Chapter twenty-three

"I feel like you're still mad at me." I sighed resting my head on my knees.

"I was never mad the first time." He laughed mocking my actions.

"Yes you was, I know you."

"I thought you did too but it's obviously you don't."

"See? Shit like that hurts my feelings. You know I know you better than you know yourself."

"That's bullshit, I spend every damn second with myself. I know myself, the hell?"

"Alright whatever Chris." I rolled my eyes getting off the bed.

"Simone, why are you crying?" He smacked his teeth pulling me in his arms.

"Cause you being mean as hell when you know you mad at me." I sniffed wiping my face.

"Simone I fucked you for two hours straight no breaks, took a nap and ate your pussy twice. How the hell do you think I'm still mad at you, when I technically never was?"

"Look how you talking to me." I frowned.

"Yeah, you in ya feelings heavy baby." He laughed kissing my forehead.

"I am, maybe because I missed you and haven't saw you in three days."

"I been working so I could make your dreams come true." He smiled.

"Dreams? What you do?"

"I would show you but it's flooding outside, tomorrow morning definitely."

"Is it big?"

"We not playing this guessing game, I will show you when I wake up."

"But-"

"Nah."

"I just wanted-"

"Hell nope."

"Hell nope? What the fuck is that but please I-"

"Hell naw to the naw naw naw."

"You annoying as hell." I rolled my eyes trying to push him off of me.

"You keep tryna leave but you have on no clothes, where are you going?"

"Going to stand in the middle of the road and shake my ass."

"Okay remember they have to pay first but you worth millions."

"Then I'll be broke forever."

"As long as you got me than you'll always be rich." He kissed my cheek.

I grabbed his face and deepend the kiss because I knew he wasn't talking about rich with money but rich in life. As long as I was with him I wouldn't need for anything, that's what he was saying.

"Can I get up baby? I'm hungry."

"Put on some clothes, not just a shirt, some actual clothes Simone."

"Yes massa." I laughed as he let his grip off of me.

"Bring me some chips or something stink." He tried to be slick and call out making me laugh.

I walked down stairs to see Sammy crushing some cold ass chicken like it was the best thing in the world, I laughed loudly wishing I bought my phone to record this.

"You better not record me." He laughed.

"I fucking wish dude." I laughed getting Bhris two pair of chips of Cheddar Ruffles and Lays Honey Bbq. 

"Sim lemme ask a question."

"Okay massa."

"You happy?"

"With?"

"School? Life? Relationship wise?"

"Yes, getting there and yes." I looked at him weirdly.

"Happier with him than me?"

"I don't compare y'all Sammy."

"Because you know, no nigga can compare to me. We a fucking power team."

"We were." I corrected.

"Still is."

"No we're not Sammy."

"You saying you really happy with him? Like you'll be happy with him for the rest of your life?"

"I thought you supported us." I mumbled shaking my head.

"Doesn't seem like a yes to me, you know you aren't over me. You'll never be." He smirked.

"Sammy you not sober and I don't want to talk to you right now."

"But you keep avoiding shit? That's why you playing lil bro so you can get over me? It's only one me baby."

"Sammy you-" I couldn't finish my sentence because he sloppily crashed his mouth into mine making us head butt.

"That came out different in my head." He laughed.

"Sammy get off of me and stop."

"No if this kiss doesn't mean anything to you then I will let you be."

"Sammy I have no feelings for you, the love is there it always will be but I'm not in love with you. I'm not in love with Bhris either but right now I love him so much, please stop."

"That's good and all but it's a lie." He chuckled.

"I really don't like you like this, please drink this." I frowned handing him the water.

"Why you worried?" He smirked.

"Please just-" He cut me off kissing my lips this time. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me into him more while I sat there letting him kiss me.

"So what's the saying? A kiss is-"

"Bye Sammy." I mumbled walking out the kitchen.

Bhris was in the shower and my eyes started to get watery on how everything played out. This counts as cheating right? I can't believe I cheated on Bhris. I sat on the bed and sighed thinking.

"What's wrong? And where my chips with your petty ass?" He laughed scaring me since I didn't even hear the water turn off.

