It was around 11 in the morning dev and riya left the house after having their breakfast sonakshi took leave from office and completely got involved in packing her clothes and other stuff. Sonakshi experienced a worst feeling of not confessing her feelings to dev. She was literally dying to tell him how much she really loved him. Each time he called out the name mishti,she felt like jumping from above and ending her life.

Sonakshi  felt like she will never get that love or affection in her life. While packing all her stuff yet again she saw the slam book in dev's cupboard. She knew he won't reveal her anything.

Sonakshi silently sat on the bed and started to read the book.

"Hi abir. You look very handsome" akriti said, with another one of her smiles.

I never liked anyone calling me abir  but when I heard her call me by that name I really felt so happy. The reason behind me hating that name is too lame. I felt like a loser when anyone called me by the name abir. In short it was because of my personal feelings my mom had to change my name after my father's death.

"You don't like me calling you by that name?"  She questioned me.

"When I hear it from you, I find my name too sweet." I replied her.

It had almost been a month since mishti is working with me in the hospital. Eventhough she is a neurologist she always had depression problem. One hour once I see her taking depression pills. Just to cure her depression he pursued psychology.

"Hm, how was your day?" I asked as she sat opposite to me.

"I had to do a neurosurgery. It all went right. Pretty good day" she replied with a smile.

Somewhere getting lost in her eyes I realised that I really liked her. Love at first sight.

Days passed and mishti was always finding a reason to be with me. Even though having a supportive family she was always thinking about her elder brother who left her for the seek of love.

Each time mishti tried to come out of the moments with her brother nishant she was again and again thinking about how protracted brother he was.

Mishti just looked at me like a very good friend but I really wanted her to look at me more than a friend.

We both finally found some time for us and decided to go to a restaurant this evening.

I reached a street before her house and dailed her number. Mishti was standing in the bus stop near her house in a beautiful yellow Salwar.

I was blindly looking at her. She sat beside me and raised her eyebrows.
"Dev fasten your seatbelt. You can't park the car in the bus stand for a long time and stare at me like this." She said with a smile on her face.

"If I propose you will you accept it?" I questioned her.

"Can you please fasten your seatbelts" she repeated with a smile.

"No, you can't ignore my question. Answer me" I said and bus horn was loud enough to tell me that I need to move away from the bus stop.

"Fine. I need some time" mishti said with a hidden smile on her lips.

"So shall I propose you Now?" I was literally dying to confess my feelings for her.

"Oh god! Seriously?" She said running her fingers to her head and covering up her shyness.

"Tell me darling" I asked her.

"Can we please stop this." She spoke turning towards the other side, I decided not to bother her  anymore because God knows what's her mind set on me.

To mishti I never showed my real side. Each time I got angry on her I always tried to control my anger. I never wanted show her my real side because I feared that she will leave me.

"Shall we go to temple and then go to restaurant?" I asked her.

"Okay, let's go to temple." She replied with a smile.

I never believed in god but mishti wasn't an aesthetic person like me. To impress her I did try to even go to God and pray for her. I felt like I really do anything for mishti not just seeking God's blessings.

As we both God lost in front of the charming idols praying. The priest literally assumed us to be a couple. "For seven generations be together" his words literally made me smile May be that was something i really wanted to hear. "See mishti even this unknown priest isn't believing us to be just friends" I said as we went around the temple.

"Enough enough I too agree we have crossed a point more than friendship" mishti replied me as we walked out of the temple.

Within a few minutes drive we reached the restaurant and I received a call from my so called childhood best friend.

"You proposed her haan" was his first question as I picked up the call.

"Jatin more than why are you going crazy" I yelled at him. In short jatin was more restless than me.

"Actually dev I'm scared whether your relationship will work out with mishti. I feel like you have never been true to her. I mean you always controlled your anger. You never like Orange colour not you tried to accept Orange colour for her. Now also you don't like Chinese dishes but you took her to a Chinese restaurant telling you will eat only Chinese food. How much more you will lie man? A relationship built with too many lies can't with stand for a long time " jatin warned me because he always cared for me but this time I wasn't ready to hear his words at all.

"I know you care for me. Stay positive it's my life jatin and i decide it." I said and ended the call. I wasn't angry on him for speaking like that because jatin always cared for me and even this time he spoke like that because he cared for me.

