Sanskar stands up and goes to them...

"Hey champ... how are you feeling? Come to baba" sanskar coos and tries to take her but he makes an annoyed sound as usual and shoves away his hand... he tries to catch swarnali, she escapes and hugs swara's leg, giggling loudly...

"You both don't love baba anymore..." sanskar pouts... swara smiles looking at their antics...

"He needs to be fed..." she says softly... "it's his medicine time also..."

"Oh... then i am going... champ come here, we need to leave... come" sanskar says trying to take him...

Shobha Bose was looking at them,sitting on the sofa... they are making a cute family... if her swaru was married then maybe she would have a family like this... till yesterday morning she was planning and plotting various things to make her swaru married to this handsome guy with two cute children... but after knowing he is maheshwary she is not wishing it anymore... maybe he is a victim of bad times but still maheshwary... maheshwary gadodias, she hates these names... and imagining her swaru to be a part of that family... no no... she can't... What if one day everything will be okay and Sanskar will develop affection towards his family... then her swaru have to live with them under the same roof... no no... why is she thinking all this... they are just friends... no, not even friends... his son is her patient, that too because priyal has gone for honeymoon... and his children have developed some feelings towards her... it is temporary... they are just nearly 2 years after all... sanskar has come for official work and will return in a few days to mumbai... then where is sanskar and where is her swaru...

"Why don't you stay a little and feed swapnil here only... he needs his medicine also..." she heard swara is saying this...

"Yeah... you both seat... i will serve everyone's dinner... sit..." shobha says, getting up...

"No its not needed..." Sanskar hesitated...

"It will be easy for you to take him as they will sleep" swara says

"Oh okay..." sanskar agrees...

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Swara was feeding Swapnil as he was not going to Sanskar and clinging to swara like a monkey...

Swarnali was looking at them with a serious face... she was already feeded by swara... so she was only sitting beside swara...

Mamma is my mamma, but she is bhai's mamma too... but she is only feeding bhai... why is she not feeding me... but my tummy is full... she looks at her tummy... but still she should feed me also... bhai took my mamma...

Getting into this conclusion she burst out in tears... shobha and sanskar were chatting about sanskar's work and staying in mumbai... both looked at her with wide eyes...

Sanskar quickly goes to her and pulls her in his embrace...: hey my angel... what happened? Baby tell baba why these pearls are coming out...

Swarnali points to swara: mamma...

Swara looks at her confused... Sanskar makes her stand on ground... she goes to swara and tries to shove swapnil away from swara pulling his hand... swapnil winced in pain as he got injection and saline also there... swara quickly yet softly shove swarnali...

"Betu, you are giving bhai pain... what happened... say me..." swara rocked swapnil a little as he was whimpering...

Sanskar also comes to them...

"Angel... see bhai is not well na, let him stay with her... come to baba... please..." swarnali was looking at them with her big button like eyes... she also got a little afraid seeing her brother wincing in pain... so she stopped her crying immediately... she hugs sanskar's nake tightly hiding her face...

"Its ok baby... bhai is okay now... its just bhai was in hospital right? he got sui sui... so many sui sui... see now he is okay..." sanskar says cooing... swarnali picks a little then sees her bhai is okay now... swara is caressing his hand looking at them... swara smiles at her... swarnali giggles looking at her smiling face...

Soon swapnil falls asleep... and swarnali also...

"Thank you so much naniji... thank you doctor swara..."

"How many days you are staying here..."

"Don't know... actually a project is going on here... i have one office here a small one... i only came for 1month... but the project is delayed as my colleague had an accident... he has to take complete bed rest for 3weeks atleast... So after that only remaining work will be completed... in the time Akash's wedding was there and my team also bagged another project so just working on it... probably another month maximum..."

"oh... " shobha and swara nodded...

"Ok so bye... i am leaving..."

"Yeah..."

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Swara was returning from hospital... it's almost 9pm... she had an afternoon shift...she looks at the hotel where sanskar is staying... it's been 2 days since that day... Sanskar has come to the hospital for swapnil's check up but she was not there at that time... and in these 2 days she could think nothing, but about those babies who have called her mamma... mamma, the word which she yearns to hear, may be from the day she came to know she can't have babies, more after her broken marriage...

