"Do you seriously want to go out" he questioned her as they both walked near the car.

"I don't back off from my decisions, come on sweetheart" she sounded really cute for him, opening the passenger side door she sat waiting for him to get inside the car.

"Where should I drive Now?" He questioned her. "Take reverse." She said In a serious tone. He signed and gripped the steering tightly making her chuckle. She loved the May he was behaving like a puppet to her, even though he calls her doll.

"Drive smooth and carefull, don't look into my eyes" she said as he was staring at her.

"Right then, Mrs. Dixit aka my doll, you want to see good driving?" he asked, waggling his eyebrows at me.
"Yes, I need the best ride" she said resting her head on his arm. "Seatbelt" dev noticed sonakshi remove her seat and come closer him. "Do you think you drive so fast and I would need a seat belt. Oh well please" she spoke cheerfully.

"You first tell me where I should go" he asked again as they reached the main road. "Drive till our hospital,after that I will guide you" sonakshi replied and looked outside the window.

"Hmm... actually I love kids" sonakshi said all of a sudden making dev curious. "Like naughty boys and pretty girls. I have always loved to be surrounded with kids" sonakshi continued. "Then you must have become a school teacher instead of practicing medicine" dev replied her still holding the steering tightly and concentrating on the road.

"Haan. Actually I love to be a doctor too" sonakshi smiled remaining silent. "So,... shall we -" before dev. Pull ask her anything she continued. "I don't want to have a baby for one year because I'm scared that you will shower our child more love and will forget to love me. For atleast a year, I feel like only I should own your heart completely" she said and rested on her head on his shoulder. Dev felt like that must not be the only reason for her to avoid becoming a mom. Having no other option he agreed to her. "If that's how you feel, what shall I do hun? I will always love you." He moved his lips closer to her forehead and she felt goosebumps in her entire body. She loved the impact his touch caused on her body. Each time he kissed her she was flying high. "Also would you have still loved me if I wasn't the small girl you had love at first sight, when you were 11yrs. Only if you didn't find out that we will be divorced right?" That question from her made him feel hurt. He literally didn't have answer for that, he closed his eyes for a second and took a deep breath. "I don't know doll, each time I see a small drop of tear in your eyes my heart starts to bleed. That day when you didn't under stand about me and asked for divorce, looking at you cry each day with me for your happiness I would have divorced you" his reply did not make her satisfied. "You mean you still loved me when I wasn't your doll too" she repeated the same question in another way making him stare at her. "I did knowingly or unknowingly I protected you and cared for you. May be I was always pulled towards you" that word pulled towards you made her smile, she felt better hearing, he was attracted to her. When sonakshi took few seconds to ask him one more question he said "we reached our hospital."

"From here just go straight and then turn right, it's the last street." Sonakshi guided him and dev followed her instructions. It was a dead end of the road. Sonakshi asked dev to park the car and walk with her. "Can you walk or shall I carry you" He asked as soon as they got out of the car. "I will try to walk and if not possible to walk by me, please carry me" she said with a beautiful smile around her lips. "Now atleast tell me sweetheart, where are you taking me?" He questioned her, holding sona by her shoulders tightly.

"My home, the place I love to stay" sonakshi said and pointed out a baby pink painted building. It wasn't huge at the same time that place wasn't tiny too. Dev took few seconds to stare at it. "Child care centre, I own this" she said with a pride on her face. "Come in, dev but be careful anytime anything might happen as my kids are little playful" before sonakshi could even complete her words, a small boy poured water on dev from the third floor. "What the-" he yelled, making sonakshi just stare at him. She looked at top and caught the naughty boy "raju..." she dragged his name with a fake anger. "This boy is really naughty, dev" sonakshi said running to catch him but she lost her balance as she still had pain her stomach. Dev followed sonakshi and pulled her closer to him, he stopped her from running. "I'm sorry, these kids are too naughty" she said him with a smile looking at his wet shirt.

After looking at sonakshi all the kids rushed towards and pushed dev away from Sonakshi. They tightly hugged, around 30 kids squeezed sonakshi. That made dev a little scared thinking about, the small kids would hurt her scars. "I love you, my cutie sweetie piessssss" sonakshi said stretching he arms so everyone could tightly settle inside her hold. "Auchhh..." she screamed little loud making dev panic. "Just move away. Don't squeeze her" Dev scolded the kids and everyone got scared of him. The small little kids quickly moved away from Sonakshi. "Dev, they are kids. You should have been a little polite" sonakshi softly whispered in his ears.

