Jihoon's POV

I sighed for the nth time while holding my phone. Its been 2 hours but he doesn't show up but I wait for him for another hour, another and another until I saw people running while their hands covering their heads and run on the nearest places to avoid the rain, but here I am, still waiting for him cause I promised. I promised no matter what happened, I will wait for him.

I saw some people that were staring at me, like I'm the dumbest person that they have saw. Cause I am, I am dumb when it comes to Soonyoung. I'm dumb on the person I love. I chuckled when I felt that tears were running down my face not because I'm soaking from the rain. But because I saw him. Kissing other man. I saw him kissing his first love, kissing his Seokmin.

Now I know why he didn't bother to looked at the messages that I've sent to him because he's busy, busy with other man, busy to the man he truly love. No matter what I've done to him, he will not going to reciprocate the love that I have given to him, I'm not Seokmin and I will never be. I will never be the person that he will spent the rest of his life with. I am blinded by the love that I have for him.

I stared at them again, I saw them hand on hand and laughing like there is no tomorrow. I mutter the words that I wanted to ask him for years.

"Soonyoung, you love me or you love me, not?"