La'Nae
I woke up today, I should be relieved, but I'm not. I didn't move. I feel depression coming back. I close my eyes so tears won't fall but they do somehow. I got him back I avenged my brothers. But somehow I don't have enough answers. He never gave me answers.

I didn't even know August was in front of me until I felt him wipe tears. He's amazing. And yes I love him even more. We are supposed to head back to the A tomorrow. I feel so drained I just want to do nothing.

I don't even want a blunt. This is crazy. I should be crunk I should be excited, but he gave me no answers. I put trick in charge while I'm away. He's the only one I fully trust. Well besides Aug but he has to get back on the road.

"What's wrong love?"
"Idk, he didn't give me answers, I feel like its something I'm missing, like this ain't ova"
"Bae you got me, I'm here. We will make it together. Our brothers are together and so are we."

I couldn't do anything but kiss him as more tears came down. It was absolutely true especially now that I have no one but Aug. I got in the she praying the hot water would help me release more. And to my surprise once I got out I kinda felt better, but I still have this ping feeling this shit is far from over.

I got out the shower and wrapped myself in a bigass towel and sat at my desk, pulled out my laptop. Aug album hit and its alot of meet and greets I gotta schedule. Once I was done I lotioned my body and then got dress in black sweats and a rep crop top with red mk sandles and let it be.

I walk down stairs and stared cooking breakfast. Trust these niggas can eat, and I smell kush in the air so I know the munchies coming full force. I was so deep in thought while cooking I didn't hear anybody come in. I didn't even know he was there until I was under the spell of his cologne.

This boy breaking walls........

August
To see her so lost and I have no ideas on how to help her back is driving me. To see her beauty laying in bed eyes clothes and crying this morn made me want to heal her.

I totally get where she coming from. Watching all the shit she did to him and he still didn't peak up is crazy. But I'll be damn if anybody anybody hurts her again. And ima def fight to make sure.
I confirmation about my meet and greet dates, damn she back on the job and ain't tell ha nigga lol.

That's what I love about her she has her weak fragile moments but if only she knew how strong she was, that's something I will def take pride in reminding her.

I walked in the kitchen where she was and was cooking. Oh yeas a nigga geeked up lol. I stood at the island in the middle of the kitchen and just watched her. The way she moves, the soft features of her face the plumpness of her lips.
She seems to stiffen then relax when she realized it was me. I simply walked up behind her kissed her neck then her cheek them she turned around and kiss her lips...

Yep I could wake up to this every morn.......
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. How are y'all. Should Nae follow her gut feeling, or she just paranoid?

Seems Aug and Nae falling deeper... Love it.

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