Part 3B-- heart to heart talk part 2


"What happened to my little queen..." shobha asked in a sleepy voice as she felt swara hugging her in the middle of night...

"Nothing"

"Nothing? Then why did she come to this old woman's room in the middle of night and try to kill her by hugging her so tightly..." shobha asked jokingly...

"Nothing dida... I just wanted to sleep with you like old times... you remember when I used to come with ma baba... and we used to have so much fun thet ma baba would come and scold us..."

"Yeah..." she says, turning to her and hugging her back, taking her in embrace...

"I wish i could stop them from going to delhi to attend that conference... or i would have thrown so much tantrum to them that they had to take me also with them... instead i happily agreed to stay with you..."

"No... no... no..." shobha says immediately, hugging her more tightly..."no shwaru no... I am glad your parents left you here with me... I am glad I have at least you, my shrabu's last sign..."

"Sleep meri jaan sleep..." Shobha cares her hair, her sleep has already flown away...

Sanskar looks at his babies sleeping peacefully... they slept in swara's house only... talking about swara he remembers she was looking pale and lost when he was returning... she was in deep thought when he asked her to let go of Swapnil so he could place him in the car... may be because of him... he asked her to come with him in maheshwary house... damn!!!!! He shouldn't have... why he had to say all that... what has happened to you sanskar... you hardly know them for 1 and half months and you were blabbering like you know them from long...

Yes he can't be less grateful after whatever they have done for him and his babies... his babies call her mamma... they enjoy there... and though swarnali was 1st to approach her but swapnil is more close to her... when he is with her he refuses to let go of her arms...

Boys always close to his mother... he was also... he used to roam around sujata... he has seen in videos... but then everything changed in a single moment... he comes to know society comes first...

"I won't do that with them..." he holds their small hand and kisses each finger... "baba will be always there for you baby... baba won't choose this society ever... baba will not judge you ever for them..."

"Mum... mumma... mum mum mum..." swapnil mumble in sleep... his one hand search for his mamma... sanskar clutch that hand and cares his head... maybe he is dreaming about doctor swara... he sighs... they become so close to doctor swara that he doesn't know whether life will be the same or not after returning to mumbai...

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After 2 days

"Maaa" shobha looks at the door while arranging dishes on the table... her face turned red due to anger... "why are you here?"

Sharmishta gadodia looks at her mother... she tries to step in when shobha lashes...

"Don't... don't step into my house..." sharmishta stepped back looking at her with an upset face...

"Dida... I am so late... hurry..." She stopped looking at Shobha's stoned face and then she looked at sharmishta...

She slowly goes to the table... "dida..."

"Why can't you close the door properly... see, unwanted people have come in the morning only... now my whole day will be a waste..."

"How can you say this to me ma..." sharmishta asked in disbelief ...

"By the same way you and your family say..." she takes a pot and walks towards her... "now leave from her... again i have to put "gobor jol" (cow dung water- some people in india beliefs it's a auspicious thing and use it for purification of the whole house by sprinkling it outside the main door of the house...) for suddhikaran... My shwaru will go to the hospital... I don't want anything to happen to her..."

"Ma... its ragini's godbharai... she needs your blessings... she has come to invite you personally"

"Oh really? Then where is she... does she get invisible..." she asked, knowing the obvious thing very well...

"She is there... i just... maji didn't let her come here... please let's go and meet her once... she was asking for you a lot..."

"Get out of here... and remove this thought that I am a well wisher of you and your family... I won't ever forget what you and your family had done with my shwaru... I am a mother... Being a mother I won't curse you worst... but with all my heart I will pray to Durga ma... if i never did anything wrong to anyone, with anyone, then you and your family and that maheshwary family will fall on my shwaru's feet..."

Sharmishta looks at her stunned... then at swara who is still standing near the table...

"Now go from here... i just hate to see your face..."

Sharmishta bows her head and goes away...

