The beach house.It's so beautiful.💖💖💖💖💖.

Dylan's pov-

I am really feeling so awkward right now.I lost control again.
But what could have stopped me?She fell right on top of me in just her skimpy black bra and matching lacy panties.

I was in awe.It had been so long that I had her in my arms that way.I missed her so much.Her skin felt so delicate and soft under my lips.

I just wanted to ravish her at that moment.If it wouldn't have been for the fact that the stupid conscience of mine kicked me I would have happily continued further.

I wanted to taste those lips so badly.Too bad I couldn't and the worst part is that I know how they would feel beneath mine because I have tasted them before.I had to take a killer cold shower to kill my boner when she was sleeping.

We were so happy in our own little bubble back then.Fate had really been cruel to us.

"Daddy!!catch us."

I heard little voices teasing me.I went and tackled them in a hug.Both of them laughing and giggling.I love this sound.

My angels.My sons.The moment I laid my eyes on them I was in love.

We were at the beach and the twins were really excited.They love the ocean..well they take after their parents.Me and Ava,we both always went to the beach.The ocean brought us together in fact.

There were so many memories.The first time I took her to the beach she was so nervous.Of course I was that idiotic teenager with my revenge drama imprinted up in my brain.

Total failure I tell you.

I had loved every part of it.The time we spent together and when we kissed for the first time.It was magical.

I shook my head!I want it back.All of it.I have to do something.

I felt tugging at my legs.

"Hey buddy!what happened?"
It was Jerry who suddenly looked as if he was about to cry.

I looked around for Jase.He was with Ava and Zoe helping them in making sand castles.

(Baby Zoe)

"I..I miss u Daddy!I remeber when we lived with mommy only bad guy used to come to me and tell me ee will beat Mommy and mommy will go to die.I saw him Daddy.I saw him now.I close my eyes and I see him.Jacey knows too."
He said and burst into tears.

Bad guy!what guy!That person was blackmailing my kids behind Ava's back or does she know.Was it the same person who was sending me death threats about Ava.

I immediately scooped my son in my arms.

"Shh..shh..bud.It's ok Daddy's here now.I'm here.I am not going anywhere kiddo.I won't let anything happen to either of you.Not to you,not to Jasey,not to Zoe and absolutely nothing to mommy.Daddy will beat the bad guy."

He whimpered and gave me a nod.It was breaking my heart to see my kid in this condition.He just had a flash back goddamit!my baby is traumatised.

Ava came running to me with a crying Jase and a sleeping Zoe.I understood what would have happened.Jace had a flash back too.They are identical twins.Of course it would happen.

I didn't ask her anything.I just took Jace from her who clutched tightly to me with one arm and held Jerry's palm in his.This twin bond is really strong.They do sense each others emotions.

I need answers.

I just took them inside the beach house with Ava following me.

We had to talk.The kids were way too scared right now.I am sure if I ask them about it now they will become more afraid.I am not going to do that.I will talk to Ava about it first.

I took them to their room.Ava placed Zoe in her crib.

She came to me and took Jerry from me while Jace was in my arms.Her eyes were totally red.She had been crying.She knows.

"Baby!! mommy's sorry.Very sorry."

She kissed Jerry all over his face and did the same to Jace.She was trying her best to stop herself from crying in front of the kids.

I had to distract her now.

"Hey enough of the crying now.I have something for my juniors.Now who wants it?"I asked sounding happy when in the inside i was terrified of what the truth would actually be.

The twins who were crying now stopped and looked towards me and started shouting.

"Me!!"
"Me"
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"OK ok I have enough for both of you.Well you see our chef here has made really yummy chocolate pancakes.Now come to daddy and you will get to eat them."

"Choco pancakes.Yayyyy"
They smiled and ran downstairs.They know where the kitchen is.

I called Scarlett and told her to give the twins their snack while I had a talk with my wife.

"Thank you..I know you wanted to distract them.I was s.."She couldn't complete her sentence and broke down.

That's it.I give up.I am not going to put the hatred facade anymore.

I went and closed the door.

"I know and I'm not going anywhere now."
I said and took her in my arms.

She was shocked because she didn't return my hug but after a few minutes she slumped.She was crying bitterly.

"Ava.. darling.Don't cry please.Don't.Baby I'm here now.You are not alone.Not any more.Please sweetheart look at me..please."

She looked up and placed her forehead against mine.She understood what I meant.

This was our thing.It used to be atleast.Whenever she was upset she used to place her forehead on mine while I let her straddle me.She would cry her heart out and I would kiss her cheeks,hair and just hold her in my arms.

"Cupcake.."

"Why now Dylan?Why now?It has been years.Why had you not come for me?I know you love me.You can say you hate me a million times and I won't believe you because I know that you are incapable of hating me.Do you even know what happened during these years..."

"I don't know what happened Ava and I'm sorry.I want to know.Please tell me.You just went away.Why did you leave me baby?I love you.I always have.I don't even remember that night when you went away.It must have been my fault.I am sorry.I really am."

"Now you are not making any sense.You don't remember?Huh!!joke of the century.You don't remember?You threw me out in the middle of the night Dylan Vanderbilt.I was devastated.I needed you so much.You blamed me for R..her death.She may have been your baby sister but it didn't mean that I loved her any less.I was told I had a miscarriage.I wanted you with me at that time but i understood that you were depressed and you had to mourn.I had been sick and you were spending all the time with that bitch of my cousin.That snake.I went to the doctor's alone.They told me that I was carrying triplets and that I had only lost one of them.That was the first time I smiled in all those days and I knew that thing will make you happy.I came to tell you but you didn't listen.You blamed me and told me to leave your life.. that I was a bet.I thought the bet thing had changed.You told me I didn't deserve you. Amber told me that i was a black cat who brings bad luck with me.I..."