"Any important call." Mishti asked taking a seat.

"Yes, it's from jatin. My childhood friend." I replied her and took a seat opposite to her.

"Hmm... can ask you one thing?" Mishti questioned me and I casually nodded my head in a yes.

"You will never get angry on me right? Like even if I cook the worst dish my brother was the only person to tell it's nice and now today I looked at him in you. In the sense each time I wear this dress my mom would say it's not perfect but still you admired me. I really want to know will it last long. Like I never want you to change. Just remain the same man with me" she said with a beautiful smile. I still got lost in that smile and promised her I will never get angry on her and love all her imperfections.

For the first time I didn't fear for hiding from her that I'm a short temper. I know of if I say her that she would just run away from me.

"Thank you" she said and meanwhile all her favourite dishes arrived.

My style was completely different from her. Jatin was right I can't accept the Chinese style because I always loved Indian style of dishes. I tried hard to eat the not so spicy noodles. "You don't like it?" She questioned May be looking at my facial expressions. "No no I love it. I can't eat because I basically don't eat so much in night time" I tried to tell a beautiful lie and she still believed me.

The dinner looked really long for me just because of the dishes I never liked but for a girl like mishti, I knew I can do anything to keep her with me.

The drive back to her home was really silent we both hardly spoke.

"Thanks for the dinner  I really felt good today" she said as we we're almost near her house.

"Anything to see that smile on your lips darling" I replied her to just look at her blushing all red.

"Bye" she spoke getting out of my car.

"Will miss you" I told with a flying kiss.

*AND I CAN NEVER FORGET THAT DAY IN MY LIFE*
(Sonakshi looked at the change in the handwriting and assumed it must be mishti's handwriting)

17/3
I had tiring day. It was just afternoon and I already got so exhausted after just performing two surgery.

I went to mishti's cabin she wasn't there and I looked at the opposite cabin for Natasha, who was mishti's close friend In the hospital. I felt it really strange when both of them missing. If they both are together I can close my eyes and tell that there was a problem waiting for me.

As I expected a problem to wait for me, I received a call from Natasha. "Nats what's up. Where are you?" I questioned her and felt her trying to control her giggles.

"Dev. Mishti wants to speak to immediately come to the park" that all Natasha said and ended the call.

COME I'M WAITING FOR YOU JAAN
I looked at mishti's text and smiled.
I wasn't interested to make her wait for me. I quickly rushed to the park and noticed mishti silently sitting on one bench. "What happened to her?" I questioned Natasha. "She wants to be with you forever from today itseems. I said that like marriage and all can't be done just like that, I mean how can you both marry today itslef itself and start a life. I tried to make her understand but she doesn't" Natasha replied me and I walked towards mishti to clearly hear what she really wants from me.

"I want to marry you right away." She said and that was something I never expected from her.

"Mishti we need to tell about our love story in home and get their permission. Marriage isn't a joke" I was speaking in a patient tone but still mishti felt like as if I was scolding  her and turned her face.

"Yes loving is fine but marriage isn't fine. You aren't like my brother nishant who held his girl's hand left me. I'm really bad na. That brother or boyfriend no one cares for me." She yellows at me and I received a call from jatin.

"He's always on time to save me" I said loudly and decided to pick up the call but mishti pushed my phone down.

"Mishti...... are you mad?" I lost my patience and picked up the call. She was already in tears.

"In my home they fixed my marriage. Marry me today are forget me forever. For everything you can't ask your dear friend's permission." she said and stood up from the bench.

"I will speak to your parents" I said  but she didn't pay attention to me.
All I cared was That she shouldn't fall in depression. She can't lose her mental health.

I hugged her tightly from back. She remained like a statue. Come with me. I pulled her hand asked her to get inside my car. I requested Natasha aslo to come wity us.
Mishti didn't Ask me where I was taking her nor I  wished to tell her where we were actually going.

Within few minutes we reached the place which I always wanted to show her. "I built this house for us"  MISHTIABIR the name plate actually didn't have a space btween our names too. She just stared at it for few minutes until I took her inside the home.

"Still I need to clear this room mishti. After completely finishing this house work I thought to propose you and fix our marriage date." I said thinking she will back of from her sudden marriage plans.