She is not evil... she is not... but its just that after a certain time of life paths become different... two sisters who would give life for each other starts to stay separately from each other in their husband's house... who once said we can't stay away from each other, bid bye each other with a smile on face... our society always says that a girl's house is her husband's house... after getting her very own family others become like a side role of a movie... be it her parents or sister or some other relatives... her main and utmost close relative becomes her husband the so called "soul mate"... husband's saying will be the final verdict of her life... her husband has the more right above than anyone in the world... the thing left from her side is some minimal responsibility nothing else... and the funny thing is that her parents and sister also expect just that little bit of responsibility from her side, even much less than that...

Sharmishta's life also became the same... 1st she was grateful to shekhar gadodiya's family for accepting her being a bengali, and she dedicated her life to the family... she couldn't oppose her mother in law for anything who is much close to her husband... after 28 years of marriage also she has no say in the family... her mother in law's saying is the final thing...

She couldn't help but become selfish for her only daughter... she doesn't want to think if swara didn't push her ragini and become the victim of the accident then what would have happened... the taunts which swara is listening to, would have come towards her ragini... no no no... she doesn't want to think... she doesn't want to accept that when her mother in law said that she will make her ragini become the maheshwary daughter in law she remain silent and let her daughter's happiness build upon swara's sorrow... she doesn't want to accept that she also believed that swara can't be inauspicious who saved her daughter and many other lives... just because she believes that her ragini's happiness may become a dust in seconds as its root is upon swara's devastating life...

She steps in her house and turns to close the door... she sees shobha sprinkling that water murmuring... and then she looks at the window... swara is still standing where she was before thinking deeply... a lone tear escaped from her eyes...

"I am sorry didi... sorry... please bless my ragu please..." she couldn't help but pray to her sister to not become selfish like her...

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It was evening swara came out from the operation theater and told her patient's family that the patient is okay... and the operation is successful... With a little smile she was going towards her cabin when she heard familiar sounds... she looked up only to see swapnil running towards her behind him is swarnali with sanskar...

Her smile becomes broad but soon she looks at herself... she is still in that green OT dress... she widened her eyes and stepped back...

"No no... no babu... don't come... no no... mr maheshwary, hold him..." sanskar holds his hand coming towards him with quick steps... swapnil and swarnali both start to wiggle...

"No no... mamma" swapnil burst out in cry...

"Oh babu... i am sorry... mamma is dirty... see..." swapnil bends towards her and tries to touch her... swara quickly steps back... she then looks around... some nurses and junior doctors giving her curious glance... where as some patient party looking at her smiling thinking they are family...

"Mr maheshwary... come to my cabin..." swapnil hugs his father neck tightly crying thinking his mamma is not loving him anymore...

Swarnali also looks like she will cry very soon... "mammaaaa" she cried with pout... and ups her hands...

"Just 5 min betu..." swara quickly opens the door... "you sit here... i am coming"

Sanskar shushed Swapnil, rubbing his back and saying sweet nothing... swapnil stopped but remained grumpy...

Soon swara comes out... she washed her hands in the wash basin and also her face... drying herself she came to them...

She tries to touch swapnil... he turns his face away... swarnali comes to her easily... she hugs her neck keeping her head on her shoulder... "mamma"

Swara stands straight taking her on her waist with a frown on her face...

"Babu... won't you come to mamma" swara touched his hand... swapnil looks at her peeking a little and when he sees she is looking at him only he again turns his face away...

Sanskar looks at his son's drama... "angry" he mouthed...

"My babu is angry with me?" she smiles... "he won't come?... babu?" she cooed...

Swapnil keeps on peeking and turning...

"Mamma" swarnali holds her cheek trying to get her attention to her...

"Han betu... see bhai is not coming... so i will love my betu only... betu and mamma will play..." she says animatedly and sits on her chair taking swarnali in arms... she hugs her tightly... swarnali pecks her lips...

"Mamma... mamma... mamma..." swarnali sang giggling getting her mamma's whole love for her only... swapnil was looking at them still in his father's arm... sanskar was seeing the scene as a silent spectator... for a while he thinks life is very beautiful like this... but soon shrugs it away...

Swapnil gets down from his lap and runs to swara's chair... then keeps his hand on her lap...