She held them like her own which is rare for her because no parents give her that permission... she was prohibited in those houses which have a pregnant lady...

She sighs... if she meets them once then nothing will happen... with that she parks her scooty and goes inside the hotel... knowing their room number she knocks at his door...

Sanskar opens the door carrying a crying swarnali in arms... he was visibly shocked looking at her...

"I.. i was going home then thought to meet the babies once..." she says hesitantly...

Swarnali looks at her hearing and also recognizes the voice...

"Mammaaa" she cried jumping to her...swara quickly gather her in her arms getting shocked... sanskar looks at her struggle with bag and coat so he took hem: let me take them...

Soon her legs are hit by another little body... she looks down only to see swapnil looking at her expectantly...

Gathering crying swarnali on her side waist, she bends a little and holds Swapnil's hand leading him to the room... sitting on the couch she gathers both of them on either side of her leg...

"Hey what happened to you both? Good babies don't cry..."

"Mamma" both of them whisper hugging her... swara notice their unfinished dinner two chapati and daal...

"They were asking for you and were not eating dinner..." Sanskar sighs looking at them in her arm...

"What is baba saying? I thought my babies are good babies... " she says animatedly...

"Goooo ... baby" Swapnil says patting her cheeks as if saying yes he is a good baby...

"Mamma..." swarnali looks at her face...

"Hannn betu" swara looks at her...

"Maammaa.... Maaammmaaa" she sang and giggle keeping her head on chest... swara pecked her forehead being overwhelmed... then she kissed swapnil's nose making her giggle...

"Let me feed you both" swara says looking at them... but she thought how to feed them keeping them in her arms...

"It will be difficult... let me take them..." sanskar says softly coming out of his trance... he was totally lost seeing the scene before him... but none ready leave their mamma...

"Ok... now none love me... no one love baba... baba won't talk to you both..." sanskar huffed and looked away...

But as always the daughter is the 3rd mother in a man's life after his mother and sister... swarnali gets down and hugs his leg...

"Baaabaaa" she says looking at him...

"Sanskar smiles and crouched near her... swarnali pecked his lips giggling then pat his face...

"My guria... my angel... my pumpkin... my icecream... my cupcake" he keeps on saying various names pretending to bite her making her giggle... swara loves the scene... she looks at her arm where swapnil is still sitting looking at his father and sister... he cuddles to his new found mother's embrace more seeking more love...

Swara gathers him more to her and pecks his cheeks...

"Mammaaa" he whispers... rubbing his face on her chest...

"My babu" swara whispers at same time...

Sanskar sits beside her taking swarnali with him... swara starts to feed them one by one... they were blabbering and giggling...

Soon after food sanskar gave them their milk bottle and soon they slept while drinking milk from their sipper...

"They look so beautiful while sleeping..." she put some kajal on swapnil's side forehead...

"Thank you for coming here..." sanskar says softly caressing swarnali's face...

Both look at each other...

"I just missed them... so came..." swara says... "i should leave now i guess"

"I am sorry... whatever happened with you... laksh and my family..." Sanskar says hesitantly...

"Why are you asking sorry... you were not there... and it was not their fault actually... I shouldn't have trusted him that much...i shouldn't have dreamt like a normal girl... when i am not normal at all..." swara says getting lost into those days, those black days of her life...

"No it's not true..." Sanskar says immediately...

Swapnil squirms in sleep and hits swara with his small fist...

"Sorry babu..." swara says, kissing his fist while he sleeps...

"Sorry he does that if he gets disturbed in between sleep" sanskar says with an apologetic face... swara smiles...

Both keep the babies in bed...

"I should leave..." swara says looking at him then turns to take her coat and bag... but feels a tug on her hand... she looks back and sees sanskar is holding her hand... she looks at him confused...

"I am sorry... I just wanted to say... don't think of yourself like that..." sanskar says leaving her hand... "its normal to think of the future... a happy future... but sometimes we judge wrong and choose the wrong person... that wrong person is abnormal... not you..."

