10/24/22

I've found my life stagnant from a young age. I won't play the blame game, but in my young mind it was due to a.) my mother being unreasonably strict and b.) my mother being unreasonably irresponsible with money. I wonder if I still blame her. I try not to, but I don't know if those feelings of resentment are gone or just brewing.

Well, for now I am making progress. I went to the orthodontist today. He said I am about 92% done with treatment. Apparently I also have the option to just take them off now. It's so tempting considering I'm 20 now and I don't fucking want braces anymore. But I'm really vain and into looksmaxing right now and I want everything aligned as possible. Especially considering my overbite. It won't ever be fully fixed unless I get jaw surgery but I will do everything I can right now to fix it.

Job corps also called me today. I go in tomorrow to enroll. They say I have to be virtual for 60 days to complete a career prep period. I might have to take a test which I'm nervous about. My math skills are like elementary level and I'm still not sure how I graduated high school. Anyways here's to progress.