Chapter twenty-four

"Sammy chill this not happening dead ass." Lew pushed Sammy and Bhris back.

"Sammy wait!" Sydney yelled just as he picked up the knife waving it around.

"Son chill damn." Stunna laughed taking it from him.

"Yo you drunk and off hella shit, go sleep this off." Dice shook his head.

"You wanna fight?" Sammy asked again louder.

"I'm not gon play with you." Bhris laughed sitting down on the couch waving him off.

"This is stupid as hell." I looked at all of them.

"You stupid as hell." Stunna mumbled making me glare at him.

"There goes my babyyyy, ooh girl look at you." Sammy started swaying while singing.

"I'm sorry." Sydney apologized as her and Stunna was rolling.

"Sim I'm drunk as hell right now but I love you and I miss you and you gon be mine again baby." Sammy said stepping closer with each word until there was no space.

"No we're not Sammy." I sighed.

"We are though." He laughed and before I knew he kissed me for like the third time tonight as I heard them gasp.

"Stop kissing me!" I backed away shaking my head.

"You really acting like you don't love me no more? What the fuck can he do for you that I can't?"

"A lot more than you can actually."

"Fuck him." Sammy said mushing Bhris head hard as hell.

"Aight son, that's your second time putting ya hands on me." Bhris stood up pulling his sweat pants up more.

"Stop baby." I stood in front of Bhris so he wouldn't do anything.

"Sim take him up stairs." Lew said as Bhris stayed put.

"He won't go." I said still trying.

"What he tryna fight?" Sammy asked coming closer to us.

"Sim he come any closer I promise you-"

"You not doing anything." Sammy laughed pushing me making my dumb ass fall.

Bhris punched him straight in his mouth making everybody stop. Sammy reached up to his mouth seeing the blood on his fingers, I shook my head getting off the floor.

"It's one thing to touch me but don't touch her, accident or not, fuck you mean?" Bhris said still looking at him.

"The devil is a lie." Lew mumbled.

"I'm good baby, I'm good." I told Bhris. "Go up the stairs, please."

"Aight." He simply said still looking pissed off, rushing past everybody.

"Michael go drink some water then go to sleep." I put my attention on him calling him by his government.

"Only if you put me there." He laughed grabbing me.

"Come on Sammy." I sighed pulling him by his shirt.

"Sim when we get back together imma treat you right this time, it's just going to be me and you. As it should of been before."

"Listen to my words carefully Michael, we are never getting back together. If Bhris and I break up tonight I will never go back to you, you damaged me and the first time in almost a year I have a reason to smile again. Stop trying to ruin what I have."

"I hear you talking but I ain't listening." He laughed.

"I love you Sammy, I really do but not the way you and everybody else want me to."

"Sim just listen- Sim!" He called out as I closed the guest room door. I stood there for a minute taking everything in.

When I walked in the room he was straightening up, preparing for bed. I played with my fingers standing by the door not sure on what to say.

"Can you talk to me?" I asked sitting on the bed.

"What you wanna talk about?" He asked looking at me for a quick second.

"I dont know, I just want to talk to you."

"Alright, so talk." He chuckled.

"Are you upset?"

"Yeah."

"Why didn't you tell me about Sammy and Nailah?"

"That's not my place, he told me out of spite and I wasn't going to do that to you. I didn't even know you was listening or I never would of said it."

"It doesn't change anything."

"Despite what anybody think, I told him everything about us from when I started catching feelings to when we first started getting sexual. If he was feeling any type of way he should of told one of us like a real nigga and not pretend to support us."

"I mean-"

"Yo you good?" Stunna and Dice asked coming in the room.

"I'm gucci."

"You think-"

"I said I'm gucci son." Bhris cut Dice off. "He still my brother and we'll talk about it when he sober, I'm good."

"Sim you good?" Stunna asked and I nodded.

"Aight well we'll see y'all in the morning." Dice added.

"Good looks, close my door for me." Bhris said.

"Were you really going to just forget about us if Sammy said you couldn't talk to me?" I asked.

