^ Their visuals in this story.
Words count: 12k
Jungkook is two years older than Taehyung. [ My kink ;) ]
A humble reminder, It's fanfiction.
Trust the author.

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Silence.

The hall was silenced, all the people gathered around the venue silently sat on their respective chairs, the note of the piano came to a temporary halt as the ceremony was about to start.

The priest came forward in his church robe holding a holy book in hand, opening it, and reciting some words turning into sentences as people around the church listen to it with smiles and happiness on their faces.

The wedding rings were soon exchanged, adorning the shines on the golden band on both of the person's ring fingers.

The male standing at the alter, raven hairs slicked back and relaxed on the natural way exposing the gorgeous forehead, clad in a black and white tuxedo with a red tie adorned around his neck, flawlessly and neatly, the shining boots shimmered at all the lightening around the venue.

Jeon Jungkook.

The person stood in front of him, smiling beautifully, sharp eyes shining in excitement, happiness looking like the star of the night at the white pearl gown adorned the lady's curvy body, she has a veil hiding her brightening face and lacy gloves on the bony hands.

Kim Sarah.

Jungkook face was void of any emotions, eyes were sore, lips pursed, jaw tightened, hands fisting around his sides, paler than usual yet the face looked calm, feigned, nothing just blank....empty.

Totally opposite to the excited lady standing in front of him, chirping bouncing on her heels in happiness....soon going to be his wife.

A wave of cold air hits Jungkook's face and like destiny, like a knowing scent that the wind helped to reach his nose, the sensation, the instinct, his heart that starts to beat wildly against his chest just at the mere hint of the scent he could never in his life forget of—that in between millions of scent he can pick up this one, that known to of that beautiful and his most favorite smell the male's head snapped to his side.

[A/N: They are not werewolves, dw. Just fantasy shits, moving on]

And on that second, his heart sank and stopped beating for a second making him breathless.

Eyes stuck, wavering, watering instantly, heart refused to beat again like it was so upset with his owner like he wants to punish the male, wanting to give him the pain, wants him to know how it feels like to be almost dead.

His heart belongs to the person standing at the door of the church, huffing, breathing loudly like he just ran here with his life depended on it.

Kim Taehyung.

But it wasn't the thing that the heart was punishing him for, it was punishing him because of the uncountable tears streaming down that pretty male's smooth soft cheeks Jungkook was used to lovingly kiss on.

Punishing him for those doe eyes, the most beautiful eyes in the world Jungkook had ever seen after seeing the pain, betrayal, and agony of desperation and unbelievability whirling through his sore puffy eyes, it took away Jungkook's everything.

Jungkook's soul was no longer inside him, he was frozen, teary eyes turn into pain and desperation.... frustration at how hard he was digging his legs in the ground to make them stay at their place and not move to run towards the only person he wants to be with forever, holding them in his embrace so tightly that nothing can take away that warmth from him that he promised to protect till his last breath.

Taehyung stays rooted there, crying pathetically, eyes stuck to the man he's so in love with standing at the alter promised to be with someone else forever when he should be the one in that women's place, he should be the one promised to Jungkook not her.

He cried, stayed there, didn't dare break the eye contact, showcasing all the pain of betrayal and anger that seeps inside his heart, churning his heart brutally, stomach knotting in shooting pain, and tears seem to be endless as they kept dropping from his chin.

The sight was heartbreaking but Jungkook had no choice but to take a deep shaky breath, throat clogging up, hands shaking into fists as he closes his eyes momentarily at the words spoken by the priest asking for his answer reached his ringing ears even though there was pin-drop silence around them.

Jungkook stayed silent, like a dead person. Eyes opening slowly and he forced the tears to suck inside his eyes and with great difficulty, everything in him, taking him all energy Jungkook looked away from his happiness.

He moved his eyes away—from his life.

He moved his eyes away from that breathtaking male in a heartbreaking sight killing him slowly and swallowed his unbearable pain when he muttered out.

"I do"

Something breaks in Taehyung....not only his heart but also his trust, his loyalty, his respect, his happiness, and his....facade.

His eyes turn blurry, the sight in front of him turns to the foggy mess of unfocused figures, a sharp pain shooting inside his body, on his chest, on his stomach, his legs felt like jelly, breathing short he was chocking in cut breathes yet his eyes glued to the male standing at the altar, marrying someone else—he was waiting.

Still waiting to be fully consumed with the darkness, letting his body get lost and giving up fully... waiting...waiting...

Waiting.

"Now you can kiss the bride" the priest's voice reaches the almost unconscious male, heart slowly losing its rhythm yet he waited.

Jungkook gulped, didn't move for a few seconds, his eyes desperate, livid, heart paining in guilt, shame...regret, and agony.

He dared to.... didn't stop his heart and fulfilling its last wish he glanced at Taehyung with nothing but remorse in his eyes, so much pain and desperation dripping from his eyes as he apologized through his teary eyes one last time before he moves his eyes to his now wife and step closer to her.

Pulling up her veil and with frustrations and disgust with his own self, he slowly pressed his lips to her.

And there Taehyung sucked in a harsh breath, stumbling back almost losing his control when a body behind him grabbed him on time and give him the support to steady himself.

"Tae!" The mentioned male glance at the one who supported him still with his blurry vision for a second with his gaping mouth which was letting out puffs of painful breaths.

Park Jimin.

before Taehyung's eyes went back to the altar once again, hearing cheers and applause from the guest as now they were announced, husband and wife.

Jungkook now belonged to someone else.

Jungkook instantly moves to the small sounds of Jimin's voice amid the cheers and his teary eyes widen immediately at seeing Taehyung losing his consciousness.

And this time, his feet moved. He wasn't able to stop himself anymore losing all the battles in him—when he was pulled back by the hands that were slowly getting intertwined with his, he looks to his side to stare at the one who did that and blinked at the smiling face of his....wife.

And that's where harsh reality slapped on his face and he looks at the church door, Taehyung took one last glance at him before his eyes closed on his own and his body went limp.

Jimin held him and there he saw Hoseok coming behind and seeing Taehyung unconscious he immediately picked the male up and then they were out of Jungkook's eyes who stood in his place with so much pain and sorrow seeping from his eyes.

He was helpless, hopeless.

He wanted to scream, cry out loud, kill everyone surrounding him, congratulating him, teasing him and everything and all he wanted is to snap at them that he wasn't pretending to be tough for the man's pride.

He was genuinely depressed and unhappy with this marriage.

But his hands were tied and his mouth was sealed.

Nothing can measure the unbearable and brutal pain Jungkook was going through right now, Taehyung's eyes haunting his thoughts and that's it took in him to shed the lonely tear out of his eyes as internal plead screamed by his heart.

I'm sorry, my love.

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Ringing...

The anxious male walked back and forth, rubbing his mouth and forehead, sweats dripping down his temple in worry and utter fear, heart racing miles a minute.

The phone was picked up after numerous tries and Jungkook jerked up as he came to an abrupt stop.

"Jimin!" He let out, almost crying as his phone was finally picked up by the male who was ignoring it for ten minutes.

