... he just hate this sound so much... he goes upstair in room...

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Next day

Sanskar comes down and as usual swara is not there... he directly goes to she is cooking... as usual nisha is sitting on slab and sipping milk from sipper... he sighs and goes to table and sit... one by one all came and sits at respective sits...

Laksh looks at sanskar: bhai... wo... I am taking leave for 5 days...

Sanskar looks at him with frown... laksh: bhai ragini is very upset and her parents also... you said something to them... (he says hesitantly) I am taking her to her parents house...

Sanskar looks at him: you know you have meeting to attend...

"adarsh bhai will attend it" laksh says quickly...

"achcha" sanskar says... and looks at adarsh... who is seeing laksh with shock then at parineeta who is already glaring at him...

Uttara comes there with hurry and asks bimla: kaki mera tiffin... I have to go college early...

Sujata looks at her for a second and says: you had exam one month before... results are out?

"no... mom"... bimla kaki comes with juice glass tiffin and roll of paratha in hand... sanskar knew who send it...

"baby ji... drink this and hold it..." bimla says quickly...

"what kaki..." uttara says amused... but feels little happy... she quickly drink the juice and hold the roll and hurriedly goes out...

Sanskar gets up and sees swara coming out of the kitchen almost running... he goes out and sits in car... its 9:00...

Sanskar was sitting and continuously looking at watch checking mail... as usual at 9:40 she comes out and was going towards main road when he quickly stops car in front of her... he opens the window...: I rescheduled... from now I will go at 10...

Swara sighs and hops in...

"its not needed I can go..."

"I just thought we can go work together..."

"you just thought how can sanskar maheshwary's wife can travel via bus" swara says as matter of fact...

Sanskar looks at her amused then agrees: yes I thought that... but for that reason I don't need to drive you school... my drivers can do that... and before you say you will never agree... then I would have put some stunt and make you agree... don't look at me like that I am very stubborn... so bad stubborn from childhood...

Swara turns her face... "just wanted to know you more... i thought it will make you happy and your kaju will approve me..." swara looks at him with wide eyes... he teased her?

"what else we can do... dinner? Aman used to take leave early for dinner with his date... I know that only..." swara was just looking at him...

"you don't need to do this all..." swara says quickly...

"I don't?" sanskar asks then nodes... mean while swara comes out and was about to go but sanskar calls her: you can go by whatever you want... I just want to drop you at school that's it...

Swara nodes and goes away... she sits on her usual seat in staff room... it was better before... she thinks holding her head...

Swara was pacing in room as it was 11:30... in this tree months she has noticed his maximum level is 9:00... not more than this... another 15 minutes passed and he entered in room tiredly loosing his tie... he looks at swara who is looking at him with stopped breath then takes a deep sigh clutching her mangal sutra...

Sanskar sits on sofa tiredly... swara was about to sleep when sanskar says: swara... I didn't eat... can you give me something to eat?

Swara nodes and was about to go out then stops: can you do me a favour?

Sanskar looks at her: can you give me a message if you have late meetings...

Sanskar nodes... he had many times return this late... but none bother... swara got scared... he feels something new... he feels happy...

7 days... sanskar day become hectic... he always remain busy with work as laksh still didn't come and adarsh is also not co-operating... in Sunday he had to go agra... but one thing he didn't forget that to message swara whenever he get late and take her school everyday... the talk between them was less but still happening progressively... today sanskar again decided to take her for dinner so he informed her in morning itself... though swara was reluctant but still agreed... it was 8:30 when sanskar was going to leave when aman come and says a client has come and wishing to meet him... client was important one so he had to go but he massaged swara he will come by atleast 10... he hope so...

But it never happened and when he returns its 11 again... swara was waiting... sanskar feels irritated and get upset seeing her still in saree... he goes to her and sadly says: I am sorry...

Swara gives him small smile: its ok... I will bring dinner...

Sanskar nodes sighing: yours too...

Swara comes with dinner... and both eat silently... sanskar was thinking something deeply... he glance at swara: I am sorry swara...

Swara looks at him: its ok... I know you have work...

"you are feeling bad I know..." he was interrupted by swara...

"no I am not..." swara says as a statement...

"you are not?" sanskar asks softly... swara nodes no...

"why?" he asks in a small voice...

"cause I never had the expectation..." she says and gets up from seat taking their plates...

Sanskar gulps hard... how will he grow the expectation in her...

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Next day...

Sanskar comes home at night and just strike on bed... just then swara comes out and looks at him... she don't know what happened... she slowly goes to him: you ok...

She asks hesitantly looking at him... sanskar buried his face in pillow more: my head is bursting...

She quickly took medicine and comes to him: please take the medicine... you will be ok...

