Ok I'll continue till the strength I can.
But only till the story permits me to write.

Anyways...
Wanna tell u something.
Actually today I read something out  of my comfort zone.
A non sandhir story .
And it was awsum.

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"Are u out of ur mind sanyukta.
Kyu mujhe aise khich kar layi.
Meri important meeting thi.
Can't u see that.
Tumhare jaisa idle nahi hu.
I have my priorities" Randhir almost yelled on sanyu after they entered der room.

Sanyus eyes were a bit moist by his outburst.
Whereas rd felt a bit relieved by releasing his emotions which he dumped from last 2 months.

Luckily dolls were playing in the garden with kaka and toto.

"Ran..randhir " sanyu chipped in her chocked voice.
It was first time she saw him so angry.

"Mere se jyaada important kya hai tumhare liye randhir.
I ...I'm pregnant.
Ultrasound karne gyi thi aaj.
Par tum nahi aaye.
I was embarrassed in front of doctor.
She scolded me as I went alone" sanyu said.

"Ohh right!  Important.
Like these days you are giving so much of importance to me and my family.
Especially  dolls.
In these two months have u ever been with them?
Tell me" he grabbed her elbow.

"Randhir. ..tum...tum hi dolls ko mere se dur rakhte ho" sanyu cried.

"Really....and u know why I do so?" He hissed in anger .

"No...." she nodded negatively.
A tear drop leaked down her eyes as his grip on her elbow was tight.

He left her immediately sensing her pain.

"I want divorce " he declared not able to keep his emotions away for long time.

"Randhir " sanyu whispered softly not believing what he juz said.

"Yes sanyu m...m serious (his voice was chocked )
Waise bhi u don't love me now.
U don't love my dolls too.
Infact...i suggest u to abort my child too....why to keep...." his words never came out as a tight slap was pasted on his left cheek.

"How dare u randhir.
How dare u say that.
Kyu karu main apne bachhe ko abort.
And why d hell are u talking about divorce?" Sanyu said catching his collars angrily.

Her eyes were red and puffy.

"Ab toh tum samir k saath phir se chali jaogi naa?
Usne...usne itna bada sacrifice jo tumhare liye kiya hai.
Maine...maine toh aisa kuch kiya hi nahi tumhare liye.
Then why will u stay with me.
Maine toh tumse apne selfish reason k liye shaadi ki.
Meri betiyon ka bojh tumhare upar daala.
I juz want divorce. ..." randhir was crying.

Sanyu felt really very bad to see him broken.
She didn't had any idea why was he behaving weird.

"Randhir. ..kya hua hai tumhe.?" Sanyu cupped his face .
Even her anger melted as she knew he was broken and something was bothering him badly and it's related to her.

"Jao tum uske paas sanyu...
Go....he has done a lot for u....
I cant even match his level.
He is d best life partner u can get.
I m juz a loser. ...go....sanyu...jao" rd broke down and sat on d floor clutching her waist and sobbing hugging his unborn baby which was in her womb.

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Mujhe nahi likhna aage.
Kal yaa parso deti hu.
Isse kaam chaloa ab