"Where are you Vae? What hospital?" I asked standing up as fast as I could.

"We're at St. Joseph on the third floor."

"St. Joseph?" I turned to look at my mother and she nodded letting me know that's the hospital we were in. "I'll be there in 2 minutes."

"What happened?" Ma asked.

"She didn't give me no details, she said it was a bad accident. Mommy what if-"

"No Simone don't start playing the what if game, we're gonna go down there and pray."

"Okay." I nodded wiping my face putting on my sweats just as the doctor came on.

"I need you to take it easy and in two weeks come back for a checkup."

"Okay thank you Dr. Sloan."

"Just doing my job, have a nice day." He took the clipboard and walked behind us as we went to the elevator.

My nerves were shot as my palms were sweaty. I was nervous not wanting to hear anymore bad news, the elevator stopped on the third floor and my mom and I walked to the receptionist desk waiting for her to get off the phone.

"Girl yes, he was like he doesn't have to spend time with CJ cause he's a baby. These moments don't matter. . Right girl you know I had to-"

"Excuse me?" I asked trying to get her attention. She looked at me then held up her finger to her mouth telling me to shush.

"Did she just- I know she ain't. My daughter said excuse me, are you going to do your job or do I need to get a supervisor?"

"Is there a problem Ms. Hudson? Are you okay?" Dr. Sloan asked coming to us.

"I was notified my friends was in a accident and they were bought here on the third floor but I don't know where they are exactly."

"Most likely the waiting room, follow me. Would you?"

"Thank you." I smiled walking behind him.

I walked behind him as we turned corners and went down halls. He opened a door to the waiting room and I saw all of them.

"Do you see anyone you know?" Dr. Sloan asked.

"All of them here, thank you again. Should I hug you? I'm going to hug you." I told him before I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"You're welcome again." He laughed after he released me. I nodded seeing that they was all looking at us.

"What happened?" I asked Vae seeing Nailah sitting on Stunna lap crying as he had a bandage on his face and a cast on two of his fingers.

"The boys were coming from a show when a truck smashed into the bus. Dice, Lew, and Stunna only suffered minor injured." Vae informed tears running down her face.

"S-so what about Sammy and Bhris?" I asked shakily playing with my fingers.

"The last time we got updated they both in surgery. They're the only ones who injuries are threatening, they don't think Bhris gon make it." She said leaning her head on me as I covered my mouth letting my tears fall.

"No." I whispered. "Not Bhris please."

"Is Sammy alright?" Mahogany asked coming in with Mary, Maya and Kayla.

"Why y'all here?" Dice asked.

"Sammy is my baby father Dice."

I blocked them out sitting on the floor, for some reason being on the floor was better for me. I pulled out my phone going through theshaderoom, I started tearing up seeing Sammy and Bhris laid on the ground unconscious as a fan recorded.

"C'mon sis you don't need to be looking at that shit." Lew said sitting on the floor next to me laying my head on his shoulder.

"What if Bhris don't make it? I ignored his calls as I drove around what if I don't get to tell him I love him for the last time? I can't do this without him, he's our third musketeer." I asked covering my face as I sobbed into his chest while he held me tightly.

I hate people seeing me cry.

"Bhris ain't leaving us Sim and even if he did bro know you loved him. We was just talm bout you before the shit happened."

"Really?"

"Yeah he was like we gotta get Sim those ugly ass Balenciaga runs she wanted, maybe that'll cheer her up. He said he needed his partner in crime happy again." Lew said smiling and I laughed.

"Them Balenciaga runs not even ugly." I laughed.

"Is that a laugh? I got Sim to laugh and smile at the same damn time. Lemme take this picture to show Bhris." He took out his phone and kept taking off guards as I laughed and covered my face trying to wipe my face.

"Y'all cute." Kayla smiled.

"If you gon start that shit leave right fucking now, both of my brothers in surgery we don't need that energy around us." Stunna growled at her.

"I was just saying they-"

"Don't say shit before I hop up and fuck you up!" Nailah yelled tears streaming down her face.

"Y'all should just leave, I don't know who called y'all anyway." Dice added.