"What!" Jimin spat poisonously like only hearing his name from his mouth felt like a curse.

Jungkook's eyes were open wide in worry, brows have frowned in fear as he shakily asked, not minding the venom in his friend—once best friend tone. "H-How's Tae?" He was anxious and in panic, almost forgotten to breathe from time to time, reminding him of the dull ache in his heart.

Jimin huffed loudly. "Oh, you remember him? I thought he doesn't exist for you!" His every word was spitting and said with deep hatred.

Jungkook closes his eyes and looks down, his shoulders were slouched downwards. "Jimin...please"

"He's alive or dead what's it to you huh?! Just go and enjoy your day stop thinking about someone who you left like a used toy!" Jimin yelled at him, breathing loudly through the call as so much anger and hatred were brimming insides him.

"Jimin please... please just tell me that T-Tae's ok...please just tell me he's fine...please" Jungkook pleaded, crying silently as tears streaming down his already puffy eyes.

Jimin scoffed, not phased at all by the other's begging as he refused to give any relief to the other. "Stop pretending to care Jungkook! You're sounding so fake right now I wish I was there to beat the life out of you forever hurting Taehyung to this extent, you fucking asshole!!" Jimin screamed in the call, his words were coming out gritting and poisonous.

Jungkook takes it all, he listens to it all as he knows, he deserves all of it and he will listen to it even take the beating for as long as the other want but all he wants to hear if Taehyung is alright or this fear and worry will kill him from inside.

He can't take it.

"Do it...do whatever you want Jimin but please just tell me how is Tae, p-please I am begging you Jimin, tell me or... or I will die" Jungkook sobbed, moving his palm to cover his mouth as desperate tears continuously rolled down his face, they were unstoppable just like the unbearable pain inside his chest.

"Then fucking die to all I care Jungkook! Just fucking leave Taehyung alone now that you already chose to be with that fucking bitch!! Do all I care, go to hell!" Jungkook shakes his head, biting his lips, stopping himself from screaming out his desperation, his frustration....his side of truth.

But his was tied back by the invisible force.

"Jimin...." Jungkook calls out defeatedly, he stumbles and placed his all weight on the wall behind him as he lightly thumps his head on the wall.

"Please just tell me" his voice was faint almost unhearable.

"No, Jungkook.... don't ever think that now you deserve to hear about Taehyung at all because I fucking will make sure Taehyung will never hear about you, go and fucking enjoy your life with your bitch of a wife!! And leave Tae on his own." Jimin said with venom, there was no remorse, no mercy in his words and tone.

He was heartless at the moment in the blindness of his anger and hatred.

Jungkook didn't only betray Taehyung, he betrayed all of their friends who were related by this relationship, Jimin felt more pain because he was the one who introduced them.

He regrets it now, he ruined the innocent soul's life by trusting him over his so called best friend.

"I will die, Jimin! I am not asking for anything! I know what I did! I fucking know, Ok!! All I want to know is how is Taehyung, is he ok? Just tell me this and I will never show myself to y'all ever again ..just tell me about Taehyung's health...I am begging you..." Tears drop from his chin one by one like a loosely open tap, his eyes sting and the nipping pain pulsing through his head veins.

"..he was unconscious...I...I ..just please" Jungkook's lip waver, chest so heavy and filled with burdens of pain and agony as he cried silently.

Jimin shakes his head, eyes were burning with pure rage. "You lost him Jungkook....you lost everything of yours....you lost a piece of yourself...you lost the.... the precious piece of yourself" Jimin's voice was in pain, he was in pain seeing Taehyung in such vulnerable and horrible sight, he was guilty, he was heartbroken at the sight in front of him.

Jungkook just close his eyes, he was aware of it...he knows he didn't only lose Taehyung...he lost his everything.

"I know" Jungkook mumbled.

Jimin huffed bitterly. "That's the thing, Jungkook.....you don't even know what you lost"

"I know what I lost, Jimin"
Jimin sniffled suddenly, his eyes were filled with angry tears as he clutched the phone tightly.

"You only know about losing Taehyung....but you don't know what you lost along with him" Jimin let out, shakily. He was trembling, eyes stuck to Taehyung through the glass window getting checked by the two specialist insides in the hospital emergency room.

Jungkook opens his eyes slowly as he frowned, looking at the ceiling silently as he waited for Jimin to continue and when the other didn't say anything he spoke with uncertainty.

"What do you mean?" His voice was filled with tremble and anxiety.

"You didn't only lose Taehyung....." Jimin trailed, tears spilling down his cheek as he fisted his hand in utter fury.

Heartbroken.

Jungkook waited impatiently with his heart stopping in the middle of wild beatings.

"You also lost the life g-growing inside him"

There he said it.

Jungkook couldn't register for a moment as to what was this about, they were simple words in one sentence yet his anxiety wouldn't let him understand fast to what can this be mean but when it did.

Jungkook's heart stops right then and there, sinking deeper and deeper into the pit of his core.

His eyes widen, his legs lose the support as he stumbles to support himself with the wall, chest squeezed brutally as he got in utter shock.

"What...."

"Taehyung was pregnant" Jimin closing his eyes, seeing the doctors still checking up on Taehyung as he laid unconscious on the bed, looking lifeless like his soul was sucked out of his body.

Jungkook gasps, couldn't believe, closing his eyes harshly as he covers his mouth in disbelief.

"No....w-when...why he di—" Jungkook stammered, unable to form any coherent words as he was in a state of utter surprise at the sudden news.

His eyes instantly flickered to his left hands where a wedding ring now adorned his finger, his eyes still widen, breath shaky and painful as dreads fills him up.

What did he do? He just...just...lost not only Taehyung but—but his child also.

"He got unconscious because of the shock and stress, his pregnancy was already so critical and now after this—" Jimin stopped himself as he closes his eyes in unbearable pain.

"Why no one told me?" He asked, aggregated, mad, furious, frustrated as he voices it out, if only he knew before he could've stopped this right there no matter what happens, he wouldn't have let this happen.

If only he knew about it before he would have had the strong reason to fight with the demons whirling around him, the disguise they wore he would've placed this advantage to win against them and would've never taken this big unbearable step of agony for himself by hurting his love, his Taehyung to this extent.

Taehyung is a strong reason but he was tied back but with his child, he would be able to convince.

"He only found out about this two days before and let me fucking tell you Jungkook he fucking tried to contact you but damn you that didn't pick up his desperate calls and instead blocked him!!!!" Jimin spat through the phone, rage brimming inside him so much he could burst up any moment with this lava of madness in him.

Jungkook breathes shakily, eyes leaving unstoppable tears as his head ducked down while he tugs on his hair lock harshly, plucking some of his strands out at how hard he was doing it in so much stress, now he doesn't know what to do to solve this.

He wanted to scream so loud that his heart can stop for good.

"H-How are they....?" He asked, at last, lost and defeated, heart so heavy he felt physically drained out.

He doesn't know what to do, how to do and react at this moment.

He was alone and.... lost.

Jimin opens his teary eyes and stares at Taehyung, anger-filled him up again when he gritted his teeth. "In a hospital and getting treated in an emergency room thanks to you, Mr. Jeon fucking Jungkook!"

