4 M O N T H S L A T E R

"Why are you mad?" I asked Nailah walking in the house.

"Black people annoy me." She rolled her eyes.

"What Stunna do now?" I asked.

"We in the mall and I bump into some boy and before we both could apologize to each other Stunna said I just found out I got Chylmadia so I got enough things to worry about."

"But that's not Stunna first time doing that." Vae said.

"Yeah you right but usually when he do that, we outside or not around a lot of people."

"What's different about the mall?"

"It's crowded as fuck and when he yelled it made a loud ass echo and people started looking at us."

"I'm embarrassed for you." I laughed.

"I'm telling my mother."

"Y'all always snitching on each other, gon make that poor lady blood pressure go up fucking with y'all." Vae said.

"She don't get stressed, she already know Stunna a stupid ass little boy."

"And you not?" I asked.

"No, I'm perfectly fine."

"Yeah whatever." I waved her off.

"I feel like I haven't saw you in so damn long, all you know is Sammy now." Nai pouted. 

"For real, do you even live in your own house anymore?" Vae said.

"Haha jokes but yes, I just be with Sammy more at his house because we can have sex everywhere and I do mean everywhere." I smiled.

"Ew but I'm happy for you sus, at least you got some commitment." Nai said.

"Crook still wanna do the talking stage?"

"Yes talm bout some damn I don't know how to be in a relationship so I want us to be on this chill mode until we both ready."

"Aw, what's wrong with that?" Vae asked.

"Everybody know that's fuck boy code for I don't want a girlfriend but I don't want no other niggas to fuck with her." I informed.

"Exactly, he act like I don't have brothers that already put me on to playing this game."

"Mo, you know Alyssa a grandmother?"

"Who had a baby, Avery? He use to be so cute." I laughed.

"Avery was cute but Jaylen was more of my type but no Memo."

"Not quiet Memo? She used to be shy as fuck in her room reading books while the rest of us got turned up. Nah she ain't have no baby."

"She ain't quiet little Memo nomo, she be fighting and all now. They all grew up to be cute though." Vae handed me her phone.

"That's Avery? He should be like 17 now right? Bout to slide in his DMs." I laughed.

"You see her baby? Her name is Aspen."

"Like the country?" I asked.

"Bitch Aspen is a city." Nailah shook her head at me.

"Alright and now you see why I failed geography."

"Stupid ass child but Aspen a unique ass name, never heard of that before." Nailah said. 

"She's so perfect and chunky, I want her." I pouted showing Nai.

"Omg, baby fever as fuck."

"Right." Vae agreed.

"Imma DM Memo so the next time we in Atlanta, we could link up with them."

"Sound like plan to me, it's raining?" Vae asked.

"When isn't it raining in Texas?" True.

"Let's go dance in the rain." Vae smiled.

"I get sick fast." Nailah said doing a fake cough.

"Bitch you not even out there yet." I looked at her.

"I could predict it." She coughed again making me laugh. We stood up going towards the door.

"Bitchhh." Vae dragged out laughing.

We started dancing in the rain, I pretended I was in a music video and started krumping while they laughed.

"What are y'all doing?" I heard from behind me. Quavo, Rico and Crook was laughing behind us.

"We doing it for lil saint." I said and they started laughing.

"I'll meet y'all in the house." Rico shook his head while walking in.

"Come on." I grabbed Quavo hands and he started krumping with me.

"Aight I'm cold as fuck." Nailah skinny ass ran back in the house.

"Same." Vae said and all made our way in. I went straight to my room changing into some pajamas.

"Where's Syd?" Rico asked.

"She should be on her way." I said texting her.

"What that's your shorty?" Vae teased.

"She got some bomb ass pussy but that's all she'll ever be is pussy."

"Why?" I asked kind of getting offended.

"Sim, you can't tell me you don't hear the shit going on about her. She got a reputation."

"But you knew that before you slept with her." Vae said.

"Exactly but don't no nigga want a female who fucking everybody." Crook added.

