I stared into oblivion as her face flickered into my mind. Her soft skin brushing against my bare skin left a bruise from the past. I wanted to hold her again and let all my worries sink down the drain in her arms. Her soft voice ringing through my mind softly, with a small whisper.

"Leona.." My mind purred for her.

"Leona." She was more demanding.

"LEONA!!!" She screamed bloody murder and I held my ears, sobbing.

"I'm so sorry Katie.. I'm sorry that you died. It's all my fucking fault.."

"Leona why..? I had a future with you!" Katie screamed in my face. Her face was decayed and blood gushed out if a wound stretching across her neck. Blood exploded from that same wound and her head fell into my lap. I screamed at the top of lungs like I felt the pain.

"LEONA!! OH MY GOD LEONA WAKE UP!!"

Orion screamed my name as shaking me. His face was the definition of worried and tired, mixed together like a over blended smoothie. I flinched when I felt his soft thumb stroking my tear soaked cheek.

"It's okay, Leo, I promise.." He mumbled and held me close. My face scrunched up at the smell of vomit and alcohol. Oh yeah. We got wasted and I got super sick.. My eyes shifted towards my digital clock. In shock, I flail around and try crawling out of bed.

"We're l-late!" Orion chuckled.

"I am. You're not leaving the house today." He continued to chuckle.

"But that's not fair. I can go to school today!!" I whined and tugged his hoodie.

"Okay okay. You seem to stop getting sick so of you can get ready in under 25 minutes, I'll drive us to school? Sound good?" He smiled brightly and rolled out of my bed and standing. I remained silent before nodding. What the hell Leona, you have a choice to stay home from school today!! Oh wait.. That audition is today.. Quickly I jump up and sprint to my closet.

"GET OUT ORION!!" I threw one of my heels at him making the boy flee. Once I hear he door shut, I throw off my sticky clothes and pace around my room in my blue bra and black girl boxers that go mid thigh. As I grab my tights from my dresser, something sharp pricks my finger.

"Fuck!" I brought the drop of blood closer to my eyes and examined it. I slowly opened my dresser more and pulled out one of my many pocket knifes. This one had flowers designs all over it and made my insides squeal, since it reminded me of Katie..

With only 10 minutes left to spare, I yank off my underwear and squirm a G-string on. Ever since Katie died I kinda drifted away from all he heavy metal and into more of a mature stage, that and this audition will bascially hold my future of becoming a musician. I yank the black tights on too and threw clothes around my room."WHERE THE FUCK IS MY NAVY BLUE DRESS?!" I screamed out my bedroom door. Just as I did, Orion walked past my room and flailed. He hits the wall and held his chest like he had a heart attack. "Sorry. But this is a mid life crisis, Oreo!" He groaned at his nickname but padded towards the washer and dryer. He pulls my favorite gorgeous dress and tosses it to me. I catch it and rush back into my room.

~~With 2 minutes to spare~~

I rush out if my room with my hair uneven and in trailing down my back wih a cookie monster snapback resting on my head. Gripping my backpack in hand, I pound on Orion's door.

"I'm ready to go."

"No you're not." I spun around to see him on the couch, scrolling on his phone.

"Wow thanks, that makes me feel so god damn special, douche canoe." Rolled my eyes and fixed my lipstick and mascara. "Okay, how about now??"

"Two different shoes." He commented and I looked down to see a wedge on my left foot and a blue hightop on my right.

"I uh.. Couldn't choose."

"Blue hightop. Looks badass, hot, yet professional." He mumbled. I yank off my wedge, completely ignoring his comment about me being "hot", and grab my other blue hightop, yanking it on. "Okay good let's go." He finally gets up and goes to the door. I follow quickly. He locks the door behind us and I rush to the Jeep.

"I wanna drive!!" I open the drivers door and slide in.

"Hell no! You'll kill us!" He tried opening his door after I lock it. I stick out my tongue. "Come on, Leo! We're already 15 minutes late." He groaned and I opened the passenger door casually. "I can't believe this.", he groaned loudly and gets in the passenger seat. I start up the car and grab a CD case from the dashboard. Picks out an old Nirvana CD and slips it in, blasting Rape Me.

"Okay princess I would like to get to school on time to stare at Carmen Floyd. So! Hurry!" Orion groaned and I back up, speeding out of the parking lot. Carmen was just that hot popular girl type. Too popular. She knows Drake and Katy Perry.

Finally we pull into the parking lot and we both run to the school. I run into someone as shouting angrily. The other person squeal in surprise as books clatter to the ground. I Huff and start picking them up. A pale hand reaches for the same book that I have and froze. We stare at each other and I recognize the girl from the bar last night.