"Oh my babu..." soon swara pulls him on her other leg and kisses his face... and with that swapnil also starts to giggle...

"I am sorry for that day" sanskar says after a while when his both baby calmly stays in her lap... swara looks at him...

"Sorry for what?"

"I never intended to hurt you like that... i was being a jerk and asking you to come with me to that house..." he says with a guilty face...

"It's okay... I was not that upset... you won't have to say sorry..." she says softly...

"You were looking lost... i thought... anyway leave it..."

"I was not upset about that... i was just..." she looks down at the babies... who are silently playing with her wooden paper weight being on her lap leaning to her chest...

"Just?" he urged...

"They will leave... and i just got a little upset..." she says looking at him... sanskar sighs...

"I was also thinking the same... i don't know how i will manage them after returning... they are so attached with you... you know swapnil was mumbling your name in sleep... may be having a dream about you..."

Swara's eyes shine... "really my babu had a dream about me?" she cooed and pecked his face... swapnil pats her cheek giggling...

"Mamma" swarnali pouts looking at them... swara pecks her pout making her smile...

"You will let me do calls, video calls right?" swara asks looking at him...

"I will... i will not restrict any of you to reach each other until you want them or they want you..."

"Thank you..."

"I was thinking maybe we can go for dinner... I bagged the project and they were asking about you yesterday and today also... so... i just thought..." he asks hesitantly...

"Thank you... i will call dida and let her know..."

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The Godbharai day...

Sanskar looks at his babies... who are so excited to go but they don't know that they are not going to swara's house...

"Mamma..." swapnil giggles clapping his hand...

"Mamma maaammma... mmaaaammmmaaa..." swarnali sings clapping...

They are so into their new found mother... sanskar thought... Previously they kept on blabbering their own language and kept on saying his name... but nowadays they often search their mother especially when they see any baby with their mother...

Sanskar didn't want to go there but still he is going just because he doesn't want to hurt them anyway and after becoming a father he can sense that what children meant for their parents... may be his parents are different but he won't be... he will do his duty as a son or brother or a member of family... just his duty nothing else... he won't ever step in that house permanently because he is now not only a son but also a father... they can come to his house and stay with him but for that they also have to show some improvement in their behavior towards his babies... if they can't, he is happy as they are now... he won't shrug his responsibilities and duties...

Sanskar pulls his car in front of his old house... and comes out... he takes his babies out...

Swapnil and swarnali both frown at the house...

"Mamma pas jana" swapnil says looking at his father...

"We will go to your mamma... but 1st meet dada dadi... then we will go... see there is a festival in house... my angel and champ will be big sis and bro soon... laksh chachu will bring chotu baby..." he says kneeling in front of them

"No... no chotu baby... mamma..." swarnali pouts this time...

"Don't say like this baby... we will go, I said na... who is my good baby..."

Both pouts...

"Nowadays none love baba... none listen to baba..." sanskar frowns...

"I luv baba..."

"Me luv baba" both say hugging him...

"Come... we will greet them then go to your mamma"

"Otey..." both say...

"Arey sanskar chhora... you came..."

Sanskar just smiles and takes blessings from them...

"Sanskar is here, mrs maheshwary... so ghar ka beta ghar a gaya?" some ladies says... "arey who is this children"

"My baby..." sanksar says softly...

"Your baby? I heard..." one lady gives meaningful looks to others...

Sanskar doesn't say anything and proceeds to ragini with the gift box...

"Give chachi this, babies..." he makes swapnil and swarnali holds the gift box who tried to hide in him... they shyly give her the gift...

Ragini just smiles at them "thank you..."

"Congratulations..." he said to laksh and ragini... laksh was standing behind her...

"Thanks sanskar" laksh says with a broad smile indicating that he is the proud father of this baby...

Many people do many things in society... some good and some bad... some do heinous crimes and after that also they roam around with their head high... and some do nothing but then also become embarrassed like hell, just for example some people are like getting scolded from the teacher in front of the whole class and starts to think how will i show my face in school next day... i don't know but do they get their punishment? Or it's just the poet has said in his writing...