"And who says she's fucking everybody? You could be the only nigga she fucking right now and you wasting her time." Nailah retorted.

I peeped the shade.

"Yeah but she is, I just had a nigga come yo to me a hour ago telling me Sydney gave him the best head yesterday."

"Exactly." Nailah said and we looked at her confused.

"What?" Quavo asked.

"That's exactly my point."

"Care to elaborate?" Rico asked.

"Sydney spent the whole day with me, Vae and Simone yesterday and when Simone left she stayed the night in my room." Nai said.

"That's true cause she was cockblocking on FaceTime yesterday." Crook nodded his head.

"And Sydney doesn't even give head." I added.

"You feeling her, that's why you acting this way bro." Quavo shook his head.

"I ain't gon deny the little feelings I got for her, she cool people's."

"Aight so lemme ask you this if you had the best cake of-"

"I don't eat cake." Rico cut Quavo off.

"Aight so you got some cookies-"

"I don't eat cookies unless they chocolate chip." Rico cut him off again.

"Rico!" I laughed.

"My bad, go head."

"Aight say you had the best chocolate chip cookies-"

"Aye what you say blood?" I cut him off as they started laughing.

"Best bhocolate bhip bookies of your life but people kept telling you the bookies was nasty, would you continue eating them?" Quavo fixed making me smile.

"If it's good then fuck what people say, I'm smashing them bookies."

"Exactly so why you tryna ruin a chance with Sydney when this could possibly your future wife holding you down when you go to the NFL?" Quavo asked looking at him.

"Quavo I always fucked with you." Nailah said making us laugh, that was some good advice.

"Since you giving out good advice, can you tell me if Dice cheating on me?" Vae said.

"Why you think Dice cheating?" I asked.

"Cause he be finding little things to get mad at and he don't do the same shit he use to."

"Explain." Rico said.

"Yesterday we in Walmart and a man had his daughter in a cart and she knocked his jacket out the cart so I give the man his jacket and I go back to Dice and he like you don't need to pick up nobody shit, he would of known it dropped or missing. He made a big deal when that man was around 60 walking around with a cane."

"Cheating." Rico answered.

"Cheating." Nailah added.

"Cheating." Crook cosigned.

"Why y'all think he cheating?" She asked.

"If he getting mad over a jacket then that mean the guilt beating down on him and he trying to make it seem like you doing something." Rico answered.

"Exactly, us as males try to flip everything when we know we in the wrong. We'll rather the female blame herself than us so our mind will be guilt free for breaking y'all hearts." Crook agreed.

"Damn shame." I shook my head.

"I don't necessarily say he cheating, maybe he feel like y'all drifting and someone got his attention but he's not crossing that line." Quavo said.

"Nah if y'all conversations getting shorter then that mean his conversations are getting longer with another bitch." Nai said.

"I do agree with that." Quavo said.

"So what do I do?" Vae asked sniffling making me hug her.

She was always the crybaby but I on the other hand don't even remember the last time I cried, I never allowed myself to that point.

"Aw don't cry Vae." Nailah got up adding to our hug.

"Heeeeey!" Sydney yelled oblivious about what's happening.

"Hey Syd." Crook greeted.

"Vae you crying? What's wrong sweets?" She came to sit on my lap.

"Dice may or may not be cheating." I informed her.

"I'll fly my brother and his gang from Chicago down here. Dice won't ever play with your heart again." Sydney pulled out her phone.

"Calm down Syd, we don't even know for sure." Nai said.

"We know but we gon act like we don't. He cheating cause niggas only good for providing dick and that's it, fuck these niggas."

The shade is real today.

"Man." Rico smacked his teeth.

"You got something to say Ricardo?" She asked.

"No Sydney."

"Oh okay."

"Vae this what you do, ask him is he cheating. You know Dice right? So you'll know if he lying or not but don't go lurking because then your feelings would be butthurt." Quavo said.

"Yeah imma just ask him."

"The reason y'all life so fucking lit had just arrived." Stunna yelled coming in.

I don't even ask how they get in anyway.

"Wassup y'all?" Dice said and we all glared at him.

