08/15/2024

This is the first time I'm writing in a while.

Life isn't bad. I'm almost finished with the hospitality internship I took in Pittsburgh. It's been a learning experience. I don't know what to do with what I've learned.

Who I am contradicts with what I want. I want everything. I want to live in the brush with animals. I don't want to ever mask again. How do I get where I want without sacrificing who I am?

Masking is misery. Will I ever stop being blue? When will I be good?