La'Nae
I didn't sleep much last night. So I'm up early making sure all the last things are put together. August is doing another school thing in Houston. So I'm just double checking his hotel and car and liml and meet and greets. I'm sitting listening to music as always and since I've been in ym feelings about my brother I have a certain play list and the song brandy "missing you" off set it off comes on and I can't do anything but cry and sing...

"Said I'm missing you (although I'm missing you) I'll find a way to get thru(I'll find a way to get through) living without you (livnign without you) cuz you were my brother my heart and my pride only God may know why, I still survive (breaks down crying)

Little did she know August was listening the whole time and he felt her words, the pain, the hurt, the longing, the missing part of her soul. He knew it well because that's how he felt with Mel being gone. But most of all her voice, it was more than amazing. It reminded him of Aaliyah. (She is missed her voice omg of the gawds). He walked over to her and held her and they cried together. Something they both needed because with them holding it on any longer would result in drama. And Aug def didn't need anymore at this moment. ...

" thanks August "
"Call me Aug, I consider us friends. And it's no biggie I needed that (wipes face)"
"I didn't mean to make you cry, I just miss him"
"Naw, you good (waves her off) I needed it"
"Sooooo, umm ima go get myself together then we can go over your flights, hotels allat otha stuff"
"(Laughing) bud"
"What funny"
"Nun really, I see why ppl love to hear me talk. Your accent. Yeah rns"
"Lol boy you a fool. You talk just like me"
"Naw your voice sound better"
"(Blushes and gets up) umm I'll be back."
"Yeah yeah, go head love. Ima go find sum ta eat"
"Coo" (walks off)

August
Damn lil ma do sound sexy whe she talk. I feel like I can be myself around ha. Thas coo. Ain wan cry and seem like no pussy but I'm hurtin like never befo' and seems to understand that. Im glad I got a friend like her. I see we gone be close. Naw lemme go see whas in this kitchen.

La'Nae
Damn, ain mean to make him cry. Shit ion even know why I took this job, I can't focus. Shit. Yea I can. I just miss my brudda so much. August a reall coo boss tho. He didn't flip it meant alot that he just held meh and let me cry. It wasn't no creep shit. I really need to find time to go back home and visit my brother. Hadnt been to his gravesite since the funeral. Wasn't no point he was gone. But I need to talk to him not. I need him to be here. (Exhales) I'm all alone in the world no more job, nevr had friends. Ion know what ima do. Like it just really keeps hitting meh hard how IM ALONE
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Hello my beautiful butterflies, I know its short and well I know I'm behind in updates, but seems everybody in my house is sick and I take care of my mom and she been super so yeah. I love yall tho. Enjoy, vote, comment.