"Sammy is my baby father that's why I'm here, why are you here?"

"He ain't even ask why." Sydney laughed.

"Bit-"

"Dice no negative energy." I cut him off.

"You right sis." He nodded.

"Fuck that bitch!" Stunna yelled making all of us laugh except them.

"Lew sing with me." I looked at him.

"No."

"Please."

"Nah."

"I'm up now man we came from the mud, swerving into fast sipping mud yeah. Niggas hating but they bitches showing love. TLC I ain't talking, you a scrub." Syd rapped ending our argument.

"It's young SoHo, what it do? What's the smell? I pour some act now I'm moving like a snail. She geeked but I'm already sharp like a nail, baby I just want the heads not the tail." Vae and Dice rapped then looked at me.

"Shawty freaky damn Shawty freaky damn. You a bad girl baby you deserve a beating, imma fuck her to some Weeknd on her birthday weekend." I rapped loudly laughing.

"Man just pass me a molly man you know I'm tweaking, man just pass me a lighter I'm tryna fire up even though I just met I'm tryna fuck with her." Stunna and Nailah yelled.

"Say you don't do this often, what you lying for? See you got your own money, girl you fly as fuck." I yelled standing up to do his dance he love to do in his videos.

"Making plays, catching pigs, bussin jugs, you can shop with me baby I'm the plug." We all yelled standing up.

"Excuse me imma have to ask y'all to be quiet." A nurse said.

"Bitch bye, what part was we at?" Stunna asked looking at us.

"Fuck them George Washington's I'm throwing dubs, now they playing my shit in the club. I'm up now man we came from the mud." They were now recording yelling as I kept doing his dance.

"Swerving into fast coupes sipping mud yeah." A certain voice said making us all turn towards the door.

"DEXXX!" Vae smiled. Bitch better back off my man.

"Wassup my niggas?" Dex asked as he came in with RTK.

"Bitch that's Rich The Kid, brah." Sydney fake fell out. "Nigga look better in person."

"My husband." I smiled wrapping my arms around Dex waist while he held me.

"You good wifey? I know ya side nigga mean a lot to you." He asked making us laugh.

"I'm okay."

"Why ya stomach feel like this?" He asked touching it making my eyes widen.

"I'm bloated, I'm on my period." I said coming up with a quick lie.

"Imma need for you to get off of me wifey." He said making me laugh.

"Who them?" Dex asked pointing at Mahogany and them.

"I'm Sammy baby mother, Mahogany."

"This bitch gon say that every chance she get." Sydney mumbled as we laughed.

"I'm Maya and this Mary, imma huge fan." Maya said smiling.

"I see the way wifey looking. If my wife don't fuck with y'all, I don't fuck with y'all. Step up out my face."

"Dexxx!" I laughed.

"Rude ass nigga ain't gon introduce me?" RTK said

"Nigga they know who you is, you know everybody. This Nai, Bhris sometimes shawty, Vae, Dice wifey, Syd, Sim and Lew girl-"

"What?" Lew and Syd asked at the same time.

"Anyways this is my wife, Sim."

"You looking for a side?" He asked making me laugh.

"She got enough side niggas. She got Sammy and Hurricane Chris."

"Nah we knocking Hurricane Chris out." Stunna yelled.

"Word? Put me on."

"So Rich when you dropping a new song?" Mary asked twirling her hair.

"Maybe in a week shawt."

"You think I could get a picture-"

"Bitch my brothers in surgery and you tryna get likes on ya dusty ass instagram?" Dice asked.

"Y'all was just rapping and allat. She just want a picture." Mahogany defended.

"We rapping his music, fuck you mean? I still don't know why you here. Who called you?" Lew looked at her.

"I bet you nobody called, they probably saw that shit on IG." Stunna said.

"Chill y'all not here." I told them.

Lew was going to say something until a girl with a bump walked in along with Sammy mother and Bhris mother. She walked over and hugged me making me smile.

"My beautiful daughter, are you okay?" She asked grabbing my face and I smiled.

"Yes I'm fine ma." I smiled calling her the name she told me to.