"Ain't no denying our chemistry Sim but yeah. I would have fought temptation and continued being there for you just as a friend."

"I guess I should stop asking questions I don't want the answer to." I mumbled putting my head down.

"Maybe you shouldn't."

"Bhris can you-"

"Simone I don't want to talk no more, I'm tired. Tired because I'm sleep deprived, tired of fucking arguing, tired of defending this between us, tired of every-fucking-thing Simone."

"Tired of this relationship?" I asked looking at him.

"Tired of you." He looked back at me.

"Okay." I nodded putting my head down so he wouldn't see the tears in my eyes.

"Simone you know-"

"It's okay, I get it I do." I sat up grabbing my phone and my shoes. "I'll just leave you alone, sorry for everything."

"Where are you going? C'mon Sim chill, I'm sorry. I'm speaking out of anger."

"Don't worry about it, your sleepy ass tired right?"

I put on my shoes and slammed his door, I walked past all of them as they looked confused. I opened the front door as the rain was coming down heavy, I started walking down the street.

"Sim get back in the fucking house!" Bhris yelled behind me.

"No!" I yelled back.

"It's a damn flood, you could barely walk through the water."

"My house ten minutes away, I'll be fine!"

"Sim I'm sorry, it wasn't meant to come out like that. You know your annoying ass make me say shit before I think about it."

"I don't care, stop following me."

"We going do this the easy way or the hard way?"

"The leave me the fuck alone way."

"Aight." He walked over to me and threw me over his shoulder. "Always gotta be so damn dramatic yo."

"Let me go."

"No, you gon be sick as hell. You not in no fucking movie with ya stupid ass."

"Alright you don't have to worry about me no more."

"Y'all know its flooding out there right?" Stunna yelled.

"Aight I'm bout to smack the shit out of you, your dumb ass so damn annoying. You wanna talk let's fucking talk." He put me down.

"No I want to go shower and go home."

"I don't care. You think I ain't suppose to be mad? You just let the nigga kiss you, ain't pull back until you realized I was there. Fuck out my face with that shit Simone, thought we was past it but it's obvious the nigga was speaking some truth."

"What truth? That I'm using you to get over him? Yeah I'll do this stressful annoying shit just so I could get over a nigga. Wow you got me big fella." I pointed at him boredly.

"I never said that shit but maybe you ain't over the nigga like he say you not. Everyday in this relationship I have to explain or defend how we got together and while I'm with you it's suppose to be just us."

"How you going to tell me if I'm over Sammy? You want me to be with him, maybe I should go in there and give him what he missed."

"Yeah go head, knuck if you buck."

"You get on my damn nerves, with your insensitive ass. I shouldn't have to tell you I'm over a ex, do I question you about your ex?"

"I give you no reason to."

"Neither do I."

"Alright, that's cool." He nodded.

"Yo get y'all dramatic asses in the house, it's cold and I know that rain hitting y'all hard as hell." Lew called out.

"C'mon Sim."

"I want to go home."

"Simone Zariah Hudson get your ass in the house now!" Sydney yelled.

"What you want me to say? I love you? You know I do, I trust you? I do. I'm just tired of the bullshit Simone damn."

"What does tired of the bullshit mean?"

"It means you go ya way, I go mine."

"He breaking up with us?!" Sydney yelled coming out in the rain.

"No no, I'm not breaking up with YOU. I'm saying just take a few days to get ya head right while I get mine."

"Whatever you want." I mumbled with my heart hurting.

"There go ya surprise, hope ya dream came true." He said backing away from me shaking his head.

"He rented a hummer." Vae awed in admiration.

"I've had a dream of driving one of these since I was 4, Wow." I touched it smiling. This was my dream car.

"This is so cute and goals and all but Simone it's cold as hell in this rain son." Sydney glared at me.

"I am cold, I can't feel my feet." I laughed.

I walked in the house going straight in the shower letting the ot water soothe me. After the shower I put on some clothes I left, when I went in the room Bhris was laying back on his phone.

