Chara's POV

I wake up in the Inn at the sound of a knock on the door. I limp exhausted and slightly injured to the door and look through the peek hole. It's Toriel I think. Well, I move to the left to see if there is anyone else there. There isn't anyone on that side. I move to the other and I see that human.

It's been three days and that human is still looking for me. He is quite determined. But why does my heart race whenever he is near me and pound so hard I think it's going to explode. I don't know why but I want to be with him. I don't this feeling and I hate it because I don't know what it actually is. Well, I was told that this feeling was LOVE so I don't want to feel it but I want to learn how to love like him.

Could I even do that? Doubtful but possible? I don't know but I want to know. I guess I will just relax and contemplate life. I wonder how that bastard Zane is doing? I think he is probably doing pretty good. He had a bright future until I met him. I almost ruined everything for him, but then I fell into Mt. Ebbott for him and he left me for good. I felt so betrayed by him and I just don't want to have that happen again. I felt a similar way towards him just like that Human named Frisk. My heart is torn but I know I don't have a chance with him. Also, I don't entirely trust that Frisk. He just seems too nice to be real. I mean really he is excessive but I have to face him eventually.

I sigh in defeat and open the door but much to my surprise Frisk is gone. Toriel is still here and she looks quite surprised to see me? She also seems quite familiar and warm like a mom. She sees that I'm injured and tries to heal me but something happens and determination was absorbed by me? Toriel fell to her knees like she was in pain. I squat down to her level and looked at her confused on what happened.

I looked into her fearful eyes and poked her nose and in doing so. I have given back some of her determination. I smile at her with eyes knowing what I did to her. I got up and was going to leave but before that Toriel stopped me and stood on her own and invited me to her home. I didn't see anything wrong with it and she didn't seem like a dangerous person. So I accepted and was about to leave the inn when I realized that I really don't have any clothing. I ask her for some and she gave me a sweater and some shorts? Why do these feel so familiar and full of memories?

I held my head for a moment before going back inside of my room and started changing into it. Once I put it on entirely. I felt a peace settle over me. A peace that I have long forgotten about and only now just remembering about it. I came back out and I see that skeleton bastard. I was about to lunge at him but I held back and looked at him in disgust. Then Toriel teases me about Frisk. I ended up blushing but I denied that I like him. He can't be worth all the aggravation that relationship will definitely cause. I left that place and moved past them and moved forward not wanting to deal with that. I decide to go back to the ruins after exploring a bit.

I walk towards Waterfall not wanting to be teased anymore about Toriel. I rub my head in pain and sigh as pain flickers on and off as I walk through Waterfall. I get Undyne's house and I decide to knock on their door and Undyne opened it up and invited me in. I proceed and I see Alphys! I was told by the voice in my head that she was the one who let me die, and then brought me back.

"Hello, and thank you, Alphys," I say her firstly.

I wasn't entirely why I should thank her but it just sorta just came out. I was confused as was Alphys but she saved my life so I guess that was in order. She blushed and looks away, that is so adorable. Then I look over to Undyne and I instantly realize that these two are dating or at the very least consider dating each other and they have a deep sense of trust with one another that only people of great importance have. I smile at them and then a thought of Frisk appeared in my head. I blushed and shook it out of my mind.

Then Undyne questions me about the blushing and I just shrug it off, but I think she knows about the way I feel about the human ... which is nothing at all. Why does my heart do this to me? It's already been through enough with creep Zane. Haven't my heart learned that awful but truthful lesson? It starts out amazing and then I end up crying my eyes out.Love is just an illusion and can't exist, and yet even though I think that. I know it's not true. Love is possible but I doubt it's possible for me. I won't let it happen. The scene won't take place, I won't let it happen this time. Then they begin to tease about Frisk and I denied liking him, but they know that I might like him.

I excuse myself out when I couldn't handle their teasing anymore. When I left that place I was a blushing mess, but I was happy to make friends. I begin to explore things and another memory where I kissed him? Why can't I remember these moments? I only remember them when I visit the place. I continue forward and see a spot where the moon is visible? How does that work? Then a memory surfaced of Frisk singing for me after a fight of sorts if I remember clearly. I hold my head in pain and then it subsides and I move forward even still.

I get to Alphys' old Lab and I enter it and saw Mettaton. She seems lonely, wait what gender is that Robot? I shrug then smile before walking to Mettaton and sitting next to them. I look over to them and rub their back and try to console Mettaton. Mettaton looks at me, their face filled with tears and loneliness.

"Go to back to him. Napastablock is still waiting for you. Maybe you two can reconnect and he could be your DJ for your performances. The underground still need their star!" I say to her as pain flares inside of my head.

I suppress it and smile for her unsure how I knew she was the star of the underground. Now that I think about it I still don't know their gender and I still don't care. I shrug and breathed in deeply and walk back to Undyne's house and feel my mind go directly to Frisk. I blushed due to that and much to my dismay Undyne, Alphys, Toriel, and Undyne say my actions and smirked at me. Apparently, Undyne or Alphys got Mettaton up to date about me liking Frisk.