Jungkook closed his eyes and gulped, sighing deeply now in a lot more concern as he opens his mouth again.

"Which hospital?" He asked, wiping up his tears as he stands on his shaky feet now.

Jimin scoffed. "You really think I would tell you?"

"Jimin please" Jungkook begged.

"No, Jungkook! Leave him the fuck alone! Now the only thing you can do is to pray for both of their survival because if...." Jimin trailed.

"If your baby didn't survive..... Taehyung will never forgive you, Jungkook....he would never!" Jimin exclaimed in fury.

Jungkook shakes his head desperately, furiously as he shouted in fear. "NO! Don't say that! They will survive! They will be fine...Tae will be fine...my baby will be fine!" He said harshly, crying, shaking his head. Not believing of how when the second he got the news of him being a father soon the next second it was filled with fear of losing his unborn child.

"Can you...can you inform me when the check-up is done? How are they, please Jimin"

"What will you do about it, huh? You're married Jungkook! You're married to that bitch so better start worrying for your life instead of thinking about your ex!" Jimin seethed.

"You really deserve that bitch, Jungkook!"

Jungkook had enough, he has the right to know about Taehyung's condition and their baby. "They are my life, Jimin! I won't be able to live if something happens to them!"

"You should've thought about this before you decided to marry someone else, Jungkook.....now you lost both of them ... Taehyung and also your child" Jimin grip the phone harshly, his eyes were a blazing fire in protectiveness for his best friend.

"And no! I won't tell you about their condition to you, even if they live or die! You will live with this desperation and worry in you and that's your penalty for hurting someone who had been there for you all his life and had loved you sincerely!" Jimin was so mad and bitter, he will save Taehyung from any more heartbreak and Jungkook is the warning alarm that's ringing in his ears.

"I will make sure Taehyung never sees your face ever again Jungkook. Mind my words! You've lost them!" Jungkook shakes his head, his lower lip trembling as he looks around on instinct, thinking of a way to convince Jimin but...

"Now enjoy your fucking wedding!"

Beep.

The call cuts off after that and Jungkook heart stopped, his teary eyes widen comically as the other line went silent. "No! No no no! Hello! Hello?! Jimin! No!"

"No! You can't do this to me! JIMIN!" Jungkook screamed, looking at the phone screen to see it was on his home screen which was his and Taehyung's picture as his wallpaper.

"NOOOO!" Jungkook tugs on his hair, pulling them as he slid down the wall on the floor, screaming, crying pathetically like a most broken person as his heart bleeds in sheer pain.

"Please .. p-please ..." He cried, begged for something he knows he doesn't deserve and had no right anymore.

Begged the fate for having mercy on his broken self, begged them to not be so heartless and cruel and just.....stop his beating heart if it can't be having the one who it belongs....begged to take his life if Taehyung is not with him.

Begged for the safety of his world that is Taehyung and now small addition to his breaking heart...his child, his unborn baby.

Who he would never be able to see in his life ever even if they survived.

"No" Jungkook sobbed.

Please be safe....be safe, please...

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The moon shines alone in the night, strolling around the sky in human's eye vision as the silent rustle of midnights echoing around the empty streets with very few people.

The car horn sounded in the silence of the night and the guy sitting on the gate, guarding the house immediately stood up and open the big two door gate, letting the car wheel inside the airy house.

The person sitting inside closes the engine and sighs deeply, coming out of the car and smiling tiredly at the security guard who came forward to get the keys to park it neatly later.

"You got late today, sir?" The guy asked, staring at the position of his Sir seeing his coat draped over his arms, tie loosen up and dangling on his neck loosely, first few buttons open, hands holding his work briefcase and face drawn in exhaustion.

"Yes, Zei-un. There was just too much work today. Can't leave it in the middle so I had to be there extra hours to finish it" Jungkook mumbled, closing his eyes and cracking his neck, moaning in pain at how sour his whole body feels.

"Get some rest sir, you look exhausted" Zei-un comments.

Jungkook smiles a bit and nodded. "Mhm, I will. Goodnight"

The guard bowed as he gets back to his respective seat and Jungkook walked inside the house, the door opening by one of his servants, he nods at them in acknowledgment as he walked into the living room, his chef already standing at the corner of the couch.

"Welcome, Sir." She smiled at the exhausted male who looks up at the lady and nodded.

"Do you want me to heat the food, Sir?" Jungkook shakes his head, humming.

"No, thanks Carla, I am not hungry." He denied politely. "I am going to sleep now, I am tired," he said apologetically as he sees the Chef frowning in concern.

"Sir, you've been skipping meals a lot recently. It's not healthy since you work late hours now" Carla commented with a frown, she has been there since Jungkook can remember all, they all have been there, all the old servants which Jungkook respects a lot and knew by heart to know their worries are genuine.

After all, they are the only ones genuine with him, he can't even trust his own family on that.

"I am sorry, Carla. I promise tomorrow I will come on time and eat dinner, ok? Today I am just too tired" Jungkook apologized, his eyes already dripping with sleep as he requested and the lady sighs, nodding her head.

Not that she can do much about it, Jungkook is the owner here after all.

"Alright sir, goodnight" Jungkook hummed, nodding as he dragged his feet towards the stairs to go upstairs in his room.

His head nipping inside his mind making him hiss as he rubs the corners of his forehead, his temple massaging it gently with his fingers, the sweet pain running to his whole body, making it feel like a jelly.

He opens the door of his room, sighing tiredly as he steps inside just to see all the lights are off and the room was oddly smelling of roses.

He looks up just to see the whole room, littered with lit-up candles on every corner of the room and the roses decorated on the bed, making a heart shape.

He walked inside, placing his briefcase on the table which was also surrounded by flowers as he looks around, just when a click of the door was heard and he turns around to see Sarah, locking the door and turning around.

She was wearing lingerie under a maroon silk robe, her hair slightly wavy and open, styled backward, her chest was almost open, the length of the robe too short to even cover half of her thighs.

Sarah smiles sickeningly sweet as she walked closer to Jungkook. "Why did you come so late? I was waiting for you for so long" she made a pout, reaching to place her hands on Jungkook's chest who grab it in the middle before she could.

"What is this?" Jungkook spoke, his expression empty and voice cold as he jerked her hands away.

Sarah's smile didn't phase by the other's obvious displeasure as she twirls around and smiles sluttery.

"What do you think, hm? I got a little surprise for you since you've been working so hard, I thought I can give you a little break" she speaks, voice whispery as she again makes a move to hold the other hands saying.

"Don't you want it, hm?" She batted her eyes lashes.

"No" Jungkook answered coldly as he turns around to walk away before she can touch him. He took off his tie from around his neck, stepping towards the bathroom when he was pulled back.

"But Baby! I did this all for you!" Sarah said, her voice going high as she seems to be controlling her disappointment.

Jungkook looks at her nonchalantly. "Did I ask for it?" He scoffed and goes to turn around again.

"It's been fucking three months to our marriage!...baby." She said, her teeth gritting but she still tried to smile. "Don't you think we should also have some... quality time, hm?" She smiled, at least tried.

