Chapter 5 is here~ yay anyway I don't own Junjou Romantica at all~ but I own this so everything is okay~ anyway let the story start~ the pic is the original cover before I attacked it with sparkles~

Misaki POV

I began to cook myself some rice, Akihiko came downstairs to keep me company as I cooked for myself. I was a little grateful but a little uneasy, the smell of food was making me feel really nauseous and made me feel not very hungry.

Why does food make me feel so sick? I'm not depressed anymore, I'm actually feeling elated.. Maybe my body isn't used to food anymore.

I grimaced as I scooped out the rice into my plate, I wish Akihiko could eat so he could eat it instead of me.

"Misaki what's wrong?"

I looked over at Akihiko and smiled, I had missed when he would pester me over even the littlest of things.

"Ah I don't feel hungry for some reason... Maybe my stomach shrunk a bit from me not eating a lot"

I sighed, I knew it was noting too serious for Akihiko to worry about it. I assumed that his stomach had shrunk plenty of times before.

Just my luck, I should have taken better care of myself when Usagi had left.

"I see... I hope you get back to normal soon Misaki. I know what it's like to have a shrunken stomach.."

I was glad that Akihiko understood so I had no reason to force myself to eat and make myself sick. I glared at my food, I didn't want to eat any of it at all, it didn't even smell nice.

"Akihiko, does it smell funny to you?.."

He looked at me confused, he then moved really close to the food and smelled.

"No, it smells perfect"

He frowned at me then sighed as he sat at the table with me, I knew that I had to at least eat something so that my lover would not worry.

It seems a little strange admitting that he is my lover, but it also feels kind of nice to not have to deny.

I put some of the rice into my mouth, my eyes went wide and I spat it out. It tasted horrible, like it was covered with tiny grains of sand. I grabbed the glass of water I had put with my rice and downed it, I had to force myself to swallow, the water felt like it was logged with sand as it went down my throat.

"... I think I need to get used to cooking again.... That was terrible"

I half choked as I explained my actions, Akihiko looked at the food strangely then at me, he had a bit of worry in his expression.

"Misaki, you cooked like you always do. Maybe the food wasn't the problem, when was the last time you ate?"

I had to think for a bit, it surprised me when the last proper meal I had eaten was a few weeks ago.

"A few weeks ago.... Though I've eaten fruits off and on"

I froze, Akihiko gave me one of his glares, I knew that my answer didn't impress him at all. He got up from his chair and went to the phone, he frowned when he couldn't pick it up, I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

"Akihiko... You're a ghost, did you forget?"

I laughed at his silliness, he just looked at me with a blank expression that told me that he had indeed forgotten. I got up and walked over to Akihiko.

"So what were you going to do?"

"I was going to order you many special fruits because you seem to like them"

His tone was flat as if the answer was obvious, I glared at him and was grateful that he couldn't touch the phone.

I don't want to be attacked by fruits again... Strawberries and cherries...

I remembered the last time Akihiko went ahead and bought me boxes and boxes of strawberries and cherries. I also remembered all the other times he stockpiled on items, I still couldn't believe how reckless he was with money.

"Akihiko... If you want me to eat fruits then I guess I'll go to the store and buy some"

I walked away from Akihiko and the phone and went to get my jacket, Akihiko grabbed my arm and stopped me however, I turned around and looked at him confused, I didn't understand why he would stop me from buying fruit.

"What's wrong?"

"Misaki, I want special fruit for you because you're so special. Normal commoners fruit won't be good enough for you"

I rolled my eyes and sighed at Akihiko's response.

Akihiko still hasn't changed his value of money... I can't believe it, well, actually I can.

"Akihiko, money is valuable! I feel bad when I waste it.."

He stated at me with his intense lavender gaze, I could feel my resolve begin to waver slightly.

No, I will not give into Akihiko's attempts in beating me work...

Akihiko continued to stare at me as he stopped me from leaving.

"....Fine... Tell me what to order on the phone.."

I looked away from Akihiko, I couldn't stand that gaze of his any longer. I felt warm arms wrap around me gently and pull me back, I looked up to see Akihiko smiling as he held me.

"Misaki I'm so happy, even though I can't specifically get you something, I'm happy you're still able to receive what I want to gift you"

I frowned but moved closer to Akihiko's warmth, it was odd how his touch felt so warm and calming but I was grateful nether less of his comforting touch.

"Baka Akihiko.... It's just stupid fruit.."

He turned me so that I was facing him and held my face ever so gently in his hands, I looked up into his kind lavender eyes.

"Misaki you're wrong, it's important because its for my precious Misaki"

Akihiko... I'm glad, glad that you care for me so much. There's no way I could ever repay you for all that you've done for me..

Akihiko POV

I had followed my sweet Misaki downstairs so I could watch him cook some food for himself, I was worried about how thin he was. I hadn't noticed at first because I was too overwhelmed by how upset my Misaki was when I left him. Then when he saw me, I was too busy paying attention to my love for him. The smell of rice smelled so delicious, I wished that I could eat some but I knew that I couldn't.

Misaki I'll make sure that you start to eat properly again until you're a healthy weight, I don't want you to join me as a spirit anytime soon.

I noticed that my Misaki had a look of unease as he scooped his rice onto his plate, I sat with him at the table like I used to.