"Oh I didn't even see you." I tried to laugh. "I forgot about them."

"I'll get them myself but what's wrong though?" He asked going through his draws trying to see.

"Why you ask that? I'm fine."

"I hear it in your voice, for real what's wrong?" He glanced back.

"Nothing is wrong baby." I went to hug him from behind as he turned around.

"You sure?" He asked bending down to kiss me but I moved my head coughing and he squinted his eyes.

"Yeah, I'm sure. Just felt sick out of no where."

"Aight cool." He shrugged me off and I knew he didn't believe me.

"Bhris seriously I'm not-"

"I said alright Simone." He got dress then walked out the room.

I scooted to the headboard and sighed, I hated being put in a situation like this. He walked back in with the bag of chips in his hand ignoring my presence.

"Bhris? Baby? Stink?" I sighed seeing he was ignoring me. "I have to tell you something."

"It's why all of a sudden you dont wanna kiss me and shit?"

"Can you sit down and promise to hear me out before you get mad?"

"Go head."

"Promise me."

"I'm not going to promise to not get mad if it's going to make me mad." He looked at me blankly.

"Come here then." I pouted. I pecked his lips a few times and hugged him then pulled away looking into his eyes. 

"Go head."

"When I was in the kitchen Sammy said a few things and attempted to kiss me." I held my hand up to keep him from talking. "Some more things were said and he actually kissed me. I didn't pull away but I didn't exactly stop it either."

He didn't say anything, he just shook his head and laughed. His silence scared me more than words, I continued looking at him as he did the same not one word being said.

"Baby I-"

"Nah don't touch me right now B."

"You calling me a bitch?" I asked.

"You know I wouldn't call your dumb ass that."

"Can you-"

"Stop touching me Sim damn." He pulled his arm from me.

"Don't do that because I was honest Bhris, I told you. If I didn't I see why you would be mad but I told you because I don't have to question my relationship with you."

"Sim I'm not even mad at you, I just don't want to be touched."

"Oh I forgot nothing gets to you, Mr.invincible. Wow my boyfriend is fucking invincible guys!" I started clapping. 

"Stop fucking yelling, tryna cause scenes and shit."

"I do what the fuck I want."

"Yeah aight, keep talking stupid imma-"

"You ain't gon do shiiit."

"Sim y'all dressed?" Sydney asked knocking on the door. I sent him one last glare before I told her she could come in. 

"Wassup?" I asked seeing Lew and Sydney.

"Lemme talk to you bro." Lew said waving Bhris over.

"You got something to smoke?" Bhris asked pushing my leg so he can get off the bed.

"The word is excuse me, disrespectful ass." I pushed him back.

"You talking bout being disrespectful right now? You? Seriously?" He laughed.

"Yeah I am, I told you the damn truth Christopher. I swear I hate being around your dumb ass."

"So leave then. It's a extra room here, go find it. Skit-fucking-daddle." He held the door.

"Sammy got that room." Lew jumped in making me look at Sydney and him who look real confused.

"It's gets no better." He clapped laughing. "Man I need to fucking get high, let's go Lew."

"Real childish." I rolled my eyes.

"Thanks sis." He laughed making me stop and stare at his back.

"Did he just-"

"He did sis." Vae said coming out of no where touching my shoulder. "He did."

"You got tea or this a petty argument?" Sydney asked.

"Petty argument but it's with tea."

"Bitch warm that shit up and serve it then." Sydney cheered jumping on the bed.

I started telling them the story, every word from Sammy's to Bhris. I sighed stopping then continuing on with spilling my tea because I needed advice.

"I know you lying!" Vae said once I finished everything.

"I wish sis, I fucking wish."

"I mean you technically let Sammy kiss you twice, do you still want to be with him?" Sydney asked.

"No." I answered quickly. "I only want Bhris."

"Well bitch first thing first, go say sorry." Vae said.

"I am but I know he going to be on his petty shit so I'm trying to get the shit up cause I'm scared of him."

"We know that bitch, let's go apologize now so I could get my cuddle buddy back." Sydney smiled.

"Mhm bitch, we'll discuss this later."