"My little sweethearts, I meet with an accident three days back and got hurt. When you all hugged me, my wounds started to pain and as I screamed, uncle got scared." Sonakshi softly tried to convey the kids about dev's concern on her.

"Mommmyyy, how are you?" A small girl questioned sonakshi. "I'm fine honey. Mommy is much better now" sonakshi replied, dev really felt weird when the small girl called her as mom the feeling he got was too different  and meanwhile Elena came out from the office room hearing the giggling sound. "Love you,sona" elena said and tightly hugged sonakshi. "I will go to office room and come" sonakshi said and held dev's hands, he silently observed that cute smile on her face.

"Sit down" she instructed him to sit on the chair in her office. "What are you doing?" He questioned her as she came closer to him with a towel in her hand. She didn't reply but made him sit on the chair and softly wiped his hair with the towel. "You know what dev, each time I come here this happens and many times these kids have also poured mud water on me. Thank God as they just poured water on you" she was laughing when she said that to him. Sonakshi was looking like small kid for him. "Done, that's it." She said after completely drying his hair. "Doll, even my shirt also got wet." He made a cute pout on his face, she stared at him helplessly. "Haan, it will become fine when we go out in the sun" sonakshi replied casually and brushed his messed up hair lovingly. She moved her lips closer to his forehead and placed a soft kiss.

Dev held sonakshi by her waist and pulled her closer to him. She landed herself on his lap, her nose touch his as he looked straight into her eyes. "Being around with too many kids don't you feel like we should have our own baby" he questioned her,  all of a he felt like she should have her own child to call her,  making his lips slightly touch her's. "I didn't say I don't want a baby, I can actually manage thousand babies too, I only fear after a baby you will forget to love me. To be honest, I feel like I'm enough for you and you are enough for me. Now let's go out" she said in a playful way and he knew the seriousness in her words. "Today I promise you, over our child or you I will always choose you" he told her to just bring her little out of her insecurities. He felt like he should really be thankful to God for pushing him to study psychology, if not he would have died to understand her atleast a little.

"It's nice to hear but it can never he true. " she rubbed her nose with his still being more playful. "Do you doubt me?" He questioned her, pushing away the tiny hairs on her forehead. "Dumbo,Idiot, stupid All I meant was I.... I just need you do love me. Dev I'm possesive on you. I can't share you with anyone. Get this in your head" she tapped his head softly and laughed. "Fine. If that's the only reason you don't want us to have a baby, for me also you are enough." He captured her lips. It was a hard kiss, and she let their tongues meet for a brief second before he pulled away. "Don't leave me" she whispered, placing her head in the crook of his neck. "Sweetheart" he said holding her even more closer to his chest.

" I don’t want to be alone again." Sonakshi squeezed him tighter and tried to push her face into his neck deeper. Dev harshly said each word. “Then make me stay." Sonakshi  removed her head from his neck and looked up at him, unknowing what he was asking, she blinked at him. "Please don't lie. I can never  tolerate false statements" he greedily sucked her neck skin into his mouth and bit down. "Okay okay" she said and he was waiting to kiss her, somewhere when she she told that okay, he felt so happy. Dev was a person who truly believed only trust can built a relationship. He wanted her to trust him wholeheartedly.

Sonakshi  was ready for his kiss this time. She wanted it just as much as he did. She wanted the taste of his mouth, therefore, when his tongue entered hers, she sucked on it, she lost herself in the kiss. "You trust me?" He questioned still kissing her. "How much times should I say, don't speak between the kiss" she yelled and started to kiss him vigorously. Their kiss continued until elena opened the door. "I'm sorry" elena said as soon as she saw sonakshi on dev's lap and kissing him. "Wrong time" elena mumbled and sonakshi immediately got up from dev's lap. "Actually I was drying his hair" sonakshi told walking towards elena. "I saw sona, I Know whether you both were drying or weting" elena teased sonakshi, she was so happy to look at sona in a better place and  dev casually moved behind sona. "Okay! I will wait In the car" dev tried to leave from there but Sonakshi held his hand. "Stay with me." She stopped him from moving away. "As you say" he carefully held her by her shoulder.
"Perfect couple" elena said looking at them both. "Thanks gurl" dev replied making sonakshi blush.