"Where is heaven, where is hell, who says it's far away?

Heaven and hell among people, melody is in between people!

Whenever our Conscience abolished by our inner demon

The hell of self-hatred burns us

But we will be in the bond of love and affection

When heaven will come and stand in front of our house"

( english translation of the bengali poem swargo and norok by sheikh fazlul karim)

Maybe this is just his imagination, nothing else...

Sanskar stands a little far from them as the puja started... his babies are getting impatient and cranky but still he stooped and waited for the puja to get finished... he is also aware of the looks his babies getting by the guest... but he doesn't care he will stay and do his duty then will go...

"Durga Prasad ji please call some kids to feed this kheer to your daughter in law..." panditji said...

"My nandu will feed"

"Only below 5 years..."

"Sanskar..." durgaprasad called him looking at his grandchildren...

Sanskar looks at him unsure...

"They will feed... come here babies... come to dadu" he called affectionately...

Sanskar smiles a little... he was coming towards them with his munchkins when annapurna says: aaji... my sister's grandson is here... i promised her he will feed ragini...

Durgaprasad looks at her...

"Ji... ji durga prasad ji... it will be better if laksh's masi's grandson feeds my lado... see masi is like mother only..." parvati says looking at sanskar and his babies...

Sanskar stepped back sighing... he looked for his parents... they were looking straight...

Durgaprasad looks at the babies with longing eyes...

Yes he had problems with their mother... but not with his son's babies... he thought Sanskar is bringing her permanently... but he was wrong... and being the head of marwari societies he couldn't appreciate the idea of keeping a girl like that in his house... his family has name and fame... and yes society came first for him... but he also knows babies are like mold of soil who will be shaped in the hand of artist that's their parents... and he always admire sanskar for his will power... he loved him as much he loved his own sons... if he didn't do that mistake, then everything would have been different...

"Okay... 3 children can feed right pandit ji?" Durgaprasad says, glaring at his wife...

"No... no badepapa... its okay... my babies are my pride, my possession, my own part... i don't want to force anyone to accept them... I am happy with this world of mine as you all are with yours... and at the last happiness, self satisfaction is the all for a person... i don't want anyone in my world who... who can't accept this part of my life... and most of all i don't give importance to this society who have their own dark secret but point to others..."

All look at him with judging eyes...

"I think puja has completed... I need to go... mom, badi ma... I have a flight to mumbai tomorrow.. You don't worry... I will always be there when you need me or any kind of emergency..." he says touching her feet...

"You are going?" Sujata's eyes fill with tears...

"As i am your child... they are mine to... try to understand please..." sanskar says holding her hand... hoping she would understand not today but atleast one day in future...

"Chaley baby?" He carried both of them and took them out...

When they are out swapnil looks at his father...

"Mamma" he says with an angry pout...

"Yeah... we will go to mamma... who love you most... not like them..." he hugs them tightly and a lone tear comes out from his eyes...

"Mamma passs" swarnali cried hitting his chest...

"Yes... let's go..."

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"Can i ask you something..." sanskar says looking at swara who is sitting looking at swapnil in her arms... he is sleeping peacefully in her lap after playing around all afternoon... swarnali is in his arm sleeping like her twin brother...

They are in a park... dida had also come but she had gone for a walk with a friend who she met there a few minutes ago...

"Ji..." swara says looking at him...

"Do you ever feel that their birth mother was like that and maybe..." he couldn't complete... he doesn't know how other people judge his babies for which basis... just because of their mother? So what?

"Why are you asking this?" swara looks at him confused and somewhat shocked...

"I don't know... I just fade up the way people look at my babies... they are babies not even two years old... what comes in their mind that they feel disgusted about them..." sanskar bows his head...

"It was good in Mumbai, you know... everyone loves them there... in my office in my colony... and here its opposite...there people don't know about their mother... people don't know about my past..."