"I am not interested" Jungkook replied, blankly, and push her hands away from holding him back.

"I am your wife, Jungkook! For how long are you planning on making me wait?!" At last, she finally lost her control and burst, frustrated out of her mind.

Jungkook scoffed and turns to her this time with boredom as he smirks. "Why do you think I am doing it on purpose? Huh," he huffed again. "I am genuinely not interested in having any quality time with you Sarah"

Sarah's eyes turn with wrath as she walked forward and grabbed Jungkook's collar. "Why?! We're married Jungkook! You haven't touched me at all! I am fucking doing all of this every fucking time just for you to reject me! Why?!" She shouted.

Jungkook's eyes blazed with fire as he looks straight into her eyes. "because I wasn't fucking interested in marrying you in the first place, Kim Sarah!" He gritted out and looks at her with raging anger.

"You wanted this fucking marriage, right?! You fucking wanted it then here it is! Now Don't fucking think that you can have me too... Because you'll never, Sarah! You'll never get what you desperately want!"

"You can manipulate my mother but not me! You got what you wanted! You ruined lives for your fucking obsession over me now you think you won?" Jungkook chuckle sarcastically at her, seeing her eyes shaking with utter fury.

"Remember this Sarah. You can only take my name, you're only a legal signature I was forced to do and will regret all my life!...." Jungkook's heart is pained, a strike by the dagger that goes through it at his utter vulnerable and frustrating situation.

"But you can never enter in my heart! Never! Nor you can have my body as it does not belong to you at all and will never!" He grabbed her hands which were grabbing his collar and pushed it away forcefully as he continued with fury in his eyes.

"I don't even accept you as my wife! You can never be! All you're in my life is a burden! A fucking burden I had to endure!" Jungkook shouted as he pushed her away and trembles in anger, his body shakes, eyes turning blurry, jaw tightened so hard his forehead veins showing, pulsing crazily.

"You can't do this to me Jungkook!!!" Sarah screamed as she cried crazily, looking at Jungkook with darkness dripping from her.

"Watch me doing it" Jungkook smirked, raging.

"You took my life away from me." His fist clenching tightly it starts to tremble, he can't even see her properly from how angry tears had gathered in his eyes, mind going over all of the memories of his love, his giggles, his voice, his eyes, everything corrupted his mind—then his tears, his betrayed showed eyes, his trembling, and unconscious body.

His baby love.

"Now watch me making your life a living hell with me!" His voice comes out so deep and hard, so cold it sends shivers down her spine.

"Don't think you won, Sarah because you didn't! You will never win against my love! Evil can never win against my treasure! Do you hear me?! You can never get what you want, Sarah! You will be desperate like this all your life! And I will make sure of that!" He shouted, a small tear rolling down his cheek as his vision cleared up a little.

Sarah noticed and starts laughing, she throws her head back and mockingly clapped her hands, she looks crazy, a lunatic. "oh really?" She laughs.

"Ok, that's fine. I can make you mine in any way, it's not long before you'll be all over me, baby." She said, laughing knowingly. "After all how long you can resist this" she pointed at her body, going all over to take off her robe and throwing it on Jungkook.

"But... You can never get what you desire, baby... He's gone...." She laughed, singing, enjoying the misery the male was going through. "He hates you now, baby...he left since you betrayed him so how about just enjoy it a little, hm?...after all, a man has needs too and I understand it" she touches his chest, rubbing her palms up and down as she looks at him with hooded eyes.

Trying so hard to seduce the heartbroken male, to convince him.

Jungkook looks at her disgustingly as he grabbed her jaw tightly, pulling her face closer as he looked at her smirking face with fury.

"You're so disgusting, Sarah... so fucking disgusting!" He squeezes her jaw with his trembling hands.

"You will never get what you desire desperately, Sarah," He said, voice dangerously calm. "You'll never get my attention ever" another tear slide down his cheek.

He hates to show his vulnerable sight to anyone, especially in front of someone who's the cause of it yet in the end he's just a human having no control over his pain.

"Make sure when I come out of the shower, this shit is cleaned up" he pointed at the decorated room and pushed her face away harshly that she stumbles and fell on the floor, Jungkook didn't even look back when with the last glare sharply turn to get inside the bathroom.

"I will, Jungkook! I won't give up! You hear me?!" She screamed after him, breathing loudly she wipes her tears away, the evil glint still there in her eyes as she crazily looked at the closed bathroom door.

"You'll be mine, baby... Only mine" She giggled, lowly.

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Inside the bathroom, the loud noise of water hitting the tiled ground muffled the silent tears of the male, muffled his heart which was screaming in unbearable pain, muffled all his desperation, his frustration, muffled his deepest regret, muffled his sincere love, muffled his words, his truth that he desperately wants to reveal to the world.

The world.... which is Taehyung.

But here he is, tied up into a string which he didn't even want, tied up to the relationship he was forced, tied up his lips because of that threat, tied up himself into this unwanted pain because—it meant everything to his love.

He couldn't do anything—couldn't when all he sees in his mind is his lover's desperation.

He had to do it.... because it meant everything to Taehyung.

Jungkook cried, sobbed as he pressed his forehead to the tiled wall of the shower area, his hands on either side of his head he closes his eyes and remember....the time when the distance between him and the wall wasn't that empty, the time when there used to be deep giggling noises echoing around the bathroom, the time Taehyung used to be in between this empty space, caged between the wall and his bulky body, the time he treasures the most.

Now a mere memory, a past, a pain to remember yet he loved to feel this pain, it brings him back to the world he desperately wanted to get back to but now here he is, lost his way to the gate of that world... As it has now vanished and nowhere found.

"Koo!" Taehyung giggles, feeling soft pecks being pressed on the side of his neck from behind, hands wandering all over his chest and tummy making him ticklish.

"My love" Jungkook murmured, whispering loving compliments and sweet nicknames, kissing, touching, laughing as this is what he yearns for, his only love in the shower as his body pressed on his naked body.

"We just finished" Taehyung muttered lowly as he turns around, closing his eyes at the lips kissing his jaw and side of lips, feeling proud at the love marks decorating the younger's neck.

"I want more" Jungkook mumbled, smiling mischievously as his hands wandered down, eliciting the deep moan from the younger who jerked at the touch along with the hot water sliding down his whole body from the faucet.

"Koo! Why do you never get enough of it" Taehyung whines, hitting his broad shoulder, hot water still running on their wet soapy body.

"Because it's you, love" Jungkook chuckles deeply, sending Taehyung to another depth of the world, bottom lip in between his teeth as his eyes were closed, small moans coming out of his mouth as he leans back to the tiled wall.

"You're so so pretty, my love" Jungkook murmured, kissing his shoulder lovingly, hands doing their work down there as they bask in the intimacy of their precious moment.

Jungkook loves it, Taehyung loves it, they both were smitten by one another's feelings, for the true love they share, the precious thing they both treasures to their whole being.

"You're going to be the death of me" Taehyung murmured between his deep moans, giggling a little as he looks at Jungkook lovingly with his hooded pleasurable eyes.

