Chapter 4 is here~ I don't own Junjou Romantica~ but I own this fanfic which is good enough~ anyway let the chapter start~ Fluff

Misaki POV

I looked at Usagi, even though he was right in front of me and had been with me for a bit. I still couldn't comprehend that Usagi had returned to me, it was like a dream come true.

Maybe I should be more appreciative towards Usagi.. When he left.. I had felt so empty inside as if I was nothing.

"Misaki what's wrong? You seem to be a little quiet"

I smiled at Usagi happily and tackle hugged him making him fall on the bed, I then nuzzled into him.

"M-Misaki?! What's wrong? your acting strange.."

I laughed lightly at Usagi's expression, it was expected of him to seem slightly confused by my actions.

Usually I wouldn't do things like this... But now, I finally understand my feelings fully.

"Nothing's wrong Usagi..no Akihiko, I just love you so much.. I'm...I'm lost without you"

I let myself enjoy Akihiko's warmth that I never had expected to feel again, I loved that my thoughts had been wrong.

"Misaki.. Where is this coming from?"

Akihiko's voice was soft and quiet, I could see tears welling up inside of his lavender eyes. It seemed a little odd, usually I was the one who was crying but I felt happy, happy that I had made Akihiko cry from happiness. I cupped Akihiko's face in my hands and tilted my head and smiled at him.

"Have you ever heard the saying you never knew what you had until its gone? When you died I felt so lost and confused, I couldn't feel any happiness at all. I can't believe I was so stupid before... I need you Akihiko, I can't live without you, you're my light in my world.. I finally realized this when you were forced to leave me.."

I didn't even need to think those words, they had just flowed out of my mouth as if they were water. I knew that I had said exactly what I felt towards Akihiko.

"Misaki... You have no idea how much those words mean to me, I've been waiting all these years for you to say that.. Thank you"

I blushed lightly, I was thankful that I had finally come to turns with my true feelings.

"I'm sorry for making you wait Akihiko"

I kissed him lightly, I was content with just being able to be near the one who I loved. I looked into Akihiko's lavender eyes and was happy to see them brimming with love as he returned my gaze. Akihiko stroked my hair softly, his touch seemed so faint and reassuring for me.

"Misaki, it doesn't matter how long I waited, all that matters is that you've finally said it"

I couldn't help but feel a little sad at Akihiko's words, it took so long for me to realize yet he waited for me ever so patiently.

"Baka Akihiko, I seemed to be a little late. I took so long that you died first"

Akihiko stroked my cheek with kindness, and pulled me closer towards him. I had decided that I would no longer let my pride get the better of me, I would actually be true to my feelings.

Akihiko, I promise that I'll try my best to express just how much you really mean to me. I haven't even expressed half of how much I love truly love you..

"Misaki, if me dying made you open up your eyes to yourself then Im glad I died"

I looked at Akihiko in shock when he mentioned that he was glad that he had died. I couldn't believe he had just said something like that.

"Akihiko..how could you say something like that..."

I really didn't understand why he gave so little though about the fact that he was dead. If I were in his position I would probably be crying.

Akihiko you're strong..

"Misaki, me being dead is fine. As long at I can touch you and be with you, it doesn't matter if I'm dead or alive, all I ever needed was you Misaki"

"Akihiko...Baka...."

I hugged around his neck, I knew what Akihiko was saying had no logic to it. However I also knew that Akihiko was probably telling the complete truth, he had always been usually slightly simple minded at times.

"Misaki, why don't you go eat something? As much as I would love to have you continue to lay on me, I think you should eat something"

I frowned at Akihiko's suggestion, I still wanted to feel his warmth but I sighed. I kissed Akihiko quickly before I got up from laying on him, he smiled at me as he continued to lay on his back.

Usagi POV

I was sitting with my precious Misaki on the bed, he had been silent for a while after our slight pillow fight and I was a little confused.

Usually Misaki dislikes quiet situations unless we are eating together, why would he be so silent all of a sudden? Is he still confused?

"Misaki what's wrong? You seem to be a little quiet"

I wanted to know the reason for my Misaki's quietness, he just smiled at me with his lovely smile and tackled hugged me. I fell onto the bed and he was laying on top of me, nuzzling into me like a kitten.