Speaking of the devil.

"Can I talk to you?" Vae asked softly.

"Why you sound like you been crying? You alright?"

"Can I talk to you?" She repeated.

"Yeah." He helped her up as they walked in the kitchen.

I wanted to be nosey but Sammy long neck ass sat on my lap kissing me all over my face while rapping between kisses.

"I fuck with you girl, I say I fuck with you like you fuck with me. Show love to you like you show love to me. She always come back home cause I'm her backbone."

"Sammmmmy!" I whined trying to push his face back.

"The next night we was on the phone you stayed up, ain't nothing new."

"Can you stop?" I asked him as he licked my face.

"I fuck with you like a middle finger girl."

"What if your breath stink and you doing allat?" Sydney asked.

"Then her face smell just my like my shitty ass breath." He shrugged and continued licking me.

"Stop Sammy!" I whined.

"Gimme a kiss than."

"No you already stole like 6."

"Girl gimme a fucking kiss." He yanked my face towards his lips.

"That fucking hurts." I pulled his hair and he wrapped his hand around mine.

"Gimme a fucking kiss." He pulled my hair a little making me hiss in pain.

"Ow Sammy." I kissed him.

"Another one." I pecked his lips.

"Another one." I pecked his lips again.

"Another one."

"Sammy!" I laughed.

"You really gon ask me that stupid shit?" I heard Dice yell making us all stop talking so we could hear.

"It was a question." Vae small soft ass voice said.

"You really that insecure and don't trust me enough to ask me that stupid ass question? I should go do it!"

"Why are you yelling?" Vae sniffled. She doesn't like to get yelled at, it makes her cry. She's been like that since we were little, she's so sensitive.

"Man whatever." We heard footsteps as he appeared in the living room. "We could leave now."

"Well." Stunna stood out as they both walked out.

"What she ask?" Sammy asked.

"Was he cheating."

"Damn." He shook his head making me raise a eyebrow.

"Is he cheating?"

"I don't know what he does in his free time and just because you my girl don't mean I was going to tell you. That's just bro code."

"What do you mean you don't know what he does in his free time? Your with him all the time." I looked at him.

"Simone we not bout to argue over this when this ain't even our business, I love you. You staying here tonight?"

"I love you too and most likely not."

"Let me know." He kissed me then left out.

"He's cheating " Quavo, Sydney, Rico, Crook and Nailah said in unison looking at Vae.

"What do I do?" She asked.

"For one, stop crying." I said.

"For two, just show him you don't care even though it's killing you." Nailah said.

"For three, say Sydney you have my permission to call your brothers." Sydney said making me laugh.

"We'll discuss plans later."

~

I've been in Sammy house for like a hour waiting for him to come home, I was going to surprise him but he taking too damn long.

"Hello?" I answered his call.

"Who house you at?"

"Yours, I thought you would of been home earlier."

"No I uh got caught up in the studio."

"So where you at?"

"Around the corner, I forgot my key come open the door."

"Alright." Just as I got downstairs, I heard a car door slam then knocks on the door. I opened it expecting Sammy but it was a female instead.

"Hi, how can I help you?" I smiled.

"Can you go get Sammy? Tell him it's Mahogany." She said politely.

"I'm sorry, he isn't here but can I give him a message or something?" I asked.

"Can you tell him I'm two months pregnant."
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Dice cheating? 😕 Sammy cheating? 😶

Lemme tell y'all this sad ass story. I hate bugs, dont matter what it is if it's considered a big ion fucks with it.

But it was the cutest little orange ladybug on my the counter, it wouldn't leave either so I felt special. I named him Pablo. While I was making me a bagel, I was talking to him, he was a real good listener.

So during the middle of me talking to him, my stupid brother swiped him off the counter and than stepped on him😕 I legit cried, he didn't deserve to die. He ain't do nothing wrong.

Show y'all respect. July 22, 2016 - July 22, 2016. RIP Pablo, I miss you already buddy😪💔😔👼

Unedited, Excuse any mistakes.