"Elena, All the clothes and books are distributed right?" Sonakshi questioned her. "Almost done, sona you have get the Annual financial budget statement print out and one copy with you and give me the other. Printer isn't working here." Elena said and Sonakshi decided to solve the printer issue later. "Let's go out and take the print, or else let's go home and get this done" dev gave a solution, she accepted to go out and take the print and sonakshi took him outside the office room. She happily showed him the playground and small classrooms. "You did all this alone?" Dev shockingly asked her. "I'm highly idependent, I owned this property and with some amount I earned my dreams came into reality" she answered him with a pride on her face.

"It's a beautiful place" dev said looking at a small girl play running race with a group of boys. He felt like it was a place filled with love and affection. Time just flew looking at the kids. "Sona Maa, I made chocolate mud cake" a small little pretty girl came running to sonakshi and gave her the little cake made out of mud and water. "Aww, my baby it's so yummy" sonakshi said after pretending to eat the mud cake. "What's her name?" Dev questioned sonakshi. She also didn't know the small girl who made their hearts smile. "What's your name my baby girl" sonakshi asked and the small girl was quick enough to reply "Mishti from 4th Std, A section" sonakshi went on her knees and tightly hugged her. The kid made sonakshi  smile with her innocence. Looking at Sonakshi hug a small kid even rest of the small kids who were playing came closer to her. She quickly pulled every small kid who came near into a strong hug. Dev completely got flattered looking  at her genuine love. He admired the way she pampered and showered the babies with  too much of love. Somewhere even he felt like hugging the girl who was named mishti but didn't as he felt like sonakshi would think bad of him, he also knows sonakshi knew everything about mishti and him.

"Shall we get back home" dev said, for which sonakshi agreed. "Elena take care of everything in case of any emergency do call me." Sonakshi carefully instructed elena.

Before sonakshi could bid a bye, a small boy placed a kiss on her cheek. "You always promised to be with me know until my mom comes. Don't go anywhere sonaaa" his words were to clear and grabbed everyone's attention. "Weeen weiil mai mumma kaem" there was any other small baby girl, she questioned sonakshi in her gibberish language.

"Both of you come closer to me" sonakshi sat on the bench in the play ground and made the boy sit on her right leg as the small little girl sat on her left side leg. "I will always come to meet you all, my chubby boy I'm not going anywhere leaving you. My pretty girl, one day definetly your mom will come, even I waited for my mom like you just yesterday I got her. When you grow bigger like me, you will understand better. Now both of you kiss me and don't forget to trouble elena mumma" sonakshi squeezed both the little children lovingly. As both of the kids kissed on her she had tears of joy flowing down from her eyes which didn't go unnoticed by dev. Sonakshi  made both the kids stand on their feet and bid good bye to everyone.

"Bye elena, love you" Sonakshi said and hugged elena tightly. "After anurag's death you really supported me lots, my younger sister" sonakshi was almost in tears and elena consoled her. "Anything for such sweet soul" Elena bid a bye to sonakshi and dev as they both walked near the car.

Holding sonakshi's hands tightly dev said "You really manage kids too well" he smiled as she moved her hands near his arm. "I was always surrounded by kids from 10yrs, I learnt how to manage kids and control them. So in future we won't have any problem" she giggled getting inside the car. "Well, doll actually I need one girl and two boys. Okay" he said starting the car. "Why. I mean why two boys?" Sonakshi questioned. "I already have a daughter" dev told and sonakshi got shocked. She felt like he was saying about mishti's baby. Her head stared to pain in confusion. Looking at sonakshi's confused look dev replied. "You, sometimes you behave like a kid. I meant you as my-" before dev could continue sonakshi placed a quick kiss on his cheeks. "Thanks, I love you" she rested her head on his chest. "Doll, what about the print out?" Dev questioned suddenly after noticing the browsing shop.

"Oh! I completely forgot it" she said as he stopped the car. "I will take the print out and come. You say inside the car" he told her, suddenly looking at the environment he felt like it wasn't ideal for sona to stay alone and took her with him. Dev securely held her hand and didn't even leave her hand even for a minute. As he took print out in his right had, his left hand was still holding her right hand. "Proving me, if I hold your one hand you can deal with the whole world in one hand" teased him as he did not even leave her hand until they reached his car.

"I too need two daughter and one son" he smiled sensing what was running inside her mind. "No Doll, one daughter and two son" he started to play with her. "We decide this soon"she concluded their silly flight.

"Dev stop here, two minutes" sonakshi as soon as they reached their hospital. "What? doll" he asked her stopping his car. "I will come in few minutes." She stopped him from following her inside the hospital and rushed inside the pharmacy.