"Hey, that's my line! Stealer!" Jungkook argued softly, narrowing his eyes at the younger as he teasingly fastens his pace.

"Ah mhm~ S-Says the one who mhm steal me from ah myself" Taehyung comments with a loving smile.

Jungkook softens, leaning forward to pecks his lips lovingly. "The most precious treasure that is... I had to be fast before someone else gets their hands on you" he whispers lowly.

Taehyung chuckles, placing his hand on the older's cheek as he looks at him with soft hooded eyes, giddily. "I love you so much" He pressed their foreheads.

Jungkook smiles, "bet, not more than me"

Laughter fills the spacious shower area along with deep moans—sobs that resonated to the entire bathroom, muffled by the loud screaming of the water as the male broke down for the umpteenth time in three months.

Jungkook bangs his head softly on the wall, opening his eyes and looking at the empty space in front of him, where Taehyung always used to stand whenever they shower together, the same damn place he's standing right now.

His hands were empty, no soft skin to roam his hands, the body had no warmth even though the water was smoking hot because there was no warmth of that male he adored through the depth of his heart.

Tears mixing with the water yet the red swollen eyes gave away as he turns around and placed his back on the wall, crying his heart out.

"I miss you, love ... miss you so much.." he cried, desperate for that warmth but there was none.

"I am so sorry!...so s-sorry!"

He stayed there under the hot water for a long time, basking in the memories they had made at the same place several times, the memories he would do anything to relive again.

Only one word to describe his condition; Pain.

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When he comes out of the shower, wearing a shirt and his sweatpants, A towel around his neck for his wet hair, he saw the room was the same as it was when he left.

He sighs deeply, so mentally and physically tired and exhausted to deal with this anymore he closes his eyes in defeat.

His eyes look at the sofa where Sarah was sitting with a smoke in hand, looking at him with a smirk as she was still in her lingerie with one leg over another.

"Took you long enough?"

Jungkook ignored her and dry his hair, throwing the towel on the basket he took his phone and turn towards the door.

"You still won't think over my offer? Come on, I can sure take away all the stress from your body. Trust me"  She called, seeing him going she said with her best sluttery tone to attract the male.

Jungkook turns around and said with his disgusted tone. "You're so desperate. It's pathetic"

He shakes his head and walked out of the room, breathing in the fresh air, suffocated by the rose's scent and the aroma of candles.

He went towards the guest room and locked the door, he laid on the bed, sighing deeply at how his whole body is sour and paining at each corner of the bone.

He closed his sour swollen eyes, headache in the background nipping his sleepy mind but here he was again, no matter how tired or sleepy he gets, it never is easy to sleep instantly.

He turns to his side, opening his eyes to stare at the empty space on the bed, he sighs, forcing himself to not think about anything and close his eyes yet he wasn't able to.

The space reminds him of someone, the someone who he sees laying beside him and smiling at him.

Another memory.

"Go to sleep, Koo. It's late" Taehyung muttered, caressing the older's under eyes with a soft smile.

"Who idiot would want to sleep when you're laying beside them? You're too beautiful to choose sleep over this Pretty scenery" Jungkook mumbled with a whipped smile, moving his head to kiss the hand on his cheek sweetly.

"You're too much sometimes" Taehyung rolls his eyes, scooting closer to the male enough to boop their foreheads together and burying his fingers in his raven locks, caressing the head as he sweetly pecks his scrunchie nose.

"Sleep Koo, you've work tomorrow" Taehyung whispers gently, placing his warm palm over his eyes so he can close them.

Jungkook chuckled, sleepily.

"Will you wake me up in the morning?" He asked with closed eyes.

Taehyung hummed. "I always do"

"Present breakfast in bed?" Taehyung pinched the older's nose at his cheeky behavior even though he was getting unconscious with sleep.

"What am I? Your wife?"

"Not yet ... but soon to be" Jungkook open his eyes a bit and smile sincerely, nowhere playful or teasing, just sincere and genuine.

Taehyung chuckles, though the red hue decorating his smooth cheeks and his eyes sparkling at the thought as he pats the older's head. "Just go to sleep, dummy."

"Start practicing from tomorrow" Jungkook muttered in his almost sleepy state.

"Practice for what?" Taehyung asked with a small smile, the older is too adorable when he gets sleepy.

"For my spouse"

Taehyung bites his lips, his cheeks darkening in shade as the younger stare at the smile on Jungkook's mouth, the sweet loving smile.

He moves forward and kisses his cheek with so much love and affection, nuzzling his nose to the older's neck.
"You're seriously something, Koo"

"Mhm, your future husband," Jungkook said, didn't even open his eyes, too sleepy yet he knows what he's saying, he's genuine.

Taehyung starts laughing at that, flustered and shocked but so much love inside his heart that he pecks the older to sleep until they both slept with smiles on their faces, hands full of one another's body, cuddling.

Tear soaked up the pillow under Jungkook's head as his eyes stuck to the emptiness beside him and also in his heart.

His lower lips quiver and that's where he buried his face in the pillow under him, bunching up the blanket into his fists as his body shooked with hiccups, in the darkness of the room, all Jungkook could think about is his love and how he must be doing right now.

If he's even alive? Their baby? Are they ok or not. Did they survived or not?

Every day, every night all Jungkook can do is pray, desperately wishes for both of them to be healthy and safe from every harm, his heart cries for them, craves to see how is Taehyung, just once.

Just once, he wants to know that if they survived...just to calm his heart which all day worries over the one thing.

Are they ok?

"Please be safe... Please... Take care of y-yourself, love...and—and our baby" Jungkook cries muffled in the pillow as all the pictures running in his head about him, Taehyung, and their baby. Laughing, playing, and loving their little bean together like a family.

Just a mere imagination he used to make all day, how perfect it would be. How it all so looked real but .. it is just his dream and nothing else, a figment of his imagination.

He would never be able to see them again, not Taehyung nor their baby.

"I hope our baby survive, love... I hope you're healthy and happy ..."

Now in the night, Jungkook's only solace is Taehyung's memories and these imaginations of them as a family, this is all he desires and wishes but to nothing and cry more in the truth that this can never be true.

They can never be the way he wants them to be, he lost them, Jimin was right.

He lost them both, his whole world, he lost it.

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"Is there any response from the HR company?" Jungkook asks the assistant who sighs and shakes his head.

"No, Sir. There's none. I feel like we should increase the budget, maybe that will pick their interest?" Nisa suggested.

Jungkook hummed as he signs the papers, glancing at her as he talks. "Do it, I just need to have one meeting with them then I will be able to convince them"

"Ok, sir," she said, bowed, and walk out of the office.

Not even ten minutes later, A knock was heard in the office once again, Jungkook was doing his work on the laptop, checking emails, and signing papers after reading them thoroughly.

"Come in" he permitted, not looking up, too busy with the file he was going through.

"Jungkook"

The familiar voice made him stop whatever he was doing, he closes his eyes momentarily and sighs deeply.

He looks up and stares at the elegant lady standing in front of him, almost the same features as his clad in a classy dress, looking younger than her real age yet there can be seen bits of wrinkles which were hidden by makeup.