"my stomach is empty... please just off the lights its annoying..." sanskar cover his head with two pillows... she takes bum and off the light...

"sanskar... just turn around I will put bum... it will reduce.... Lights are off..." she says sitting beside him...

"no I will be ok... you just sleep" he tries to go another side...

"please turn around... please" swara request couldn't see him like that...

Sanskar gulps and turn around with the death pain on head... swara slowly put bum on his head... sanskar clutch her saree as its really paining... sanskar relax after some 15 minutes... and sleeps... swara sighs seeing him relaxing...

Next day... sanskar wakes up with his phone call...

"what is it aman"

"sir... there is no slot empty so it is better we do the meeting with bakshi at 9..."

Sanskar nodes no: I told you I won't come at 9...

"I know but its important... and there is no slot remaining" sanskar thinks for sometime then says: ok... postponed it and make a paper transferring the share in maheshwary co. to badepapa and papa and also my resignation... arrange for media conference after that...

Sanskar sighs and takes a deep sigh... he goes out and looks for swars... its only 7:30... he feels so hungry so he goes to kitchen and sees swara cooking... he stands beside her: good morning...

He says with a smile... swara looks at him and smiles: good morning... how is your head ache...

"its gone... thank you... 1st time I got sleep so early during this bad headache..."

"you had it before too?"

"many times... whenever there is more workload I get it" sanskar says looking at her...

She placed the coffee cup in front of her...

"I am hungry" sanskar says seeing the coffee... swara looks at him and looks at the vegis which are still not cooked... she press her lips then quickly baked one roti and then polish it with ghee, spreading sugars she roll it and gives to sanskar...

"eat it for now, vegis are still not cooked" she says hesitantly...

Sanskar looks at her then at her hand... he took it and give a bite... he likes it... he was about to say thank you when nisha comes running and calling badimamma... sanskar close his irritatingly seeing swara's whole attention gone to nisha... he silently go from there...

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Next 2 days gone as usual and laksh and ragini came back... sanskar looks at laksh after coming from office at usual time... that is 7pm... but rather than going to room... for everyone's surprise he comes to sit with them...

Sanskar looks at durgaprasad who is sipping his tea and called : badepapa...

All looks at him... sanskar continues: bade papa... this is files of maheshwary company... I have transferred my amount of shares on your and papa's name... and also resigned from the CEO post...

All look at him shocked... sanskar continues: I have my own company to look after... I have worked hard for it... and I will at later also... but at the same time, now I have someone to share my life and time... with two companies its getting Impossible... I am happy with my own so... I quit from your company... I have arranged media conference also tomorrow... so you all just need to present...

Laksh choked his tea hearing that... adarsh looks at him shock...

Laksh: bhai you never feel need to consult with us...

Sanskar looks at him and says: excuse me why will I consult with you?

Adarsh also stands: sanskar how can you do like this...

Sanskar frowns: why? I don't feel I did any wrong...

Sujata looks at them bored... she didn't bother... she knew he take two company or one... her son's name will be on top only which is enough for her showoff...

Swara was looking at him with wide eyes...

Sanskar turns on his heels and was about to go up but stops and turns: and yes, don't think I will bear your expenses... obviously I will contribute my share of amount... but that's it... not more than that...

Saying that he left...

It was night, swara comes in room only to see sanskar seeing his phone lying on bed... swara slowly lie down beside him at her usual place... she was hesitant to talk to him... she looks at him and says: can I ask you something...

Sanskar looks at her then off his phone and place it on side table then turns to her...

Swara gulps and says: why you did this?

"did what?"

"your shares..." swara says hesitantly...

Sanskar looks at her for sometime then chuckles: aren't you happy?

Swara don't know what to say...

"it was hectic to tackle both company at a time... now a days I want something else rather than working like a machine day and night... I will work like a normal man 8 to 10 hours... then may be I can sit with you and learn some maths I have forgotten" he chuckles at his own word...

Swara looks at him and says: its not needed... I don't want to be a barrier in your life...

Sanskar says mum for sometime: you don't like me talking you sitting with you? I know I said that but I just don't know about you... I am sorry for that...

Swara didn't say anything... sanskar: your parents... you remember them...

Swara looks at him and nodes... then slowly starts to say about them to him... how her father pampered her... how she and her father always tease her mother... how she likes to sleep in their lap... how she complained her father about her mother whenever she beat her for her mistake... how her father used to make her understand...

Sanskar likes it listening about them... he was listening keenly... swara looks at him finishing another tale... he was sleeping with a relaxed face...

some days later at breakfast table as usual all are eating... adarsh tried ask sanskar about his decision but he remain silent... as it is getting difficult for them to maintain the whole empire... in few day its seems like hell for them... they already lost two tender which is won by sanskar only... in 2nd tender they asked sanskar to back off but he didn't...