"I don't know... maybe you are right... but the society" she says softly... "you know i want to forget everything... every single thing... but this society never let me..."

"Stop thinking about society... live your life... i can only say that..." sanskar says sitting on the recliner again...

"I want that only... but"

"And how do you want that?" he asks

"I ... i want to adopt a child... (she looks at his amused face) i know... priyal says i am having psychological problems... as i know i have some problem i can't have a child of my own so i am craving for it more..."

"Oh... then why don't you..."

"Dida... dida is not letting me do it... she still thinks some prince charming will come for her infertile grand daughter..."

"She is not wrong at her point..."

"No... SHE IS WRONG... who will marry a girl who can't give birth... every person dreamt of his own family... own child..."

"Its not like that..."

"IT IS LIKE THAT... didn't you say you also dreamt of your own family own child..."

Sanskar sighs... "yes... i dreamt... and it's reality... its reality we all dream many things but another reality is we try to fulfill them but with time some remain as dream only... if my partner is in pain how can i push her more far just because that same burning me also... then why will i claim to love her... when someone come in your life you have to share your life and compromise with her... be it a partner or a children..." he says looking at his babies...

Swara looks at him... he sighs...

"Thinking i am saying some filmy dialogue? No... it's not... the 2 crore i pay nisha by selling that land, was my dream project... my stairs to rich high and higher... When I started my own company I dreamt nothing but becoming a big person... I couldn't... responsibilities towards them... they don't have mothers. I didn't want to feel that they were deprived of their father's love also... I never appoint any nanny... many deals slip like water from my hands... I compromised it for my babies... and I never regret... i am happy with my small life..." he sighs...

"So never think that you are wrong... you are not normal... you chose an abnormal wrong person as a partner that's it..." he says... "and don't think i never faced society... I stopped listening to them... and think you have one support in your life... when i have none..."

He smiles sadly...

"You have your lovely babies..." swara says with a smile... sanskar looks at his babies then goes to them...

" you are right... my babies are my greatest support..." he looks at her...

"It's late... I should leave... thank you... i needed this talk i think..."

Sanskar smiles... "whatever you have done for me and my babies... and i am sorry if my babies bother you with their calling you..."

"No... it's not like that... they are innocent... it's just that they have captured my mind..." she sits on bed and cares their cheeks...

"You can meet them whenever you want..." he says genuinely...

"Thank you..." she stands up... "bye"

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"Don't do anything which will hurt you later swaru..." shobha says when she shares her mit with sanskar and babies...

"I know dida... what you trying to say... but i feel that pull towards them..." swara says keeping her head on her lap...

"Its ok... don't think much... sleep..."

Shobha looks at her durga maa... "this time if you play with her life... i won't forgive you..."

She says with teary eyes...

After some 3days...

"Baba aaaammmm" swarnali pointed to the vendor at roadside...

Sanskar looks from his driving seat window... he chuckles and parks the car at the side... he unbuckled them from their baby seat... and with them goes to the vendor...

Shobha looks around listening to the familiar sound... she looks at the vendor stall 5 steps away from her...

Sanskar is talking to the vendor... his two babies are in front of his leg clutching his pants tightly... both are looking around curiously but leaving his pant... suddenly swarnali sees her... she smiles looking at the baby... swarnali's eyes are fixed on her but may be she can't remember who is she...

"Baba... baba"

"Han my guria..."

"Hooooooo" she points to her...

Sanskar looks at shobha... he smiles fully... taking the fruits he looks at her... with difficulty he collects his both baby's hand and walks to her...

"Namaste nani..."

"How are you son... seems like this little woman has forgotten this old woman..." she cares her face making her giggle...

"I am okay... how are you? Come let me drop you home..."

"I am fit... just came for a little walk... swaru is making dinner today... my holiday"

"Why don't you all join us... I know you three got bored with hotel food... and my swaru will be happy to meet these cuties..." Shobha noticed her gloomy face... with her warning swara restricted herself meeting them but her mother's eyes and heart can see she is not well...