She started stammering and pushed me away.She was crying profusely now.

I was shocked.When did this happen.I was in the cemetery whole day near Rachael's grave.I returned back to see that she had gone.How was this possible?I could never do that to her.My world flipped when I lost her but I know she's not lying.Not a chance she can bullshit tears like that.I know my wife and I know she's a very bad actress.I mean yeah we did the part of Rose and Jack in a play in highschool..Titanic.The only reason she did it perfectly because it's her favourite movie and she loves it too death besides it wasn't acting it was all real........our emotions and everything so it wasn't difficult to act that part.That was after my idiotic revenge drama.

"I don't know what you are saying baby.I don't know.I was at the cemetery that day.That whole day.Mom was there too.You can ask her if you want but I know you are not lying.I just don't understand how in the world is that possible."

"Cemetery?What cemetery?You threw me out of your life with that witch.I can't forget that moment ever.I would never have left you if that had not happened.I have loved you since I didn't even know what love was.You were my heart beat.Why are you denying that night now.?"

Jesus.Amber messed up.I know now.It has everything to do with her.She is not believing me now.

"Baby trust me please.I didn't do anything like that.We have to talk about this please.I love you darling.I never stopped.There's so much to know and so much to tell. Believe me it wasn't me."

My baby had to go through so much and I don't even know the actual reason why.We both suffered and I don't know who did this. Amber was a part of this.Now I'm sure about it.But she is not the actual mastermind behind this.She is way too dumb for that.She is working for some one.I think maybe that is the person behind those messages too.

"I don't know Dylan.I want to believe you but I saw it.I felt it.That happened with me.I don't know how to sum it all.I need time.I love you...I really do but I don't want to rush things.If you are saying this then we have to find out the truth.You forced me to marry you.You could have atleast done it in a different way if you actually wanted me so bad.Why didn't you come earlier?God!this is so messed up.Our life has become a roller coaster ride.We'll take this slow.I need time but now there's something more important to tell you and I know you want answers."

I felt bad.Like really bad. It was like someone was stabbing my heart but can I blame her?No.This is my fault.I should have searched more.I should have been there for her during those days.I was an asshole for blaming her for my sister's death but I had apologised to her as soon as I could.That was the biggest guilt trip I will carry all my life.I killed our third baby.I'll give her space.I will be there for her just like i should have all this time.She's my world and I will die before I see it shatter in front of me.

"You're right.You take your time but just remember one thing that I never stopped loving you.I love you baby.You are my everything.
I'll give you all the time.I'll wait for you.Now tell me.The way you and our sons reacted I was scared to death.I have something to tell you too."

"Alright now.You see an year ago I had to go on a trip to Canada.I met a guy.Winston.He was my colleague.We had a really professional relationship but he liked me.He was actually obsessed with me.He used to come at my place with excuses about work.I was his senior.He used to play with Jace and Jerry.He acted really sweet and I didn't think anything about it.I should have.It was after that I saw how our kids reacted after he left.It was the third time after his visit.He used to tell them that he will kill me.He wanted to sleep with me.One day...he almost raped me.It was Jerry and Jace who saved me.Trust me our kids are too brave.They were only three year olds at that time.They actually started screaming and thrashing.Jerry ran away to our neighbours house while Jace stayed.I was saved.He was jailed after that.I got to know later that he was working for someone.They have not been the same ever since.I mean they are totally naughty and all giddy like normal little boys their age but it has made it's own twisted way in their mind.I am a bad mother.No normal three year old should go through that.I scarred them for life Dy."

I held her.I didn't know what to say.If I would have been there it would never had happened.Cruel life.It was of no use to blame ourselves.

"Never say that.You are a great mother baby.You managed them alone.Both of them.They are a handful Ava.You love them and I love you.The kids love you.Whatever happened is that freaking bastards fault.Not yours.You were almost raped Darling.If it would have happened I don't know if I would have been the same.We have two strong fighters for our buddies.They took it from us.We will fight and we will be in this together.We are going to find out who did this to us."

She just nodded and buried her face in my neck.It felt so good.I am not letting her go now.Like ever.

"You were telling me something.What is it?"She asked in a low tone.It was a whisper.Damn she must be tired.

"Well Zoe is only my daughter.The only mother she has is you.I don't know who is her biological mother.I didn't sleep with anyone.I won't say I was celibate.During these years it was only the first year.I was so angry but after that i haven't had sex with anyone.I used a surrogate.It was not even her egg.We used donated eggs.I don't know who is her actual mother but I know one thing that you are her now."

I decided not to tell her about the death threats.Today had been enough already.We will talk about it later.It's very important but not today.

"You.I love Zoe Dylan.It would not have mattered if her biological mother was involved.I love her so much.I am her mother but thanks for telling me."

She smiled through her tears.She's so beautiful.

"You are her mother Ava."

"Of course I am.I can see you are hiding something from me even now."

"Not now.I know you would have understood.You read me like an open book.Well so do i darling.I know you are teasing me.We have had enough for today babe.It's very important but not today.Let's just enjoy our time with eachother and our kids now.I promise I'll tell you soon.Very soon."

"Alright.I am really hungry too.The kids must be creating a ruckus downstairs.Lets just go now hubby."

She giggled as she teased me.

"Alright wifey.Let's enjoy our Honeymoon with our little daredevils and Barbie doll."

I took her hand in mine and kissed it.We were together now.We will fight for whatever happened to us.I love her and she loves me.I have a beautiful family and I will do anything for them.

Phew!!how was it??Do tell me.It's my personal favourite one so far.So many things got out of their bag.

And it was in our own superhero's pov.Don't we just love Dylan now.

I will try to update more frequently now.I have to complete this book and it's editing latest by August.It's my own target ..
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WimpieKid:)