He doesn't seem too eager to eat even though he's half starved, is he sick?

"Misaki what's wrong?"

My Misaki looked over at me and smiled, it didn't seem like one of full happiness but I could detect at Lear a bit.

"Ah I don't feel hungry for some reason... Maybe my stomach shrunk a bit from me not eating a lot"

Poor Misaki.. It makes sense, he hadn't eaten very much..at all since I died.. I hope he gets better soon with time.

My Misaki sighed, it was true that a shrunken stomach wasn't a big deal and could be fixed without any danger, however It made me sad that my Misaki got one in the first place.

"I see... I hope you get back to normal soon Misaki. I know what it's like to have a shrunken stomach.."

I knew that if I over reacted my Misaki would have felt pressured to force himself to eat more than he could handle, I didn't want my Misaki to feel that pain and uncomfortableness. I noticed my Misaki glare at his rice as if it had killed someone.

Misaki the rice is innocent... It didn't do anything wrong..why glare at it?

"Akihiko, does it smell funny to you?.."

What? It smells amazing, maybe it smells bad at close range.

I looked at my Misaki confused then moved close to his food and smelled it.

"No, it smells perfect"

I frowned at my Misaki then sat back in my chair, I wondered why the food smelled weird to my Misaki when it smelled so delicious to me.

Maybe because Misaki isn't used to eating anymore food seems strange to him... Or his senses are a little off because the obvious lack of nutrition he has been getting.

I watched my Misaki finally scoop some of the rice he had been glaring at into his mouth, I was shocked when his emerald eyes went wide and he instantly spat it out. He drank the glass of water he had like he hadn't had a drink in days.

Misaki... What the hell..? I knew you weren't hungry but still...

"... I think I need to get used to cooking again.... That was terrible"

I couldn't believe what my Misaki had just said, from what I remembered my Misaki never once made an disgusting meal, besides when he snuck peppers into it. I watched my poor Misaki choke from the taste, my gaze wandered over the food then back to my Misaki, I was worried about my Misaki's reactions to food.

"Misaki, you cooked like you always do. Maybe the food wasn't the problem, when was the last time you ate?"

I also thought back to try to remember the last time I watched my Misaki have a proper meal, I felt uneasy when I couldn't remember the last time.

"A few weeks ago.... Though I've eaten fruits off and on"

Fruits... He's able to eat fruits... My Misaki needs more nutrition to be healthy..

I glared at my Misaki, I was angry that my love had been starving himself so badly, he looked at me a little ashamed. I got up and went towards the phone, I wanted to get my Misaki the best fruit in the world to eat.

I frowned when I tried to pick up the phone, my hand just slipped right through it.

The hell?

"Akihiko... You're a ghost, did you forget?"

.....I did actually...

My Misaki laughed at me, I would have usually punished him with love but I was just glad to see honest and happy laughter coming from the precious brown haired boy that I loved so dearly. However I kept my blank expression as my Misaki came over to me.

"So what were you going to do?"

"I was going to order you many special fruits because you seem to like them"

Isn't it obvious Misaki?

My response earned me an emerald glare, I wasn't to impressed with his reaction.

Misaki I want you to eat good foods that you're able to handle..

I wanted to buy my Misaki boxes upon boxes of exotic fruits from all over the world, I wanted him to happily try and enjoy new foods.

"Akihiko... If you want me to eat fruits then I guess I'll go to the store and buy some"

My Misaki began to grab his jacket and walked towards the door, I swiftly grabbed his arm to stop him from leaving. He turned around and looked at me, his emerald eyes swirling with confusion.

You don't understand?..

"What's wrong?"

"Misaki, I want special fruit for you because you're so special. Normal commoners fruit won't be good enough for you"

My Misaki rolled his eyes and sighed at my response.

Misaki I want to spoil you, you've been through a lot..

"Akihiko, money is valuable! I feel bad when I waste it.."

I stared at my Misaki, it was what I usually did when I wanted something, I stared until my Misaki finally gave into my wishes.

"....Fine... Tell me what to order on the phone.."

He looked away from me, I guessed that he couldn't handle my stare anymore, I smiled as I gently wrapped my hands around him and pulled him towards me, he looked up at me with those innocent emerald eyes of his.

"Misaki I'm so happy, even though I can't specifically get you something, I'm happy you're still able to recieve what I want to give you"

My Misaki frowned at me but his actions showed he was happy as he moved deeper into my warm embrace, once again I felt deeply thankful that I could still hold my precious Misaki in my arms.

"Baka Akihiko.... It's just stupid fruit.."

It's not about the fruit Misaki..

I turned my small brown haired lover towards me, I cupped his face carefully and gently within my hands. I looked into my Misaki's shining emerald gaze, I could never get over how much I loved this fragile boy within my arms.

"Misaki you're wrong, it's important because its for my precious Misaki"

Misaki, I just want to fill the rest of your days with happiness and peace, will you allow me to?

Me: chapter 5 is finished~~

Misaki: Akihiko going overboard again..

Akihiko: nothing's too much if its for my Misaki~

Misaki: •////•

Me: bah >^< finally this chapter is finished, took a long time to write

Misaki: >^> .... That's cause it's a little long

Me: >^> still *impatient person*

Misaki: *sigh*

Me: anyway hope ya enjoyed the chapter~