"Ummmm... i..." he hesitated...

"Come na beta... don't you wanna meet your mamma?" shobha asked swarnali...

"Mamma" swapnil mumbles looking around... sanskar sigh... he only knows how he is controlling his babies nowadays...

"Ok lets go..."

Swara opens the door and she gets attacked with a loud cry...

"Mammmaaaa"

Her heart flutters each and every time whenever she hears this word from them ...

"Oh my god... you both come to me at last... you know how much i have waited for you both?" she hugged them tightly...

Shobha smiles painfully looking at them... she doesn't know what is going on in their life... sanskar looks at them thinking the same... nowadays he feels low of himself... maybe he is not enough for them.... That's why they search for a person who will love them equally as he does or may be more than him... he has heard none can love a person better than his or mother... there is no comparison of mother's love...

Shobha looks around... all are looking at them curiously...

"Swaru... let us in..."

"Yeah dida come... mr maheshwary please come..."

She picks up both of them and goes in...

"One minute doctor swara... let me take off their shoes..." he takes off their shoes while they blabber anything to everything staying in their mamma's arm...

She carries them to the kitchen...

"You both like mangoes..."

"Ohhh... they love them... that's their favourite..." he says sitting on the couch...

"They will stay till dinner..." Shobha informed... swara's face brightened more...

After sometime...

"What are they doing... why is this so silent..." Shobha asked, sitting beside Sanskar changing into comfortable clothes...

Sanskar looks at her folding the newspaper...

"Don't know..."

"Swara give you tea?"

"No its not needed"

"But what are they doing... lets go check..."

Both come in and see the trio sitting on the floor on a mat and eating mangoes...

"Hey durga maa... swaru... you three eating alone... we are also here..."

Sanskar chuckles... looking at them... his both babies are looking like monkeys as mangoes spread around their lips... some are on their clothes...

"I am bringing dida chill"

"Let me chill you..."

Swara laughs... she kissed their cheeks...

"You have to change the clothes..."

"Let me bring them... it's in the car..." sanskar says...

"No no... i... i have some clothes... baccho, come with nani..." shobha says

Swara looks at her with painful eyes...

Swapnil holds swara's hand "mamma" not ready to go..

"babu , go with nani... then come to mamma... we will cook yum yum.."

They go with nani listening to her...

"How are you doctor swara?" Sanskar asks after they have gone...

"I am good... much better after seeing them..."

"They also... it's quite difficult nowadays to control them... they love you a lot..." he smiles... "especially after staying in a hotel they can see a lot of babies with their mother... so they start to understand the existence of mother..."

"They will forget me and my existence after going mumbai..." swara sighs... as she thinks about this... her heart shrunk... will they? Sanskar thought... he doesn't know... he doesn't even know that, that would be good or not...

"You sit ... i will bring coffee for you..."

"Thank you..."

Sanskar sees swarnali running towards the kitchen in a pink old shirt like a frock with something in hand... soon swapnil comes out in a white cotton shirt and black half cotton pants... in his one hand he can see there is an aeroplane... behind him dida also comes out... seems like swapnil got very much comfortable with dida...

He also goes towards the kitchen... shobha sits with sanskar...

"How you got them..."

"They are my swaru's... swaru's mother made them for her... I kept them safe... thought one day i will give them to my swaru's babies..." she looks down... sanskar holds her hand...

"They call her mamma... they are also my swaru's babies then right?"

Sanskar gets a stunt listening to her question... all of them know they are calling her mamma... but none accept directly in front of each other...

"I restrict her from meeting them... I don't want her to get hurt... but who am I to stop her... her mind and heart is there with them... then who am i to stop her body.." shobha says again...

Sanskar stays silent for some time... then says...

"I raise them with all my heart from day one... I won't tell no one does it like me... but i tried very hard to fulfill the absence of a mother figure in their life... but after coming here it makes me realise somewhere i failed... they searched and found a mother for themselves... all say mother and child have a unique relation... they can feel each other... and when my babies found her love as a motherly love which made them call her mamma for this long... then yes they her babies..."