Reaching the pharmacy she looked at birth control tablets. "I need few birth control pills" she asked the sales woman. "Consume it 5days before your cycle , 2 tablets per day till you get you are periods" sonakshi quickly bought the tablets. Only she knew what was making her to that. She needed him but not a baby. She wanted him to make love to her. Somewhere deep down she was carving for him. Before sonakshi could step out of the pharmacy gate, dev entered inside the hospital. "Just 5mins and you come in search of me" sonakshi yelled and gripped dev's hands. "Why you suddenly came here?" He questioned her. "Haan, actually I had to buy some personal stuff" she said and quickly walked out from  the hospital.

The drive back to home from hospital was silent as Sonakshi was happily admiring the water flow in the lake. Some behaviours of sonakshi made dev confused. He found it little hard to understand her mind set.

"Dev, tell me something about MISHTI?" that question from her stocked him. "Hmm... I know  you know her as my girlfriend" dev said holding his steering tight. "Nah, I know her as you are wife" she spoke like a baby to him. Within few minutes dev stopped the car.

They weren't infront of their house like they expected, but they were close. Sonakshi  did not know why dev stopped the car.

"Baby, come here." Dev’s voice sounded like he was commanding her. He pointed his lap as she blinked at him. Not giving her further time to think he pulled her by her hand and comfortably made her sit on his lap. "Listen it's my past, I want to forget. You know right she's dead. I will never leave you alone. I'm sorry for behaving rude with you. Now, I only need you. As you said even having babies can wait. I will do anything to keep you happy." Dev's  voice rang through her head.

Her hips touched his leg, His arms circled and pulled her into his body. Her head was resting on the Dev’s chest. His hand that had been on the seat now was in her hair as he soothed her head, and the other went under her top to, touching her scare.

Sonakshi didn’t know how much time had passed as she rested her head in his chest. She had closed her eyes and thought she might have dozed off until Dev’s voice broke the silence of the car. "I can't deny I did not love mishti but now I want to love you more than I have loved her." Dev tucked  a piece of hair behind her ear and continued," I’m sorry you had to know about mishti, I really loved her so much and  I can never deny that, she was a special person in my life. I am asking you to trust me. I don’t want her now, and I’m not going to love anyone after you, doll."

When sonakshi  watched him speak, a feeling would always come over her that he was telling the truth. "Promise, you will only have me in your heart and I will always trust you after this." She needed him to say it.

Dev smiled  at her. "I promise, doll." He felt little blessed to have a possessive wife. "Okay, I trust you and I will never take her name again" she smiled and kissed him, welcoming him inside her mouth. Her hands went to his hair so she could remember the feeling of it running through her hands. He pressed her even more closer to his chest. He caressed her lips, taking care to learn every inch of them after his tongue ventured inside her mouth. "Love you, doll" he said as she moved her face away from him.

"Even I  loved a man so much. He did not trust me and I had to leave him, I considered as he was dead. Even though I was in love with him, I did not let him take my first kiss or I lost my virginity to him. Each time he said I want to make love to you, I used to tell after marriage and he respected me, dev. I'm sorry for that, each time you scolded me I missed him but now I don't. I felt the need to tell you as soon as I married you but.... You know what happened" sonakshi spoke not looking at dev and playing with his shirt button, not knowing how he will react. "It's fine, doll I know only I own you. You're mine" Dev moved down to kiss her neck, nipping and licking better than he had before. He was getting hungry for her. Good enough he parked the car, end of the street where people hardly move.

Both of them weren't bothered to look around and started to kiss each other lovingly. She felt like he was thirsty for her. "Let's not speak about the past and concentrate on our present, sweetheart" he said and went lower and kissed her collarbone as his hands travelled up the front of her body over her clothes. Sonakshi didn't have a heart to push his hands away from her. His hands moved near her breast making her shiver. She took a deep breath as he touched her hidden scars. "I'm hungry" she said as his hand were about to touch her bare breast. "Even me" he replied sucking the top of her right breast into his mouth. "I didn't tell I'm hungry for you, I mean I need food and that still does not mean I don't need you" she tried to pull his head out of her clothes. She grabbed his hands and pleaded him to come out of her fabric. "Okay!" He signed bringing his head out from her cloth.
Still holding onto her hips, he moved her off his lap and set her down beside him.

"I haven't seen anyone like you, who would ask for food while doing such an important work" he faked an anger. "Haan, I'm sorry. Next time I won't let this happen" she leaned closer to him and placed a soft kiss on his cheek.

