Panic set in as I searched frantically for my missing journal.

It wasn't where I had left it when I went to sleep and now I was freaking out.

That had so many things in it too, not just the letters to Yoongi but my secrets as well.

I couldn't let anyone read it.

In my midst of searching my phone rings with a call from B/f/n.

"What is it? I'm kinda busy at the moment" I say upon picking it up.

"Busy with what? I wanted to know if you wanted to come hang out? I have so much to tell you about the fansign" B/f/n fangirls.

"I really can't. I can't find my journal" I say and she giggles a little. "That's because I have it..well, had it" she says and my heart stops.

"What do you mean you had it? Where is it now?" I ask as I stand up tall, fear rising.

"I gave it to Yoongi, like you wanted" She says and my eyes widen. "You what?!" I practically yell into the phone.

"Woah woah what's the big deal? I thought you wrote those letters for him? Didn't you want him to read them?" She asks, confusion in her voice.

"Well not like this! He's gonna think I'm crazy" I cry out. "Relax Y/n it's not that big of a deal. He doesn't even know who you are" she says and I sigh and run my fingers through my hair.

She was right...

"I hate you, you know that right" I say and she laughs a little.

"Sure you do. Now come hang out with me" she says and I huff and mumble an okay before beginning to get ready.

I can't believe she actually gave it to him..

What if he doesn't read it? Or worse, what if he does?

I groan and grab my bag before heading out to meet up with B/f/n.

This was stressful.

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Yoongi's POV

"What is that Hyung?" Jimin asks as he points to the small black journal I was holding in my hands.

"Some girl gave it to me at the fansign. She said something about it being from her friend who really looked up to me" I say and Jimin smiles.

"You should read it" he says and I stare down at it and shake my head.

"Maybe I shouldn't" I say. "We never get things like this. Aren't you curious to see what it says?" Jimin asks and I glance back down at it then at him.

"Let's just get home" I say as I stuff the journal into my bag then follow the rest of the guys out to the van.

My mind went back to the girl who had approached me at the fansign.

The way she gave it to me..what she said..I just couldn't forget it.

"Please take this and read it carefully. My friend would really appreciate it, you mean the world to her. She's written in this everyday since she first found out about  you and she won't even let me, her best friend, read it so please consider it"

How could you not feel curious after that?!

When we got back to the dorm I headed for my room and shut the door behind me.

I grabbed my bag and pulled out the journal.

Without wasting a second, I open it and begin to read.

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Your POV

"They were all so beautiful!" B/f/n cries out as she tells me everything that happened at the fansign.

The more she told me the more I wished I had been there too.

It seemed like so much fun.

"Yoongi is even more handsome in person too" she goes on and I sigh dreamily at the thought of Yoongi.

I wonder what he had done with the journal.

Maybe he hasn't bothered to read it..

I shake the thought and turn my attention back to B/f/n who was talking about how cute her favs were.

As she was talking I felt my phone go off and I pick it up and the message I read has my jaw falling to the ground and my heart stopping.

I have your journal. I found your number in the back where it says text if lost. You're Y/n, right? It's me, Yoongi.

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A/n: Yooo so Wattpad is being weird and showing my drafts after the chapter I post ?? So it would be really helpful if one of you guys could tell me if it's doing the same for you?? When you go to slide after finishing a chapter are you seeing my drafts or just something that says to be continued? It also likes to show up weird and miss placed when I publish and go back to look so like ???  Feedback would be helpful!! Thank you and I hope you're enjoying the story! <3