"What is it, Mom? Why are you here?" Jungkook asked, already knowing what was coming and why his mother decided to visit him in his office and he was too busy for that right now.

"What do you mean? Can't I visit my son in the office just to see him? Now I had to have a reason for it?" His mom asked, looking at Jungkook who stands up from his swirling chair and walked around the table to lean on it, folding his arms against his chest as he scoff.

"You always come when you want something so just get to the point. I am too busy to beat around the bush" Jungkook said, coldly. His voice holds no emotions in there as he stares at his mother who clicks her tongue.

"Don't give me that attitude young man. I am your mother!" She said, irritability.

Jungkook just sighs deeply and looks down. "What do you want, mom?" He asked instead, ignoring her angry eyes.

She huffed and folded her arms, resembling Jungkook's action, and looks at her son pointedly.

"Sarah came to me" she started and Jungkook already felt exhausted when that name was mentioned.

"So?"

"What is this behavior, Jungkook? She's your wife, give her your time and attention. Stop ignoring her" His mother said, scolding him for it but Jungkook was having none of it.

"So she came to fake cry to you?" he scoffed. "As expected from that women. Well, I have too many important things to do than to see her face. Now if you're done I have to finish my work"

His mother looks at him in disbelief, seeing him going back towards his chair like they were done.

"Jungkook! She's your wife! Is this how you address her?" She grabbed his arm to make him turns to her.

"Well, I don't see her as my wife. She's nothing to me" he said without any emotions in his eyes, looking directly at her, serious and nonchalant.

His mother frowns at him in disappointment as she looks down and noticed something. "Where is your ring?"

"What ring?"

"Your wedding ring, Jungkook!" She exaggerated.

"Oh, threw it" he shrugged at that.

"What do you mean, Jungkook! Are you out of your mind?!" She shouted at him with disbelief written all over her face.

"I am in my right mind, mom. Don't forget, you both wanted this marriage, you forced me into this so now she had to deal with it" Jungkook gritted his teeth at her, looking at her with eyes that show his pent up anger that was started to bubble slowly.

"It's been eight months to that, Jungkook! Eight months of your marriage! Stop about that and accept this! Now, this is your life, Sarah is your present and future!"

"She's nothing but a burden to my life" Jungkook gritted it out of his mouth, cutting his mother in the middle.

He has no respect for her anyway, she lost it the day Jungkook lost his world because of her.

She was the disguise.

"You still didn't forget about him, huh?" His mother asked knowingly.

Jungkook's feature softens at the mention of his love and he looks at her dead in the eye. "I will never"

"That faggot still didn't leave your mind even after your marriage, huh?!" She shouted.

"Mind your words, mom! Don't you dare say anything bad about him, I won't tolerate that!" He pointed his finger at her warningly, doesn't care if it is his mother in front of him, she did nothing to be deserving of this title.

"Forget about him, Jungkook! Forget of that man! He was and will never be good for you! Sarah is the best choice, accept her!"

"And who are you to decide that? Who gave you the right? Just because of you I've lost the most precious person of my life, mom. The most precious! He was my everything! You knew how much I love him! But you won't understand! You will never!" Jungkook said, his voice comes louder and shaky at just the thought of how Taehyung is not there anymore and how he had lost the younger for real.

And not only him but their small bundle of love too.

"So now what? You can't do anything about that! So just accept what is there to you instead of crying about your past who must have been whoring around somewhere else!" She spitted.

"Shut up! Just shut up! If you can't say anything good then just shut the fuck up!" He yelled, trembling in fury at the insults being thrown at his love.

"Don't talk to me like that, Jungkook! Remember I am your mother!"

"The mother who stole her son's happiness! Snatched his love and his family from him!" Jungkook shouted, so sensitive to this as tears gather in his eyes.

"You stole not just my love....but my family from me," Jungkook said slowly, whispering, voice cracking as he stares at his mother who has a confused expression expressing her face.

"The family I don't even know is alive or not! The precious love of mine is even survived or not! You have no idea how this thing is killing me from inside, mom! You've no fucking idea!" He shakes with this sadness, this depression, this guilt, this panic, this fear, this pain that had a permanent place in his heart now.

Tears start cascading down his cheeks as he turns away and grabs his hair, crying fully now as he looks up at the ceiling.

His mother stayed silent.

"I don't know.... don't know where they will be right now...are they ok... Are they alive....my—my love and...and my—my baby... they survived or not I don't know and that's... that's eating me..." Jungkook cried, sobbing as he looks down with his slouched down shoulders, nothing yet too much to contain at once, he was so tired so sad and so dead from inside to handle this unbearable pain in him.

"Baby?" His mother let out in confusion.

Jungkook's head snapped in her direction as he looks at her with rage. "Yes! Baby! My baby! You even took away my baby from me, mom!"

He looked at her with tears pooling in his eyes, forehead creasing in a painful frown with his lower lip wobbling. "Taehyung was pregnant" he revealed, looking down and covering his face to muffle his unstoppable sobs.

"What?" She said in disbelief, widening her eyes as she stares at her crying son in front of her, who looked utterly broken and crumbled beyond fix.

"He was in a hospital ... I don't know if they both are fine or not, mom ... I don't even know how are they .... That's pains me every time... Every time I think of him ....his tears, those eyes which he looked me with when I .... When I .." he couldn't complete it and cried.

"Jungkook stop crying. Are you even sure it was yours?" she said, furrowing her eyebrows at him.

Jungkook turns his back on her, had no energy to deal with her as he was too tired of everything. "Just go away, mom. Leave me alone"

She sighs deeply and rolls her eyes. "You don't even know about it yourself how can you be sure it was your baby—"

"Fucking leave! Right now before I call the security!" Jungkook yelled, turning around to point his finger on the door with fierce eyes and tightening jaw.

"I will deal with you later" She gritted and storm out of his office.

Just as the door banged shut, Jungkook swallowed and sighs deeply yet it comes out shaky, he dragged himself towards the chair and sits, resting his head on the back of his chair as he let the tears come out of it, not stopping them anymore.

Just letting himself drown deeper into this depression, this unbearable pain, and guilt that is slowly eating away his insides which will cause one day to permanently stop his heart, he hopes for that day to come soon.

But before that day comes his last wish is still beating through his every heartbeat.

That before taking his last breath, he can one time, just once he sees Taehyung with his eyes in front of him... And their baby if they survived.

Just once he wanna stare at them both with his heart's content, just once he wanna stare at that little bundle, to see if they took over his features or Taehyung's, he hopes it's Taehyung's, the baby must be so beautiful if it looks just like his love.

He smiled through his pain, if his baby survived, they must be going to be born soon or might be already.

He cried at that more, he would never see how his baby looked, how their first cry sounds, he would never be able to hold them to his chest, Never be able to play with those tiny hands and feet, would never be able to see their twinkling pure eyes, their tiny nose, and small lips.

He would never.

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"Sir, this is your schedule for today" The assistant land the file to her boss, Jungkook took it with a nod.