We started our way down the stairs quietly since they was joking and we wanted to be nosy. Right when we was going to come in because they wasn't talking about nothing Stunna mentioned my name making us stop and sit on the stairs to listen.

"Y'all remember that day Sim piss on herself cause she was drunk as hell?" Stunna yelled laughing making me mug his back.

"Yeah her dumb ass, I had to wash her up and change her all while she kept throwing up." Bhris shook his head.

"Ha ha." Sammy fake laughed drinking from the sprite bottle.

"It's a problem?" Bhris asked.

"Nah you good."

"But is you good?"

"What you talking bout?" Sammy laughed.

"I mean every time I say something you mumbling a comment or something, that's what bitches do. You got something to tell me?"

"Yeah, I got a lot to tell you actually." Sammy laughed like it was the funniest thing.

"So remember when Navaeh was drunk and we went in Wal-Mart and she started changing into the pajamas they had on the hangers cause she thought she was home?" Lew asked.

"Right, Sydney and Sim was encouraging her like sis your ass fat." Dice laughed.

"Dead ass our girls was on some other shit, Sim and Vae always bad together." Sammy added as Sydney hit me.

"That's not your girl, the fuck?" Bhris said and I shook my head hoping he ain't catch that but of course he did.

"Nah ain't nobody worst than Sim and Sydney when they drunk." Lew added making Stunna, Dice and Lew laugh.

"Who girl is she then? Yours?" He pointed.

"She my girlfriend right? She be in my bed every night and coming back to me right? You lost that title B, that ain't your girl."

"Y'all getting that 2k17? I preordered my shit." Stunna yelled.

"She might be all that for now but watch in some months she'll be back on my arm like she never left. She been mine since I first saw her and ain't no nigga bout to change that."

"She's not yours neither is she mine, she's her own person. And as her own person she choose me, get over it. If she so called yours why y'all not together?"

"We getting there." Sammy smirked.

"With what? That booty ass kiss you tried to force on her? At least I had the respect and decency to come to you and tell you I was having feelings. I would of never disrespected you like you did me, it's aight though. I see where loyalty lies."

"Loyalty? Stunna, did this nigga just say something about loyalty?" He laughed. "As a brother, you never suppose to even look at my girl like that."

"So you forgot you fucked Nailah?"

"Bitch did he just say Nailah? I know he fucking lying!" Sydney whispered as my mouth went agape.

"Y'all wasn't even together when we fucked."

"And y'all wasn't together when I asked for permission to extend our relationship."

"But wait there's more." Stunna yelled making Sydney and Vae muffle their laughs.

"Brah what is the argument really about? Sammy whether you accept it or not Sim with Bhris now, they been together for a few months now. Having sex and allat, it's a pointless argument to have."

"That's what I'm saying, if you would of said something before this relationship started it wouldn't be no relationship."

"You saying if I would of told you I didn't want you with Sim, you wouldn't be with her right now?"

"Exactly what I'm saying." I can't lie and say his answer didn't hurt my heart, it really did.

"I don't want y'all together."

"Too late son, what the fuck?" Bhris laughed.

"I'm telling you, Sim don't really want you brah. She using you when she gon come right back to me."

"Alright, if that comes true I'll still be in her life. I'm her best friend before anything, our relationship end, she'll still be crying on my shoulder like shit ain't never happen. Simone is my other half and I promise you, I got her before anybody in her life do."

"Awww." Vae whispered with a big ass smile on her face.

"As my brother, I'm telling you to end this shit."

"And as my brother, if you don't back your drunk ass up I'm going to fuck you up on my daughter."

"Man fuck allat, you hear what I said?"

"Aight son." Bhris laughed and pulled up his sweatpants.

"Nah chill." Dice stood in the middle of them.

"What you wanna fight huh?" Sammy asked laughing as he pushed Bhris making me stand up.

"Sammy chill, this not happening dead ass." Lew pushed Sammy and Bhris back.

"Sammy wait!" Sydney yelled.
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Majority rules so as promised y'all...

Who saw BGC: Social disruption tonight? Talone my bitchhh

Y'all know what's the best? Having a school bae, I can't wait to see my nigga tm.

Excuse any mistakes, too tired to edit.