Deciding to not say anything to him, I walked out the door going to the living room to sleep on the couch. Since the lights and stuff wasn't working, I put on Netflix on the laptop going to a different world, I smiled at my favorite episode when Dwayne stopped Whitley wedding. I laid on my stomach resting my head on my hands.

"Sim all classes canceled tomorrow." Vae told me coming out the kitchen.

"Alright, thank you."

I continued watching a different world until I eventually grew tired and fell asleep. I slightly woke up when Bhris pulled me into him. I smiled and snuggled closer to him.

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I woke up still on Bhris, he had a tight ass hold on me and I smiled putting my head on his chest. He stirred in his sleep then opened his eyes looking around and then at me.

"Good morning." His raspy voice said making my vagina jump.

"Good morning." I mumbled kissing his bare chest.

"Chill you single fam." He laughed making me smack my teeth.

"If I'm single, why you on the couch with me?"

"Because I can't sleep without you, I don't want to either."

"I love you so much." I wrapped my arms around his neck hugging.

"I love you too but you single sus." He laughed.

"So since I'm single I ca' finally go entertain somebody?"

"I ca' finally beat ya ass?"

"Depends on what way you talking bout."

"Oh no, only girl getting this dick is my girl."

"Friends with benefits then?" I asked making us laugh.

"Nah B."

"Guess I'll go find one." I sat up shrugging.

"Not going no where." He pulled me back.

"Are we broken up for real tho?"

"Yeah, we need a break so we could get our head right cause I'm still not over yesterday."

"I'm getting tired of saying it, I don't want Sammy anymore." I groaned out loud.

"I believe you but do you believe ya self?"

"Nobody knows how bad he dogged me out, he cheated on me more than three times but I went back because he kept telling me he love me. Y'all only know what I allow y'all to."

"You right but you know what I do know? You're my one and only. I hate this sentimental shit but you my girl and I love your annoying dramatic beautiful ass."

"I love you more." I hugged his neck.

"We still single though." He laughed.

"Whatever, let's go eat something." I rolled my eyes.

"Your dirty ass ain't gon brush your teeth first?"

"No, I eat then brush my teeth. Toothpaste makes everything nasty." I told him walking out.

"Yeah whatever, you still dirty."

"Wassup y'all?" Stunna mumbled. I loved the morning, that was the only time he was quiet.

"Wassgood, power back on?" Bhris asked.

"Yeah you ain't see the episode? Ghost son did some bull."

"Stunna." I stopped to laugh. "He meant the actual power, as in the lights and shit."

"Oh yeah." He laughed.

"Wassup." Sammy said dryly walking in the kitchen. "My head fucking killing me, I needa stop being off the drugs."

"Literally." Bhris looked at him shaking his head.

"You remember yesterday?" I asked.

"Last thing I remember was leaving that bar after getting some bomb ass head from a fan. I don't even know how I got here to be honest." He laughed.

"How you feel bout our relationship?" Bhris asked him pointing to me and him.

"I mean it's cool, y'all bond better than ours was. I don't really stress bout it, y'all just together." He shrugged. "Why wassup?"

"Well yesterday you had a lot to say." I mumbled.

"Basically you was throwing the whole damn tree." Stunna yelled making me laugh.

"What that mean?"

"You wanted to fight me over Sim, she yours and she using me to get over you."

"That's why I got a busted lip? I was really off the shits." He laughed. "Nah it ain't like that. I don't even want Sim, it's some truth in that though. I did think she was using you but you was using her too."

"So you ain't want me but you did allat? Drunk words speak sober thoughts, if you really not feeling this let us know." I raised my eyebrow.

"I said what I had to say Sim, my bad if I caused something between y'all." He apologized sincerely.

"You good." Bhris spoke up. "Water under the bridge."

"Yeah." I nodded getting the bacon out the refrigerator.

"Oh shit no knives being waved around?" Sydney asked laughing.

"What?" Sammy asked confused.

"Nothing." We all said in unison.
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I hate dogs. Big dogs, small dogs, cute dogs, ugly dogs, white dogs, black dogs, nice dogs, mean dogs, all dogs. I STG I hate em.

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