Misaki... Something's wrong, you know this isn't a dream.. You don't act like this often..

"M-Misaki?! What's wrong? your acting strange.."

I was confused when my Misaki gave me a light laugh, I didn't see any reason for him to laugh at me.

Misaki your actions are really strange right now, I love that you're acting like this but it also worries me quite a bit.

"Nothing's wrong Usagi..no Akihiko, I just love you so much.. I'm...I'm lost without you"

He closed his eyes and hummed slightly, I didn't think that he had realized that he was humming.

Misaki.. Where is this coming from?"

This is all so sudden, Misaki..

I couldn't what my Misaki had said, his words filled my with a light and soft feeling. I could feel tears begin to fall down my face, they weren't tears of sadness but instead, tears of happiness. My Misaki then gently cupped my face within his hands, tilted his head slightly and smiled kindly at me.

"Have you ever heard the saying you never knew what you had until its gone? When you died I felt so lost and confused, I couldn't feel any happiness at all. I can't believe I was so stupid before... I need you Akihiko, I can't live without you, you're my light in my world.. I finally realized this when you were forced to leave me.."

I thought his words that he said before had shocked me but the new words that came from my dear Misaki just blew me away. He sounded so sincere as he spoke those living words so easily.

Oh Misaki...

"Misaki... You have no idea how much those words mean to me, I've been waiting all these years for you to say that.. Thank you"

I caused my adorable Misaki to blush lightly as I thanked him. I couldn't explain how happy I was just from him simply speaking his thoughts to me.

"I'm sorry for making you wait Akihiko"

My Misaki then kissed me lightly, I wasn't used to the sensation of my Misaki starting a kiss with me but I gratefully accepted it. I had never once thought that my sweet Misaki would be like this but I was happy that he had surprised me. I looked into my Misaki's deep emerald eyes as he looked down at me with such tender affection within them. I loved my Misaki so much that I would die once again, if it was to protect him. I stroked his soft brown hair gently, just wanting to feel my Misaki even more.

"Misaki, it doesn't matter how long I waited, all that matters is that you've finally said it"

I was glad that I was able to come back to hear those words that were more precious to me than anything, besides my Misaki.

"Baka Akihiko, I seemed to be a little late. I took so long that you died first"

I stroked my Misaki's cheek gently, I could understand why my words had upset him. My Misaki looked so miserable as I watched him suffer alone when he could see me. I wanted to make sure that my Misaki would never feel like that ever again.

Misaki as long as you're by my side, I'll be sure to do my best to protect you from any harm that may try to make its way towards you.

"Misaki, if me dying made you open up your eyes to yourself then Im glad I died"

My Misaki gave me a look of shock, I understood why he gave me a shocked reaction. I had said that I was glad that I died even though Misaki had suffered from it.

Misaki you're okay now, also you've become able to be true to your own feelings. That on its own is worth dying for.

"Akihiko..how could you say something like that..."

Misaki I know that you're probably really confused but it's okay, I never had a death wish but if its like this than I'm fine.

I'm fine because I'm with you.

"Misaki, me being dead is fine. As long at I can touch you and be with you, it doesn't matter if I'm dead or alive, all I ever needed was you Misaki"

"Akihiko...Baka...."

My Misaki hugged around my neck, his breath felt so warm and calming, I was glad that he was not upset about what I said anymore. It was the truth, I was fine as long as I was by my innocent Misaki's side. I then remembered how thin my little Misaki was.

"Misaki, why don't you go eat something? As much as I would love to have you continue to lay on me, I think you should eat something"

He frowned, he didn't seem like he wanted to leave my side to eat. I had the same feeling but I didn't want my Misaki to become ill I was happy when he sighed. He quickly got off of me but not without placing a quick kiss onto my lips. I smiled at him.

Misaki I love you so much..

Me: chapter 4 is finished~

Misaki: Im happy..

Akihiko: Misaki I think I'm more happy than you are~

Misaki: *blush* impossible...

Me: it's awkward writing -akihiko- after writing -Usagi- so much X3

Misaki: deal with it! I love Akihiko!

Akihiko: ^-^

Me: >^> I'm so brain dead after writing all that fluff

Misaki: it's worth it ^-^

Me:.... Anyway hope ya liked the chapter~