✧19. Jungkook's heart✧
(A/N: Hey, Lovelies!! I am right now in another state(Maharashtra) in India, for some holy rituals, and I am so tired of waking up early in the morning & doing bath with cold holy water & all blah blah's... and I have to continue doing them for 3 more days 🤦🏻♀️
Doing all those rituals being an atheist...really sucks!!! Ugh!! Anyways, I tried writing a little whenever I had time...
So, here is a little chap(1800 words), Even though you guys aren't satisfied please do make up with this chap for this week, I will try to give a long chap for next week, thankyou💜)
Author's P.O.V:-
At Hoseok's Mansion...
"Ugh!" Jimin wakes up holding his head.
>>>Why is my head aching like this? I didn't remember drinking alcohol?...wait... yesterday I was going to the bureau & then...
Jimin's eyes widen when he remembers yesterday's events...
Flashback...
That day... Early in the morning...
Jimin is getting ready in a hurry when,
"Minnie!" Hoseok calls entering the room with a tray in his hands smiling.
"Hyung, I am in a hurry now," Jimin says ready to get out of his room.
"Minnie, come here, won't you drink your Hyung's hand-made special coffee?" He asks gently,
Jimin shows a complex emotion on his face & soon sighs defeatedly as his Hyung seldom has time to make him coffee.
"Alright, Hyung, you won, how can I miss your coffee?" H sits down beside Hoseok taking the cup in his hand.
He ruffles Jimin's hair softly, "Sorry, Minnie,"
"Why Hyung? I am sorry, actually...I am going to do something today, you might start hating me after that-" Jimin gets cut off when his head starts spinning...
"You are not going to do anything today, Minnie, just sleep. I will take care of everything," Hoseok says as Jimin lose consciousness.
Hoseok lifts Jimin in his arms, places him gently on the bed & tucks him neatly.
"Now one is down, I have to talk with that Taehyung & will have him sign that contract," Hoseok thinks to himself & calls his secretary going out of the mansion...
Present...
"Hyung, Why did you? Shit! Then what happened to Taehyung? Did Hyung do something to him? I have to go to his home."
He immediately goes out of the mansion to get into his car but then stops when he sees Jungkook asking his driver something...
He squints his eyes & goes to him & he frowns when he hears Jungkook asking his driver...
"Driver Hyung, give me the keys I have to go urgently," Jungkook asks with a worried expression evident on his face.
"Young master. I can't give you the car, old master has forbidden me to give you the car, please say the address I will drop you off there," The driver says.
>>>But if Driver Hyung drives me to the police station, he will definitely tell my father about that & he will ask hundreds of questions & may even stop me from going out...I have to go meet Namjoon Hyung quickly.
Jungkook thinks & Sighs,
"Alright, you go. I will take a cab outside," Jungkook says & tries to walk off when his hand is held in a strong grip.
He looks behind him only to find Jimin holding his hand.
"Where are you going this early? No clubs are open for you to party now," Jimin asks eyeing Jungkook suspiciously.
Jungkook twitches his eyebrows, "I am not going to party," he replies plainly & tries to shake off his hand from Jimin's grip but in vain.
"Then? To my knowledge, you aren't a good student to attend the college this early," Jimin mocks & continues.
"Ah...I understand so you are going to meet that guy you hooked up with, in the club, huh? Such a slut! Wanting to get your ass banged early in the morning."
Yet again Jungkook feels a pang in his heart hearing that, in anger he retorts.
"And why do I have to tell you where the hell am I going? It's none of your business. You aren't my dad. Yes, I am a slut wanting to screw around. So what is it to you, you midget!"
"Oh, yeah?" Jimin spats, his grip on Jungkook's hand becomes deadly, his eyes no longer hold gentleness, they are dark as pitch-black night.
Jungkook gulps seeing that look on Jimin's face, "You are right, it isn't my business but I think your dad would want to know about your slutty businesses."
He says dragging Jungkook with him into Jeon's mansion, while Jungkook stumbles struggling to follow his pace.
"Let go of my hand!!" Jungkook voices out & then shrieks in pain when he is been thrown to the ground in the hall.
"Argh!! YOU!!" Jungkook screams getting angry while his doe eyes become glossy, Jungkook slowly gets up rubbing off his clothes.
Hearing the loud thud & the scream Si Hyuk comes out & sees Jungkook glaring at Jimin & vice-versa.
Confused Si Hyuk asks Jimin, "What happened Jimin? Why are you here? And what are you both doing?"
"Uncle, I think you should lock him up," Jimin says while glaring at Jungkook making him shiver.