Swara looks at him... she thought she would ask him to stay one more day or two... but this sentence stops him... yes they are not judged there... they would be loved by many people... maybe they will find a new mamma there... because their calling her mamma was so random... they can't even say a word properly, how will they remember her...

"You are right... they are happy there... more than here... they don't understand anything now but if they were a little older from now they would have been hurt..." she says blankly...

Sanskar stays silent after that... yes she is right so much right... or is she? They sat with silence... swara continuously looks at the babies trying to gather all the last moments as much as she can... maybe they will forget her in some days but she won't forget them ever...

Dida comes after some time with her friend...

"Swaru... lets go.."

Swara looks at her with a jerk... she then looks at swapnil in her arms then at swarnali... she gulps... shobha looks at her... she sighs...

"Shwaru if you want you can do dinner with them and come... I am going... come home soon..."

Swara looks at her with gratitude then at sanskar... Sanskar was looking at them...

When they reach the hotel both the babies wake up and demand their attention fully on them... they don't know that they will go far away from their mamma...

"Never forget your this mamma... ok betu... please" she pecked swarnali's lip as she lied in her lap...

"Mamma..." she called...

"Han betu"

"Mamma"

"Haaaannnn" she pecked her eyes...

"Mamma" swara giggles a little understanding she is playing with her...

Swapnil comes to them seeing them playing and beats swarnali's hand shouting...

"Bbbbbaaaaa"

Swara gasps caressing her hand... "babu... don't be a bad baby... you shouldn't beat your sissy..."

"Mamma" he sits in front of her tapping her lap...

"You wanna sit here... then give puchchi to sissy and say sorry..."

Swapnil holds his ears and says "solly" and kisses swarnali's cheek...

"Oh my babu..." swara pulls him on her lap...

Sanskar sees them standing at a corner talking to aman... life is really wonderful like this... cutting the call he comes to them...

Swarnali swapnil both are again falling asleep in their mother's arms...

"You know what," Sanskar says, caressing swarnali's hand... "it's not a whole bad thing coming here... and yes i am glad they can't understand now what this society is treating with them... at the same time i am glad about another thing... they came here at this age and they discovered you..."

Swara looks at him...

"Swapnil... he was always my understanding baby... he never threw a tantrum when his sissy whined over everything..." he chuckles... "but with you he is another boy... he possesses over you... may be he thinks papa is her sister's but mamma is his... he shows his anger for you... he gets jealous of his sister when you play with her... he doesn't do that with me..."

He looks at her... "i am glad i had the opportunity to see his side... it's not all bad to come here... you and dida... whatever you both have done for me and my babies i don't know how i will repay you..."

"You... Do you want to repay?" swara asks suddenly...

"Yeah... yeah..." Sanskar says uncertain...

"Never let them forget me please..." swara says looking into his eyes..

"I won't... I have already promised you that... you can be in contact with them until you want... and you see when you will get your own child maybe they won't like you talking with others..." sanskar chuckles...

"They will always be special for me... always..." she says looking at their serene face...

They sat in silence for a while... Sanskar felt a little upset thinking from tomorrow he can't see this scene... his babies getting motherly love from someone... someone loving them like he does... yes... because none of his staff or anyone teaches them what is right or wrong they will just pinch their cheeks or do some "awww so cute" and nothing else... but she gives them love and teaches them the right thing... and he loves like this... like she is sitting with his sleepy babies in her arms and he is sitting infront of them admiring them together...

"I ... i should leave now..."

"Yeah..." he smiles at her...he helps her to settle them in bed...

"Bye" he says, leading her to the door...

"Bye... take care..." She says for the last time she sees towards the babies then turns away... she starts to walk with a heavy heart clutching her bag handle tightly... tears start to flow but she didn't look back... she knew if she looked back she can't go...

Sanskar keeps on looking at her until she disappears from his eyesight...

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After two weeks...

Swara comes into her cabin and sits on a chair tiredly... she engaged herself so much... whoever is absent she is taking their duty also... but still she can't distract herself...

She does video chat almost everyday with them... but still it's not enough... it's not... she looks at her phone... there is a voice message from mr maheshwary... she opens it...

