Previously on Chapter 11

"it didn't work... Killua" I say between sobs. Alluka look at me sad, see looks like she was about to cry. I pull away from Killua and hug Alluka "don't cry Alluka-Chan. Maybe it's just my destiny. To be hybrid for the rest of my life. Don't blame yourself. Alluka... Nanika... It's neither of your faults"

'This is the reality I have to face. I'm a hybrid for the rest of my life. Until someone can kill me. After all.... I am immortal'

I'm Sorry...

Y/N P.O.V

It's been a week since we manage to get Alluka away from Kukuroo mountain. It doesn't work. It's true that I'm sad, but there's nothing I could do about it. I should just try to accept the reality. That I'll be spending my time on earth as a hybrid.

The four of us is just hanging out with each other. Killua mostly hang out with Alluka. I don't mind. It's sibling bonding, they have been separated for a long time. So I just spend time with Gon.

"Y/N-Chan?" I turn to Gon. "Yeah?" "Are you gonna be okay?" "I'll be fine" I smile. I turn to Killua who's laughing with Alluka and smile softly at the sight. "I really wish I have a sibling. It looks fun to have a younger sibling" "yeah"

Killua run to me and pick me up spinning me around. "Oii! What are you doing" he just laugh. "Killua! I'm getting dizzy. Cut it out!" He put me down and chuckle. "What was that all about?" "Nothing, I'm just happy" "because you're finally reunited with your Sister?" "Yeah. And I have you with me" I hit his shoulder softly. "Oww. Alluka, Y/N's bullying me" he fake cried. Alluka just giggle. "Nii-Chan be nice to Onii-Chan" she fake scolded me. I salute and said "yes! Boss" she giggle louder.

I then sense a power and my mark glow violet. I look around cautiously. "Y/N? Is there something wrong?" I turn to Gon. "Someone's watching us" they look around aware of the extra presence. "Come on out! I know you're there" Killua yelled.

When out of no where someone grab me and put a knife on my neck. I turn slightly to see who the culprit is. I froze. I turn to Killua to see the same reaction.

"Aniki" Killua mumble. It's Illumi, Killua's elder Brother. "Aniki! Let her go!" He's taking a step forward. Illumi press the knife closer to my neck enough to draw a bit blood. "Let her go!" Gon yelled.

"No" Illumi answer simply. "Please aniki. Let her go" Killua pleads. "Hand over Alluka. If you want her back." Killua pulled Alluka closer looking scared and don't know what to do. "Killua, don't!" "Shut up!!" Illumi yelled at me. I turn to him and smirk. I led my hybrid take control. His eyes widened. I grab his arm that's holding a knife and pressed on it hard causing it to shatter. Once he let me go I fully turn around and kick him sending him flying.

"As if you can get rid of me that easily" I chuckle darkly my hybrid getting out of hand. Illumi sense that I'm not stable in this state chooses to retreat after saying "until you tell me everything about Alluka, I'll never let her go!" Then he vanished. I'm still in my hybrid form.

"Gon! Protect Alluka for me" "got it! Killua." Killua cautiously take a step forward to me. "Y/N.... Hey.... It's okay, aniki left" I growl at him. But that doesn't stop him to take a step towards me. "Y/N... Please...." I then snap. I charge at Killua giving him a hard punch, sending him flying to a tree. He's badly injured. I was a about to charge at him again.

"Onii-Chan!!!" I heard Alluka screams making me snap out of my state and turn back to normal. Alluka run towards Killua, hugging him close. "Killua... Alluka..." I step forward. "No! Stay away" Alluka yelled at me. "Alluka... I didn't mean to" "stay away!!! You Monster!!! You hurt onii-Chan!" Alluka yelled with tears in her eyes. My eyes widened. "Alluka... Don't say that. She didn't mean to" Killua said weakly. "Killua is right, Alluka. Y/N-Chan isn't stable in this state. She would never hurt us on purpose especially Killua. He means a lot to her" Gon defend me.

Alluka realise what she has done. She stood up and walk towards me, but I take a step back. "Nii-Chan.... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that" she cries softly. "No.... You're right, Alluka-Chan. I am a Monster. I hurt everyone" Killua struggle to get up. He walk towards me with his hand reaching out for me. I took a step back. "Y/N its okay.... I'm okay" I shook my head.

"No... Killua... My worse fear came true.... I hurts you.... Killua..... I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry" I sob. I turn around and start running with full speed ignoring their pleads to return. I don't care where I go. Just away from them.... Away from Killua.... I can't hurt him again.

'I'm sorry Killua.... I hurt you.... What I fear the most came true..... I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry.... I love you....' I just kept running with tears in my eyes. This time I left. This time I'm not coming back. This is for the best for us. Goodbye Gon, Alluka. Most importantly.... Goodbye.... Killua.

*to be continued*

A/N: did I make you cry? Sorry 😢. Don't worry it's not the end of the story there will be more. I hope you enjoy it. Bye!!!