He was checking the file when asked distractingly. "Any response from HR company?" It seems like the first thing Jungkook asked every time he starts his day and it's been months, hoping for any good news but always gets disappointment.

The assistant nods with a smile. "yes, sir. They replied to the email we have sent" Jungkook looks up at that and raised an eyebrow, finally hearing something, and a ray of hope brimmed. "What they said?"

"Here" she gave her mobile to Jungkook, showing the email as she worded it out. "They agreed to have a meeting, our new deal got their attention but they ask you to come to their office for further discussion"

Jungkook hummed as he read through all the words and nodded. "at least, it's progress. They agreed to have a meeting" He smiled and passed her phone back to her.

"What do you want me to do now sir," she asked, looking at her boss who was in thoughts.

"I have to go there, book my flight tickets for tomorrow. I don't want to delay this, it will take a lot to convince them. I don't have time, the rivals are already on the opportunity to grab and I won't let them have it" Jungkook spoke with the business mind as he give instructions to her.

"Alright sir, I will do that" saying this she bowed to leave.

"And yeah, Nisa!" He calls after her. "yes sir?"

"Book two tickets, You're coming with me" The assistant nodded and left the office.

Jungkook sighs as he was left alone, looking nowhere, eyes unfocus as he nodded to himself, head filled with thoughts and next plans for the future.

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"Where are you going?" Sarah's shrill voice sounded in the quiet room.

Jungkook placed the last piece of clothing in his traveling bag and clip it shut, not even glancing at the lady in front of him he replied shortly. "Business"

"Bussines? Seriously?" Sarah's tone was accusing and unbelievable. "Again?"

"You're going on a business trip again for the eighth time this year when you should be planing our honeymoon!"

Jungkook zips up his beg and scoffs in disbelief he finally granted a glance at who was unfortunately is his wife.

He wish it was the certain someone in her place whom he had dreamed of marrying, not only dreamed even was planning to marry soon, he might as well be the one whining about going on business trips and leaving that person alone like he used to do in past.

A smile tugs on his mouth as he imagines Taehyung standing in her place with his arms crossed over his chest and an adorable pout on his mouth.

"You really had to go?" Taehyung murmured faintly.

Jungkook melted, eyes softening as he smiles lovingly at his lover.

"Or are you planning something for our first wedding anniversary which is in a month, hm?" The high pitch tone breaks Jungkook out of his trance and suddenly everything clears up and in place of his angel stands a demon, the one who consumed his soul and took away his everything from him, forcefully.

Replaced his happiness to pain and sorrow.

Hate and anger brim in his heart like burning lava and he gritted his teeth.

"I see, is this why you've been traveling around, hm? Looking for locations to surprise me, huh?" Sarah laughs, acting like she caught Jungkook's non-existent surprise plan.

"You're seriously so pathetic. I don't even pity you" Jungkook's eyes hardened and he stare at the woman standing there as he pick up his bag placing it on the floor and turning away, picking his phone, watch, and keys he grabs the handle on his bag and rolls it to get out of the room and get away from her as soon as possible.

He can't handle her presence even for a second.

"Wait, Kookie—" a pained whine leaves the throat of Sarah who hisses as Jungkook grabbed her jaw tightly.

"How many times I've to fucking tell you to not call me with this name! Why are you so fucking pathetic!" Jungkook seethed in rage as he shakes, wanting to smash Sarah's head on the wall behind them in the blindness of his hatred as he got disgusted hearing the name his angel use to call him from her disgusting mouth.

"You're so pathetic to steal everything that belongs to someone else..." Jungkook moves forward, seeing her resisting and digging her nails in his wrist but Jungkook was unphased as he muttered with venom. "...really shows how cheap you're, Sarah"

He smiled at her angered face and scoffed, leaving her jaw and gave her a last hard glare then sharply turns to walk away.

"I don't mind the second-hand things, Jungkook... If it's you who's in the deal" she laughs, smirking at the male's back who slammed the door shut with a loud voice, not even glancing at her.

"You need help," he said after him.

Sarah caressed her jaw as she smirks, talking to herself with a mischieve glint in her pretty eyes. "No matter what, Kookie... You're only mine. Only fucking mine!"

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At the airport.

Jungkook settles on his seat, business class as he leans back on the seat and closes his eyes. His assistant somewhere behind him on the other seat, the plane took off and they were already in the air, surrounded by the heavens.

Jungkook was almost going to sleep when he was disturbed by whispers that were nipping in his ears.

He opens his eyes to stare at the cause of it with furrowed eyebrows, ready to request silence when he spotted the cause of whispers just beside his seat on the other line and saw two figures huddled up together in one blanket and were having wide grin over their mouths.

Jungkook closes his mouth, creepily, and unconsciously stares at the figures who look to be a couple by how close they were cuddling.

Jungkook saw them kissing, teasing each other, and whispering loving words, smiling so widely and looking so happy and contented, his eyes sting on their own as suddenly he saw the scene changing before his eyes and he was now in another place.

"Happy anniversary, my love" Jungkook's soft soothing tone whispers in the younger's ears who gasps as he was startled by his lover's sudden presence behind him.

Jungkook's hands placed themselves on Taehyung's small waist where he was standing in front of the dummy and pinning up the new dress he had made and doing touch-ups.

Taehyung chuckles breathlessly as he stares at the big bouquet of flowers in front of him as Jungkook's hand holds the flowers with one hand while his other arm rested on his stomach.

Taehyung turns his head a bit to the side and smiles blindingly at the older as he giggles. "You remembered?" He murmured, surprised as he looks down at the flowers and take them in his hands, touching them featherly with his gorgeous long fingers. "I thought you forgot" his voice was soothingly faint.

Jungkook huffed, offended. "You really think I would miss it? Like ever forget the most beautiful day of my life where we got together? Where I've got my angel, my baby, my love of life who enlighten my days just by breathing in my arms?"

Taehyung laughs fondly, covering his mouth with his hand as his cheeks tinted with pretty blush, stomach fluttering with butterflies where Jungkook's palm rested possessively.

"You didn't wish me in the morning when we woke up, I was waiting" Taehyung pouts, not that he minds wishing first but Jungkook always spoils him so he had become a bit more greedy for attention so he waited plus he was sad assuming that the older forgot so he was bitter too.

Jungkook hummed, burying his face in Taehyung's neck and kissing it softly, nuzzling as he sighs in contentment, a smile stretch onto his lips.

"I wanted to surprise you with something, I wasn't in the mood to dry wish you of our three beautiful years of togetherness," Taehyung smiles tenderly, closing his eyes and loving the warmth he was enveloped in, the safest place for his soul to rest and be vulnerable.

"Besides I was enjoying my pouty baby" Jungkook added, chuckling as he pulls back from his neck and kisses his cheeks from the back, tightening his arms around Taehyung's whole frame.

The younger smiles, leaning his cheek to Jungkook's who was back hugging him warmly as he giggles. "You love to torture me, don't you?" He comments knowingly.

Jungkook hummed, smiling goofily as he pulls back and turns Taehyung around, pulling him closer to his chest and kissing his forehead lovingly.