"Mammaa...." its swarnali's voice...

"Mammma aaaooo" again her voice,...

Her heart sank... she calls on his phone immediately... but its switched off...

She then sees that one email from Sanskar...

"Swapnil has broken my phone... call me through snapchat"

She logs in and calls him...

"Hey..." sanskar says looking through the screen...

"Hi..."

"He threw my phone as you were not answering..." he sighs informing or somewhat complaining her...

"I had one operation so..."

"It's okay..."

"Where are they..."

"He is crying. I scolded him a lot and swarnali is sitting with him..." he says getting up from his recliner and goes towards bed where they are sitting...

"Here is your mamma"

Swapnil and swarnali both look through the screen...

"Babu... my betu... what have you done"

Swapnil burst out in cry tapping the screen shouting "mamma"

"Mamma aao... maammma" swarnali also tapped the screen...

"Mamma" she pouts looking at her then makes a crying face...

Swara couldn't stop anymore and she also started to cry... she turned off her laptop and held her head crying...she started to cry loudly feeling so much pain in her...

Here sanskar also hugs his crying babies who are shouting for their mamma...

Next 3 days gone... sanskar didn't get any call from swara... he messaged her many times... like "please call if you have time..." "they are not eating dinner are you free..." "Can you please call? They are so upset..." "please call, are you okay?" "why are your mobile phones unreachable..." "is everything okay there" "swapnil slep today while crying for you..."

And many more... but he neither got any return call nor any messages... maybe she is tired of them... sanskar sighs... should he call dida once... maybe they are happy without his babies... may be his call disturb them... his babies are his responsibilities not anyone's... he decided right he will never force his babies upon anyone...

With that he sleeps beside his babies... "i am so sorry baby.."

"Baba is here... baba will always be there for you... promise... baba will never leave you alone until i have breath in my body..." he kissed their forehead and waited for sleep to take over him...

Swara looks at the large building... Here 5th to 12th floor belongs to the Elite group of companies... In Kolkata there is only 3floor there... dragging her bag she 1st signed in the register copy of the ground floor security guard... then goes towards lift with a thudding heart...

"Hallow madam," the security guard on the 5th floor greeted her...

"Where can I meet mr maheshwary?" she asked with a little smile...

The guard looked unsure of her... but still replied "you have to go to the 12th floor madam..."

"Thank you" with that she again entered the lift then went to the 12th floor...

The security guard of the 12th floor also looked at her unsure...

"Mam you want to meet the CEO sir?"

"Yes..." he goes in and talks with the receptionist... the receptionist called her...

"Hello mam... do you have any appointments?" she asked politely...

"No... but he knows me..." she says getting impatient...

"I am sorry mam... we can't let you go until you have any appointment..." she says looking at her...

"One minute...." she tried to call him but he is not receiving the call... she looks around frustrated...

"Champ will take toffee... what happened to my champ..."

Swara looks back only to see swapnil in someone's arm...

"Babu" she whispered and ran towards them with tears in her eyes and a smile on her lip before the guard or anyone else could stop her...

Aman stops suddenly as an unknown woman stops right infront of her...

"Babu" swara called with tears in her eyes... swapnil looked at her, he didn't react anything... she raises her hands to take him in her arms but still swapnil didn't react just looking at her...

"Babu... come to me... mamma" aman gets shocked and stops the guard through eyes...

"Babu?" did he forget her already... "babu... mamma" she tried again... still he doesn't react...

Slowly she downs her hand... "i am... i am sorry... i am going..." she turns around and just walks a few steps when she hears a loud cry... she quickly turns around only to see swapnil crying loudly pointing towards her... she runs to him and takes him in her arms...

"Babu..."

Swapnil hugs her tightly, crying more loudly...

"Oh babu... shh shhh..." she rubs his back...

"Aman what's happening?" Sanskar comes out and is shocked to see swara...

"Doctor swara..." he called out coming to her... a smile came to his lips... "you here..."

Swara smiles lightly through tears... "betu..."