"Why? What happened, Jimin?" Si Hyuk asks perplexed.
"Your son wants his ass banged early in the morning by the guy he hooked up in the club" Jimin mocks angrily.
Si-hyuk's eyes widen at what Jimin said & he looks at Jungkook shocked, while Jungkook also gets shocked hearing Jimin.
Jungkook never wanted to look low in front of his father, all this time he just wanted his father's affection, but if his father hears about him like this will his father ever show any love to him?
Jungkook's eyes tear up when the look on his father's eyes changes from shock to hatred.
>>>No! No! It isn't like that, I never did such things! I am not like that! I am not a slut!... Dad, will you believe those words? I know you never paid attention to me but do you at least have some trust in me? Do you? Please...just a little trust in me... p-please...
Jungkook looks at his father in hope but every last bit of his hope shatters when he hears,
"WHAT THE HELL AM I HEARING, JUNGKOOK? WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING? IS IT WHAT I & YOUR MOM TAUGHT YOU?" Si-Hyuk yells at Jungkook making him flinch.
Jungkook looks down his face all gloomy, he clenches his fist tightly.
>>>You & mom taught me...when? Did you ever look at me? Even for o-once...?
Jungkook chuckles bitterly.
>>>Dad you didn't even ask if what Jimin Hyung saying about me is true or not? You didn't want to hear an explanation from me first...because you believed that I am just what Hyung said...a l-lowly s-slut...is it what I am in your eyes...?
Jungkook's lips tremble, and his tears flow onto his cheeks reaching his chin.
>>>And here I hoped foolishly that you will never think of me so lowly but...*chuckles* did you ever think of me in the first place? Do you know anything about me, d-dad? I bet...you know n-nothing...
"TELL ME JUNGKOOK! IS THIS WHAT YOU ARE DOING GOING OUT? DID YOU EVER THINK OF OUR FAMILY HONOUR? WHY DID I EVEN GIVE BIRTH TO SUCH A SON?"
Si-hyuk yells again in anger not knowing his words are like bullets to Jungkook which are piercing through his heart continuously.
Jungkook doesn't look up, he chuckles again clutching his fist tightly that his knuckles are turning white.
>>>That's right, why did you give birth to me? It would have been better for everyone if I have never existed in the first place...I...I-I am j-just a w-waste of s-space... r-right?
"YOU!! WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT? SUCH AN UNFILIAL SON!! GO TO YOUR ROOM! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT FROM NOW ON!!" Si-hyuk shouts
Jungkook looks up. His face showed his broken state clearly but his father couldn't see it in his anger. Jimin feels his chest tightening when he looks at his broken expression.
"Thank you Hyung," Jungkook says smiling, his tears flowing continuously, and runs upstairs to his room closing the door behind him with a loud bang!
"Ugh!" Si-hyuk holds his chest breathing heavily. Jimin immediately goes & holds him making him sit on the couch,
"Thank you Jimin, if not for you, I don't even know what is Jungkook doing, how did that boy grow up like that? What did I do to have such an ungrateful child?"
Si-hyuk sighs, but Jimin is only half-listening, all his mind is on the only look Jungkook gave before he ran off.
>>>That broken smile ...what does it mean? Did I do something wrong telling my uncle about Jungkook?
Jimin looks at Si-hyuk seeing the old man suffering.
>>>No! If I had left him like that he would do anything he wants, going to clubs & all! Who knows what trouble will he bring home? Uncle is already suffering so much because of him being so spoiled...
Spoiled? Only if Jimin knew that Jungkook was never been spoiled... Every month some money is thrown at him to spend, and no one would ever even ask him if he had eaten...
If only Jimin had heard the broken sobs of Jungkook every night in his bedroom he would never think he is been spoiled...
Jungkook cries & cries curling up on his bed clutching his heart which is so much in pain, every night it was his routine to cry lonely but today he started sobbing early in the morning thanks to certain someone's...
His heart is so much in pain than any other day cause today his last bit of tiny hope also shattered into pieces, and those pieces are probing deep into his heart.
Jungkook's sobs are never heard by anyone like always, and like always he is all alone crying with a throbbing heart...
His father & Jimin will never know what Jungkook is going through, they will never know that Jungkook will never be the same again, and his broken heart will never mend again...
Cause it's mysterious, how one's heart burns & burns...and suddenly turns to ice...
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(A/N:- That's all for today lovelies!! Hope you all enjoyed the chap! Did your heartache a little👀?
And to know more...
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Bye Lovelies!! Stay safe 💜!!!
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