"So what. We will get married and I will also give some amount to complete the left over work in this house abir. Why don't you marry me?" She was still too stubborn.

I showed her the pooja room which was only filled with her favourite God ideal. There I placed a mangalsuthra which I wanted to tie around her neck. I took it in my hands. Natasha was about to tell me something but I didn't listen to her and tied the black chain around her neck. Mishti stared deep into my eyes as I placed the red sindoor on her forehead. "Happy we are married. You're right I didn't ask anyone to love you nor I will ask anyone to marry you" I said and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. All she did was too hug me as tight as she could. "Abir don't kill me actually this was Natasha's idea to test how much you love me. I know you will be mad  at me now" mishti said and I immediately broke from the hug. I never knew some games can get this worst. I just gave a death glare to natasha and mishti was laughing like a crap.

"Dev I did try to  tell you. It's your fault you didn't listen to me and married her" natasha said making me chase her to just kill her.

"Hubby listen. It's okay. We can speak to our parents soon." Mishti held me hands and pulled me closer to her.

She kissed gently on my lips as I smiled against her lips. I understood  Sometimes a first kiss from my dream girl can also kill me.

"Don't start your honeymoon now" Natasha said coming close to me and mishti.

"It's our house even this minute we can start. You stranger get out" I said to natasha and received a strong slap on my back.

"I need to get back to hospital my lunch break is over" mishti said and moved near the outside door.

I ran behind her and started the drive back to hospital. "Happy married life my best friend and best friend lover" Natasha said the moment we reached the hospital. With the shawl mishti covered the black chain and reduced the sindoor by covering it with her hair.

The moment we stepped inside each others cabin we completely got lost in the work. After sometime I just realised I didn't have my lunch. My hunger also vanished the moment I saw patience waiting to meet me.

Around 6o'clock in the evening I got relieved from the work. Natasha went little early and mishti was waiting for me.

"Hmm.... I'm gonna stay with you tonight" she said as soon as she got inside the car.

"How?" I questioned her thinking she must be pranking me again.

"In my home I said I'm going out of station for few days due to training work" mishti said turning all red.

"Nice" I replied concentrating on the road.

We both reached the home I built for us. Sadly even I had to give excuses in my home for returning back to home for few days. To marry a girl like mishti I could actually say thousand lie to keep her happy.

As soon as we got back home I had to inform her about me skipping my lunch. She gave me a dead glare and started to bash me out of concern.

I hopefully can't get over the moments while she was preparing dinner for me. In hunger even the Chinese dish I hate tasted yummy or may be just because it was cooked by her it tasted God.

After sometime when we stepped inside our room I saw her bonding this book. I didn't want her to read some of my secrets which I wanted to remain as a secret between us.

"Please.... I won't read anything I will just write few lines on the day we went to restaurant together that's it hubby" she said with a beautiful facial expression melting my heart.

Mishti actually didn't read anything but on one particular page she just wrote few words and closer this book.

"I love you" mishti said, her eyes locked on mine.

"I love you too" I replied immediately.

I felt it strange when I realised we proposed each other after marriage. I loved mishti more than anything, she was driving me crazy.
She locked the door and came close to me silently rested her head on my shoulder. I slowly best my head down to kiss her head. I understood my touch was giving her goose bumps. She unbuttoned my shirt as I kissed her neck. Her hand touched my chest giving me shivers. The moment she placed her lips on my chest  I understood she loved kissing me as much as I loved kissing her. Every single touch from her made me go crazy. She pushed my shirt down my shoulders and made me stare at her. Mishti had a naughty smile on her lips.

"You fine?" I asked curiously, rubbing her back. "Make love to me" she whispered with a smile, making my heart beat faster. I felt like my heart was beating 100 times per minute. It was really going fast when she whispered those words in my ears.

"What?" I asked, softly massaging her head.

"You heard me right. If you don't mind can you make love to me" she
Turned red, looking even more adorable and innocently hiding her shyness.

"No need to hurry I can wait" I said to her.

"Sorry I can't wait for you any longer. I'm your wife right? Can't I demand atleast this much?" she
Teased, sticking to me tightly.

"I feel like your joking with me" I said but her lips was against mine. The kiss was so hard for me to break.