"In my cabin... please come..." he shows her the way... the office staff of that floor looking at them with amazing eyes... all start to whisper about them...

Swara comes into the cabin with Swapnil in her arms, still whimpering a little... she sees swarnali sleeping peacefully on a large sofa... she sits there and kisses her forehead...

"I didn't expect you to come like this..."sanskar says leaning upon the glass window looking at them...

"I have a medical conference here..." swara still caresses swarnali's head...

"Mamma" swapnil demands her attention...

"Han babu..." swara pecks his fingers... swapnil hugs her like a monkey wrapping his hands and legs around her...

Soon in few minutes swarnali stirs in sleep indicating she will be waking soon... and as expected slowly she opens her eyes and sees her mamma beside her... swara smiles at her and hovers upon her keeping swapnil at her on leg...

"Betu... see mamma here... see..." soon swarnali wraps her hands around her neck squalling "mamma"... swara pulls her in lap with swapnil... her eyes brims with tears...

After a few minutes of cuddling with them...

"I have booked a hotel near your office, can i take them with me... the blue star hotel..."

"Oh... you sure you will be okay with them... i mean you just came..."

"I... i will be fine with them..."

"Okay... but if they bother you call me okay..."

"They will never bother me..." she smiles...

"Okay..." he comes to them... "baby... my angel my champ... don't bother mamma okay?"

"Otey..." both say with their toothy smile...

"Give huggy to baba..." swarnali hugs him...

Swapnali straightly refuses to leave her mamma... afraid if he leaves her, she will be vanished again...

Swara gets up and takes Swapnil in her arms...

"My driver will leave you..."

"Ji..." she smiles... sanskar carries swarnali who points towards swara pouting seeing her brother still clinging to her...

"Let bhai stay with mamma... you are my good baby na?"

Swarnali pouts... the whole office staff sees them coming out of his cabin... swapnil is still in her arms and swarnali with sanskar's... they are looking like a couple with two kids... aman goes behind them with swara's bag...

"I will come after 6pm... it will be okay right?"

"Yeah..." swara says with a broad smile... it seems like after many days she is smiling like this...

Coming to the hotel she changed hers and their dress and fed them... then loved them to her heart's content and then made them sleep in her arms...

"I love you... mamma loves you both the most..." she also slowly falls asleep with them...

She wakes up as her room bell rings... she smiles seeing swapnil clutching her t-shirt in sleep and swarnali is sleeping clutching her finger... slowly she untangles herself from them and goes to the door... she smiles seeing sanskar standing...

"Were you sleeping?"

"No its okay..." she smiles leading him in...

"Maammmaaa" swarnali searched her in sleep...

"Han betu mamma is here" swara comes to her side and caresses her cheek...

"They are so much into you..." Sanskar sighs...

"Can i ask you something?" Sanskar says sitting on the couch...

"Yeah..."

"You didn't answer any of the calls from the last three days..."

Swara looks down avoiding eye contact... "was a little busy as i was coming here..."

"Oh..." he didn't say anything but feels like she is hiding something...

"You have office tomorrow right?"

"Yeah..."

"Can they spend time with me..."

"You said you have a conference?"

"Yes... yes... but the day after tomorrow... so..."

"Oh ok sure... if you are not bothered..."

"No I will not..." she says again...

"For how many days you are here..."

"5days..."

"That's great... Welcome to mumbai..."

"Thank you..."

"Mamma" swapnil wakes up searching his mamma...

"Mamma is here babu..." he sees her on the side of his sissy... getting up he quickly comes to her and throws himself on her... swara pulls him to her chest laughing...

"My babu is up... my raja beta... my superhero..." she pecks all over his face while swapnil laughs loudly... swarnali makes an annoying sound getting disturb...

"Sshhh... ssshhh" she puts her finger on swapnil's lip...

"Babaaaa" this time swarnali searches for his baba... sanskar comes to her with quick steps...

"Baba is here... see" swarnali opens her eyes a little and clutches his neck...

"Oh my angel..." he sits on bed with swarnali in his arms... he caresses Swapnil's cheek earning his toothy smile...