Durgaprasad: adarsh you should think about nisha... its time to send her school as she is turning 3 soon... adarsh nodes unfocused...

Ramprasad: you take her to xyz school for LKG... it was your school also...

Swara smiles listening it looking at nisha who unaware... adarsh again nodes unfocussed... and again tried to talk with sanskar gets up and works to upstair... it was another Sunday...

Swara comes in room as sanskar called her..

Sanskar looks at her: are you free today... lets go out...

Swara looks at him with wide eyes: no... I can't come...

"you have some work?" sanskar asks getting upset..

"i didn't make lunch till now" swara says looking at him...

"bimala kaki can make it... we will do it out only..." sanskar suggest...

"ragini can't eat it" swara says looking other side...

"do I care?" sanskar says with frown...

"nisha can't also" swara says again...

Sanskar takes a deep sigh knowing her concern: ok make it quickly... she doesn't eat anything heavy or something..."

"I can't come... nisha can't stay with out me... its Sunday she will feel upset" swara says sighing... and that's it...

"stop it swara just stop it... why are you so concern about her when her mother is not... I know from start I never wanted a wife... I said and behaved like a jerk... how will I tell you I am sorry... I am trying to rectify it... can't you see my afford a little... I know nothing about how a husband wife relation should until you told about your parents... you all used to go out... I should also take you out... that's why I said... but if you don't want it the say it before it becomes too late... say it before I start to have high expectation from you... what else I should do... I am like this only... I know nothing... just tell me what I should do to repent on my mistake and make you belief that I am trying hard to mend this relation... and nisha... you know what I feel jealous... jealous that you give more attention to her than me... you are my wife... I am your husband... but who is she to you... I also want to spend time with you... why she always capture you with her... why she is getting which me uttara never get... why she always occupy your lap... that's mine place... you only said you father and you slept in your's mother lap... then why its different for me... why you love nisha more than me..." sanskar says almost choking like a stubborn kid... he poured her heart out today in front of her... may be he have not still fall in love with her... but yet he yearning for her from long time...

Swara looks at him with wide eyes... she comes in sense when the little soul just hugs her legs... swara looks down and gulps seeing nisha looking at her expectantly... she picks her up sighing and sanskar turns her back... yet again she just going... but he stops his thought feeling tug on his hand... sanskar looks back only to see swara sitting on bed with nisha... she gesture him to seat with him...

Sanskar seats hesitantly...

Swara looks at nisha: nishu... baby... today I am busy... why don't you play with badechachu...

Both nisha and sanskar looks at her with shock then at each other then again at her... nisha nodes no vigorously wrapping her tiny hands around her neck...

Swara smiles: arey why not... seat here...

Swara make her seat on bed and went out... nisha looks at sanskar fearfully... its not like sanskar ever scold her or something but from birth she always have seen his serious rigid cold face only... that's why she never cross his path... she hugs her doll tara tight to her chest... while sanskar is looking everywhere but her... soon swara returns with some boxes...

"this is ludo... this is make a word... this is business game... this is doll house... now you both play I am checking papers over there..." swara pointed towards the recliner...

Sanskar looks at her for sometime then takes the ludo board...

And in one hour... nisha is crying in every 5 minutes and swara is scolding sanskar...

"you shouldn't eat her token..." swara says...

"but that's the rule" sanskar says enjoying victory...

"she is child... a should get all the happiness of world... then only it can spread happiness growing up" swara says softly... sanskar looks at her...

"take it back..." and sanskar take it back with frown...

And next...

"why will I give you another chance" sanskar says snatching the dice...

"badimamma give" nisha says standing up on bed and tries to snatch it from him... she again cried and swara looks at them...

"I am not giving" sanskar says looking at swara's look...

"she is small give her" swara says sighing...

Sanskar shut the board annoyingly: I am not playing...

Nisha opens make the word game... and again both are fighting with words also... swara looks at them and goes out... though sanskar is fighting with her but making sure she shouldn't fall down from bed...

"I won... I make 5 later word" she claps jumping...

Sanskar drags her in the middle frowning: nisha is your name... its not word... cat is a word...

"no badimamma gives point to me" nisha says stubbornly...

"I am not your badimamma... make another"

Sometime you shouldn't waste your word rather than make the opposite person understand with action...

After lunch...

Swara makes nisha sleep... and goes to sanskar who is sitting couch covering his face...

Swara hesitantly and softly says: if you have no work we can go out now...

Sanskar looks at her at once and tries to smile then nodes...

may be this will be the new biggining... which started before only but turn to its right path from here only...

Epilogue will be soon...

I had some personal work that's why I am late... I am sorry... if you like it then hit the star... thanks for commenting in previous chapter... thanks for comments...

Thank you...