"Should our first time be special?" I asked. "It's still special. In our home as your wife. Like no need of rose petals or scented candles just your enough for me. You made me feel special" she replied with some tears in her eyes. I was fast enough to wipe them.

I ran my hands down her body. The moment she raised her hand and I removed her top there was a shyness on her face, which looked so beautiful.

I looked at mishti in her strapless bra. Damn I wasn't honestly able to control my lustful thoughts. "What are you doing?" I questioned as she pushed my pants down. "Stop talking" was all she said making me get lost in those eyes.

I hoped she would ask me to stop when she wants just like she asked me to start. I kissed her rosy soft lips brushing my hands up and down towards her lacy bra. I unclaspsed  It, pulling it off, slowly, waiting for her to stop me. I was so nervous that my hands wereshaking slightly. Her breasts were perfect. I bent my head kissing all over them, making her moan breathlessly and for a moment I feel in love with my name.  It was like only she had the right to call me abir.

All I saw on her face was love, happiness and need, and I would bet that even I had  exactly the same look on my face. I ran my hands down her body, loving the feel of her soft skin under my hands, showing her how much I loved her and wanted her in my life.

I inserted my thumb inside her panties, pulling them down slowly, teasing her, getting my own way into her forbidden folds. The moment she laid infront of my eyes vulnerable and naked I saw shyness in her eyes. She was obviously embarrassed that I was seeing her naked for the first time.

"You're gorgeous darling" I whispered in her ears. She smiled and gripped her hand around the back of my head.

I smoothed her hair away from her sweaty forehead. I decided to show her  just how much I loved and cherished her before I prepared myself to make love to her for the first time which was eventually my first time too. she teased me by pressing her body closer to mine and  snuggling into my arms.

All I cared about was mishti where my feelings were secondary to her's.
The moment I got inside her all I could feel was...... this girl is freaking awesome. After all she's my wife won't she be extraordinary?

Sonakshi was literally not able to read anything further. She was almost feelings like everything was happening in front of her. "I can't take this anymore" she said to herself and kept the book safely in dev's cupboard. Sonakshi clearly understood dev had someone else in his heart now, all she wanted to know was if they're t ha t close why the he'll did they break up? Why did he even marry her? Was the questions running her mind.
Sonakshi took the book again and held in her hands. When she skimmed to the last page it was only mentioned I CAN'T SHARE THIS HEART WHICH LOVES YOU TO ANYONE MISHTI. I PROMISE. That was written by him on their marriage day, unfortunately that was the last page of the book too.

Sonakshi moved to the second last page. WHERE EVER YOU ARE STAY HAPPY. HAPPY MARRIED LIFE MISHTI. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING ME OVER YOUR FAMILY.

When sonakshi read those words she was almost in edge to  cry. She felt like can anyone love a girl this much? Behind that thank you of dev, Sonakshi saw his tears. She was really hating mishti for making dev suffer this much.

"How can she really marry someone else and be happy? Should I meet her? How can she literally destroy her own life?" Sonakshi completely got lost in her own thoughts. Sonakshi wasn't blamming mishti but she felt like what she did was completely wrong. Like many other couples in the world, who loved and their family didn't agree but for their own love didn't they run away from family? Like wasn't mishti's brother also a person who ran behind love leaving their family.

"What made them both choose family over love?". Sonakshi was having various questions in her mind. Somewhere even skipping the lunch wasn't making her hungry too.

Sonakshi heard the door bell and in a rush she went to keep the book back in dev's cupboard. She failed to notice a envelop falling down from the book.

She opened the door and noticed dev waiting outside. The moment she  opened the door and he entered inside, sonakshi smelled his masculine scent and it literally made her think about his romance with his first love or first wife.

"What happened?" He questioned her removing his shoes.

"You came early from hospital." She gave a statement.

"I need some rest" he told and walked straight inside the bedroom.

Soanskhi also followed dev and noticed the envelop which was lying on the floor, she prayed dev shouldn't notice it.

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Please forgive me if the Romance between mishti and abir was worst,(SORRY)  I felt it really hard to write it in abir's pov.

Next time I promise to give better cute moments.

Thanks for reading.

Inline comments are appreciated. Comments are highly nesseccary for me because only that will motivate me to draft the next chapter. 😍😍😍