"You are going to make this up to me." Dev's voice was in a commanding tone once again. She got scared with his tone a little. Sonakshi really didn’t like where this was headed as she stared back at him, waiting to hear what he wanted. "What now?" She asked with a hope that he will ask her to trust him or promise him anything. "Make love to me and I want to make love to you" she started to blush all of a sudden. "I don't have previous experience like you, so please take care of me and now get me food" she replied resting her head on his shoulder. "Doll, at the same time don't forget I'm hungry for you" he said and started the car back home. Dev silently admired sonakshi, he liked the way sonakshi tried her best to speak out her and each time he moved his hands around her scars, he wanted to kill that person who caused it. He kept on trying his best to find out how sonakshi met up with such a huge problem? Dev found it really hard to investigate without using any legal help as he was running his work really illegal.

The drive back home was silent as they both thought about each other. Dev really got comfortable with sonakshi, he expected her also to feel the same about him.

After stepping inside the home, Dev and sonakshi made a plan to cook fried rice together.  Sonaksni took the vegetables from fridge and started to wash it. "We don't need this much vegetables Doll, one carrot ten beams and half capsicum is enough. Take one onion and tomato" dev instructed her. "Actually I'm hungry. So while cutting this carror I will consume it raw." She gave a baby face to him. "Okay proceed" he said and started to do the preparation for fried rice. "You don't do I will cook" sonakshi tried to push dev out of the kitchen.

He suddenly pulled her hands, she stood next to him with the chopped vegetables as he switched on the flame and kept the pan on the Stove. "Let's cook together" he tightly back hugged her and took the vegetable bowl from her. "Please I'm hungry, you step out and I will make a perfect fried rice" she said with a piece of carrot in her mouth. Noticing dev come closer to her face she tried to move back, he held her head tightly and pulled her closer to his lips. As he took the bite of carrot from her mouth she started to get goosebumps, Dev found that carrot to be too tasty, it had a sweet taste for him may be just as he stole it from sonakshi's mouth. Sonakshi moved away from her as she was feeling butterflies in her stomach and shivering in his hold. "My carrot, dev seriously I was very hungry. Now better go wash one carrot and give me." She literally sounded funny for him. "Romance Can wait but not my stomach, I'm so hungry" she yelled at him and started to cook. He loved her childish acts.  Dev chopped a carrot and gave her, he placed the piece of carrot in her mouth. She happily took the carrot from him and started to cook, still munching the carrot in her mouth.

"It's almost done. You fresh up and come." She instructed him and he followed her.

Sonakshi neatly placed the fried rice on the dinning table and waited for dev. As soon as dev came she served him the food. "How does it taste?" She asked he tasted. "Yummy" he replied and sonakshi tasted, giving a disgusting look. "Dev, no salt" she freaked out making him laugh. He deliberately lied to her. "I know enjoying the carrot you forgot to add salt. Seriously don't be like this doll" he said and picked up the fried rice bowl. "Let's manage with sauce" sonakshi took the ketchup bottle.

"Come, get me two eggs. Will make it taste better" Dev said and entered inside the kitchen.

"Add salt in the egg and then put the fried rice, mix it well and switch on the Stove" dev ordered and sonakshi did as per his orders.

After 10mins the fried rice was completely done. "Taste  it" he said bringing a spoon full of fried rice near her mouth. "It's perfect, taste much much better" sonakshi  smiled as dev carried the dish bowl to dinning area.
Sonakshi always liked the dishes made by dev. She felt like he was a master chef.

"You cook way to better than me" she quickly said eating the food. Sonakshi was so hungry that she didn't even speak anything after that and concentrated on the food.

After finishing the lunch and cleaning all the mess sonakshi told dev "This is my best birthday, Thanks for it" he smiled and pulled her close to him.

"No thanks and sorry between us, you should kiss me when you feel like thanking me and hug me when you want to apologise me. Get this in your head, doll" before he could even complete his words, she kissed him in his cheek.

"I love you, No matter what I'm leaving you" dev said squeezing her in born crashing hug.

"You might not have Been my first love dev but you were that person who made my first love irrelevant" she buried her face in his neck and he enjoyed her words. He felt happy as she claimed him as her's. Even dev wanted to give sonakshi the same happiness and said "You are actually my first love and last love, because at the age of 11 itself I had love at first sight for you" he noticed her cheeks turn red and softly kissed them. That kiss made sonakshi control her mouth and not ask him, you mean mishti was your middle love. Sonakshi loved to annoy Dev, at the same time she wished it shouldn't end up as a fight between them.

"I tied the knot I never wished for but I got the love I always dreamt about, dev." Her words got stuck in his heard.

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