"Trevion sit up straight." Bhris mother said and Stunna glared at her for calling him that.

"C'mon ma my name Stunna." He yelled and she popped him in his mouth.

"What I tell you bout that yelling shit?" She mugged him. "And little miss Nailah you can't speak?"

"Hey." She mumbled still looking at Bhris babymother.

"Don't sweat it baby." I whispered in her ear.

I went to sit in Dex lap since they filled up the hospital seats. They made small conversation as I leaned my head on Dex chest thinking.

I could of been someone's mother, a human being was in my stomach. I sighed and looked up at Dex because he wiped my face. He kissed my forehead then started playing in my hair as I dozed off.

"Bitch back the fuck up out my face before you get ya back dirty." I heard Nailah yell waking me up.

"Nailah calm down." Bhris mother said.

"Tell her to get the fuck out my face, I don't give a fuck about that pregnant shit!"

"Why you making a scene? I just asked a question." Bhris babymother said.

"I don't wanna answer no questions, get out of my faccceeeee!" She dragged.

"Why not?"

"Yo then I'll be the bad guy if I steal off on her right? It'll be my fault right?"

"No you won't cause you keep telling her to back up and she keep stepping closer." Sydney added.

"What happened?" I asked Dex.

"Pregnant shawty went up to skinny shawty on some you fucking my babyfather type shit." RTK told me.

"Get out of her face Vi, my son and Nailah go back further then anyone can explain. That isn't your place to say anything or to question her, you're​ just his baby mother." Bhris mother said.

"Family of Bankroll Bhris?" Dr. Sloan said making us laugh. "He told me if I said his name like that y'all would worry less."

"Is he okay?" Nai asked.

"When the bus flipped a piece of glass was embedded in his back, if the glass would of been a few centimeters deeper he would of been paralyzed from waist down. He is awoke and fine just in pain."

"Can we see him?" His babymother asked.

"He said and I quote my favorite person ugly butt better be sitting in that waiting room, send her in first we got problems." Dr. Sloan said making us laugh.

"That's me, can you show me the room?" I asked as Bhris mother and Nailah gave me an expression I couldn't read.

We walked down a long hallway then Dr. Sloan left us alone as I walked in his room. Bhris was laying down with his eyes closed, I pulled the chair up and held his hand laying my head on the bed.

"Pick ya head up princess, ya crown falling." Bhris said weakly.

"Bankroll motherfuckin Bhris." I smiled.

"Wassup?" He laughed.

"I missed you so much." I smiled wanting to hug him so bad but I didn't wanna hurt him.

"I miss you too but who the hell told you you could ignore my phone calls? Beat that ass if you do that shit again."

"I was driving." I laughed. "I wanna hug you so bad, I thought you were gone." I told him as tears ran down my face.

"Come here Simone." He sat up moving over as I got in the bed with him, I wrapped my arms around his waist as he held me tight. "You'll never lose me Sim, I told you we stuck together forever.

"I know but it's just I couldn't picture anything without you anymore. You and Lew are really my favorite people ever, I love y'all."

"And we love you way more, you'll always have us at your side."

"I know." I wiped my face smiling.

"How Dice and em?"

"Everybody good but we don't know about Sammy. We still haven't heard anything but they said he should be good."

"What's wrong with your stomach? It's hard as hell." He asked touching it. "And your head? You got a knot Sim."

"I passed out and hit my head."

"Fuck you mean why you pass out?" I started playing with my fingers looking down. "It's only me and you in this room, you know you could trust me."

"I had a miscarriage, I didn't even know I was pregnant." I shook my head.

"Can't say shit to make you feel better but I'm sorry for ya lost. Imma make sure you good, I told you I hate seeing you cry." He wiped my face shaking his head.

"Thank you, did Sammy admit to having feelings?"

"He said she cool but he love you so he ain't tryna go there."

"But he still got feelings right?"

"Basically." I nodded. "My babymoms here?"

"Nailah was bout to whack her." I laughed.

"Word?" He laughed. "Why?"

"Ya babymoms asked her was she fucking with you I guess and Nailah told her you're hers basically and ya babymoms said you were hers so they started arguing."