"I love you so much. Thank you for this beautiful three years of my life that you've filled with warmth and happiness." Jungkook reaches and presses his lips to both of Taehyung's cheeks, smiling still that wide grin that makes the younger fall in love all over again.

"I can't imagine my life without you, baby," Jungkook whispers, hands caressing Taehyung's jaw who had a blinding gorgeous smile dancing over his mouth with his red cheeks. "I think I will go crazy if you're not with me" he laughs.

Taehyung chuckles fondly and boop his nose with Jungkook's adoringly and muttered. "I love you so much more, Koo."

Jungkook smiles, always do when he hears Taehyung confessing to him, those few words mean the world to him, Taehyung is his world and he is his everything that a normal person wishes for, Taehyung is the angel of Jungkook's life which the older is so proud to have in his life.

He's proud of his love.

"Three years, hm?" Taehyung hummed, having his eyes fixed on Jungkook's round one where he can see galaxies of twinkling happiness.

"It's been three years already, I can't believe it" Jungkook let out in disbelief, chuckling as he sighs in so much love which he can't even express in words, it makes him speechless how can there be so much love in his heart when it comes to his angel, he can't believe it.

"Me too, I can't believe I was able to endure you for three long years. Such an unbelievable journey." Taehyung shakes his head in disbelief, eyes mischievous and playful as he turns back around and placed the flowers on the vase which was on the table in the middle of the studio.

"Hey!" Jungkook let out offended.

Taehyung suppress his giggles but ended up bursting out in laughter when Jungkook turns him around sharply and picks him up in the air, bridal style.

"You little—" Taehyung throws his head on Jungkook's shoulder, laughing obnoxiously loud, filling Jungkook's heart with warmth.

"Let me punish you, little brat" Jungkook throws the latter on the couch in Taehyung's workroom and hovers over him, looking down at him with a grin as Taehyung was still giggling in his own world, sending jolts of shock in the weak older's heart.

Taehyung wasn't at all phased by this as he had been in this position a lot of times, Jungkook manhandling him always loved by the younger secretly.

Taehyung breathlessly chuckling as moist soft kisses being pressed against his neck where Jungkook's face was buried in, slowly the unstoppable laughter dies down and an amazing feeling of pleasure starts running in his veins as Jungkook starts touching him, kissing him everywhere he can and that's how this day goes, loving intimately in the warmth of their house and spending the whole day together, skipping their works for today as they dedicated all their attention to each other.

A tear slide down Jungkook's temple, he forcefully averted his gaze away from the cuddled up couple beside him and look out the window, staring at the clear white clouds and letting them clean the darkness of pain from his heavy heart.

These little moments that bring him back to his past are always so painfully beautiful that made him ended up feels empty and lonely.

With the lack of warmth around his life, his heart which was squeezing painfully in so many memories that whirl around him and so many of those whispers and intimate talks, touches, love, and hugs, he feels so lonely.

Jungkook hugs himself and closes his eyes, forcing himself to not think of his precious which makes him saddened and full of pain.

Yet again there was this plead that amid clear clouds where sun rays were peeking, he hopes once again in his most vulnerable state.

Will I ever see you again?

He doesn't know how to face Taehyung if he ever meets him again in this life.

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The crowded streets of Paris, lit up with golden lights and stalls and people going into cafes and walking over the street, some biking and some running hurriedly to a certain destination, the morning was sunny but the weather was superbe.

Amid this, The car stopped in front of the tall, luxurious building, fashionable, Jungkook comes out of the car along with his assistant, a black long coat draped over his broad shoulders as he stares at the building for a while before he nodded and walks forward and inside the building.

The receptionist stands up when Jungkook comes to stand in front of the counter. "Good morning sir, how may I help you?" The lady talks professionally, the polite tone.

Jungkook smiles as he introduces himself. "Jeon Jungkook. I have a meeting with Mr. Martin"

The lady nodded. "Give me a second, Mr. Jeon" he nodded and taps his fingers on the counter as he waited for the lady to finish his talk on the telephone, looking around with curious eyes, the building from inside was even more fascinating.

Just like he saw in the pictures.

"This is my dream job" Taehyung murmured faintly, a fond astonished smile over his pretty face as he swipes pictures to show Jungkook who was laid beside him on the bed, one arm draped over Taehyung's waist.

"This is lavish" Jungkook comments, looking through the tall building and its modern insides.

"I know right? Imagine if I got accepted here? How many things I will learn from there, this will be a dream come true if I do" Taehyung smiles, biting his lips.

Jungkook leans forward and pecks his forehead. "I am sure you will, have you seen your designs? They are awesome!" He encouraged him, smiling as he tucked the string of hair behind Taehyung's ear who blush.

"I had to do more hard work to get my designs accepted by them, I heard it's really hard to impress them" Taehyung pouts, eyes never leaving the pictures.

"And I believe in you, you'll do great" Jungkook smiles, caressing his side of his waist in assurance.

Jungkook sighs as he blinks the shine in his round orbs, eyes scanning the area as he smiles sadly, If everything will be how they planned, he might be here today to visit Taehyung, not for the meeting he almost begged to have here with the head of the company.

Jungkook sighs and looks down, everything will be worth it.

"Mr. Jeon, Sir is in a conference room right now. You have to wait for a while" The receptionist called as she gesture him to sit on the couch in the lobby.

Jungkook nodded and went to sit on the couch with his assistant on toll, sitting on the other side as she also scan around the building.

After waiting for half an hour, he was told to go on the third floor in the conference room where he will be meeting Martin, the head of this lavish company.

The lift made a ding sound as the door slides open, he step out of it and was led to the two door conference room, he thanked the lady and went inside.

The room was big, large with tables and chairs along with few people still there, looking like bidding goodbyes as they were scattered towards the exit.

"Ah, Mr. Jeon, please come inside" Martin's voice sounded and Jungkook turns his head to stare at the old man sitting on the chair, smiling at him as he gestures him to enter.

Jungkook walked closer, few people were surrounding him and when he was just a few steps away, his forehead got the frown over them as his eyes landed on the stiff back of the male who was facing Martin.

He heard the old man talked out as he was getting closer.

"Mr. Kim, take these to my office. I will check it there and will give the final answer" Martin talked, referring to the stiff male who nodded and hesitantly turns around.

Jungkook stops, his steps halted, he was only a few steps away as he stare at the male who faced him, slowly looking up and showing his face, the shock that shown on both of the male's features were sudden and unbelievable.

Heart raced simultaneously, eyes enlarging and body freezing in its place, the surprise was too much along with the yearning that their eyes flicker to each other's features without the care in the world.

Because the who was standing in front of Jungkook with his doe eyes, a long brown coat, and a muffler over his neck, looking prettier than he remembers—was none other than the male Jungkook yearns for every night.

Taehyung.

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Cliffhanger! I am evil, I know. Next part will be out someday. So how's this going so far? I hope you enjoyed it and it wasn't boring.

Tbh I am really insecure with this story now, idk if it's enough to worth your long wait. If this flops I am deleting it.

Tell me if you want me to continue it because Idk if it's good or even a bit interesting.

~bunnies~