Then know about my feeling and they are probably going to tease me about it. I just know it. I wait for them to start teasing me but instead of teasing me they try to make me say I love him, Frisk the human. I deny them all the way back to the ruins which quite far from our current location. What could I have done actually accept that I love Frisk? Out of the question. I can't love him, I just can't, right?

Somehow or another they make me confess that I like him. I sigh in defeat and look forward and I enter the ruins and close the ruins off from them for a bit. I continue forward and then I see a table and the ruins have been refurbished to the point where it looks like new home! Another headache settles in as I wonder how did I know that. I look at the table and see Chocolate!!! Even if I have memory loss, I will always love chocolate. I smile and sit down and begin to look at the delicate chocolate.

Then I see Toriel, Alphys, Undyne, Mettaton, but most importantly Frisk was there! Then Frisk came to the table and sat at the other side, right across from me. I took a bite of my chocolate and look to the side while silently judged him while nibbling on my chocolate with just my mouth and left hand was holding the bigger piece of the chocolate.

"So why did you come here?" Frisk ask me with his soothing voice.

"Well if you must know. Toriel invited me and I forgot to say thank you to her for the clothing especially this sweater." I say back trying to sound confident but in reality, I am totally freaking out.

"Are you enjoying the chocolate?" Frisk ask but he seems to be more nervous than I am.

"Well, of course, I am. It's chocolate for goodness sake who doesn't like it?" I say with confidence.(Author here I can't chocolate so yeah)

Frisk smiled at me and my heart began to start its race. I try to calm it down but I fail miserably. I don't want to fall in love again but he already has my heart. No, I won't say I'm in love. This is way off base. My heart simply needs to get off my case. (If you didn't notice this is the lyrics)

All I could manage was to keep my blush down to a normal level but for how long though? I continue nibbling on my chocolate trying to distract myself from Frisk. Why is my heart so drawn to him? What has he done to me to affect me in such a way? I look away not wanting to stare at him but my eyes are drawn to him.

I hate that fact but I love the way I feel when I am near him. It's like I'm floating and yet super heavy. My heart feels like it's going to burst out of my chest. Sometimes my mind will just go blank and I can't think of anything except for him. I know this feeling very well but it still doesn't mean he has me won over.

"Well, are you done thinking about everything?" He asks me like he knows what's going on inside of my head!

"Yes, I am done, for now at least," I say trying to cover up my embarrassment.

"Good, now we can move on to another matter." He says that as he gets up and gets up and proceeds closer to me.

"What is that other matter?" I say gratefully that I didn't stutter.

Then in a flash, I was up against a wall and he had me pinned against it. My heart went into overdrive and face was completely red and my eyes were open wider than they have ever been before. Was is he going to do to me? I wonder that as he looks to be going in for a kiss! I really want it but something in my gut is telling me I should not do it. I have always listened to my gut and it has saved me a lot of hassle in the end. Well, not always, once I fell in love with a guy named Zane and my gut told me not to do it and I did it anyway and I ended up with a broken heart and some broken bones as well. This time though it seems like my gut is having second guesses just who is this person and who was I to him?

Dang it I can't help but want to kiss him. Then he goes and opens his eyes. Why do I have to feel so in love with him? How in the world did he steal my heart when I barely even know him? I guess I'll follow my heart this time. I accept his kiss and kiss back sending my heart into a frenzy. The kiss was so passionate and he seemed too eager to explore my mouth with his tongue. Who am I to stop him? I give free passage and we battle for dominance. He is skilled but lacks true experience. I could have subdued him easily but my mind is too blank to do anything except for kiss as much as possible. So I let be dominant and it was like a new experience altogether.

Then he pulled away. We were both blushing profusely. I was probably bushing way more than him and then he smiled at me. I remember that smile. It was the same smile he gave me after we had our first kiss. We ... loved each other and we had two little babies as well. I couldn't explain why but shed a tear and hugged him and twirled him around as my memory floods back. Well, most of it did right then and there but after memories could not be attained by just Love even though it's quite powerful. Fear is also a powerful thing and in some cases greater yet weaker than Love. It was the fear of LOVE that shield her mind from those but Fear is clever and used nightmares to show me the rest but that is a story for another time.

Love and Fear are closely connected but also very far apart and Love for me is something I wrestle with all the time. I want Love but my heart is battling LOVE as well. Both of these are in my heart and yet I know what I want to choose really I do, but I don't at the same time because Love is a huge gamble and I don't know if I'm ready for that again. Am I?

A/N Welp, another chapter bites the dust. Sorry for that cliffhanger but I decided to end it there well, for starters. I wanted to work on other series and simply to relax and take a break from writing since I have been writing almost non-stop. Not just on this story but others as well! Thank you for all of your support. I never dreamed one of my stories would ever get over four thousand views and over 300 votes. I don't want to say except thank you for reading my stories and sticking with me!