"You are not a failure, Sanskar, it's just... it's just mother nature... nature makes both father and mother for a child for some reason right... I know that I also raised my swaru... but i felt the same as you, a failure... but we are not..."

"Babbbaaaaa" swarnali comes running to him... and holds his finger...

"Tome... tome..."

"Where my angel..." sanskar says getting up...

"tome ... tome..."

He follows his over enthusiastic daughter... he steps in the kitchen... 1st he sees swara cooking and swapnil sitting on the counter playing with the vegetable's cut head and also with a ball??? No its a ball of wheat flour... then he sees beside swara's gas oven a toy gas oven is there... and a toy kadai and tawa were placed... where there is some dal and a small chapati place respectively...

"Baba... baba... my my... mela thana..." oh that's why she was so excited... and then he realised something he is lacking...

"Wow... today i will eat my angel's hand made food... it will be so yummy..." he kisses standing beside swara... looking at swarnali's toy gas oven...

Swara laughs... "and my babu has cut the vegetables..."

Sanskar also chuckled and kissed Swapnil's forehead... he gives a toothy smile and extends the vegetable head... sanskar makes faces and pretends to eat...

"Umm yum yum... you only play with it... thank you..." swapnil claps his hand...

Shobha stays at the kitchen door looking at them... if she wishes for their togetherness will she be wrong?

After 15 days...

Sanskar and swara meet several times after that day... spend time with babies...

Sanskar is again invited to their house... he is leaving the office with his babies... when peon comes and is informed about the arrival of sujata and ramprasad maheshwary... he sighs and ask him to let them in...

Taking both babies in his lap he sits on his chair...

"Sanskar, chhora... how are you..." sujata asks coming in...

"Fine mom..." he says with an emotionless voice...

"Is this your office sanskar... for this you left maheshwary industries..." ram chuckles... Sanskar doesn't say anything...

"Chhora... i heard your boy was ill... why didn't you come to us..."

"Why are you doctor mom?" he says with a fake joke tone..

"Sanskar... ragini's godh bharai will be held next week... please come... i tried to call you so many times... half of the time you don't attend and when you attend always says you are busy..."

"Because I am a busy mom..."

"You are busy with an office like this..." ram chuckled...

"I have two babies dad... and i love spending time with them so that in future they don't think their father was not there for them when he was needed most..." he says looking straight into his eyes...

"I will try to come mom... and probably with a friend of mine..."

"Oh okay... which friend...."

"You will meet that day only... now i have to go somewhere..."

"Okay... take care my chhora..."

Both left...

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At badi...

Sanskar was lost in thought... when swara shook by his elbow...

"Oh hi..."

"Any problem mr maheshwary... "

"No... its nothing... you say..."

"Dida is calling you..."

"Oh... where are the babies..."

"in the hall only reading... i have brought some primary kids fun books for them..."

"Ok... thats good... i didn't think about it... lets go..."

"Yeah..."

"Hey son where are you lost..." Shobha asked as they sit for dinner...

Swapnil has slept already...swarnali is half sleep in swara's arm drinking milk from sipper...

"Nothing... nani are you going for ragini's godbharai?"

"No..." she says coldly... " I won't step in their house ever..."

"Oh okay... i thought i will come with you both..."

"I am not invited..." swara says wondering why he is saying like that...

"I know... i just thought if i take you there they will throw both of us out... and we will go somewhere to spend time with babies... i am leaving the next day..." he gives a hollow laugh...

"You are leaving?" swara whispers and looks at swarnali...

"Sanskar you are behaving odd today..."

"Its just that i am fade of their fake love... for once they can be honest with me... they just know to insult only..."

"What happened son..." sanskar says about his office meet...

"If i were you i won't allow them" shobha say with disgust...

"I can't... i thought same but after that i thought if oneday my babies behaves same with me... not respecting me at all... and insulting or behaving rude.... I can't tolerate that ever..."

"You won't give them that opportunity..."

"None knows the future..."

In their talks both of them didn't notice swara's pale frightened pained face...

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