"Neither of them right, I'm my own damn person. I don't belong to anyone of them and I don't want neither." He shook his head.

"Bhris I'm leaving."

"Aight I'll see you tomorrow?"

"No as in I'm leaving Houston."

"You was just talking about me leaving you but you tryna leave me? You can't leave me." He shook his head.

"Not forever just a few months. My mother got tickets for a cruise and invited me, I'm going to go."

"You coming back right?"

"Yes but this is a secret I want to keep between us. I'm going to leave without telling anybody and turn my phone off, I'll make sure to hit you up to tell you I'm okay though."

"So you wanna go MIA for a quick minute to get yaself together?"

"Exactly."

"I respect it, ya secrets safe with me. I love you okay? You could come to me for anything."

"I know you do, I love you more." I hugged him smiling. We took some pictures and videos as I hugged him one last time getting off the bed.

"You could tell whoever to come in here now." We laughed as I nodded.

"He said anybody could come up, room 333." Nailah was the first one up as she wasted no time running out the room.

"That fool good?" Lew asked.

"Yeah, ain't nothing even wrong. His name Bankroll mother effing Bhris." I said making everybody laugh.

"Sim why haven't you came over lately?" Sammy mother asked as I sat in Nailah chair.

"Sammy and I aren't together anymore."

"What did he do?" She asked making us all laughed.

"More like what she did." One of them said and we stopped laughing to look at them.

"Who are you?" Sammy mother asked pointing at Mahogany.

"I'm Sammy baby mother, Mahogany."

"Like hell you are." She scrunched her face as it got quiet.

"Oh shit." Stunna yelled laughing.

"Is this the reason y'all broke up?"

"No she cheated with my brother." Mahogany smiled.

And to think I actually liked her, tuh.

"You couldn't wait to brag." Sydney mugged her.

"Yes that's part of the reason." I nodded.

"How many months is that girl?"

"She should be 4."

"And Michael didn't tell me?" She scoffed.

"Family of Michael Pouras?" A doctor said.

"I'm his mother." She said.

"Michael is fine, a piece of glass went into his neck tearing a vain and since he was standing when the bus flipped his leg was stuck under something tearing his ACL."

"So what does all this mean?" I asked.

"We were able to repair the vain along with his ACL, overall he's fine but he will be walking on crutches for a few weeks."

"Nah my nigga that ain't gon work, we suppose to be in New Orleans in 3 days." Dice said.

"Y'all will have to cancel, he won't be ready."

"Can we see him?" Stunna asked.

"He's in ICU getting the rest of his stitches but yes I can take you to his room. He asked for his mom, Simone, Dice, Lew, Bhris, Stunna and Mahogany."

"Simone isn't here but that's Dice, Stunna and Mahogany." I told him making them all look at me.

"Sim that's foul, don't do that." Sydney said.

"Just tell him after I saw Bhris I left, y'all didn't see me. Okay?" I asked putting my hoodie on.

"If you want to lie then fine, I see no point. Your wish is granted." Dice said shaking his head as him, Stunna and Mahogany followed the doctor.

"I'm going home, I'll see y'all there okay? I love y'all." I hugged them staying on Dex longer.

"We love you more, be safe." Lew said as I nodded then walked towards the back of the hospital meeting my mother in the car.

"Are we getting your stuff?" She asked.

"Yes, we are." I nodded. She drove off as I turned my phone off and rested my head on the window.

Once I arrived home I packed all my clothes, shoes, jewelry, and every necessity I had. I only wanted the funiture to be in my room, I put my bags by the front door grabbing Evy food, clothes and leashes.

I grabbed Evy and we walked outside with all our things waiting for my mother to pull back up since she needed to pack. I turned ny phone on ignoring all the notifications and put up the picture me and Bhris took with a lock and key emoji as the caption.

My mother pulled up as I sat Evy in the back seat and put my things in the truck. I turned my phone off putting it in the pocket of the first seat.

"You ready?" Ma asked.

"As I'll ever be."

Here's to new beginnings.
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Y'all weird asf yo😶

Excuse any mistakes, I'm sleepy and didn't proofread.