Both babies giggled getting whole attention from their mamma and baba...

"Why don't you come to my apartment... we can do dinner there... then i can drop you here..." sanskar offers knowing she will be upset if they leave her here alone...

Swara smiles and nodes... not letting go any opportunities to stay with them...

"Mamma will come in a minute ok?"

"Nnaaaahhh" swapnil shouts clutching her...

"I will come in a minute baby... please..." she says kissing his nose... "stay with baba..."

Sanskar pulls him to him... "spend some time with baba also..." swapnil hugs his hand looking at the bathroom door where his mamma disappears...

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One day later...

Swara comes to Sanskar's apartment at 8am as per their plan... swara will spend some time with babies then she will drop them at his office and will go for her conference in the afternoon...

"You sure you will manage..."

"Yes..." she says picking up swarnali who was jumping to come in her arms raising her hands...

"See you then bye... this is the key..." he hands over the keys...

Swara smiles taking the keys...

Sanskar looks at the time... it's 2pm... he calls aman...

"Swara came?"

"No... sir i think you should check..."

"No it's ok... i will see... come with maheta's files..."

"Ok sir..."

Swara opens the door and smiles at sanskar... he also smiles... his babies come running...

"Hey... my babies missed me?" he asks, kissing their cheeks...

"Baba... baabbaaa" swarnali hugs him laughing... swapnil also hugs him... swara smiles looking at them...

"Let me freshen up... then baba will make yum yum..."

"No mamma.. Aloo palatha... yum yum..." swapnil says hugging swara's legs...

"You made aloo paratha? It was not needed"

"No it's just I thought..."

"Its ok... i will come in minutes..."

"Yum... yummmmm" swara giggles at the babies the way they were making sounds as she was feeding them...

Sanskar sitting with them with his own plate infront of him and looking at swara intently... trying to find something...

He has to talk with her today...

"You are not eating?" she asked looking at him...

"Yeah..." he smiles a little... "i will bring their milk bottle..."

"Ji... i am going to clean them..."

"No no... i will do that..."

"No i can do..." she says with a smile... She took them towards the bathroom...

Swara comes out with them, Sanskar was already waiting there with their milk bottle... swapnil crawls to swara and swarnali crawls to sanskar...

"Mimi" swarnali cried, getting annoyed by sleep...

"Han angel..." Sanskar feeds her milk bottle...

Both slept... Sanskar keeps them in the middle of bed... swara surrounds them with pillows...

"Let's eat dinner..." swara nodes still looking at them... sanskar looks at her... " come..."

"Ji..."

Swara and Sanskar do their dinner while discussing about children and dida and any other random things...

Swara was helping him to keep plates in the sink . Sanskar asks "what happened to your conference..."

"Its... its got cancelled you know..." swara says avoiding eye contact...

"Swara..." he holds her hand and pulls her near him...

"Why i am feeling there is no conference of yours?" he says holding her elbow... swara looks into his eyes...

"Don't lie... tell me the truth..."

Swara looks down and a tear falls from her eyes... she nodded yes agreeing with him...

"I... i can't..." she starts to cry... "i can't live without them... I tried... believe me i tried... i knowingly didn't reply to your calls... i realised if i had to live i need them with me... i was feeling so much pain... here (she points towards her heart) i couldn't think anything just came here... i need them as my breath..." she slides down crying...

Sanskar's eyes glisten... he sits infront of her... he slowly holds her hand "marry me..."

Swara looks at him with wide eyes...

"I... I don't know about me... but I ... I love you as my baby's mother... I love watching you three cuddling with each other... i love thinking someone is there to love them other than me... i love how you teach them good things... i will be pleased if i have to share my life and my babies with you..."

Swara was looking at him with still shocked widened eyes...

"And I think the way I love you as their mother, I will accept and love you as my life partner also..."

"So will you marry me?" he asked clutching his hands...

Swara takes her hands out of his hold and wraps her arms around his neck... she starts to cry loudly... sanskar slowly wraps his hand around her pulling her to his chest and let her cry to her heart content....



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